Title: It Hurts Too Much To Say
Author: bluemooneyez
Summary: This is a little fan-fic with one of our favorite couples of CCS: Sakura and Syaoran. It is set when they are about fifteen. It seems that Sakura has gotten a new boyfriend. Syaoran is all alone, and wishes he could say what he feels. However, as the title says, It Hurts Too Much To Say.
A/N: Okay, this is my first fan-fic. Please do not be too harshJ. Please read and review. Any flames, comments and editing accepted please. Thanks~!
It Hurts Too Much To Say
The rain came down softly against the rooftop. Each droplet fell with perfection creating a melody that could gently put anyone to sleep. Syaoran had been staring through his mind the sleepless night. Usually rainy nights helped him fall asleep, but tonight was a different story. Sakura just had that affect on him that no one other had. She was the only one what could make him smile, and laugh. Now, that was gone. She barely comes over to his apartment anymore and rarely spoke a full conversation. What could he do?
Sakura now had a new boyfriend that moved here recently named Gomi-kun. Syaoran knew Gomi-kun was an enemy of his ever since he laid eyes on him. Gomi-kun knew that Syaoran really liked Sakura, and that is why he asked her out. Syaoran was sure of it. Gomi-kun wanted to be soccer captain, but naturally, Syaoran was given position as captain. Gomi-kun convinced himself that he was the most popular boy in school, he was not. Syaoran was one of the people that most girls had crushes on, and could get anyone as a girlfriend. He was mistaken. Since Gomi-kun asked out, it was all over for Syaoran. He was all alone.
Tomoyo-chan was no help; at least she tried to talk to Sakura about Gomi-kun. She tried to convince Sakura that he was not right for her. Sakura would not listen. She was convinced the she was in "love". Love? What does it stand for? She would never know true love until she knew what Syaoran felt for her. Syaoran knew what love felt because he was deeply in love with Sakura. The Cherry Blossom he cared for and wanted to tell how he felt. There was no way, not anymore. His only comfort was the teddy bear Sakura gave him when they were in elementary school. A lot has changed since then. Syaoran held the teddy bear; so much pain flushed his insides as he pictured Sakura sleep.
Syaoran turned to his side and glanced at the clock. He sighed deeply and sat up. It was six o'clock already, even though it was still dark. Hesitantly he walked to the kitchen and made breakfast. As he sat down in his usual chair for breakfast, he just stared down at the food instead of eating it. At this point, it hurt too much to eat, he got it bad.
The rain still fell as he walked to school. Only to consume more pain, he watched Sakura and Gomi-kun walking to school together sharing one umbrella. Gomi-kun had his arm around her waist and whispered something in her ear that made her giggle. Syaoran felt that someone just stabbed at his heart with the Sword Card.
A/N: Wow, bad night and morning, poor Syaoran-kun. I hope you liked it. Sorry it is so short. I did not mean for it to be this short. The next chapter is going to be Sakura's point of view. I hope you all review. I am asking for 10 reviews asking for the next chapter. Thank you~!