Will You Ever?
Disclaimers: Do I look like I have enough money to own Queer as Folk? Well I wish that I could own Brian Kinney and Justin Taylor.hehe. Don't sue me, I'm just a poor, poor writer.
A/N: Nothing much to say right now, I just wanted to thank everyone for reviewing on my story, although I didn't quite appreciate being flamed by someone who's work was absolutely horrible. I'm not one to put down other people's work but that story was just horrible! Anyways, can someone please tell me how to do Bold and Italics? Please Review! Feedback is always great!
More A/N: For those of you who were wondering why I put the part where Justin says that Brian has to change. Well just to let you know; I did it for a reason, but you'd have to wait and find out what I mean.
Rating: PG-13...for now
Paring: Brian/Justin and Justin/Ethan. There's also Ben/Michael and Emmett/Ted.
Summary: Set right after "I Want To Be With You". Justin leaves Brian's loft and returns home rejecting Ethan and going to Babylon. Ethan follows and confronts Justin about...?
Part 3
[-I Wish You Love-]
After I left Brian's, I couldn't help checking my cell phone to see if he'd really call. I dialed Brian's number, hesitating on whether I should call or not. I probably did this about five times before I gave up and put my cell phone away. Just as soon as I put it away, it began to ring. It was Brian and it lit a smile on my face.
"Yeah?"
"Just making sure you actually kept your phone on."
"And?"
"Glad to see that you did."
I laughed at that remark and I almost told him that I was deciding on calling him as soon as I left the loft. "So...what are you going to do with the rest of your night? Go back to Babylon?"
"Probably, Mikey'll be there looking for me. Can't just leave him there after I left without a word, can I?"
"Hmm...he'll be pissed if he finds out that you left without saying 'bye'. Maybe I'll see you there."
"Really? What would the fiddler say?"
"He won't say anything. Anyways, the bus is here. Later."
"Later."
I got on the bus and went back to the apartment that Ethan and I shared. I walked up the stairs and as I was nearing our floor, I could hear him playing on his violin. He was just finishing Paganini's Cantible and starting on Wienawsky's Scherzo Tarantella. It was the song he was playing at the recital that Lindsay and Melanie took me on my birthday. I laughed at the thought of how I was so entranced by his talent at that recital. Brian disappointed me once again and Ethan had just been there, giving me a present and being romantic. I took out my keys, opened the lock and entered. Ethan heard me and stopped playing. He turned around and gave me a smile. "Hey."
"Hi."
"Did you give Michael the comic book drawings?"
"Yeah. And I went to mom's for dinner."
"Shit, I forgot about that. Was she mad?"
"No."
"Look, I'm sorry about what happened earlier. It's just that since that night when you said his name in your sleep, all I've been thinking of is that everynight you dream about him, that you'll think about being with him when you're with me, that his name will always be on your lips. I know what the two of you have been through and from what you told me, that gave him a permanent place in your life. No matter who you're with, he'll always be there..."
'No matter who you're with I'll always be there.' That's what Brian said to me on our first night together. And he was right. Brian will always be there, no matter whom I'm with.
"...But you have to realize that Brian will never change Justin, no matter how much you want him to. He's an asshole. All he cares about is himself and fucking everything that has a dick and a pulse."
"Maybe he'll change, maybe he won't. I learned my lesson that I can't change him the way I want him to be, but that doesn't mean that I gave up hope that maybe one day he will." Ethan was quiet for a while. I know that Ethan loves me, he told me countless times that he does. It's that I want to hear what Ethan tells me from Brian. "Look, can we please stop talking about Brian now?"
"So what are you going to do tonight? It's still fairly early."
"I'm going to Babylon. Michael invited me."
"Oh. I was thinking that you'd stay in and we'd have a picnic."
"I really want to go to Babylon, I missed being with the guys. Plus you have that competition coming up, you need to practice to win that scholarship and record deal."
"Right. Go and have fun. Maybe later on I'll go to Babylon too."
"Um, sure. I'm going to change."
I thought about what happened at Brian's loft earlier and my hand went up to my lips. It was a little swollen from the kiss that we shared. It wasn't like the kiss that he gave me when he found out that I cheated on him. It was more like the kiss he gave to me at the prom - soft and sensual, without a care about the world around us. I finished changing and I started out the door again.
"When are you going to be back?" Ethan asked me, he had a worried look on his face but I decided to ignore it.
"I'm not sure." I walked over to Ethan and I gave him a quick chaste kiss on the lips. "Later." Then I walked out the door and headed to Babylon.
