I always liked poems about Vampires and those are some of the reasons I wrote this. Vampires are interesting some are so cold hearted and you can never tell what they are thinking. Well I hope that you like my new fic!! S+S!! Please R+R!!! I don't own CCS!!
Lost Souls
By MoshiMoshiQueen!
"Talking"
~Thoughts~
(Me talking)
I fall to the ground crying. Who I am? I have kept my life a secret from everyone I know even my best friends never knew the desire that I had. We said we told each other everything but I always kept my past a secret. Why did I say that she would never be able to understand my pain or my past?
She was my best friend but one day she died and it was all because of me. My life has never been right. I know what I am now. I lied to my self for so many years. Why could I not admit to her that is different that I was never a human, that I never had a heart? Maybe then she would still be alive. I am sorry my friend for all the pain I caused you.
I stood at the top of a building just looking out at the full moon. I know who I am now but why am I this being that kills people. Why was I born to steal lives away? Why did I feast on humans? Why was my life only meant to kill for blood?
I put on my black hood and walked down the street. It started to rain but I did not care. My life was not meant to ever feel warmth. I was use to the coldness. I felt it everyday.
I walked to the park where I saw an elderly man sitting in the rain.
I walked up to him, "So you want to die?"
The man looked into my green eyes and smiled.
"I knew you would come. No one believed me but I knew you were real."
"You know I am not an angel. Why are you still so kind when I am just about to take your life?" (Sakura had talked to this man before and he thought she was an angel but she is far from an angel in this fic.)
"Because it is my time to go and you need to live."
I looked at him his face was pale. He was going to die any way and not by me but by illness.
I bit his neck he did not even beg me not to.
His last words were, "Thank you Sakura."
I laid him down on the bench that he use to sit on every day and put my jacket over him.
His blood dripped from my mouth. Every night it was the same thing. I would go out and kill someone for my meals. Life was a nightmare that would never go away.
I put my hood back on a cleaned the blood off my mouth and started walking. I never knew I would be going but for some reason I always ended up somewhere.
The rain started to fall harder I never did mind the rain. When I was little I use to sit at my window and watch the rainfall and for some reason I would always end up out side sitting in the rain. I was never afraid of it like others my age. The thunder and lightening always fascinated me. I always thought of my life as a storm. It was never ending.
I could see the clouds start to move around faster meaning that sun set was a few hours away.
I kept walking and I finally found my self in front of a building. It was huge and had many guards at the doors. I thought this was funny. I knew that I could get in this place with my hands tied behind my back.
I walked up to a fence and jumped over it with ease.
I looked around it was a garden that was in full bloom. It was beautiful. I just stood there looking at all of the flowers. I did not even notice that there was a boy around my age watching me from a near by tree.
I looked up and smirked. He had dark brown hair and was watching my every movement.
I looked in to his amber eyes. They were deep with color.
"I don't know who you are but I know that you don't belong here." He said.
I smirked and said. "Of course I don't belong here. I don't belong any where."
The boy looked at me with wondering eyes.
I could see that he was strong and never smiled. It sounded sort of like me.
"I am not here to bother any one if that is what you are wondering. I just came in to look at the plants."
He glared at me. He knew I was lying I could see it in his eyes.
"You are lying to me."
I looked at him no one had ever talked to me like that no one.
Why was he different from every one else I knew? They would all look at me with fear in their eyes but he just looks at me with those same eyes. Those amber eyes.
"Why are you so serious? Don't you ever smile?"
"No I don't." he said in a cold tone that scared me.
I had never felt scared in my whole life so why was this one boy making me feel this way?
The sun was going to set soon. I looked up at the sky and frowned. I had stayed here so long that I did not even notice the time.
The boy must have noticed me looking at the sky and said,
"I am sure that you will be needing a place to stay am I right?"
I stared at him. "That would be right." I had no choice to take his offer I had no options. It was to late for me to run for shelter.
"Come on I will give you a place to stay for the night." He said walking away form me.
This human was so strange his cold eyes and his glares that felt like a thousand knives going in your back.
I followed him walking slowly watching his every movement.
He led me to a tree. I looked up and there was a small cabin. "That will do fine. Why are you helping if you dislike me so much?"
He looked at me and said, "You need a place to stay and I need something from you."
"And what would that be?" I said looking at him strangely.
"The way you jumped over that 60 foot wall. It got me to thinking that you must be really strong and powerful and have been training most of your life. I am right?"
"What does all this have to do with helping you?"
"I need to learn how you fight and train."
"Why?"
"Because I need to be the strongest warrior for my family. My family are the rulers of Hong Kong and I need to pass the test to become the leader. That is why I need you help."
"So the deal is, you give me a place to live for a few months and I teach you all I know?"
"That is right."
"I don't know why you put so much trust in me when you have just met me but I will agree to your deal."
He glared at me and said, "It is a deal then."
He walked slowly away from me.
"Wait I can only train you at night. We don't want to get caught now do we?" I said looking at him.
"Fine we will meet here every night when the sun sets."
I nodded.
I jumped into the tree and opened the cabin door. It was prefect. It would keep all of the sun light out and it was gloomy just the way I liked things.
I laid in the bed and started to think. Why did he trust me? He is so confusing. First he is glaring at me and then he gives me a place to live. He will defiantly be someone that I could learn from. His heart is so cold and his eyes there is something about his eyes that amuses me.
Well how do you like it so far?? Well I think that it is pretty good for a start!! If you don't know Sakura is a vampire. I really hope you like it as much as I do!!! Please R+R!!