Chapter 2: If I should die this very moment
Satine sat at her desk her eyes red from sobbing, staring out at the world
below her, the world she knew she truly would never be able to share the
hopes and funs of.
She wondered if Christian had forgiven her yet so she decided to see, she
knew he loved her and she knew she loved him, but could their love overcome
this?
She thought so and hoped Christian would finally believe her. As she walked
slowly up the stairs she immediately saw something was wrong. Why is Mrs
Geraldine moving a new tenant into Christian's rented garret? She thought
as she walked up to the older woman. The older woman looked at her in
dumbfoundment.
"Where is monsieur Christian?" she asked nervously.
"Monsieur Christian has left mademoiselle. He told me he had told you and
you didn't mind him moving in with you!" she stated.
"He's trying to recreate his dreams." She muttered talking to herself more
than to the woman. The woman looked at her.
"EH?" she answered in confusion. Satine looked up at her.
"Nothing, don't worry, I have to go." And with that she turned and ran down
the stairs of which she had come.
She ran and ran until she could run no more and began to walk back to her
dressing room to see if he was waiting for her there. When she got there,
she felt the strong pain of disappointment stabbing at her heart. He wasn't
there but she still held her head high as Harold would notice something
wrong otherwise.
"What's wrong poppet?" he asked.
Uh oh, he knows something's up, wait I'm a good actress I'll just lie to
him. She thought. "Nothing, Harold. Why would there be?" she asked
innocently as he looked at her then slowly walked away.
She sat on the floor and thought about Christian but was startled by the
shock of the duke's voice and lending of a hand.
"My dear are you coming?" He said more telling her than asking her.
"No." she quietly replied.
"Excuse me?" he answered in disbelief,
"I said NO! Can't you get the fact that I don't love you into your big
unsophisticated head?!" she screamed at him, as he moved his mouth to
respond, she interrupted him.
"You don't love me and if you did I don't love you. Christian loves me and
I love him I don't need you, I don't care about you, you're the GOD DAMN
reason I can't be with him. You, you, you did all this yourself. You
wouldn't care if I died this very moment. Goodbye Duke!!!!!!!!!!!" she
turned and walked away leaving the duke behind. The duke however seemed to
not have heard what she just said instead he said to Warner: Kill the boy.
Sorry it is shorter but I haven't had much time to do very much, sorry no Christian but we can't always have it our way. I promise the next bit will be better.
Sorry it is shorter but I haven't had much time to do very much, sorry no Christian but we can't always have it our way. I promise the next bit will be better.
