Cassidy stopped she could hear the sound of four boy's voices, she started
to run towards the noise, Lily followed while Anaion stayed behind, Cassidy
understood, he could not go with them all the way to the edge.
"Avada Kadavra!" Cassidy screamed when she saw a red flame headed straight for Sirius.
"No!" her heart and legs pushed her body, she jumped in front of the flame right before it reached Sirius. She fell back on him.
"CASSIDY!" James and Lily screamed together. Lucius looked at her, he was on the verge of tears. He picked up Severus' body and ran back to Hogwarts.
Sirius moved out from under Cassidy's lifeless body. He sat with her head in his arms, bawling. Lily was holding James who had silent tears running down his pale cheeks.
"Why god did this happen? It's not fair! Cassidy come back, come back!"
"Sirius?" Cassidy whispered, he could only her words if he put his face to hers. He smiled, Lily looked up at James who shook his head in disbelief.
In the hospital wing, Sirius sat uneasily at a bed he knew very well, Cassidy had been in it for a few weeks. "Hey, Sirius" Leo, James and Lily ran up to them. Sirius looked back, he didn't care if they came, and he didn't care for anything anymore. Sirius didn't eat or sleep.Cassidy was going to die.
" Sirius its okay, I just think of a Faerie saying: Die sweet light, ending thy sorrow, give up to night, 'til it be 'morrow." She smiled a weak and frail smile.
The nurse pulled Sirius away from Cassidy's bed and Lily took his place.
"That girl of yours is pregnant." Sirius looked up at her his jaw trembled,
"She was going to tell you next week on the 14th." The nurse walked away. How is this possible, the 14th it was February, it would've been the best Valentines Day ever, but now it'll never come. Sirius' lip began to tremble again.
"She told you didn't she?" Sirius looked over at Cassidy, Lily and the others had left. Sirius walked over and sat on the chair closest to her.
"Why didn't you tell me, and how? Why didn't you let me take that hit? Why?" He let his head fall into her, he began to cry again.
"I found out a month ago, a few weeks after the lake house, I had planned it for Valentines. I asked the nurse that too, she said it was because I didn't have enough blood in me to stop it, and I did everything because I love you." The last line made Sirius look up, why did she have to say that? He closed his eyes
"Will the ba-"
"I will not live." Cassidy said back to him, and started to cry "Neither will the baby."
"Don't say that, you'll be fine, just fine, and our baby will grow up and we'll be happ-"
"Don't," Cassidy said "Please don't Sirius." He leaned to her and pulled her face to his they kissed for what seemed to be at least 2 minutes when Dumbledore came in. He put his hand on Sirius' shoulder and started to talk very slowly.
"I'm very sorry Sirius, you can stay with Cassidy until the time comes." He turned to Cassidy "Do not fear Cassidy, we will all miss you." Sirius almost choked on his own tears. Dumbledore kissed Cassidy's head and left.
Later that night it began to rain, Sirius looked at Cassidy, who was asleep, and got up to go look out the window.
"I love you." He turned around.
"I love you t-" but before he could finish he realized with shock, Cassidy was dead.
"I love you too." He finished, he laid down beside her and held her close to him.
Epilogue
Sirius never fully recovered from that, he went from girl to girl but never really did anything for them or cared for them. Month after month he slowly fell into shadows where no one could find him, until one afternoon.
"Sirius, we want to ask you something." Lily sat down next to Sirius in the Blue bench next to Cassidy's memorial tree.
"Sirius we know you really wanted a son and we were wondering is you would be, our child's godfather.we just found out a few days ago that Lily is pregnant."
Sirius looked up at them, it was a sunny day on June 24th and all the students were packed for their homes, 'this was Cassidy's birthday' he sighed. Then faintly in the wind he heard
"Sirius I will always love you and wait for you, come out of darkness, live." It was Cassidy's voice, but, nothing made sense. Then he felt the warm sun on his back, it felt as if he were really feeling it for the first time. "Cassidy doesn't want this, I don't either" he thought.
"I would love to." He smiled at Lily and James who smiled back. Finally he was free, and he would be able to say 'Cassidy' with love and not sadness.
"Cassidy," he whispered to himself it felt good on his tongue. Finally free.
