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*True Love*
By Faith Fidel
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Draco sat in Dumbledore's office twiddling his thumbs. "Mr. Malfoy , let me get this straight," Dumbledore said, "You are reporting to me that Voldermort intends to start the eclipse of death?" Draco nodded. Dumbledore whispered something to himself , and said "thank you for telling me mr. Malfoy and I assume you're on our side?" Draco nodded. "Mr. Malfoy-" "Please professor,call me Draco." "Very well, Draco." Dumbledore smiled.
"Would you mind terribly if I let Fawkes near you, I do not mean to offend you mr. Malfoy, but I need to check. Draco nodded, "sure professor , its not a problem." What Draco assumed was Fawkes the phoenix, jumped down and sat on his lap, Draco was startled, he was sure the phoenix would take a while to inspect him, but it jumped straight into his lap, and lay its head on his chest.
An overwhelming peace hit Draco it felt like he was floating in a void. All of a sudden he heard Fawkes's voice in his head, "do not be afraid, young one."It said, "I know you have been through a lot, I'm just going to look at your memories." Everything in his head was peaceful and sweet until, he heard Fawkes cry, "that monster!"
Draco knew Fawkes was looking at the memory after the end of his sixth year,the year he met Lorelei.
~Flashback~
"You useless imbicle!" His father spat as he slapped him. "Fancy going out with a girl who is friends with that Potter boy!" Draco had kept his cool. "Father , Lorelei is in one of the most important pure-blood families in the world." "SO?" His father spat. "They aren't pure Slytherins and her parents are not supporters of the lord.You think Pansy didn't tell me anything! She kept me informed, you have developed feelings for this girl! She has mud-blood friends, she does not support the lord! You cannot devolp feelings!" Lucius Malfoy spat. "Feelings make you weak." "I think I might love her!" Draco shouted finally losing his cool. "Love? Love? Ha! Love is only a thing to get what you want, Dragon. Love is useless, trust me Dragon, once this girl has gotten what she wants, she will leave you! I on the other hand am your father, Dragon, I want whats best for you. Believe me, Dragon, I'm the only one person in the world who won't harm you."
With that Lucius pulled out his leather whip and said, "Dragon, don't be upset with me, I just want whats best for you." By then Draco was scared out of his mind. He knew by the way his father had started whispering in that deadly matter meant trouble.
Lucius started kissing Draco, leaving little trails down his neck, suddenly he bit down hard, Draco nearly cried out as he drew blood. Lucius smiled maliciously, Draco could see a little bit of his blood on his father's teeth, and the eyes , those eyes were the eyes of a mad man. Lucius hardened again , "take off your clothes." He whispered it so dangerously, that Draco didn't dare to argue. One by one, Draco's clothing dropped to the floor. "That's a good boy." Lucius whispered, letting his eyes openly ravish Draco's body.Draco was so scared and ashamed at the same time, he wanted to break down and cry, but he knew Lucius would like that, so he remained strong. An impeccable statue of ice.
Lucius started the torture, he let his tongue trail down his son's pale neck. Following which moving to his chest. Where he found the spot right over Draco's heart. He stood, and using his whip hit it once. Draco nearly gasped, it hurt. Oh it hurt. "Don't worry son," Lucius whispered, "the fun is just beginning." With that Lucius took out a knife. Draco trembled when he saw the knife, not because of the knife, but because of what Lucius intended to do with it.
Lucius traced the knife over Draco's skin drawing lines of blood. "Now be a good little boy," Lucius said, "and scream for me." Lucius punctuated that line by stabbing the knife over Draco's stomache removing the flesh. "Argh!"Draco cried out in pain, crystalline tears were coursing down his face, which was twisted in pain and agony. "P-pl-please -ple-please s-sto- st-stop." He sobbed. Lucius smiled, "Since you've been a good little boy , I'll go easy on you, after a while more." With that he began to slip out of his robes.... ~End of flashback~
"No!"Draco shouted, he had fought so hard to remain calm, but the memory alone was enough to leave him shattered. His face was wet. 'Oh, god' he thought, 'was I crying?' Which was fairly obvious since it wasn't raining in Dumbledore's office.He remembered it, he remember it all. After that, he had run off, Lorelei offered him a place to stay and Draco had gladly excepted.
