It's me again. I read up on department policies last night and found that there is to be no fratnizing with partners. Basically they are telling you NO SEX WITH PARTNERS.

Know what I say to that?

Shove the damn rules!



Ever since I first saw Jake McCartey and that tight rearend of his, I have wanted to throw him to the ground and rib off his clothes.

Hows that for calm and collected?

You wouldn't think that by looking at me, would you? You wouldn't think that every time he walks by it takes every ounce of willpower I have not to reach out and grab or pinch that wonderful butt of his.

Ohhh, and his eyes. It is like they could look into your very soul and melt the most hardend womans heart. Or in my case make me feel like my entire body is burning up from the inside out. Like this heat spreading through my body.

Now, lets talk about those lips, shall we? He has got to have the most amazing lips I have ever seen. Full, soft and all so kissable, I can just see them skimming over my heated flesh, nipping at the soft skin.

Oh..WOW, is it hot in here or is it just me?

Huh? What?

Oh sorry. My mind was else where.

Okay, now don't even get me started about the time I got to see him naked! Oh sure, I looked all calm and cool, but inside I was gaping like an idiot! All that water making his skin all slick, the water trailing down his neck and onto his chest and dissapearing behind that bowl. He just HAD to have that thing handy didn't he?



Hehehe....but I did get a little peek before he found it though! Not enough to really see anything, kinda a flash of skin but Its better than nothing! And that little peek fueled my fansties for weeks! Shhh..don't tell anyone about my little peek...I want to keep that all to myself.

He looked so uncomfortable standing there. I wonder what he would have done if I just lept off the bed and pounced on him? You know, just jump him and throw that damn blow across the room? I won't pretend that it didn't cross my mind.

But the rules state no sex between partners.

Damn the rules!

I think I will just go into our office, shut the door, pull the blinds and attack him. He would never know what hit him! Beofre he knew it would would be devoid of clothes, and laying flat on his back on the desk or the floor with me on top of him. I wonder if he would put up a fight?

Oh what a tempting idea. I think I will go fanastze now.

Oh yeah, fantasies are good!