As I was heading towards Liberty Avenue and to Babylon, I couldn't help but think that I was being a little too harsh toward Ethan. All he's been doing is being a loving boyfriend and I brush him off because I want to go to Babylon. I couldn't help but feel that I was being like Brian towards Ethan. When I got to the entrance of Babylon, I scanned the crowd hoping to see Brian or the guys. I looked over by the bar and there they were. Emmett and Ted, happily making out, Ben and Michael chatting away with smiles on their faces, and Brian looking at the dance floor drinking a bottle of beer.
I went up to the bar next to the guys in a way that they wouldn't notice that I was there. I put a smile on my face and said, "What is that blonde twink doing here?" In my best Michael imitation.
They all looked at me and in a split second, they all bust out in laughter and greeted me. Emmett, like always, came over and gave me a hug and a peck on the cheek.
"Hiya Sweetie! Second night in a row at Liberty Avenue! Our resident Sunshine is making a comeback!" Emmett exclaimed. This is what I loved about Emmett. He's always there to make you laugh.
"Glad you came. Is Ethan here too?" Asked Ben. "Maybe I can get him to sign his CD you gave to me. He's very talented!"
"He's not here, but I'll tell him that you said so. Ethan loves compliments." Out of the corner of my eye, I was watching Brian. At the mention of Ethan's name, he stiffened his posture, but when I said that Ethan didn't come, Brian looked like he wanted to smile. "He has a violin competition coming up so he's at home practicing."
"Oh, well. Maybe next time." Said Ben, turning his attention back to Michael.
"Yeah." I smiled. I turned to the bar and asked for a beer. When the bartender gave me a beer and took my money, he gave me a wink. I laughed to myself thinking, I've already tried the promiscuous life and didn't care much for it. Even though it was fun for a while, nope, I'm more of a monogamous guy...
I was listening to the music and watching people dance. I was leaning on the rail, chuckling to myself seeing the semi-orgy down there. Brian came and stood next to me, watching the crowd and once or twice, Michael would give me these strange looks like he knows something's going on. But me being me, I just shrugged them off.
"So what did you say to Michael when he asked you where you went off to?" I asked Brian, not knowing what kind of answer I wanted to hear.
"I told him that I had to go back to my loft for something."
"And he believed you?"
"I don't know. Knowing Mikey, he'll believe almost anything."
"Well he keeps on giving me these looks like he suspects something. He saw us driving away last night at Woody's."
"What does he have to suspect? Nothing happened last night."
"I know, and I told him that, but I don't think he believes me." Our short conversation ended here. Michael kept throwing glances and I tried to ignore them but they were on the verge of becoming annoying.
After a couple of songs, "Let's Hear It for the Boy" came on and I remembered when Brian and I danced to this song. I was so jealous of the two guys dancing with him and the thought of what they were going to do once they left the club. So I decided to play my own game to lure Brian to me. And what can I say, it worked.
I looked at Brian and he had that look again, like he was in a deep thought. Suddenly he turned to me. "You wanna dance?"
After being stunned by his question I said, "Sure."
We both walked down to the dance floor and we started to dance to this song that we both remembered well. We were dancing exactly like we were last time but this time, it was only me and Brian, no two other guys. I can honestly say that this is one of the things that I truly missed - dancing with Brian.
Soon, Ted, Emmett, Michael, and Ben came and danced next to us. I could hear Emmett yelling to Michael over the music. "Michael, remember last time, couple of years ago? Same two people, same song, same big screen!"
I looked up at the screen near the catwalk and it showed Brian and me dancing together. Just like last time. I motioned Brian to look up and he saw us on the screen. Then I guess for old time's sake, I don't know, Brian kissed me. It was the same kiss that he gave me back at the loft, but this time with more passion. We parted to breathe and I looked at the gang. It looked like they didn't notice us.
I laid my head on Brian's shoulder, him being taller than I am, and I looked towards the door as a new song began. At the door, Ethan was standing there looking right at me. Inside, I felt a pang of guilt and I had to go after Ethan.
"Brian...I have to go."
"Why? It's still early."
"I just have to go. I'll...um...I'll call you."
I ran towards the door but I didn't see Ethan there. I assumed that Ethan ran out while I was telling Brian that I had to go. Once I was out the entrance, I looked down the alley until I spotted Ethan and ran up to him.
"Ethan...I can explain."
