This is Kat's and I side project, here for the group to be the first to
see. Also, consider joining our Shadow Realm RP group at
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ShadowRealmRP/ .
Title: Shadow Ai
By: Slytherinette and Kat
Emails: Gotenegie@yahoo.com, meow_meow0209@yahoo.com
Rating: Well, we are writing it so, NC17
Couples: Red Eyes Black Dragon/Celtic Guardian, Blue Eyes White Dragon/Dark Magician, Dark Magician Girl/Mystical Elf, hints of DM/CG
Summery: Let me think of a good one. Based in the Shadow land, the part of the Shadow realm that the monsters were exiled to. Story revolves around REBD and the CG and getting them together, with the usual twist and turns that me and Kat like to throw in. If you enjoy reading us on the Time in The Past RP http://groups.yahoo.com/group/TimeInThePast/ group then you'll like this.
Warnings/Notes: Written in Role Play style with Slytherinette playing mostly The Red eyes, Blue eyes, and the Metal Dragon along with various others. Kat plays mainly the CH and DM as well as several others. YAOI and hints of YURI as well as some HET, but mostly YAOI. It was betaed by Me and Microsoft Works, so it most likely has a lot of errors. I'm sure you can live through them though.
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Darsh stood at the entrance to the Dragon's Cave and starred into it his eyes red from his tears. It was time though. He had to come clean and tell Kenji everything. It was up to the dragon to pass his judgment and running away would only, in the end, make his seem guilty of worse. He lifted his hand to his eyes and wiped them off and then headed inside.
He asked Tyden, the Petite Dragon where he could find Kenji.
"He's in his room."
"Thanks."
So he headed there though he was dragging his feet a bit.
Kenji lay on his back, staring at the ceiling. He hated himself, and he wasn't sure why. He couldn't control Shadow, no one could, but he couldn't help but think.. he closed his eyes. How long had it been? Who knew, time didn't exist here, but he could almost remember his mother and even his father... but when the shadow realm had been closed, they were trapped in the shadows. They had never made it to little piece of land that the monsters called home. For a long time he had believed that shadow hadn't of made it either... but they had found him, half dead on the east side of the island, in the waste lands. He shook his head at remembering just how close his baby brother had gotten to dieing. A loan tear escaped his blue eyes.
No. He was not going to cry. He was a dragon, and the strongest monster to boot. He would not cry.
Despite this though, another fell.
"Kenji... are you here?" Came a hesitant voice.
The dragon's head snapped to the door. "Darsh?" he asked "I didn't think you were coming back."
"I wasn't... But I had too. Its... not fair t you if I... just run off..."
Kenji nodded and turned back to the ceiling. "You know, I tried, but no mater how hard I did I was never good enough for him." He shook his head sadly.
"Your brother?" He asked.
"Yeah," he sighed sadly. "Nothing I did was right. I was too strong, not strong enough, to hard, to soft. I was never there when he needed me and I was to smothering. Nothing, pleased him. Nothing. he wanted me to be a father and a brother. he just.. ugh.... He too stubborn."
"I wish I could help but aside from eating to much sugar my sister was easy to raise."
Kenji managed to laugh. "I'd hate to see her as a totter on a sugar high."
Darsh groaned just thinking about it.
"I lost her half the time."
Kenji laughed a bit harder this time before he turned to his love, a small smile on his face. "Stop standing at the door can come here. I haven't seen you in a whole 2 hours." He joked
He took a step forward then stopped remember why he had came. "I didn't come for that. Not for hugs and kisses, not for a plesent conversation or love. Its over Kenji." He said quietly.
The dragon blinked. "what?"
"its over." He repeated.
Kenji raised up and looked at the magician, his heart already burning. "What are you talking bout?"
"Us. After I say all that I have to say I am leaving... and not coming back."
There was a low growl that echoed off the stone walls and the dragon stood up, glaring at him with something that almost looked like hatred.
Darsh took a step back in fear.
"What Do You Have To Say?" Kenji accented taking a step forward. This was not happening. No. He wouldn't let it happen.
