Telling Yourself It's Okay
Part two: A different point of view of events
A/U: Part two of telling your self it's okay. So read, enjoy and please review. Thanks to those who reviewed before, Boogie pop and Chrisie B!
Hi, yes I've heard about you. My friend told me all about you. She said that you talked to her before, must be a very nice person. Yes I'm sure that you are.
Well, I also have a story to tell, you want to hear it? You do! That's just great, I love telling stories! Actually maybe you don't want to hear it, I'm sure you'd be very bored. You heard a story from her? Her side of the story? Well then I'm sure you'd like mine to, let's see where to start. Oh yes, I think I know just where to start, the beginning is always a good place, don't you agree?
This story of mine started back in grade four. It was a great year, full of some surprises that even I can't explain, but lots of magic might I add. I had some great friends, and I knew everyone in my class, everything was great.
I had good grades, I was pretty smart you know, not that I could ever amount to anything now, I mean look where I am. So many years of school and for what? Nothing, that's what, I wanted to become I teacher, and I loved teachers so much.
I always tried so hard in school. It was very important to me. And then with all my smarts I couldn't figure out that biggest problem. Well I'll get to that later.
Oh my, I'm so sorry threw out all this story telling I never got to telling you my name, not a good introduction I have. Please don't hold it against me. But anyway, I am they one they call Cherry, I am Sakura Kinomoto, a pleasure to meet you. No really, not many people visit me, so I'm glad you would come.
Anyway it started when I fell in love. Who else? He fell in love with me! Yes he did. I didn't even notice, I was so dense, well I still am but I think its okay. He loved me and things seemed perfect. But someone didn't like it. Some one was so mad because of that.
They were so mad with him. I was in love and they couldn't take it. I didn't even notice. Well she then did the worse thing possible; she killed him, that's right. She killed him, if she couldn't have him, no one could. My whole life was over when I found out. So I had to come here because who wants half a person roaming the streets.
And now that I'm in here, I can't hurt anyway, because I want to kill her. If I could just get my hands on her neck. But no, that's not right. I shouldn't kill her.
She tried to talk to me but it was while I was in here and so I couldn't hurt her. I Yelled and screamed I tried to kill her, though she was on the other side of the glass. She was scared, she ran off, I haven't seen her since. She sent me a letter once after, but I don't think I'd like to open it any time soon, if ever.
Don't you know who I'm talking about? The one who killed him I am, yes. I'm talking about Meilin Li. She's the one that killed him, I know she did. They did an investigation but she was innocent. I knew she did it, I know she did.
But now it's too late, she's left the country, went back to Hong Kong. She had such a fake act when I last saw her. Meilin was crying and wearing black, you know pretending to be sad. I knew she was glad I was in the insane asylum; she was glad I was mad, sad and empty because he was gone.
We had such plans for the future. We were going to get married, he proposed, look here's the ring. Do you like it? Yea, just three days before he died he gave it to me. Yup, and we were going to have three kids. Yup, a girl, then a boy then another girl. Well, that's what we were hoping for.
He said we could move into the city after school, then after a year or so, we'd move out to the country somewhere. That was to be our life in a nut shell, and then the shell was broken. And here I am now, at least I have my friend Tomoyo, she's here for me. She was in here just before I was. Tomoyo said that it was because it was Syaoran too. The poor girl was friends with him too. I'm glad I have to hang around her too. She's so nice to me.
Oh my, look at the time, lunch starts in a few minutes. I'm to meet Tomoyo there, she's a real friend, she'd never hurt me like Meilin. But anyway, it's been good to talk to you. I'm glad you visited me. I haven't talked to some out side of here since, her.
But never mind her now. You come back and I'll tell you about some other things before that. I have quite some stories to tell, if you'll listen. You will? That's great, I'm so happy to have friends like you and Tomoyo! I'll see you later, good bye for now then.