"Explain what Justin? That you'd rather go back to that heartless asshole who doesn't love you than be with me, who actually cares about you, who loves you!" Ethan shouted. This was nothing compared to the last big fight that we had, when Ethan broke it off after he met Brian.
"We were just dancing and..."
"Let me guess, you tripped and fell on his lips?"
"No! It's a little hard to explain."
"You don't have to explain. You'd rather be with him than be with me."
"Ethan, I love you but I can't love you like I love Brian. You know what Brian and I've been though, it's hard to let them go."
"He doesn't love you, Justin! You told me yourself that he wouldn't love you. You're going to end up wasting your life waiting for him to tell you that he loves you. Well Justin, I hope you find love, whether you get it from Brian or someone else, because I can tell that you certainly didn't want it from me."
"Ethan, I'm sorry. I'd still..."
"Like to be friends?" Ethan finished for me. "I don't know about that. I'd like to you move out so that I don't have to think about you while I prepare for the competition."
"I'll come and get my stuff tomorrow when you're out. I'm sorry Ethan, I didn't mean to hurt you. You've been everything I've ever dreamed of, but that person in my dream is Brian. I don't know if you understand but he's the one I really need. I love him."
"I'm going to go now, I wish you love Justin, whether you get it from him or not." And Ethan walked away from Babylon and I just stood there watching his back.
I stood out here in front of Babylon for a while thinking about what I should do. I couldn't go back to the apartment after the horrendous break up that Ethan and I just had. I looked at my watch and it was nearly 1:00 am. I thought about going over to my mom's but I didn't want to break the news to her so soon. I thought about where I should go when I walked by the diner. It was closed by now but it gave me an idea. I'll stay at Deb's tonight, if she'll let me. I couldn't stay anywhere else - I had nowhere else to go.
I started to walk over to Deb's house. The light was on, which meant that Deb or Vic was still awake. Thank God for that. I ran, more like skipped, up the steps and rang the doorbell. The door opened and it was Debbie at the door. She smiled and told me to come in. I saw Vic sitting at the kitchen table.
"Hi Debbie, hi Vic."
"Sunshine, what are you doing here? It's kind of late."
"Well, it's kind of embarrassing..."
"Sweetie, nothing is more embarrassing than the time Michael paraded around the block dressed up as Captain Astro when he was eight years old."
"Hey, I remember that. It was pretty funny." Said Vic, laughing. "And it wasn't even Halloween!"
"So what's your story?" Said Debbie, in a more serious tone.
"Well, I was just at Babylon and I was dancing with..."
"Brian." Said Debbie and Vic together.
"And we sort of, um." I hesitated on whether I should tell Deb and Vic about what actually happened. Either way, they have a way of finding out the correct story. "We kissed and Ethan saw us, I saw him but I don't know if Brian did. I ran after Ethan and we broke up. I would have gone to my mom but she's got enough shit to deal with...Molly, my homophobic cheap-ass prick of a dad, selling houses...and I've got nowhere else to go."
"So you were wondering if you can stay here." Said Deb, who obviously figured out the rest of the story without me telling her. "You can stay here Sunshine."
I smiled, gratefully. "Oh, and please don't tell anyone that Ethan and I broke up. I don't want anyone to know yet...especially Brian. And I'll move in with my mom, I don't want to impose."
"Never, Sunshine! You can stay here as long as you like, as long as you help around that is."
"Thank you Debbie. I think I'll go to bed now. G'night." I walked up the stairs and I went into Michael's old room.
It looked the same as it had the last time I was here, with the same wallpaper and all. I looked over to the bed and I began to yawn. I didn't even realize how tired I was. I slowly stripped down to my underwear and got under the covers of the bed and thought about what I was going to do.
A lot of things came to my mind. The kiss with Brian, break up with Ethan, what I was going to do now.the only thing that I could sort out at the moment was just to take things one day at a time, first thing being moving my stuff out of Ethan's place.
To be continued! I think.?
A/N: So what did everyone think of this chapter? I was sort of in a rush to get this chapter finished. I started to work on the next chapter, but I need some help on it, so I'm going to take a little poll. Everyone answer this when you review please!
Should Brian find out now or later about the break up? Justin will be going on a trip. Should Brian follow him? Should I put the rating higher with a sex scene? (Though I've never really wrote a sex scene, I'd like to try.)
These are some of the questions for the poll; I'll save the others for later. I'm currently thinking if I should write a similar story to 'Will You Ever?' but in Brian's POV. Should I?
