Author's Note: Thanks to those who reviewed! Here's another chapter........wow, now it becomes a problem! I have so much HMWK! No XENOGEARS! What's wrong with the world???!!!! Also, IMPORTANT: The story takes off when they had their little 'fight' K?
Disclaimer: I don't own CCS, and Fei's from Xenogears.........why!!??
Here's Hoping For Love
By: Pink Cherry Blossom
Chapter 4- Sakura's Dilemma
Key:
blah = Thinking
"blah" = Talking
"blah" = Flashback
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Sakura was walking back to Fei from the area where her and Syaoran had their little fight. She had so many thoughts in her head at the time, about a lot of things. Oi, Syaoran............... Finally, she walking back, going very slowly to where Fei sat. He still had his eyes closed, and his face was facing the sun, it seemed to shine on him in an angelic kind of way. Sakura saw this and gasped in shock, Hoe, Fei-kun is so kawaii that way, he looks so peaceful.... When Fei heard her gasp, he immediately moved his head so his hazel eyes could peer into her emerald ones.
"Daijoubu?" Fei asked with a concerned tone in his voice.
"Fine." Sakura replied trying to sound kind of cheery, thought on the inside she was worried.
"So, you ready?"
"Hai."
"So what he did Li-san want to talk to you about?" Fei asked.
"Nothing, just a question, kinda personal." Sakura replied, lying somewhat, with her mind still on Syaoran.
"Okay, well, we're going to that restaurant, remember, it's our 1 year anniversary, we're going to the restaurant of our first date, Ashita Moshi." Fei reminded her.
"Hoe? Oh yeahhhhhhhhhh. Sugoi." Sakura said, dropping Syaoran altogether from her mind. "Demo, I don't have a gift for you, Mou, I'm such a baka."
"It's okay Sakura-chan! I have a gift for you, but the best gift you can give me is already given; being my girlfriend." Fei said. (A/N: Ain't that just kawaii! He's so SWEET and thoughtful!) Fei-kun, you're so nice................
"Okay, then, I'll continue being you girlfriend." Sakura stated in a dreamy state.
"Oh, look we're here." Fei said, pointing at the restaurant. Then they had a wonderful dinner containing delicious food of what they had on their first date, and talking about their pasts.
"Yeah, my family was so weird. Having 2 twin brothers were really scary. (A/N: This is not Fei's real past, it's much different in the game!) And my mom, she worked hard, and me being the eldest one had to help until 3 years ago, then we got a step-dad. He's really nice, and I can talk to him about anything." Fei was telling Sakura his life story, since they never really covered that, only hobbies and favorite stuff, like sports.
"Well, my family, havoc. It was like hell froze over. My dad was busy a lot working at the university, and that left my brother. He was always calling me monster, and I would stomp his foot, still do now." Sakura said with a giggle, and Fei chuckled back. "He was so overprotective, but his best friend helped him calm down, but he did have a sister complex, I'm surprised he even let me date you. I have many friends, Syaoran, Chiharu, Naoko, Yamazaki, Tomoyo, Eriol, more. It was so fun then." Sakura then told him more while they ate their food, but left out the magic, Kero and her love life with the leader of the Li clan. "And that's about it."
"Wow, you're life was so interesting." Fei replied with a way-too-kawaii smile.
"Yeah. I guess." Sakura and Fei finished up, and then they asked for the check, and after that, left the restaurant to go walk down in the park. After, silence took over, while they walked and looked up in the sky like lovers do. Fei-kun noticed it was getting cold, and saw Sakura shiver, so he suggested that they go back to the apartment. He wrapped his arm around her, and she had her head on his shoulder. Finally, they got back to her apartment.
"Well, I guess this is good-bye." Fei was looking at Sakura with love-filled eyes. She's so cute, so sweet, innocent............... I love her..............
"Well, not good-bye, just 'see you later' I guess." Sakura replied. She then saw that look in his hazel eyes, and saw the love. He then closed his eyes, as she did hers, and then their lips met in a small, innocent kiss. Sakura then saw pictures in her head. This is like his........... no, he's not my boyfriend, Fei-kun is. She then had a flashback of her first kiss.