Suddenly, his mind which was a whirlwind of emotions felt at peace.Draco looked down to feel water soaking his robe. Fawkes was crying. Fawkes said in his head, "I'm sorry. Here let me make it better." Draco felt as if his mind was being cleaned out, it was probably like the demetors, except good memories came in and the bad memories were sucked out.
"Better?" Draco looked up suddenly, blushing. He had completely forgotten that Dumbledore was there. "Yes, thanks."He found himself saying. "Good,"Dumbledore said, "I'll get somebody to notify you when our next meeting comes, you can go now." As Draco was about to leave, Dumbledore said, "oh, and Draco don't mention this to mr.Potter." The familiar twinkle in his eyes.
Draco felt his face get hot, "professor, I'm blushing." Dumbledore looked at him thoughtfully, "no, you're not, instead of turning red, you just go a lighter shade of pale, when you do what you call 'blushing' ." Draco felt his face get, -well if that was what Dumbledore called it- paler.
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{ Hermione Sarita Granger's diary }
Well, we're back. Ron and I. We're back from the holidays. I didn't think that two weeks or so could change so much, but it has.Harrys' acting really strange lately. The whole time we were away, Harry didn't even write to us once, and now, when we're back Harrys' acting very distance. I must admit I'm worried. I mean this morning in the hall Ron was trying to talk to him the whole time and he was just staring off into space. I don't get it. Its very un-Harry, well I suppose I'll figure out sooner or later. - Hermione.
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Harry, good on him. Harrys' in love, I'm sure of it. We've been friends for such a long time that its plain obvious . I'm glad for him really, he knows that me and Herm being involved won't affect our friendship. I don't know why, but I've got the feeling he dosen't want me to know. I mean it can't be that bad ,right? Worst of worst he'll start dating a Slytherin, but I don't think so.
I remember back in fifth year, he went out with this Hufflepuff, I think her name was , um, Serena Sigwald, could be her, she was kinda cute, in a homey, innocent kind of way. Or maybe it was the girl he took to the end of the fifth year ball, that Ravenclaw, Sheba Danby. Or could it be one of the girls Harry fancied, um, Cho chang? Wenda Grover? Jessica Maslin? Or could he have started dating one of the Gryffindors? Maybe hes' dating Mina Reinhold, shes' hot.
Forget it, I can't name every girl in the school. Or maybe he doesn't want me to know... Because hes' gay! Oh poor Harry, but he should know I don't have a problem with it. I mean, George is gay. So are Dean and Seamus who have been openly dating since last year. I'll talk to him about it. I'm his best friend, he can't keep anything from me. Can he? Or worst, what if he fancies Hermione.. Oh no.
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Harry walked to classes and sighed. Every minute without Draco was agony. Harry was counting the seconds till he could see Draco again.Luckily for him, this was the last class of the day, if it wasn't he might just go crazy. "Mr. Potter, mr.Potter." Harry looked up sharply, blushing. Professor Telford was staring at him. "Now as I was saying, you will all be required to join a club. The school feels that you need an extra activity, so you don't spend all the time wasting it here and there.You will earn points or lose points in these clubs. Everybody must have at least one. Just subscribe to them and the lists will be out by Monday."
Everybody nodded. Everybody knew that professor Telford was their fitness instructor.He made sure that they were as physically healthy as they were mentally. He was also tough guy. The exact opposite of his wife, the counsellor, professor Mason.
Just then, the bell rang Harry immediately sprang out of his seat. Just as he was out the hall, Ron stopped him. "Harry," Ron said, looking , dead serious, "we need to talk."
