Needing You
a/n: I changed the chapters. So everything in chapter 4 lets just say didn't happen just yet ... those events didn't exist yet alright?? Someone left a review and I started thinking and I changed it. So heres the revised version. Don't worry I'll work my way up to what I did before. Enjoy. Oh and you know my "un-bribe" lol. Reviews please! You all know I love comments. I'll update soon. I've already written them down haha.
so on with the story..
Liz looked at herself in Max's mirror. Sketches o long lines of blood around her stomach, arms, and legs reflected back at her. She had stopped the bleeding from each scratch about 30 minutes ago. Everyone was still downstairs arguing about "the truth". What Liz really did. Why Kyle wouldn't
tell them what really happened that day. Liz had listened to each and every comment. Hear them bitch about every little act she had done recently, all through that whole time Liz ha d taken away every piece of hurt and guilt with Isabel's razor.
Looking at herself now and thinking back to what she'd done, she felt ironically disgusted yet relieved. Relieved that every pain she had about Max, about Maria, about her parents, about herself..it was all gone. It was a brand new Liz Parker. But through that, disgusted because this is what she had to do to feel like herself again. She knew she shouldn't be doing this. Hell, she wanted to be a scientist she knew what kind of problems she'd have to face if she got too attached to cutting and hurting herself. But even though, her logic and reasoning just didn't seem to cut through her
brain on what was right at the moments time. In her head, Liz knew she'd do it again. Without a second thought since she knew she'd feel this certain way. Cleaning Isabel's razor so that no blood showed Liz smiled and covered her scars as best as she could. It was a new day. A new Liz
Parker, despite how she got here. Going down to the Evans' living room, she still heard all her friends talking. *About me nonetheless*. She sat back down against the wall as she listened to them rant about the infamous Liz Parker.
in the living room
Everyone had gone a wall. Talking at the same time and shouting at each other. Maria and Isabel were yelling at each other defending Liz's honor against Kyle. Questioning if he raped or forced her into something she didn't want o happen. Max couldn't blame them, nor did he want to. Alex
was trying to get Michael's attention from the television. Telling him to help and try to figure out what's up with Liz like everyone else had seemed to be doing. Giving examples of the many times Liz had risked her life for his "race". Whining at the truth, that Liz did put a lot of faith in his "race" of history. It'd be two hours since they first brought Liz there and she still hadn't woken up yet. Max had desperately wanted to check on her make sure she was really there and safe. But knew he couldn't, not with the chaos already at stake. The tension in the room was getting to him when he decided to shut them all up. 'Hey! Shut up! This isn't helping any of us. Now we need to figure this out before something happens to her alright?! I'm telling you Liz isn't like this. She wouldn't do that...' trying to convince himself of the truth that laid plainly in his heart. Even though Max saw it with his own eyes...his heart seemed to believe a totally different matter.
Maria stopped looking at Kyle so intently. She knew her best friend, she wouldn't sleep with Kyle when she loved Max so much. Liz wasn't like that. 'Max is right. I know Liz, she wouldn't sleep with Kyle out of the blue unless..' getting an idea of what might have happened to Liz to make her seek Kyle's help.
Alex looked up, 'Unless what?!?'
'Well what if its an alienistic kind of situation?' Maria thought aloud.
Michael looked up then. The whole situation was getting out of hand, and even though Liz had helped out when it came to finding the truth about their past, she was still just another girl. 'Would you guys just stop. Even if it is an alien thing.. No you know what? It's probably not. Why would they go through her when they could just go right after us?! Ever thought that maybe little Miss Parker was just horny and wanted some? So she couldn't find Max and Kyle was the next best thing?!'
Kyle started to get frustrated. He started to hate being part of this "I know an alien" club. ' Look I know most of you don't like me but I did not sleep with Liz.'
Max decided to justify that statement. If Kyle wanted to prove his innocence he wanted the truth. 'Alright. If you say so Kyle, but if you want us to believe you then tell us what really happened that day..' staring at Kyle head on. As fast as Max was concerned Kyle was in bed with 'his' Liz. And as fast as he'll take that factor, he wouldn't believe otherwise unless there was proof. And Liz could back that up.
Sighing' knowing that it wasn't his right he walked away. 'I can't tell you.' Hearing everyone grunt as if they knew he was lying from the start. 'Only Liz can. I'm sorry.' He looked up at Max and tried to see if he believed him. Only thing Kyle saw was hatred. Trying to get ahead of everything,
he though it was best if he left. 'Look. I'm sorry. I can't say anything because its not for me to tell you. I should go as I see you all are about to kill me with your alien powers or otherwise. Tell Liz to call me..and that I hope she's okay...Bye' heading out the door as everyone watched him.