"I cant stay with you... and keep secrets from you... Its not fair to you." He said
Blue eyes narrowed dangerously and he tilted his head. "So.. after almost 600 years you.... You'd better finish what you were sating before I start to assume things." He said, amusment and irony in his voice
"I have another..." He swallowed hard trying to gather the courage to say the word.
He took another step forward, backing the other against the wall, his face now inches from the slight sorter magician. His jaw tightened and a low deadly growl erupted from him.
No. This was not happening.
"What?" he asked again, lower.
Darsh hung his head.
"Another lover." he said finally.
The words, while soft, echoed in the room, and they caused the proud dragon's heart to shatter. He looked at him, horror stricken and disgust. "You've been cheating on me.." he said slowly. "Why? What? Was i just not good enough?" He said, hurt bleeding threw his voice.
"He... needed me. I... Love him... But not as I love you..." He said as he looked up at Kenji.
"..and how is that? You obviously loved me enough to be with someone else.... " then another thought came to him, but he waited for Darsh to answer.
"There are times when it is either someone comforts him... or he'll not make it... I promised My True master I would watch over him..."
"So, you fucked him..." then he blinked, "You true master, eh? You mean the pharaoh.. the pharaoh from FIVE THOUSAND FUCKING YEARS AGO!?!" He roared in his face.
Darsh's eyes filled with tears but he wouldn't let them fall. "Yes the Pharaoh. I will serve him until my last breath! I am loyal!" He cried. Then he put his hand son Kenji's shoulders to push him away.
Kenji didn't budge. "So... you've been fucking whoever for 5000 years." He slammed his hands against the wall beside Darsh's head do that he couldn't escape. "And... why the fuck did you fight so hard 600 years ago to make me, oh what was it you called it," he mocked, "Open with my emotions." he growled again, his fingers pressing hard against the rock, causing it to crumble. "You made me fall in love with you. You gave me no choice, so now you're telling me that it's over? That your little fuck buddy is..." Tears started to burn his eyes before he closed them, only to reopen them, hatred and anger pooling in their debts. "Who is it?"
"I cant tell you that, I don't want you to hurt him." He said, "Besides I wanted you to be more emotional yes but... Oh... Ra... This is hard..."
"Hard? You think this is hard for you? Oh, fucking Gods." he shook his head. "Finish what you were saying." he ordered.
"I couldn't abandon him... I have to protect him form now until forever. He was doing so well. I haven't had to... Not for so long... But last night... I'm so sorry Kenji."
"Do you have any idea what I gave up to be with you?" He whispered, the pain back.
Darsh shook his head not sure if he wanted to know.
"I gave up my pride, my hatred for every thing. I was more open because you wanted me to be. I was... I let you tear down the walls I had up. I gave up all the things that made me a dragon. I gave you my heart..."
"I gave you mine as well. That's why... Why I had to tell you. I couldn't keep lying to you. It hurt to much. I have to go now."
Kenji grabbed him by the shoulders and slammed him against the wall. "I don't want to ever see your face again. If I do, I'll rip it off." He growled. "Now, get the fuck out!" He said, roughly grabbing Darsh and throwing him to the ground.
Darsh landed hard and let out a sob. He looked up at Kenji for a long moment. He had expected no better but now that he had heard the words from those words from him. He wanted to beg his forgiveness... wanted to...
"Please! I love you! I will do anything... to make it better... please Kenji!" He found himself begging despite the fact that he knew it could and no doubt would make things worse.
"Rip my heart out." he said in a low growl, because that's the only way I'll feel any better. "I love you, more then anything in this gods forsaken place, and you've destroyed me."
"I never meant to hurt you so much! I thought that he was better, thought he didn't need me anymore! That's why I pursued you!"
Kenji's eyes were blank, the hurt becoming to unbearable to him. "Go away. I don't ever want to see you or hear your name again." He said, his voice deadly clam.
"Kenji... no... don't hide form me again!" He cried holding his hands out to his like a frightened child.
"What do you want me to say, hm? That i forgive you and It's all okay? Do you really want me to say that?"
"No... I know what I did was wrong... You could kill me if you wish it... I just want you to understand."
"Understand what?" He asked, "That I'm not enough for you?"
He pushed to his feet then smiled brokenly.
