A/N: This is Syd's POV at the end of Phase One. My heart tore into a
billion pieces when Dixon said that line to her. Of course I have to put in
the little spot with Weiss.
Dissy: I dun own it. But I want to own Michael. Mmm, yummy sugar.
As I survey the damage I catch a glimpse of Dixon. His hands are tied behind his back and his eyes are filled with fear. My eyes are locked onto his. I almost expect him to thank me, or maybe even be friendly, knowing that I'll back him up but I only hear the hatred and loathing filled words, "Don't talk to me." I can feel my heart break into a million pieces because I know how devastating this all actually is for everyone, especially Dixon. I know exactly how much he loved the fact that he was working for his country, that he was making a difference, even if it wasn't a good difference. I can't even begin to count the times I've wanted to shout out, "SD-6 isn't the CIA!" but instead I have to bite my tongue, smile and keep up the charade. I want to change the world, make it so there is no such thing as SD-6 or the Alliance or anything else. If it weren't for all of that I might have been with Michael a long time ago, although the only reason I even know him is because of SD-6. Isn't it odd how the best thing in my life came from the worst thing in my life.
I look around again and my vision becomes blurred with tears. All the people, those poor people. All of them were being lied to. This time my eyes catch a more pleasant sight. I walk forward into his arms and I want to stay there forever. His beautiful emerald eyes sparkle back at me and before I can help myself, our lips collie. As fast soon as our lips met all the passion and love and lust was poured into that one kiss. I have wondered many times what it would actually feel like to kiss the love of my life but nothing could prepare me for the amazing rush that came when it really happened. I could hear Weiss in the background but it felt like nothing could tear me away from Michael.
Dissy: I dun own it. But I want to own Michael. Mmm, yummy sugar.
As I survey the damage I catch a glimpse of Dixon. His hands are tied behind his back and his eyes are filled with fear. My eyes are locked onto his. I almost expect him to thank me, or maybe even be friendly, knowing that I'll back him up but I only hear the hatred and loathing filled words, "Don't talk to me." I can feel my heart break into a million pieces because I know how devastating this all actually is for everyone, especially Dixon. I know exactly how much he loved the fact that he was working for his country, that he was making a difference, even if it wasn't a good difference. I can't even begin to count the times I've wanted to shout out, "SD-6 isn't the CIA!" but instead I have to bite my tongue, smile and keep up the charade. I want to change the world, make it so there is no such thing as SD-6 or the Alliance or anything else. If it weren't for all of that I might have been with Michael a long time ago, although the only reason I even know him is because of SD-6. Isn't it odd how the best thing in my life came from the worst thing in my life.
I look around again and my vision becomes blurred with tears. All the people, those poor people. All of them were being lied to. This time my eyes catch a more pleasant sight. I walk forward into his arms and I want to stay there forever. His beautiful emerald eyes sparkle back at me and before I can help myself, our lips collie. As fast soon as our lips met all the passion and love and lust was poured into that one kiss. I have wondered many times what it would actually feel like to kiss the love of my life but nothing could prepare me for the amazing rush that came when it really happened. I could hear Weiss in the background but it felt like nothing could tear me away from Michael.