Max looked on as the others looked to him with their blank faces on what to do next. *God, what are we going to do now?!?*
so comments? questions? Want something else to happen? review me...-Sali
a/n: I changed the chapters. So everything in chapter 4 lets just say didn't happen just yet ... those events didn't exist yet alright?? Someone left a review and I started thinking and I changed it. So heres the revised version. Don't worry I'll work my way up to what I did before. Enjoy. Oh and you know my "un-bribe" lol. Reviews please! You all know I love comments. I'll update soon. I've already written them down haha.
so on with the story..
Liz looked at herself in Max's mirror. Sketches o long lines of blood around her stomach, arms, and legs reflected back at her. She had stopped the bleeding from each scratch about 30 minutes ago. Everyone was still downstairs arguing about "the truth". What Liz really did. Why Kyle wouldn't
tell them what really happened that day. Liz had listened to each and every comment. Hear them bitch about every little act she had done recently, all through that whole time Liz ha d taken away every piece of hurt and guilt with Isabel's razor.
Looking at herself now and thinking back to what she'd done, she felt ironically disgusted yet relieved. Relieved that every pain she had about Max, about Maria, about her parents, about herself..it was all gone. It was a brand new Liz Parker. But through that, disgusted because this is what she had to do to feel like herself again. She knew she shouldn't be doing this. Hell, she wanted to be a scientist she knew what kind of problems she'd have to face if she got too attached to cutting and hurting herself. But even though, her logic and reasoning just didn't seem to cut through her
brain on what was right at the moments time. In her head, Liz knew she'd do it again. Without a second thought since she knew she'd feel this certain way. Cleaning Isabel's razor so that no blood showed Liz smiled and covered her scars as best as she could. It was a new day. A new Liz
Parker, despite how she got here. Going down to the Evans' living room, she still heard all her friends talking. *About me nonetheless*. She sat back down against the wall as she listened to them rant about the infamous Liz Parker.
in the living room
Everyone had gone a wall. Talking at the same time and shouting at each other. Maria and Isabel were yelling at each other defending Liz's honor against Kyle. Questioning if he raped or forced her into something she didn't want o happen. Max couldn't blame them, nor did he want to. Alex
was trying to get Michael's attention from the television. Telling him to help and try to figure out what's up with Liz like everyone else had seemed to be doing. Giving examples of the many times Liz had risked her life for his "race". Whining at the truth, that Liz did put a lot of faith in his "race" of history. It'd be two hours since they first brought Liz there and she still hadn't woken up yet. Max had desperately wanted to check on her make sure she was really there and safe. But knew he couldn't, not with the chaos already at stake. The tension in the room was getting to him when he decided to shut them all up. 'Hey! Shut up! This isn't helping any of us. Now we need to figure this out before something happens to her alright?! I'm telling you Liz isn't like this. She wouldn't do that...' trying to convince himself of the truth that laid plainly in his heart. Even though Max saw it with his own eyes...his heart seemed to believe a totally different matter.
Maria stopped looking at Kyle so intently. She knew her best friend, she wouldn't sleep with Kyle when she loved Max so much. Liz wasn't like that. 'Max is right. I know Liz, she wouldn't sleep with Kyle out of the blue unless..' getting an idea of what might have happened to Liz to make her seek Kyle's help.
Alex looked up, 'Unless what?!?'
'Well what if its an alienistic kind of situation?' Maria thought aloud.
Michael looked up then. The whole situation was getting out of hand, and even though Liz had helped out when it came to finding the truth about their past, she was still just another girl. 'Would you guys just stop. Even if it is an alien thing.. No you know what? It's probably not. Why would they go through her when they could just go right after us?! Ever thought that maybe little Miss Parker was just horny and wanted some? So she couldn't find Max and Kyle was the next best thing?!'
Kyle started to get frustrated. He started to hate being part of this "I know an alien" club. ' Look I know most of you don't like me but I did not sleep with Liz.'
Max decided to justify that statement. If Kyle wanted to prove his innocence he wanted the truth. 'Alright. If you say so Kyle, but if you want us to believe you then tell us what really happened that day..' staring at Kyle head on. As fast as Max was concerned Kyle was in bed with 'his' Liz. And as fast as he'll take that factor, he wouldn't believe otherwise unless there was proof. And Liz could back that up.
Sighing' knowing that it wasn't his right he walked away. 'I can't tell you.' Hearing everyone grunt as if they knew he was lying from the start. 'Only Liz can. I'm sorry.' He looked up at Max and tried to see if he believed him. Only thing Kyle saw was hatred. Trying to get ahead of everything,
he though it was best if he left. 'Look. I'm sorry. I can't say anything because its not for me to tell you. I should go as I see you all are about to kill me with your alien powers or otherwise. Tell Liz to call me..and that I hope she's okay...Bye' heading out the door as everyone watched him.
Max looked on as the others looked to him with their blank faces on what to do next. *God, what are we going to do now?!?*
so comments? questions? Want something else to happen? review me...-Sali