AN: I would like to say that I am sorry to whoever was waiting for this
update as much as I do to most stories I love. I also would like to say
thank you to Orli-Ryro for urging me to herbal, just kidding. Really, she
urged me to get a new chapter and she gave me great ideas even though I
didn't use them, sorry. Another person I would love to thank is Alanis
Morissette because without her lyrics this chapter wouldn't exist.
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Every time I see her, all I can think about is what a pity that she can't touch anyone, that poor soul. With eyes so old and such a young face it's such a shame. It's even worse that she has half of the mansion in love with her. Sometimes, I think she does it to spite Jean who originally was "Queen of the Mansion," although I know she doesn't intend to. Surprisingly, she doesn't even know her hold on this place. This fucking place were all of us are trapped for one reason or another. I'm here because I'm in love with one of the poor souls who are under her spell. It's almost like a conspiracy and yet, it's not.
Jubes loves Gambit or Johnny, take your pick. I love Bobby and because of this love, the Professor uses it to his advantage to rape my mind and powers for his own deeds. I always thought the Professor was too peaceful for a man of his wisdom when I first came here. You see, people like him rule nations or at least have power over the people, thus being able to have supreme power. Why would he be content with a house full of teenagers? It's because of our powers and he uses our emotions to link us all. I just wonder if he ever loved, but I have always doubted it.
Unfortunately, he touches us like he is God like Alanis says. His thoughts swim in our veins like blood and we can't do anything to stop it. I can only phase through matter and he is telepathic, not a fair fight if I say so. My favorite song has always been "Flinch" because it always represented my life, or at least when my parents dropped me off hear to cure my "disease". God must be a sadist, if not, why would he let the Jews be tormented and shot down like hunting animals or like how we mutants are treated. It's even worse because I am both.
Undoubtedly, Hitler was a genius. He used his words to affect an entire populous and make them follow him because he told them that they were the supreme species of the planet. Unfortunately, Eric Lensherr tries to be the exact same thing that he hates with littler results.
All in all, my entire life has been changed repeatedly because of small things that have happened. I wish that I was normal and I fell in love with a man or boy who could love me as much as I could him. But life is never what you want and if it was, it'd be tedious. All we can do is pray. The only problem is what if you don't believe in god anymore?
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Every time I see her, all I can think about is what a pity that she can't touch anyone, that poor soul. With eyes so old and such a young face it's such a shame. It's even worse that she has half of the mansion in love with her. Sometimes, I think she does it to spite Jean who originally was "Queen of the Mansion," although I know she doesn't intend to. Surprisingly, she doesn't even know her hold on this place. This fucking place were all of us are trapped for one reason or another. I'm here because I'm in love with one of the poor souls who are under her spell. It's almost like a conspiracy and yet, it's not.
Jubes loves Gambit or Johnny, take your pick. I love Bobby and because of this love, the Professor uses it to his advantage to rape my mind and powers for his own deeds. I always thought the Professor was too peaceful for a man of his wisdom when I first came here. You see, people like him rule nations or at least have power over the people, thus being able to have supreme power. Why would he be content with a house full of teenagers? It's because of our powers and he uses our emotions to link us all. I just wonder if he ever loved, but I have always doubted it.
Unfortunately, he touches us like he is God like Alanis says. His thoughts swim in our veins like blood and we can't do anything to stop it. I can only phase through matter and he is telepathic, not a fair fight if I say so. My favorite song has always been "Flinch" because it always represented my life, or at least when my parents dropped me off hear to cure my "disease". God must be a sadist, if not, why would he let the Jews be tormented and shot down like hunting animals or like how we mutants are treated. It's even worse because I am both.
Undoubtedly, Hitler was a genius. He used his words to affect an entire populous and make them follow him because he told them that they were the supreme species of the planet. Unfortunately, Eric Lensherr tries to be the exact same thing that he hates with littler results.
All in all, my entire life has been changed repeatedly because of small things that have happened. I wish that I was normal and I fell in love with a man or boy who could love me as much as I could him. But life is never what you want and if it was, it'd be tedious. All we can do is pray. The only problem is what if you don't believe in god anymore?