If Only I knew- Ch.2

By: Emily AKA Linh

She sat staring at the diamond sky overlooking the majestic beach. The cool breeze blows her hair gently behind her, making it easier to see her face, which is calm and peaceful. The moonlight shining brightly on her, making her looks angelic to any figure that happens to walk by.

'It's so beautiful here. I should have thought about coming here sooner. Well, all thanks to Hilde anyways.'

Hilde Schbeiker, one of her best friend, rented a cabin by the beach, but at the last minute cancelled. She didn't want it to go to waste, so she convinced Relena to go instead. Knowing Relena and all, she didn't want to leave her work. So Hilde volunteered to substitute for her, after hours of convincing, of course. It has been days since she arrives, but somehow the view always seems to amaze her each time.

'Heero, I wish you could see this with me. It's so beautiful and everything is so calm. I feel like there's no worry whenever I gaze at it. There really is something more than just paper after paper, day after day, huh?' She thought, while chuckling to herself. She was too busy thinking, that she didn't notice someone was walking up behind her.

"Relena? Actually laughing? There really is a god," the figure said half joking.

The voice from behind snapped her back to attention. "Duo, I didn't hear you coming."

He couldn't help, but laugh. "I wonder why. Does this have something to do with…oh…I don't know…a certain reason about someone that you're thinking about?"

Now it was Relena turn to laugh. "Of course not," half lying, "I was just thinking how beautiful the sky was. You can actually see the stars shining bright here than in the city."

"Yeah," he said sitting down next to her. Duo Maxwell, the other person that jumped at the chance go, was here to protect Relena, if any unexpected danger happens, but everyone knows that's not the real reason he was here. Free vacation of course. (AN: ^_^ duh!)

"Did Hilde call yet?"

Duo nodded his head sadly. Relena looked surprised as to why the most energetic person she has ever met was looking down right before her. 'I never thought that one day I would witness Duo not having a happy expression on his face. He was always the most joyful person out of all the Gundam pilots. Heero would love to see this. In fact, he would give anything to see this.' She thought while smiling to herself at the same time showing concern for her friend.

"What's wrong?"

"Hilde was just checking in, that's all."

'Oh, so this is about Hilde. I should have known.'

"She didn't even want to talk to me. She asked for you the minute I picked up the phone. She didn't even say hi," he continues whining.

There was a moment of silence, until Relena spoke, "Do you like her?"

That made Duo looked up. "Of course I do. She's like my best friend. I'm her roommate for crying out loud."

"No, I don't mean like that. I mean do you have feelings for her in that…you know… kind of way?"

"Like you like Heero?"

"Yeah, something like that."

"WHAT? Of course not! I was merely saying that she didn't seem to care enough to even say hi to me," a nervous looking Duo screamed at the top of his lungs.

Relena raise an eyebrow at him while covering her ear with both hands, smiling.

"Ok…ok…I do. I really like her. I care for her. In fact, I love her. Too bad she doesn't know." Once again the sad expression was on his face.

"Well, then tell her," Relena suggested.

"WHAT? You nuts. I don't want to die so soon."

Relena couldn't help, but laugh as Duo sat half worrying, half scared. Duo was the kind of person that isn't shy about anything. Maybe there is a whole other side of him no one knows about. Maybe Hilde is the person to uncover this mysterious other side of Duo Maxwell.

"Why would you have to die?" She couldn't help, but ask him.

"She'll probably think I'm trying to pull something on her again," said thinking about the last time he put a fake rat in her bed and about the time he put color dye in her shampoo as an April's fool joke, "She'll probably pull a gun out and shoot me right then and there. Although, that would be better than if she said she doesn't feel the same way about me." The last sentence he said to no one in particular.

Relena couldn't help, but feel sorry for the young man sitting before her. In a way she can relate to his situation. She was, after all, in love with someone who doesn't seem to have any feelings for her.

"How do you know she doesn't feel the same way then?"

"I just know she doesn't."

At that point, she doesn't want to make the conversation go any farther. Upsetting Duo is going to damage him. Changing the subject she asked, "Have you heard from Heero?" 'Great subject to change to.' She thought scolding to herself.

"No," was all he could say. He didn't want to lie, but he also didn't want to betray his friend, knowing what would happened if he do. Then on the other hand he doesn't want Relena to hate him when she finds out because she can be a little intimidating too. Whose scarier, Heero or Relena?

"Duo, does he hate me?"

"No."

'He doesn't hate you. He loves you. Oh, man, I can't tell her that. Heero would kill me for sure.' Feeling a little scared, he kept quiet and just stared at the beach.