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*True Love*
By Faith Fidel
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Draco sat in Dumbledore's office twiddling his thumbs. "Mr. Malfoy , let me get this straight," Dumbledore said, "You are reporting to me that Voldermort intends to start the eclipse of death?" Draco nodded. Dumbledore whispered something to himself , and said "thank you for telling me mr. Malfoy and I assume you're on our side?" Draco nodded. "Mr. Malfoy-" "Please professor,call me Draco." "Very well, Draco." Dumbledore smiled.
"Would you mind terribly if I let Fawkes near you, I do not mean to offend you mr. Malfoy, but I need to check. Draco nodded, "sure professor , its not a problem." What Draco assumed was Fawkes the phoenix, jumped down and sat on his lap, Draco was startled, he was sure the phoenix would take a while to inspect him, but it jumped straight into his lap, and lay its head on his chest.
An overwhelming peace hit Draco it felt like he was floating in a void. All of a sudden he heard Fawkes's voice in his head, "do not be afraid, young one."It said, "I know you have been through a lot, I'm just going to look at your memories." Everything in his head was peaceful and sweet until, he heard Fawkes cry, "that monster!"
Draco knew Fawkes was looking at the memory after the end of his sixth year,the year he met Lorelei.
~Flashback~
"You useless imbicle!" His father spat as he slapped him. "Fancy going out with a girl who is friends with that Potter boy!" Draco had kept his cool. "Father , Lorelei is in one of the most important pure-blood families in the world." "SO?" His father spat. "They aren't pure Slytherins and her parents are not supporters of the lord.You think Pansy didn't tell me anything! She kept me informed, you have developed feelings for this girl! She has mud-blood friends, she does not support the lord! You cannot devolp feelings!" Lucius Malfoy spat. "Feelings make you weak." "I think I might love her!" Draco shouted finally losing his cool. "Love? Love? Ha! Love is only a thing to get what you want, Dragon. Love is useless, trust me Dragon, once this girl has gotten what she wants, she will leave you! I on the other hand am your father, Dragon, I want whats best for you. Believe me, Dragon, I'm the only one person in the world who won't harm you."
With that Lucius pulled out his leather whip and said, "Dragon, don't be upset with me, I just want whats best for you." By then Draco was scared out of his mind. He knew by the way his father had started whispering in that deadly matter meant trouble.
Lucius started kissing Draco, leaving little trails down his neck, suddenly he bit down hard, Draco nearly cried out as he drew blood. Lucius smiled maliciously, Draco could see a little bit of his blood on his father's teeth, and the eyes , those eyes were the eyes of a mad man. Lucius hardened again , "take off your clothes." He whispered it so dangerously, that Draco didn't dare to argue. One by one, Draco's clothing dropped to the floor. "That's a good boy." Lucius whispered, letting his eyes openly ravish Draco's body.Draco was so scared and ashamed at the same time, he wanted to break down and cry, but he knew Lucius would like that, so he remained strong. An impeccable statue of ice.
Lucius started the torture, he let his tongue trail down his son's pale neck. Following which moving to his chest. Where he found the spot right over Draco's heart. He stood, and using his whip hit it once. Draco nearly gasped, it hurt. Oh it hurt. "Don't worry son," Lucius whispered, "the fun is just beginning." With that Lucius took out a knife. Draco trembled when he saw the knife, not because of the knife, but because of what Lucius intended to do with it.
Lucius traced the knife over Draco's skin drawing lines of blood. "Now be a good little boy," Lucius said, "and scream for me." Lucius punctuated that line by stabbing the knife over Draco's stomache removing the flesh. "Argh!"Draco cried out in pain, crystalline tears were coursing down his face, which was twisted in pain and agony. "P-pl-please -ple-please s-sto- st-stop." He sobbed. Lucius smiled, "Since you've been a good little boy , I'll go easy on you, after a while more." With that he began to slip out of his robes.... ~End of flashback~
"No!"Draco shouted, he had fought so hard to remain calm, but the memory alone was enough to leave him shattered. His face was wet. 'Oh, god' he thought, 'was I crying?' Which was fairly obvious since it wasn't raining in Dumbledore's office.He remembered it, he remember it all. After that, he had run off, Lorelei offered him a place to stay and Draco had gladly excepted.
