AUTHOR'S NOTES: Hmmm…This is where I can blab on about my fic or nothing at all. Well, LALALALALA!!! HEHEE! Newayz, this fic takes place when Ken is the Digimon Emperor and he's kidnapped poor Agumon. Sniff sniff. So sad. And I've changed it after that. The characters are maybe kinda OOC but that's okay. There is going to be YAOI (which is male x male). I haven't decided if there will be a lemon, considering this is my first fic. There will be KENCHI, YAMACHI, DAICHI, KOUCHI, TAIORA, and any other Tai couples that I might have forgotten here.

DISCLAIMER: As much as I wish that Digimon (and Gundam Wing and Escaflowne, etc.) belonged to me, I must admit that they don't. sob It took so much effort for me to say it. Please don't try and sue me and take away my funds for anime tapes and stuff. Cuz if you do, you won't get much.

NOW ON TO THE FICCY!!!

THE THINGS WE DO FOR LOVE

By: Heero

KEN'S POV

I didn't mean to do it. It was just part of my plan. Not my evil plan to take over the Digiworld. I never really wanted to take over the Digital World in the first place. I just wanted to take over and control MY world. What my entire life revolves around. And that is one single person. Everything I do is centered around that person. He means everything to me. Yes, my world is a HE. And not a him as in a brother, father, or even idol. Actually, scratch that last thought. He is my idol, but then again, he's so much more than just that. He's my obsession, my crush, the person I lust for, even my love.

However, he doesn't know any of this. Because in his eyes, I don't exist. I mean, he knows me, but not the real me. He only really "knows" me as the Digimon Emperor and he hates me for it. He thinks I'm lower than the bacteria that lives in the scum that's on the bottom of the dirtiest lake. Certainly not the best perspective of me, hmm? Well, I can't say I blame him. I mean, everything I do is against what he does. I try to take over the Digital World and he tries to save it. You could say we just weren't meant to be together.

And now I just did something incredibly stupid. I just about threw away all my chances with him. I decided that capturing normal Digimon just wasn't enough. I needed to capture a special Digimon, HIS Digimon. Indeed, he's a great specimen to add to my collection of servant Digimon. In fact, he's the strongest Digimon I have, after he Digivolves that is. He could even be the strongest Digimon in the entire Digital World. The leader of all the Digidestined Digimon: Agumon. Yes, and my world is his human partner, Tai.

So you see the predicament I'm in. My initial plan when I captured Agumon was to get Tai desperate enough to come to me and offer to exchange places with his Digimon. Then, I would confess my feelings to him and we'd live happily ever after. Well, it's a nice dream, but that's all it is ever going to be. This is the first miscalculation I've ever made. I failed to realize the fact that Tai would hate me for laying a finger on his precious Agumon.

*FLASHBACK*

Tai, with shock written clearly over every inch of his body, stares at his beloved Agumon in pain. Shock turns to incomprehension, then to pain, sorrow, anger, and finally hate. Hate directed towards me. He shouts, "You bastard! How could you!?!?! I swear, I'll get you for this!!" Then, he collapses onto the ground, his legs unable to hold him up any longer. Tears are streaming silently down his face, though he valiantly tries to hold them back.

The sight of my beloved like this breaks my heart. I barely even notice the rest of the Digidestined glaring at me. Some of them glaring at me so hard I'm surprised that I haven't disintegrated yet. However, all the glares in the world put together couldn't make me feel worse than seeing Tai turn his pain-filled eyes to me, silently begging me to let his Agumon go.

*END FLASHBACK*

How could I have overlooked such an obvious mistake in my planning? My desperation must have made me blind to the fact that my plan would only make Tai hate me even more. Any chance of winning him was virtually gone; making it easier for any other of his other admirers to gain his love. Yes, Tai has other admirers. As a matter of fact, he has many of them. They all hide it very well. I don't think Tai suspects a thing, even though they are his closest friends. Then again, Tai isn't loved for his intellectual prowess. I can't blame them for falling for Tai. They just couldn't resist him. He has good looks, is brave, loyal, friendly, fun, athletic, funny, and the list just goes on. Even though I understand why so many of them like him, I can't help feeling extremely jealous and overprotective. There's just so much competition.