Oh, look. Here's the review button. Click on it and leave me a feedback or review or just the answer to the questions, any will be fine. I don't like flames though. ^_^
Disclaimers: Do I look like I have enough money to own Queer as Folk? Well I wish that I could own Brian Kinney and Justin Taylor.hehe. Don't sue me, I'm just a poor, poor writer.
A/N: Nothing much to say right now, I just wanted to thank everyone for reviewing on my story, although I didn't quite appreciate being flamed by someone who's work was absolutely horrible. I'm not one to put down other people's work but that story was just horrible! Anyways, can someone please tell me how to do Bold and Italics? Please Review! Feedback is always great!
More A/N: For those of you who were wondering why I put the part where Justin says that Brian has to change. Well just to let you know; I did it for a reason, but you'd have to wait and find out what I mean.
Rating: PG-13...for now
Paring: Brian/Justin and Justin/Ethan. There's also Ben/Michael and Emmett/Ted.
Summary: Set right after "I Want To Be With You". Justin leaves Brian's loft and returns home rejecting Ethan and going to Babylon. Ethan follows and confronts Justin about...?
Part 3
[-I Wish You Love-]
After I left Brian's, I couldn't help checking my cell phone to see if he'd really call. I dialed Brian's number, hesitating on whether I should call or not. I probably did this about five times before I gave up and put my cell phone away. Just as soon as I put it away, it began to ring. It was Brian and it lit a smile on my face.
"Yeah?"
"Just making sure you actually kept your phone on."
"And?"
"Glad to see that you did."
I laughed at that remark and I almost told him that I was deciding on calling him as soon as I left the loft. "So...what are you going to do with the rest of your night? Go back to Babylon?"
"Probably, Mikey'll be there looking for me. Can't just leave him there after I left without a word, can I?"
"Hmm...he'll be pissed if he finds out that you left without saying 'bye'. Maybe I'll see you there."
"Really? What would the fiddler say?"
"He won't say anything. Anyways, the bus is here. Later."
"Later."
I got on the bus and went back to the apartment that Ethan and I shared. I walked up the stairs and as I was nearing our floor, I could hear him playing on his violin. He was just finishing Paganini's Cantible and starting on Wienawsky's Scherzo Tarantella. It was the song he was playing at the recital that Lindsay and Melanie took me on my birthday. I laughed at the thought of how I was so entranced by his talent at that recital. Brian disappointed me once again and Ethan had just been there, giving me a present and being romantic. I took out my keys, opened the lock and entered. Ethan heard me and stopped playing. He turned around and gave me a smile. "Hey."
"Hi."
"Did you give Michael the comic book drawings?"
"Yeah. And I went to mom's for dinner."
"Shit, I forgot about that. Was she mad?"
"No."
"Look, I'm sorry about what happened earlier. It's just that since that night when you said his name in your sleep, all I've been thinking of is that everynight you dream about him, that you'll think about being with him when you're with me, that his name will always be on your lips. I know what the two of you have been through and from what you told me, that gave him a permanent place in your life. No matter who you're with, he'll always be there..."
'No matter who you're with I'll always be there.' That's what Brian said to me on our first night together. And he was right. Brian will always be there, no matter whom I'm with.
"...But you have to realize that Brian will never change Justin, no matter how much you want him to. He's an asshole. All he cares about is himself and fucking everything that has a dick and a pulse."
"Maybe he'll change, maybe he won't. I learned my lesson that I can't change him the way I want him to be, but that doesn't mean that I gave up hope that maybe one day he will." Ethan was quiet for a while. I know that Ethan loves me, he told me countless times that he does. It's that I want to hear what Ethan tells me from Brian. "Look, can we please stop talking about Brian now?"
"So what are you going to do tonight? It's still fairly early."
"I'm going to Babylon. Michael invited me."
"Oh. I was thinking that you'd stay in and we'd have a picnic."
"I really want to go to Babylon, I missed being with the guys. Plus you have that competition coming up, you need to practice to win that scholarship and record deal."
"Right. Go and have fun. Maybe later on I'll go to Babylon too."
"Um, sure. I'm going to change."
I thought about what happened at Brian's loft earlier and my hand went up to my lips. It was a little swollen from the kiss that we shared. It wasn't like the kiss that he gave me when he found out that I cheated on him. It was more like the kiss he gave to me at the prom - soft and sensual, without a care about the world around us. I finished changing and I started out the door again.
"When are you going to be back?" Ethan asked me, he had a worried look on his face but I decided to ignore it.