"Then why did he need to start over? I can understand that he doesn't want to remember the battles, the innocent lives that was lost during it, but I thought he has some really good memories too, you know. Does he really want to forget all his friends? About me?" She felt like crying.

"No, that's not the reason, well, yeah, you were right about him wanting to forget about the war, but he will never want to forget his friends and most of all he will never EVER want to forget you. He'll come back, you can count on it. Didn't he promise to always protect you or something? Heero is a man of his word and his gun."

He last part made her laugh a little. "Yeah, he did." Feeling hope rising in her, she stood up to go inside. 'Yeah, now all I had to do was be in danger and I can see him again. Yep, great plan! URG…need to think of a new one.'

'Whatever it is you need to forget, forget it fast and come back to her before it's too late,' Duo's last thought before he went inside.

~~~~The Next Morning~~~~

Relena woke up bright and early the next day. She felt different today. Something she hasn't felt in a long time. 'Duo's right. Heero has always left, but then came back to me whenever I'm in danger. So he'll be back again. Although, if he did I would be in danger of some kind.' She thought as she put her clothes on. 'Hopefully that wouldn't be the case.'

There was a message on the answering machine, when she walked into the living.

'I wonder who it's from. Probably Hilde checking in again.'

Miss Relena,

The food you have order is ready. Unfortunately, our delivery truck has some technical problem and therefore could not make the delivery. We are truly sorry. If it's not a problem for you, could you please come pick it up, we don't know when the truck will be fix. Just come to 243 LAN LAN Dr. Thank you.

'Duo's still asleep, so I guess I'll go pick it up.'

She wrote a note to Duo and was out the door.

~~~~Duo's room~~~~

Duo got up 2 hours after Relena did.

"Man, I slept like a log. Probably cause of that dream about Hilde," he said smiling to himself. He got out of bed and got dress.

Walking around the house half asleep, he looked for Relena when he didn't find her in her room. 'Man, where is she?' Then a note on the table caught his eye. It was from Relena.

Duo,

I went to town to pick up some groceries. I got a message from the store this morning. Don't worry; I'll be back soon.

Relena

'What I'm I suppose to do while she's gone? Oh, well, at least I didn't have to pick up the groceries. She'll probably have to get ten big strong men to help her. (AN: Duo eats a lot) At least there be more food soon. I think we're running out again. (Third time this week)'

~~~~2 hours later~~~~

'Where is she? She should have be back by now.' Duo was getting concern. 'I'll wait a couple more minutes and then I'm looking for her. She better have a pretty good explanation for this.''

~~~~15 Minutes Later~~~~

"Where is she? It's been like…oh…I don't know… a long time. Where could she be? She just have to pick up the groceries that's all," he yelled angrily as he pace around the room.

The doorbell rang a couple of minutes later. A nervous Duo stopped pacing and opens the door. A man in his late twenties was holding two bags of groceries, and there was at least 5 or 6 more at his feet.

"Here are you groceries. I hope I got everything. Thank you for using Lenny's Quick Food Deliver. Have a nice day sir." He turned to leave when Duo stops him.

"I think you have the wrong house. My friend was supposed to pick these up?"

"No, I got the right one. A delivery for a Miss Dorlain, right?"

"Yeah, but I got a message from you guys and…well…why don't you hear it for yourself." Duo led the man inside the cabin. He didn't feel like arguing right now.

He played the message for him. "I'm sorry to say this, but our delivery truck doesn't have a problem. I don't know who call you and lied, but as you can see, I'm here now so there can't be anything wrong," the man said after the record was done playing.

"Could it be that someone else call because they were suppose to delivery today?" Duo asked the man standing before him.

He was getting worry, not only for Relena, but also for his life.

"Nope, I do all the deliver around this area. Hasn't had a substitute since my very first day. I don't intend to start now. Beside I want to have that rise, which by the way I am, pretty soon. My boss say I'm the best man he has yet."

'Man, this guy brags.'

"So…" he began.

"Someone must have lie to your friend to get her…"

Before he could finish the sentence, Duo was running toward the front door.

"Hey, where are you going?"

"I'll be back."

"What about the food?"

"Take it inside and remember to lock the door on your way out."

He didn't get a chance to reply because Duo was in the delivery truck and has starting the engine already.

"Hey, that's my truck," he yelled angrily for Duo to stop, but was too late. He was already gone. "Great just great. How am I going to tell my boss that I didn't finish? COME BACK HERE YOU BRAID BOY?" he yelled.

'Relena, I hope I'm not too late.'

To be continue…

An: Man! That was too long. How'd you like it? Good, bad, ok? Oh, I want to say that, I'm sorry for making Duo act a little weird.

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