A/N: Well that's like the second part to telling your self its okay. There wasn't to be another part, but here it is! SO review Please, and check out my other stories ^-^
Part two: A different point of view of events
A/U: Part two of telling your self it's okay. So read, enjoy and please review. Thanks to those who reviewed before, Boogie pop and Chrisie B!
Hi, yes I've heard about you. My friend told me all about you. She said that you talked to her before, must be a very nice person. Yes I'm sure that you are.
Well, I also have a story to tell, you want to hear it? You do! That's just great, I love telling stories! Actually maybe you don't want to hear it, I'm sure you'd be very bored. You heard a story from her? Her side of the story? Well then I'm sure you'd like mine to, let's see where to start. Oh yes, I think I know just where to start, the beginning is always a good place, don't you agree?
This story of mine started back in grade four. It was a great year, full of some surprises that even I can't explain, but lots of magic might I add. I had some great friends, and I knew everyone in my class, everything was great.
I had good grades, I was pretty smart you know, not that I could ever amount to anything now, I mean look where I am. So many years of school and for what? Nothing, that's what, I wanted to become I teacher, and I loved teachers so much.
I always tried so hard in school. It was very important to me. And then with all my smarts I couldn't figure out that biggest problem. Well I'll get to that later.
Oh my, I'm so sorry threw out all this story telling I never got to telling you my name, not a good introduction I have. Please don't hold it against me. But anyway, I am they one they call Cherry, I am Sakura Kinomoto, a pleasure to meet you. No really, not many people visit me, so I'm glad you would come.
Anyway it started when I fell in love. Who else? He fell in love with me! Yes he did. I didn't even notice, I was so dense, well I still am but I think its okay. He loved me and things seemed perfect. But someone didn't like it. Some one was so mad because of that.
They were so mad with him. I was in love and they couldn't take it. I didn't even notice. Well she then did the worse thing possible; she killed him, that's right. She killed him, if she couldn't have him, no one could. My whole life was over when I found out. So I had to come here because who wants half a person roaming the streets.
And now that I'm in here, I can't hurt anyway, because I want to kill her. If I could just get my hands on her neck. But no, that's not right. I shouldn't kill her.
She tried to talk to me but it was while I was in here and so I couldn't hurt her. I Yelled and screamed I tried to kill her, though she was on the other side of the glass. She was scared, she ran off, I haven't seen her since. She sent me a letter once after, but I don't think I'd like to open it any time soon, if ever.
Don't you know who I'm talking about? The one who killed him I am, yes. I'm talking about Meilin Li. She's the one that killed him, I know she did. They did an investigation but she was innocent. I knew she did it, I know she did.
But now it's too late, she's left the country, went back to Hong Kong. She had such a fake act when I last saw her. Meilin was crying and wearing black, you know pretending to be sad. I knew she was glad I was in the insane asylum; she was glad I was mad, sad and empty because he was gone.
We had such plans for the future. We were going to get married, he proposed, look here's the ring. Do you like it? Yea, just three days before he died he gave it to me. Yup, and we were going to have three kids. Yup, a girl, then a boy then another girl. Well, that's what we were hoping for.
He said we could move into the city after school, then after a year or so, we'd move out to the country somewhere. That was to be our life in a nut shell, and then the shell was broken. And here I am now, at least I have my friend Tomoyo, she's here for me. She was in here just before I was. Tomoyo said that it was because it was Syaoran too. The poor girl was friends with him too. I'm glad I have to hang around her too. She's so nice to me.
Oh my, look at the time, lunch starts in a few minutes. I'm to meet Tomoyo there, she's a real friend, she'd never hurt me like Meilin. But anyway, it's been good to talk to you. I'm glad you visited me. I haven't talked to some out side of here since, her.
But never mind her now. You come back and I'll tell you about some other things before that. I have quite some stories to tell, if you'll listen. You will? That's great, I'm so happy to have friends like you and Tomoyo! I'll see you later, good bye for now then.
A/N: Well that's like the second part to telling your self its okay. There wasn't to be another part, but here it is! SO review Please, and check out my other stories ^-^