"I'm not sure." I walked over to Ethan and I gave him a quick chaste kiss on the lips. "Later." Then I walked out the door and headed to Babylon.
As I was heading towards Liberty Avenue and to Babylon, I couldn't help but think that I was being a little too harsh toward Ethan. All he's been doing is being a loving boyfriend and I brush him off because I want to go to Babylon. I couldn't help but feel that I was being like Brian towards Ethan. When I got to the entrance of Babylon, I scanned the crowd hoping to see Brian or the guys. I looked over by the bar and there they were. Emmett and Ted, happily making out, Ben and Michael chatting away with smiles on their faces, and Brian looking at the dance floor drinking a bottle of beer.
I went up to the bar next to the guys in a way that they wouldn't notice that I was there. I put a smile on my face and said, "What is that blonde twink doing here?" In my best Michael imitation.
They all looked at me and in a split second, they all bust out in laughter and greeted me. Emmett, like always, came over and gave me a hug and a peck on the cheek.
"Hiya Sweetie! Second night in a row at Liberty Avenue! Our resident Sunshine is making a comeback!" Emmett exclaimed. This is what I loved about Emmett. He's always there to make you laugh.
"Glad you came. Is Ethan here too?" Asked Ben. "Maybe I can get him to sign his CD you gave to me. He's very talented!"
"He's not here, but I'll tell him that you said so. Ethan loves compliments." Out of the corner of my eye, I was watching Brian. At the mention of Ethan's name, he stiffened his posture, but when I said that Ethan didn't come, Brian looked like he wanted to smile. "He has a violin competition coming up so he's at home practicing."
"Oh, well. Maybe next time." Said Ben, turning his attention back to Michael.
"Yeah." I smiled. I turned to the bar and asked for a beer. When the bartender gave me a beer and took my money, he gave me a wink. I laughed to myself thinking, I've already tried the promiscuous life and didn't care much for it. Even though it was fun for a while, nope, I'm more of a monogamous guy...
I was listening to the music and watching people dance. I was leaning on the rail, chuckling to myself seeing the semi-orgy down there. Brian came and stood next to me, watching the crowd and once or twice, Michael would give me these strange looks like he knows something's going on. But me being me, I just shrugged them off.
"So what did you say to Michael when he asked you where you went off to?" I asked Brian, not knowing what kind of answer I wanted to hear.
"I told him that I had to go back to my loft for something."
"And he believed you?"
"I don't know. Knowing Mikey, he'll believe almost anything."
"Well he keeps on giving me these looks like he suspects something. He saw us driving away last night at Woody's."
"What does he have to suspect? Nothing happened last night."
"I know, and I told him that, but I don't think he believes me." Our short conversation ended here. Michael kept throwing glances and I tried to ignore them but they were on the verge of becoming annoying.
After a couple of songs, "Let's Hear It for the Boy" came on and I remembered when Brian and I danced to this song. I was so jealous of the two guys dancing with him and the thought of what they were going to do once they left the club. So I decided to play my own game to lure Brian to me. And what can I say, it worked.
I looked at Brian and he had that look again, like he was in a deep thought. Suddenly he turned to me. "You wanna dance?"
After being stunned by his question I said, "Sure."
We both walked down to the dance floor and we started to dance to this song that we both remembered well. We were dancing exactly like we were last time but this time, it was only me and Brian, no two other guys. I can honestly say that this is one of the things that I truly missed - dancing with Brian.
Soon, Ted, Emmett, Michael, and Ben came and danced next to us. I could hear Emmett yelling to Michael over the music. "Michael, remember last time, couple of years ago? Same two people, same song, same big screen!"
I looked up at the screen near the catwalk and it showed Brian and me dancing together. Just like last time. I motioned Brian to look up and he saw us on the screen. Then I guess for old time's sake, I don't know, Brian kissed me. It was the same kiss that he gave me back at the loft, but this time with more passion. We parted to breathe and I looked at the gang. It looked like they didn't notice us.
I laid my head on Brian's shoulder, him being taller than I am, and I looked towards the door as a new song began. At the door, Ethan was standing there looking right at me. Inside, I felt a pang of guilt and I had to go after Ethan.
"Brian...I have to go."
"Why? It's still early."
"I just have to go. I'll...um...I'll call you."
I ran towards the door but I didn't see Ethan there. I assumed that Ethan ran out while I was telling Brian that I had to go. Once I was out the entrance, I looked down the alley until I spotted Ethan and ran up to him.
"Ethan...I can explain."