"You were all I ever wanted, since the shadow games began even before that. But I see that I will never have you. I'm sorry for hurting you. Sorry that I betrayed you. But you would have done the same had Kaiba asked it of you." He said giving up, then smiled. "Don't worry. You wont ever see me again. Goodbye Kenji, it was... nice."
Then headed or the door.
"Nice," he mocked rolling his eyes, before grabbing Darsh again. "There are sure as hell more then one way to comfort someone. Nice." he shook his head, his hand tightening on the other's wrist.
"Let me go." He murmured. "I am leaving as you ordered."
Kenji closed his eyes, the tears burning again as he let go. "Fine. what ever."
"Yeah. Whatever." he said then ran from the room so that the dragon wouldn't see his tears, or the emptiness in his eyes. He had no idea what it was that he was going to do without him, without Kenji.
'Cadeyrn had better appreciate what I have lost because of my love for him and my loyalty to the Pharaoh.'
Kanji shook his head, self loathing bringing his blood to a boil.
"Never again. Never ever again..." He said looking down.
Darsh ran to where he knew he would be wanted, where he would be safe. But that wasn't to be. He opened the door to Cadeyrn's and froze at the last sight he had ever expected to see. Cadeyrn and Shadow were curled up together, the room was filled with the musky scent of sex.
He starred for a long moment then closed the door. He leaned against it then slid down it his eyes filled with tears, he had no where to go now.
'By Ra! What am I to do!'
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Shadow licked at the wound on Cadeyrn's neck, loving the taste more then anything else. He pulled the Celt's body closer to his own, a hand drifting down his side. The only thing that interrupted his loud purring was the sound of the Guardian's moans.
"Shadow." He sighed tilting his head back to that his lover could more easily lick his neck, loving the feeling.
Shadow shifted the two of them to a more comfortable position, his wings wrapping around his lover's body as he kissed his way to Cadeyrn's lips.
He met the other dragon's kiss and stroked his hair before tangling his fingers in it afraid that he would open his eyes and Shadow would be gone.
Shadow groaned deeply, but pulled back. "What do you want?" He asked, his hand now stroking the thick blond hair of the other. He placed kiss on his jaw only to pull back and regard the other in the candle light.
"Only you." He murmured then licked the dragon's chin.
"Mmmm," Shadow groaned. He wasn't sure why but he loved that thought. It was comforting. He brushed his hand over the Celt's face. "So beautiful," he purred and placed a kiss on one of the golden eyes.
Cadeyrn blushed.
"I'm not all that special, there are much better looking creatures out there... Like you."
"Mmmm mmmm," The dragon disagreed, kissing him again. "I like you.. I like you very much."
Cadeyrn had no idea how to respond, just yesterday he was so afraid of Shadow that he hid from the dragon and now... Here he was. In bed with him. He went redder but smiled up at his lover brightly.
Shadow smiled back at him slightly. "I like it when you smile.. you should do so more often..."
"I normally don't have anything to smile about."
A playful smirk crossed the dragon's face. "Well, then I'll just have to fix that, eh?"
Cadeyrn tilted his head.
"Oh? How would you do that?"
"I'm going to start with that delicious neck of yours... and work my way down..."
He nodded but just thinking about Shadow touching him again already had his heart racing and his breathing going heavy.
"That... sounds nice."
"Nice?" he teased. "I intend to make it a lot more then nice.." He licked at the bite mark again before he pushed the Celt to his back. "I'm going to make you scream again.. would you like that?" he asked as a teasing tongue licked at his nipple.
He bit his lip to hold in a whimper but he nodded his eyes locked on his dragon lover.
"Very much."
Shadow grinned and licked at Cadeyrn belly button. "Pretty belly button," he purred, kissing it once before moving further down...
Cadeyrn let out a giggle over that remark then a sigh as his mouth moved lower.
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Again, lemon here. You can find it at http://slytherinette.envy.nu/00/0001lemon.html
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He looked at Cadeyrn's face and smirked when he saw that he had fallen unconscious. He ran a hand threw his blond hair before he pulled back. he grabbed his previously discarded clothing and pulled them on. He had to stretch his wings. With out thinking about it he gave Cadeyrn a soft kiss on the lips. He pulled back in shock before he turned to leave. He had a lot to think about and he knew just who to go to.