Suddenly, his mind which was a whirlwind of emotions felt at peace.Draco looked down to feel water soaking his robe. Fawkes was crying. Fawkes said in his head, "I'm sorry. Here let me make it better." Draco felt as if his mind was being cleaned out, it was probably like the demetors, except good memories came in and the bad memories were sucked out.
"Better?" Draco looked up suddenly, blushing. He had completely forgotten that Dumbledore was there. "Yes, thanks."He found himself saying. "Good,"Dumbledore said, "I'll get somebody to notify you when our next meeting comes, you can go now." As Draco was about to leave, Dumbledore said, "oh, and Draco don't mention this to mr.Potter." The familiar twinkle in his eyes.
Draco felt his face get hot, "professor, I'm blushing." Dumbledore looked at him thoughtfully, "no, you're not, instead of turning red, you just go a lighter shade of pale, when you do what you call 'blushing' ." Draco felt his face get, -well if that was what Dumbledore called it- paler.
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{ Hermione Sarita Granger's diary }
Well, we're back. Ron and I. We're back from the holidays. I didn't think that two weeks or so could change so much, but it has.Harrys' acting really strange lately. The whole time we were away, Harry didn't even write to us once, and now, when we're back Harrys' acting very distance. I must admit I'm worried. I mean this morning in the hall Ron was trying to talk to him the whole time and he was just staring off into space. I don't get it. Its very un-Harry, well I suppose I'll figure out sooner or later. - Hermione.
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Harry, good on him. Harrys' in love, I'm sure of it. We've been friends for such a long time that its plain obvious . I'm glad for him really, he knows that me and Herm being involved won't affect our friendship. I don't know why, but I've got the feeling he dosen't want me to know. I mean it can't be that bad ,right? Worst of worst he'll start dating a Slytherin, but I don't think so.
I remember back in fifth year, he went out with this Hufflepuff, I think her name was , um, Serena Sigwald, could be her, she was kinda cute, in a homey, innocent kind of way. Or maybe it was the girl he took to the end of the fifth year ball, that Ravenclaw, Sheba Danby. Or could it be one of the girls Harry fancied, um, Cho chang? Wenda Grover? Jessica Maslin? Or could he have started dating one of the Gryffindors? Maybe hes' dating Mina Reinhold, shes' hot.
Forget it, I can't name every girl in the school. Or maybe he doesn't want me to know... Because hes' gay! Oh poor Harry, but he should know I don't have a problem with it. I mean, George is gay. So are Dean and Seamus who have been openly dating since last year. I'll talk to him about it. I'm his best friend, he can't keep anything from me. Can he? Or worst, what if he fancies Hermione.. Oh no.
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Harry walked to classes and sighed. Every minute without Draco was agony. Harry was counting the seconds till he could see Draco again.Luckily for him, this was the last class of the day, if it wasn't he might just go crazy. "Mr. Potter, mr.Potter." Harry looked up sharply, blushing. Professor Telford was staring at him. "Now as I was saying, you will all be required to join a club. The school feels that you need an extra activity, so you don't spend all the time wasting it here and there.You will earn points or lose points in these clubs. Everybody must have at least one. Just subscribe to them and the lists will be out by Monday."
Everybody nodded. Everybody knew that professor Telford was their fitness instructor.He made sure that they were as physically healthy as they were mentally. He was also tough guy. The exact opposite of his wife, the counsellor, professor Mason.
Just then, the bell rang Harry immediately sprang out of his seat. Just as he was out the hall, Ron stopped him. "Harry," Ron said, looking , dead serious, "we need to talk."
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