First of all, there's Daisuke (Davis), leader of the new Digidestined. He's a lot like Tai in many ways, but I'm not even remotely attracted to him. He's not as good-looking and a little too slow, if you know what I mean. He can be annoying beyond the level of tolerance. I think Tai realizes that Davis idolizes him, but he's just too clueless to see that it's beyond adoration. Davis pretends to love Kari, Tai's sister, but just to stay closer to him. I can see that Tai believes in Davis and loves him like a little brother. He even gave him his precious goggles. I know those goggles are Davis' most prized possession. How could anything that used to belong to Tai be anything but extremely precious?

Another one of Tai's secret admirers is Koushiro (Izzy), the older Digidestined of Knowledge. I can see that Izzy admires Tai for having all the qualities that he doesn't have. Izzy is extremely smart, almost as smart as me, but he lacks many other qualities that Tai is known for. He wants to be more of a leader and more outgoing, like Tai. He's the perfect example of how opposites attract. Unfortunately for him (but fortunate for me), Tai doesn't seem to be attracted to him. However, Tai relies on and trusts in Izzy, which is a lot more than what he feels for me.

A greater adversary to me is Sora. She's known Tai the longest out of all of the Digidestined (except for Tai's sister). She and Tai have a lot in common. They used to play soccer together all the time. They're really close friends and I know that Tai would do anything for her. Another bonus for her is that she holds the crest of love. Her love for Tai is obviously very strong. It's surprising he hasn't noticed yet. Eventually, her love for him might just be reciprocated. He certainly seems to care a lot for her. It could just be friendship or it could be a hidden love.

Last, but certainly not least there is Yamato, possibly my greatest rival. He hasn't known Tai for too long and didn't get along with him too well in the beginning, but now they are fast friends. Matt has always been wary of showing his love of Tai, but I've noticed. I've seen the way he looks at Tai when he thinks no one is watching. He was almost right. No one in their pathetic group sees, but I do. My cameras in the Digital World see everything. Tai only sees strong friendship in Matt. I honestly am not quite sure how Tai feels about Matt. He seems to just love him like a brother, but he seems to hang around Matt a lot more than the other Digidestined. This makes me very nervous, considering I've just made the mistake that has very well torn me away from Tai before I could even get close to him.

My plan has worked, like I knew it would. Tai came back and offered himself as a captive if I would only free Agumon. I gave in of course, but my love for Tai hasn't completely clouded my logic. I made it clear to him that a special ring on Agumon's paw would bring him back under my control if he ever thought he could break our promise and escape from being my captive. He agreed, knowing that otherwise, Agumon would suffer.

However, I could plainly see how much he hated me and it hurt me. I would have to work hard to win him over to me. Like I said, my world revolves around Tai. I joined soccer because he loved soccer. I worked hard at it so that I might be able to impress him with my soccer skills. I worked hard at school so that he might admire my intellect. Everything I did was for him. I even worked hard to be able to become the Digimon Emperor just so I could see him more often. Now, I have gone too far. I captured Agumon so that I could get him, but he doesn't and probably won't see it that way. I've made the biggest mistake of my life. But I can't and won't give up. Not when Tai's love is at stake. I will do anything and everything to get him to trust and then possibly love me. Well, what's done is done. I never meant to hurt Tai, but I have to accept the fact that I have. I only hope that I can correct what I've done. Tai's alone in my room. I suppose I should confront him now. I mean, it can't make things worse than it already is, can it?

END OF KEN'S POV (FIRST PART)

AUTHOR'S NOTES: WOW!! I finished writing the first part. There'll be more to come. I REALLY hope you liked it. PLEASE REVIEW!! This is my very first fic and I would really appreciate it if you review =) Flames are mean and I hope you won't flame me. Constructive criticism would DEFINITELY be accepted and appreciated. THE NEXT CHAPTERS WILL BE IN OTHER PEOPLE'S POV'S. I need advice on how I should end this. Well, ciao!!

THE NEXT PART WILL BE IN TAI'S POV!!!