Title: Shadow Ai
By: Slytherinette and Kat
Emails: Gotenegie@yahoo.com, meow_meow0209@yahoo.com
Rating: Well, we are writing it so, NC17
Couples: Red Eyes Black Dragon/Celtic Guardian, Blue Eyes White Dragon/Dark Magician, Dark Magician Girl/Mystical Elf, hints of DM/CG
Summery: Let me think of a good one. Based in the Shadow land, the part of the Shadow realm that the monsters were exiled to. Story revolves around REBD and the CG and getting them together, with the usual twist and turns that me and Kat like to throw in. If you enjoy reading us on the Time in The Past RP http://groups.yahoo.com/group/TimeInThePast/ group then you'll like this.
Warnings/Notes: Written in Role Play style with Slytherinette playing mostly The Red eyes, Blue eyes, and the Metal Dragon along with various others. Kat plays mainly the CH and DM as well as several others. YAOI and hints of YURI as well as some HET, but mostly YAOI. It was betaed by Me and Microsoft Works, so it most likely has a lot of errors. I'm sure you can live through them though.
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Darsh stood at the entrance to the Dragon's Cave and starred into it his eyes red from his tears. It was time though. He had to come clean and tell Kenji everything. It was up to the dragon to pass his judgment and running away would only, in the end, make his seem guilty of worse. He lifted his hand to his eyes and wiped them off and then headed inside.
He asked Tyden, the Petite Dragon where he could find Kenji.
"He's in his room."
"Thanks."
So he headed there though he was dragging his feet a bit.
Kenji lay on his back, staring at the ceiling. He hated himself, and he wasn't sure why. He couldn't control Shadow, no one could, but he couldn't help but think.. he closed his eyes. How long had it been? Who knew, time didn't exist here, but he could almost remember his mother and even his father... but when the shadow realm had been closed, they were trapped in the shadows. They had never made it to little piece of land that the monsters called home. For a long time he had believed that shadow hadn't of made it either... but they had found him, half dead on the east side of the island, in the waste lands. He shook his head at remembering just how close his baby brother had gotten to dieing. A loan tear escaped his blue eyes.
No. He was not going to cry. He was a dragon, and the strongest monster to boot. He would not cry.
Despite this though, another fell.
"Kenji... are you here?" Came a hesitant voice.
The dragon's head snapped to the door. "Darsh?" he asked "I didn't think you were coming back."
"I wasn't... But I had too. Its... not fair t you if I... just run off..."
Kenji nodded and turned back to the ceiling. "You know, I tried, but no mater how hard I did I was never good enough for him." He shook his head sadly.
"Your brother?" He asked.
"Yeah," he sighed sadly. "Nothing I did was right. I was too strong, not strong enough, to hard, to soft. I was never there when he needed me and I was to smothering. Nothing, pleased him. Nothing. he wanted me to be a father and a brother. he just.. ugh.... He too stubborn."
"I wish I could help but aside from eating to much sugar my sister was easy to raise."
Kenji managed to laugh. "I'd hate to see her as a totter on a sugar high."
Darsh groaned just thinking about it.
"I lost her half the time."
Kenji laughed a bit harder this time before he turned to his love, a small smile on his face. "Stop standing at the door can come here. I haven't seen you in a whole 2 hours." He joked
He took a step forward then stopped remember why he had came. "I didn't come for that. Not for hugs and kisses, not for a plesent conversation or love. Its over Kenji." He said quietly.
The dragon blinked. "what?"
"its over." He repeated.
Kenji raised up and looked at the magician, his heart already burning. "What are you talking bout?"
"Us. After I say all that I have to say I am leaving... and not coming back."
There was a low growl that echoed off the stone walls and the dragon stood up, glaring at him with something that almost looked like hatred.
Darsh took a step back in fear.
"What Do You Have To Say?" Kenji accented taking a step forward. This was not happening. No. He wouldn't let it happen.
"I cant stay with you... and keep secrets from you... Its not fair to you." He said
Blue eyes narrowed dangerously and he tilted his head. "So.. after almost 600 years you.... You'd better finish what you were sating before I start to assume things." He said, amusment and irony in his voice
"I have another..." He swallowed hard trying to gather the courage to say the word.