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Sakura was staring into the eyes of her first love, after their first date, on her porch. She was lost in his eyes, they were so loving, and warm to her. She was lost, and didn't know what to do. Slowly, after the silence of the night, the boy kissed her on the lips, not on the cheek, on the lips. She was so entranced, that she finally closed her eyes, and kissed back. Then they broke apart and then stared back into his eyes.
"Sakura."
"Hey, you, get away from my sister" Surprisingly, Touya Kinomoto manage to get the door opened without anyone hearing. He was steaming mad, and you could see the the smoke from his ears.
"Oi, Sakura, I'll see ya later!" The boy cried.
"Bye, Tobiji." Waved a 10-year old Sakura. (A/N:Joking!) Really it should be....
"Bye, Syaoran!" Waved a 10-year old Sakura. Touya just stood there shaking a newspaper at the boy. " Yeah, and don't come back you BAKA CHINESE GAKI!!!!"
Sakura just sighed, and when back into the house, and had wonderful dreams about her #1.
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"Hey, Sakura-chan you there?" Fei stared into her eyes, shaking her shoulders a little bit. It was about 7'o clock.
"Hoe? Hai." Sakura recovered from her little 'reverie.' "I'll see you tomorrow." She said, and opened her apartment with her key, and closed the door, holding back the tears, and only hearing a faint "Bye" from her current boyfriend. She didn't need this pain, reminiscing the past. She tried to hold back her tears, but she couldn't, so she let them flow freely, not bothering to wipe them away. Syaoran, how could you do this to me? How? I need to talk to someone, I'll call Tomoyo. She then crawled over to the phone, and dialed her best friend's number. This is the conversation:
"Hello?" Tomoyo asked.
"Hello, Tomoyo," Sakura said in a sob.
"Sakura, what's wrong?" Tomoyo asked worried. Better not be Wong-kun, or I'll hurt him.
"Everything." Sakura said.
"So, start." Tomoyo said.
"Well, I talked to Syaoran today." Her voice wavered a bit.
"He's back?" Oh my god, and Sakura must feel bad, but I wonder about Syaoran?
"Hai, so I talked to him, and he was upset that I didn't wait up for him."
"What you mean?" Huh?
"I'm mean dating Fei-kun, and surprisingly he knew."
"Ah." Understandable, I would be the same way.
"So, then, I was stuck with these thoughts."
"Go ahead."
"And then I went on my date, and forget them. But later, Fei kissed me, and I remembered Syaoran. What am I to do?"
"I don't know. You kind of let Syaoran hangin'" Poor Syaoran, must be heartbroken.....
"I know, but I need help. You're my best friend." Sakura said with confidence.
"Well, let me ask you this: Do you love Syaoran?"
"I don't know, I thought I was over him."
"There's no maybes in love. Do you love him?"
"..................... yes......................" Sakura answered uncertainly.
"What about Wong-kun?"
"Yes, I do, for sure." She said bolder.
"Well, you have to make a decision, and I can't help." She split in two.....
"Okay, thanks Tomoyo. I'll think about it."
"all right, tell me later. Eriol's coming over in about 5."
"Oh. And what are you doing?" Sakura asked, cheering up suddenly.
"Nothing, at least to you're concern." Tomoyo replied nonchalantly.
"Are you going on a date?" Sakura pried.
"Hai, but like I said, none of your concern." Then they ended up talking until Eriol came.
"Sakura, gotta go."
"Ja ne, Tomoyo. Say Hi to Eriol for me, and have fun!" Sakura said all giddy.
"Okay, will do." And then Tomoyo hung up. Sakura then hung up the phone, feeling better. I have to decide who I love more, Syaoran or Fei? Then she went straight to bed, not even taking off her clothes, for she was exhausted with today's events. Her last thought was of both of them.
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"Eriol, guess what?"
"My cute descendant is back."
"Oh, yeah, I forgot about the aura stuff..."
"It's so weak though." Tomoyo then explained about today's situation.
"Well, if Li's here's, Meiling's here. We should talk to her." Eriol decided to call her after the date, but not too late since they have school tomorrow. "She should know, and I think they are living in the same apartment." They had thought it out, and left on their date.
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So said, that's the end for right now, next chapter out soon. R&R if you want to know what happens. I'm so disappointed in myself right now, might be a week.