Author's Notes: This is a Bordonfic! (the first on fanficnet, as far as I know..). I dont think Captain Bordon (Colonel Tavington's second in command of the dragoons) got enough screentime in the movie, after they cut most of his scenes out (a few can be seen in the special features section of the DVD, but some werent even included there!), so I'm writing an entire story for him!

Most of this story takes place shortly after the battle of Guilford Courthouse, which wasnt covered in the movie but would have been between the big fight at "Cowpens" and the end narration on the surrender at Yorktown. Our man Bordon survived his wounds at the hands of Gabriel after the Pembroke incident and subsequently sat-out Cowpens as he recovered. I've used the movie version of the battle (horribly inaccurate as it is), but moved it to its proper time, in January. This story is dedicated to Janeen and Andrea, for starting the fab Bordon yahoo group ( http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Bordons_camp_followers/ ), and all the group's members! Love you guys! ~Julie (Bordon archive webmistress)

Chapter 1- The One Left Behind
And, like a sin, Time lays it bare again
To tell of races wronged,
And ancient glories suddenly overcast,
And treasures flung to fire and rabble wrath.
If thou hast ever longed
To lift the gloomy curtain of Time Past,
And spy the secret things Hades hath,
Here through this riven ground take such a view.
-from "Uniconium, an Ode" by Wilfred Owen (1913)


March 20th, 1781- Cross Creek, North Carolina


James Bordon ran his fingers over the new stripes on his jacket, his gaze distant. Six months earlier he would have been overjoyed at the promotion to Major, but now it merely stirred the cold emptiness inside him. Following his serious wound at the hands of the Ghost's son outside Pembroke, then Captain Bordon had been hauled back to the British camp on Turkey Creek by his commanding officer Colonel William Tavington and another survivor of the ambush, a young Cornet named Jasper Wilmington.

His wounds had been grievous and the surgeons marveled at the fact he was still alive when the field hospital attendants carried him in, ashen faced and drenched in his own blood. The rebel's knife had penetrated deeply under his ribcage, ripping through his diaphragm and puncturing his left lung. With the extensive blood-loss and the Captain's horrible wheezing as he lay on the table, none of the doctors thought he'd make it through the night. He would have been abandoned completely in favor of other patients with more hopeful outlooks for recovery if not for the insistence of Colonel Tavington, who'd actually held one of the younger surgeons at gunpoint until the man agreed to see to his second in command. Only then had the Colonel consented to having his own wounds looked after, keeping a watchful eye on Bordon's nervous young medical officer the entire time.

The surgeon and his assistant managed to stop the external bleeding from the knife's entrance wound, but could do nothing for the internal damage. Unable to determine the seriousness of the lung puncture, all they could do was sit and wait. If the tear was small and clotted quickly, there was a possibility of recovery- if it was large the bleeding would not stop. His lungs would continue to fill with semi-clotted blood until the fluid became so thick it would prevent breathing, and the Captain would effectively drown in his own blood.

A nurse sat with him through the night, wiping away the flecks of blood laced foam that formed on his lips and around his nostrils as he labored for breath. Somehow he made it through that night, and then the next. A week later he was still hanging on and the doctors were speechless. They continued to wait, every morning expecting to find that Bordon had slipped off during the night, only to find him in state unchanged. Two weeks after his injury they finally resolved to themselves that the Captain wasn't going anywhere and put him into a sort of holding pattern. He was given a permanent bed in a quiet end of one of the hospital tents and checked several times a day by members of the medical staff.

Thus time passed and the war continued, with James Bordon oblivious to the world around him. The weather cooled as winter settled over the Carolinas, and the doctors became weary that the weakened state of Bordon's lungs might invite a bout of pneumonia-- but again luck intervened and his recovery progressed slowly.

By mid-January, a month after surviving the ambush at the creek, Bordon was often conscious for short periods of time. Denied the blessings of oblivion, he finally had to begin coping with the intense pain and discomfort of his injuries. A number of times he'd awoken, thrashing about his cot in a panic, convinced that someone must be standing on his chest- the act of breathing was so hard and torturous. The doctors denied him laudanum for treatment of the pain, not only because it was in short supply but also on their belief that it might do him more harm than good. Any lowering of his blood pressure the drug might cause could have been enough to kill him, considering his anemic, oxygen deprived state. So he'd floated in and out of awareness, between the raging pain of wakefulness and the numb relief of unconsciousness.

At one point, he awoke to find himself in the midst of a chaotic uproar. His quiet end of the hospital tent was quiet no more as the surgical staff raced about in a frenzy, treating the hundreds of new casualties that had just flooded back into camp. Bordon made the great effort of turning his head slightly toward the commotion, his mind trying to put names to faces amidst the dizzying confusion whilst fighting back the blackness that tried to swallow him again. Through the maze of moving legs and arms, a familiar red and green shape caught his attention. The uniform labeled the man as a member of the Green Dragoons, Bordon's own unit. Two surgical assistants carried the limp form to a nearby cot and Bordon squinted to see, recognizing the contorted face of Captain John Wilkins before his vision faded and unconsciousness claimed him once more.