He took another step forward, backing the other against the wall, his face now inches from the slight sorter magician. His jaw tightened and a low deadly growl erupted from him.
No. This was not happening.
"What?" he asked again, lower.
Darsh hung his head.
"Another lover." he said finally.
The words, while soft, echoed in the room, and they caused the proud dragon's heart to shatter. He looked at him, horror stricken and disgust. "You've been cheating on me.." he said slowly. "Why? What? Was i just not good enough?" He said, hurt bleeding threw his voice.
"He... needed me. I... Love him... But not as I love you..." He said as he looked up at Kenji.
"..and how is that? You obviously loved me enough to be with someone else.... " then another thought came to him, but he waited for Darsh to answer.
"There are times when it is either someone comforts him... or he'll not make it... I promised My True master I would watch over him..."
"So, you fucked him..." then he blinked, "You true master, eh? You mean the pharaoh.. the pharaoh from FIVE THOUSAND FUCKING YEARS AGO!?!" He roared in his face.
Darsh's eyes filled with tears but he wouldn't let them fall. "Yes the Pharaoh. I will serve him until my last breath! I am loyal!" He cried. Then he put his hand son Kenji's shoulders to push him away.
Kenji didn't budge. "So... you've been fucking whoever for 5000 years." He slammed his hands against the wall beside Darsh's head do that he couldn't escape. "And... why the fuck did you fight so hard 600 years ago to make me, oh what was it you called it," he mocked, "Open with my emotions." he growled again, his fingers pressing hard against the rock, causing it to crumble. "You made me fall in love with you. You gave me no choice, so now you're telling me that it's over? That your little fuck buddy is..." Tears started to burn his eyes before he closed them, only to reopen them, hatred and anger pooling in their debts. "Who is it?"
"I cant tell you that, I don't want you to hurt him." He said, "Besides I wanted you to be more emotional yes but... Oh... Ra... This is hard..."
"Hard? You think this is hard for you? Oh, fucking Gods." he shook his head. "Finish what you were saying." he ordered.
"I couldn't abandon him... I have to protect him form now until forever. He was doing so well. I haven't had to... Not for so long... But last night... I'm so sorry Kenji."
"Do you have any idea what I gave up to be with you?" He whispered, the pain back.
Darsh shook his head not sure if he wanted to know.
"I gave up my pride, my hatred for every thing. I was more open because you wanted me to be. I was... I let you tear down the walls I had up. I gave up all the things that made me a dragon. I gave you my heart..."
"I gave you mine as well. That's why... Why I had to tell you. I couldn't keep lying to you. It hurt to much. I have to go now."
Kenji grabbed him by the shoulders and slammed him against the wall. "I don't want to ever see your face again. If I do, I'll rip it off." He growled. "Now, get the fuck out!" He said, roughly grabbing Darsh and throwing him to the ground.
Darsh landed hard and let out a sob. He looked up at Kenji for a long moment. He had expected no better but now that he had heard the words from those words from him. He wanted to beg his forgiveness... wanted to...
"Please! I love you! I will do anything... to make it better... please Kenji!" He found himself begging despite the fact that he knew it could and no doubt would make things worse.
"Rip my heart out." he said in a low growl, because that's the only way I'll feel any better. "I love you, more then anything in this gods forsaken place, and you've destroyed me."
"I never meant to hurt you so much! I thought that he was better, thought he didn't need me anymore! That's why I pursued you!"
Kenji's eyes were blank, the hurt becoming to unbearable to him. "Go away. I don't ever want to see you or hear your name again." He said, his voice deadly clam.
"Kenji... no... don't hide form me again!" He cried holding his hands out to his like a frightened child.
"What do you want me to say, hm? That i forgive you and It's all okay? Do you really want me to say that?"
"No... I know what I did was wrong... You could kill me if you wish it... I just want you to understand."
"Understand what?" He asked, "That I'm not enough for you?"
He pushed to his feet then smiled brokenly.