"Explain what Justin? That you'd rather go back to that heartless asshole who doesn't love you than be with me, who actually cares about you, who loves you!" Ethan shouted. This was nothing compared to the last big fight that we had, when Ethan broke it off after he met Brian.
"We were just dancing and..."
"Let me guess, you tripped and fell on his lips?"
"No! It's a little hard to explain."
"You don't have to explain. You'd rather be with him than be with me."
"Ethan, I love you but I can't love you like I love Brian. You know what Brian and I've been though, it's hard to let them go."
"He doesn't love you, Justin! You told me yourself that he wouldn't love you. You're going to end up wasting your life waiting for him to tell you that he loves you. Well Justin, I hope you find love, whether you get it from Brian or someone else, because I can tell that you certainly didn't want it from me."
"Ethan, I'm sorry. I'd still..."
"Like to be friends?" Ethan finished for me. "I don't know about that. I'd like to you move out so that I don't have to think about you while I prepare for the competition."
"I'll come and get my stuff tomorrow when you're out. I'm sorry Ethan, I didn't mean to hurt you. You've been everything I've ever dreamed of, but that person in my dream is Brian. I don't know if you understand but he's the one I really need. I love him."
"I'm going to go now, I wish you love Justin, whether you get it from him or not." And Ethan walked away from Babylon and I just stood there watching his back.
I stood out here in front of Babylon for a while thinking about what I should do. I couldn't go back to the apartment after the horrendous break up that Ethan and I just had. I looked at my watch and it was nearly 1:00 am. I thought about going over to my mom's but I didn't want to break the news to her so soon. I thought about where I should go when I walked by the diner. It was closed by now but it gave me an idea. I'll stay at Deb's tonight, if she'll let me. I couldn't stay anywhere else - I had nowhere else to go.
I started to walk over to Deb's house. The light was on, which meant that Deb or Vic was still awake. Thank God for that. I ran, more like skipped, up the steps and rang the doorbell. The door opened and it was Debbie at the door. She smiled and told me to come in. I saw Vic sitting at the kitchen table.
"Hi Debbie, hi Vic."
"Sunshine, what are you doing here? It's kind of late."
"Well, it's kind of embarrassing..."
"Sweetie, nothing is more embarrassing than the time Michael paraded around the block dressed up as Captain Astro when he was eight years old."
"Hey, I remember that. It was pretty funny." Said Vic, laughing. "And it wasn't even Halloween!"
"So what's your story?" Said Debbie, in a more serious tone.
"Well, I was just at Babylon and I was dancing with..."
"Brian." Said Debbie and Vic together.
"And we sort of, um." I hesitated on whether I should tell Deb and Vic about what actually happened. Either way, they have a way of finding out the correct story. "We kissed and Ethan saw us, I saw him but I don't know if Brian did. I ran after Ethan and we broke up. I would have gone to my mom but she's got enough shit to deal with...Molly, my homophobic cheap-ass prick of a dad, selling houses...and I've got nowhere else to go."
"So you were wondering if you can stay here." Said Deb, who obviously figured out the rest of the story without me telling her. "You can stay here Sunshine."
I smiled, gratefully. "Oh, and please don't tell anyone that Ethan and I broke up. I don't want anyone to know yet...especially Brian. And I'll move in with my mom, I don't want to impose."
"Never, Sunshine! You can stay here as long as you like, as long as you help around that is."
"Thank you Debbie. I think I'll go to bed now. G'night." I walked up the stairs and I went into Michael's old room.
It looked the same as it had the last time I was here, with the same wallpaper and all. I looked over to the bed and I began to yawn. I didn't even realize how tired I was. I slowly stripped down to my underwear and got under the covers of the bed and thought about what I was going to do.
A lot of things came to my mind. The kiss with Brian, break up with Ethan, what I was going to do now.the only thing that I could sort out at the moment was just to take things one day at a time, first thing being moving my stuff out of Ethan's place.
To be continued! I think.?
A/N: So what did everyone think of this chapter? I was sort of in a rush to get this chapter finished. I started to work on the next chapter, but I need some help on it, so I'm going to take a little poll. Everyone answer this when you review please!
Should Brian find out now or later about the break up? Justin will be going on a trip. Should Brian follow him? Should I put the rating higher with a sex scene? (Though I've never really wrote a sex scene, I'd like to try.)
These are some of the questions for the poll; I'll save the others for later. I'm currently thinking if I should write a similar story to 'Will You Ever?' but in Brian's POV. Should I?
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