When the world returned to him a short while later, he discovered Wilkins on the cot next to his own. The man was motionless and ashen-faced in the flickering light of the lamps, his eyes locked on the roof of the tent in a blank stare. One of the nurses had pulled the man's blankets up to his chin against the cold, which was enough to turn Bordon's ragged breaths into thin wisps of white vapor on the chilled night air. Mustering every bit of strength he had, Bordon managed to extend his arm over the expanse that separated their cots and tug lightly on the blanket.

'John?' his voice was a weak rasp between effort-filled breaths. The effort of speaking sent jagged bolts of pain through his chest and left him wheezing fitfully on the cot, his hand in a tight fist clinging to the other man's coverlet. Wilkins made no movement and did not respond, prompting Bordon to tug on it again. The loyalist Captain's head lolled to face him as the blanket caught and pulled under his chin, and Bordon saw the glassy lifelessness in the man's eyes before exhaustion sent him spinning back into darkness.



Hours later, Bordon woke screaming. Almost immediately, hands reached out to restrain him lest his thrashing further aggravate his injuries.

"Captain Bordon! Captain Bordon, PLEASE! Calm down! Sergeant Allen, come here quickly!" General Charles O'Hara pinned Bordon's shoulders to the cot as a young medic rushed over to restrain his legs. Feeling the hands gripping his body, Bordon thrashed harder and opened his eyes to face these sudden attackers, only to recognize the distressed face of the General hovering over his.

"General…..O'Hara…..sir?" Bordon's movements ceased and he lay painfully gasping for breath, his vision slowly focusing on the man standing over him.

O'Hara sighed in relief and slowly slackened his grip, sinking onto a simple wooden chair someone had placed at the bedside.

"Goodness, Captain….I thought you'd had it that time! Though I must say, even in your condition you're a dangerous fellow." O'Hara gingerly rubbed his jaw, which throbbed slightly after being caught in the path of Bordon's flailing elbow during his attempt at holding down the injured man. "Do try and get well soon, so you can start unleashing some of that energy on the Continentals, eh?"

The General forced a confident smile, as if the wounded officer's recovery was a sure thing. Bordon was confused. Why has he come? he wondered, noting O'Hara's attempts to comfort him. As a second in command he'd had little contact with the Generals, most communication to and from them going directly through their unit's commander, Colonel Tavington.

"Sir…..Wilkins…..he…..where….."

O'Hara frowned and silently cursed the surgeon that had ordered Wilkins' placement so close to his fellow officer. Bordon's state was bad enough without having to worry on the wellbeing of others. Nothing to be done now. The man already knew the truth.

"Captain Wilkins succumbed to his battle wounds very early this morning, Captain. I'm sorry to be the one to tell you…." O'Hara placed a sympathetic hand on Bordon's arm. He had no way of knowing whether or not the two junior officers had been friends, but assumed he would be upset at the passing of his comrade. Bordon was silent a moment as he absorbed the words.

"Battle?"

"Yes, Captain. Yesterday morning, at a place called Hannah's Cowpens.."

"The dragoons…. How…. Where is Colonel…. Colonel Tavington?" Bordon was weakening quickly, his eyelids starting to droop despite his attempts to keep them open. His words were slow and drawled.

O'Hara had been dreading that question. Fortunately the Captain was fading back into unconsciousness and the answer could wait for another time.

"Just rest now, Captain."



That was the first of several visits General O'Hara paid Bordon as he languished in the hospital tent. Often the Captain was sleeping when he dropped in, and O'Hara would stay a few moments to hear of his progress from one of the surgeons before slipping out quietly to attend to other business. The few times he found Bordon conscious and coherent, he made small conversation, always neatly sidestepping Bordon's inquiries into the whereabouts of his commander and any details about the battle.

Within the week following the disaster at Cowpens, the army was on the march, once again pursuing the Continentals. Bordon and the other severely injured residents of the hospital tents were loaded into wagons for the move, liberally wrapped in blankets to stave off the cold and provide some padding against the wagons' rough wooden interiors. The jostling he received during the bumpy journey caused terrible pain from the stab wound in his abdomen, and for the first time he was truly glad for the relief unconsciousness brought. The army halted at Ramsour's Mill and camp was re-established, the injured unloaded into the newly raised hospital tents. There his recovery continued to progress and he was soon able to sit up for short periods of time, which relieved some of the pressure on his breathing but increased the ache in his abdomen.

In his first visit since the move, General O'Hara was surprised to find Captain Bordon not only awake, but completely alert and conversing with the occupant of a neighboring bed. His breathing was still loud and rough, but seemed stronger.

Upon noticing O'Hara's approach, Bordon's look turned serious. He was desperate to find out what'd happened in the battle that claimed Captain Wilkins and who knew how many other dragoons, and determined not to let the General get away again before he got some answers.

"Good afternoon, Captain. My, you are looking much improved since I last saw you! What say the surgeons?" O'Hara's smile was genuine.