"You were all I ever wanted, since the shadow games began even before that. But I see that I will never have you. I'm sorry for hurting you. Sorry that I betrayed you. But you would have done the same had Kaiba asked it of you." He said giving up, then smiled. "Don't worry. You wont ever see me again. Goodbye Kenji, it was... nice."
Then headed or the door.
"Nice," he mocked rolling his eyes, before grabbing Darsh again. "There are sure as hell more then one way to comfort someone. Nice." he shook his head, his hand tightening on the other's wrist.
"Let me go." He murmured. "I am leaving as you ordered."
Kenji closed his eyes, the tears burning again as he let go. "Fine. what ever."
"Yeah. Whatever." he said then ran from the room so that the dragon wouldn't see his tears, or the emptiness in his eyes. He had no idea what it was that he was going to do without him, without Kenji.
'Cadeyrn had better appreciate what I have lost because of my love for him and my loyalty to the Pharaoh.'
Kanji shook his head, self loathing bringing his blood to a boil.
"Never again. Never ever again..." He said looking down.
Darsh ran to where he knew he would be wanted, where he would be safe. But that wasn't to be. He opened the door to Cadeyrn's and froze at the last sight he had ever expected to see. Cadeyrn and Shadow were curled up together, the room was filled with the musky scent of sex.
He starred for a long moment then closed the door. He leaned against it then slid down it his eyes filled with tears, he had no where to go now.
'By Ra! What am I to do!'
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Shadow licked at the wound on Cadeyrn's neck, loving the taste more then anything else. He pulled the Celt's body closer to his own, a hand drifting down his side. The only thing that interrupted his loud purring was the sound of the Guardian's moans.
"Shadow." He sighed tilting his head back to that his lover could more easily lick his neck, loving the feeling.
Shadow shifted the two of them to a more comfortable position, his wings wrapping around his lover's body as he kissed his way to Cadeyrn's lips.
He met the other dragon's kiss and stroked his hair before tangling his fingers in it afraid that he would open his eyes and Shadow would be gone.
Shadow groaned deeply, but pulled back. "What do you want?" He asked, his hand now stroking the thick blond hair of the other. He placed kiss on his jaw only to pull back and regard the other in the candle light.
"Only you." He murmured then licked the dragon's chin.
"Mmmm," Shadow groaned. He wasn't sure why but he loved that thought. It was comforting. He brushed his hand over the Celt's face. "So beautiful," he purred and placed a kiss on one of the golden eyes.
Cadeyrn blushed.
"I'm not all that special, there are much better looking creatures out there... Like you."
"Mmmm mmmm," The dragon disagreed, kissing him again. "I like you.. I like you very much."
Cadeyrn had no idea how to respond, just yesterday he was so afraid of Shadow that he hid from the dragon and now... Here he was. In bed with him. He went redder but smiled up at his lover brightly.
Shadow smiled back at him slightly. "I like it when you smile.. you should do so more often..."
"I normally don't have anything to smile about."
A playful smirk crossed the dragon's face. "Well, then I'll just have to fix that, eh?"
Cadeyrn tilted his head.
"Oh? How would you do that?"
"I'm going to start with that delicious neck of yours... and work my way down..."
He nodded but just thinking about Shadow touching him again already had his heart racing and his breathing going heavy.
"That... sounds nice."
"Nice?" he teased. "I intend to make it a lot more then nice.." He licked at the bite mark again before he pushed the Celt to his back. "I'm going to make you scream again.. would you like that?" he asked as a teasing tongue licked at his nipple.
He bit his lip to hold in a whimper but he nodded his eyes locked on his dragon lover.
"Very much."
Shadow grinned and licked at Cadeyrn belly button. "Pretty belly button," he purred, kissing it once before moving further down...
Cadeyrn let out a giggle over that remark then a sigh as his mouth moved lower.
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Again, lemon here. You can find it at http://slytherinette.envy.nu/00/0001lemon.html
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He looked at Cadeyrn's face and smirked when he saw that he had fallen unconscious. He ran a hand threw his blond hair before he pulled back. he grabbed his previously discarded clothing and pulled them on. He had to stretch his wings. With out thinking about it he gave Cadeyrn a soft kiss on the lips. He pulled back in shock before he turned to leave. He had a lot to think about and he knew just who to go to.