The Pansy Project

It's not fair. He knows I'm everything he needs. I follow, I idolize him, I act like a lovesick girl for him. Which I am, but that's not the point. The point is it just isn't nice.

If you couldn't tell by now (And I suspect that you couldn't) I'm Pansy Parkinson. The simpering idiot that is always following Draco. Draco's "Lap Dog." I am no one's lap dog, even though in Draco's case I wouldn't really mind the lap part. I am really a very intelligent, smart female who needs no guy to lean on.

Ok, that was all a big lie. I'm actually not that bright and nearly a squib. However, that doesn't really matter. I'm getting better, really I am. Enough to get decent grades.

Back to Draco. Ever since I saw him on the train I have thought he was inexplicitly hot. He just has those cool eyes, and he has such nice blond hair.

I must win him for my own. I must. But how can I do it?

By the way, at this moment I am sitting in my bed and you are my diary. Just so you know.

All right. I have to find out how to win Draco's heart. All advances that I have made before have failed. Let me look through what I know about Draco's female preferences.

Heard him talking to Crabbe one day. Mentioned he likes thin red heads.

That shouldn't be too hard. All I have to do is exercise and dye my hair! Perfect!

My mission needs a special name. How about.The Pansy Project! Yes, that's perfect!

Well, good nighty-night! Write to you tomorrow!