"Thank you for your concern, sir. They're confident I'll recover, but seem doubtful that I'll ever be able to return to combat duty.. They say my injured lung will never heal completely, so if I were to try fighting I'd quickly become too winded to be of any use on the field." Bordon's eyes reflected the distress that revelation had caused him. His concern was less for his own comfort than for the fact that he had few prospects beyond his service in the army. If this injury prevented him from that, what was he to do? He had nothing to go home to- no business, no family, no grand social connections. The army was his life!

"That is most unfortunate, Captain…. Most unfortunate…." O'Hara frowned, his eyes shaded with disappointment. They'd be without yet another field officer! The losses of late were swiftly becoming serious, and experienced veterans such as Bordon were irreplaceable.

Bordon saw O'Hara's silence as an opening and dove for it. "General, if I may ask, where is Colonel Tavington? He hasn't been to see me and I'm most eager to hear how our unit is faring. From what the private here tells me, losses at Cowpens were quite severe.."

O'Hara cast a sharp glance at the young infantryman in the bed next to Bordon's. He'd rolled on his side and was now making every effort to appear asleep in order to avoid the General's gaze. The General's lips pressed into a tight line. He has to find out sometime..

O'Hara removed his gloves slowly and deliberately, his expression turning dark. Bordon immediately knew the news could not be good.

"You have no idea how it pains me to be the one to tell you this, Captain Bordon. Our losses were quite bad indeed. Your unit suffered the heaviest." He paused a moment to let the words sink in. "At the outset of the battle, Colonel Tavington ordered a premature charge. He didn't realize it at the time, but the Continentals were employing a tactic we've never seen before. They positioned several lines of regulars behind a hill, such that they were concealed from view until our dragoons were practically on top of them. The charge faltered."

He lowered himself onto the empty cot on the other side of Bordon's and sat, leaning heavily on his knees. The pain in the General's eyes was obvious.

"We sent in all our infantry reserves in hopes of reinforcing the cavalry.. ALL our reserves.. but the damage was done. It was too late. The rebels counterattacked. I thought maybe if we regrouped and wheeled to the right we might be able to stop them, but our forces were too scattered. Our infantry and what was left of the dragoons went into full retreat." O'Hara shook his head despairingly. Bordon was visibly disturbed by the account, but listened intently. He had to hear the rest.

"Colonel Tavington.. after we sent in the reserves, I lost sight of him in the fray. The whole business was chaos such as I have never seen, and pray I don't live to ever see again. Once those that made it out started to regroup, Lord Cornwallis tried to seek your Colonel out, but he was nowhere to be found. He found Wilkins in the hospital tent a short while later, and the Captain informed him he'd witnessed the Colonel thrown from his horse. As you now know, Wilkins was in bad shape and the Lord General was unable to get any more information from him than that. When our burial details returned to the field, they found Colonel Tavington not far from where Wilkins reported last seeing him. His injuries were horrific."

Bordon jumped in eagerly, "Is he in one of the other hospital tents then? That would explain why I haven't seen him!"

O'Hara paused again before continuing, his gaze falling to the rough dirt beneath his highly polished boots- unable to meet the hopeful look in Bordon's eyes. Bordon in turn couldn't help but notice how worn and exhausted the General appeared. He'd never seen him in such a state. The few times he'd met O'Hara before his injury, he'd always been impressed at the General's confident bearing and composure. Suddenly the man looked far older than his forty-one years should have allowed.

"Captain.. Colonel Tavington is dead."



That was how Captain James Bordon came to know he was the last surviving officer of Tavington's Green Dragoons, and that his unit no longer existed. The handful of dragoons who survived the charge had subsequently been transferred to the other cavalry unit in the area, under the command of Colonel Banastre Tarleton, one of Cornwallis' rising stars. Cornwallis had always preferred Tarleton over Tavington, thinking him the more gentlemanly and obedient of his two dragoon unit leaders. Bordon couldn't help but think that news of his commander's death must not have caused the Lord General much sadness or disappointment.

In the weeks that followed O'Hara's revelation, Bordon sank into depression and his recovery slowed. The medical officers soon urged him to try walking and performing other small tasks, but he had no motivation. Most of his time was spent staring blankly at the cloth wall or ceiling of the tent as they undulated gently in the breeze. When spoken to, his replies were curt and lifeless.

One day in mid-February however, the General visited him once again, this time bearing an offer along with his cheerful bits of encouragement and well-wishings. With his inability to return to the field in light of his injuries, O'Hara offered Bordon a position on his staff. He'd heard of Bordon's value to the dragoons as an intelligence officer, and thought those skills might prove useful- in addition to being lighter duties that his physical state could handle. With the new position came a promotion to Major.

Not knowing what else to do and tired of wallowing listlessly in bed all day, Bordon accepted.

That was how he came to be promoted on the graves of his comrades and the man who'd saved his life. Every time he looked at the stripes, as he did now, he imagined their blood stained the fabric.




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A few notes:
On the title- The Erinyes are a trio of revenge/justice goddesses from Greek mythology. The significance of this will become more obvious later.