A/N~well hey its not the happiest story but. please please R&R! thanx!
"Avada Kadavra!" Cassidy screamed when she saw a red flame headed straight for Sirius.
"No!" her heart and legs pushed her body, she jumped in front of the flame right before it reached Sirius. She fell back on him.
"CASSIDY!" James and Lily screamed together. Lucius looked at her, he was on the verge of tears. He picked up Severus' body and ran back to Hogwarts.
Sirius moved out from under Cassidy's lifeless body. He sat with her head in his arms, bawling. Lily was holding James who had silent tears running down his pale cheeks.
"Why god did this happen? It's not fair! Cassidy come back, come back!"
"Sirius?" Cassidy whispered, he could only her words if he put his face to hers. He smiled, Lily looked up at James who shook his head in disbelief.
In the hospital wing, Sirius sat uneasily at a bed he knew very well, Cassidy had been in it for a few weeks. "Hey, Sirius" Leo, James and Lily ran up to them. Sirius looked back, he didn't care if they came, and he didn't care for anything anymore. Sirius didn't eat or sleep.Cassidy was going to die.
" Sirius its okay, I just think of a Faerie saying: Die sweet light, ending thy sorrow, give up to night, 'til it be 'morrow." She smiled a weak and frail smile.
The nurse pulled Sirius away from Cassidy's bed and Lily took his place.
"That girl of yours is pregnant." Sirius looked up at her his jaw trembled,
"She was going to tell you next week on the 14th." The nurse walked away. How is this possible, the 14th it was February, it would've been the best Valentines Day ever, but now it'll never come. Sirius' lip began to tremble again.
"She told you didn't she?" Sirius looked over at Cassidy, Lily and the others had left. Sirius walked over and sat on the chair closest to her.
"Why didn't you tell me, and how? Why didn't you let me take that hit? Why?" He let his head fall into her, he began to cry again.
"I found out a month ago, a few weeks after the lake house, I had planned it for Valentines. I asked the nurse that too, she said it was because I didn't have enough blood in me to stop it, and I did everything because I love you." The last line made Sirius look up, why did she have to say that? He closed his eyes
"Will the ba-"
"I will not live." Cassidy said back to him, and started to cry "Neither will the baby."
"Don't say that, you'll be fine, just fine, and our baby will grow up and we'll be happ-"
"Don't," Cassidy said "Please don't Sirius." He leaned to her and pulled her face to his they kissed for what seemed to be at least 2 minutes when Dumbledore came in. He put his hand on Sirius' shoulder and started to talk very slowly.
"I'm very sorry Sirius, you can stay with Cassidy until the time comes." He turned to Cassidy "Do not fear Cassidy, we will all miss you." Sirius almost choked on his own tears. Dumbledore kissed Cassidy's head and left.
Later that night it began to rain, Sirius looked at Cassidy, who was asleep, and got up to go look out the window.
"I love you." He turned around.
"I love you t-" but before he could finish he realized with shock, Cassidy was dead.
"I love you too." He finished, he laid down beside her and held her close to him.
Epilogue
Sirius never fully recovered from that, he went from girl to girl but never really did anything for them or cared for them. Month after month he slowly fell into shadows where no one could find him, until one afternoon.
"Sirius, we want to ask you something." Lily sat down next to Sirius in the Blue bench next to Cassidy's memorial tree.
"Sirius we know you really wanted a son and we were wondering is you would be, our child's godfather.we just found out a few days ago that Lily is pregnant."
Sirius looked up at them, it was a sunny day on June 24th and all the students were packed for their homes, 'this was Cassidy's birthday' he sighed. Then faintly in the wind he heard
"Sirius I will always love you and wait for you, come out of darkness, live." It was Cassidy's voice, but, nothing made sense. Then he felt the warm sun on his back, it felt as if he were really feeling it for the first time. "Cassidy doesn't want this, I don't either" he thought.
"I would love to." He smiled at Lily and James who smiled back. Finally he was free, and he would be able to say 'Cassidy' with love and not sadness.
"Cassidy," he whispered to himself it felt good on his tongue. Finally free.
A/N~well hey its not the happiest story but. please please R&R! thanx!