Riku's Solemn Lament
Life has become depressing lately. I fear that I have no greater enemy than myself. My love has become a ritual of sorts. I fall in love with her, she rejects me cruelly, my stage of total denial that she hates me, my mourning stage, my healing stage, my foolish sense of self security that I can live without her, and then one little push and I'm twirling back into the ritual cyclone. Who is this girl you ask? All my heartache, broken soul, and pure anguish is from her. At the sound of her name my entire soul rejoices and mourns. In body I live one life, but in heart I live two. In one life I am lovesick and absolutely overpowered by my love for her. In the other I am a dark spirit who hates her name and wishes she never come to me again. Things have to change soon. I can't take it anymore. I see others so happily in love. I hate it. Maybe I'm jealous that I don't have someone or maybe I'm scared I'll never have someone. I don't know anymore. All I want is to stand there embracing my love forever and leaving this Hellish ritual behind. I want to embrace her forever. But Alas, There must always be someone left alone forever. Kairi! Why must you reject me?! This is my solemn lament.
Yeah I know It's a little short. But give me a break I wrote this in science class (I'm lucky I didn't fall asleep).
Life has become depressing lately. I fear that I have no greater enemy than myself. My love has become a ritual of sorts. I fall in love with her, she rejects me cruelly, my stage of total denial that she hates me, my mourning stage, my healing stage, my foolish sense of self security that I can live without her, and then one little push and I'm twirling back into the ritual cyclone. Who is this girl you ask? All my heartache, broken soul, and pure anguish is from her. At the sound of her name my entire soul rejoices and mourns. In body I live one life, but in heart I live two. In one life I am lovesick and absolutely overpowered by my love for her. In the other I am a dark spirit who hates her name and wishes she never come to me again. Things have to change soon. I can't take it anymore. I see others so happily in love. I hate it. Maybe I'm jealous that I don't have someone or maybe I'm scared I'll never have someone. I don't know anymore. All I want is to stand there embracing my love forever and leaving this Hellish ritual behind. I want to embrace her forever. But Alas, There must always be someone left alone forever. Kairi! Why must you reject me?! This is my solemn lament.
Yeah I know It's a little short. But give me a break I wrote this in science class (I'm lucky I didn't fall asleep).