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Chapter #4 Don't worry I'm okay, I just need to go jump out a window.

Rikku found Yuna sitting on a hill watching the sunset. It was beautiful that day, reds and oranges spilling over the horizon, staining the clouds.

"I'm guessing our little trip to Luca that time did more bad than good." She said

Yuna turned to see her cousin looking at her anxiously.

"No, no it wasn't all bad. It was just that the blitzball game.. well, it made me think of Tidus.

"Oh, sorry. I shouldn't have been so imposing."

"It wasn't your fault. I should have said something. I'm too quiet."

"So we both were kinda at fault. You're too quiet and I'm too loud."

"Yeah." Yuna said with a laugh. "Come on sit down and we can catch up. Tell me what's been happening while I was in hibernation."

So they sat there and talked and talked and talked and laughing as cousins should. Until Rikku decided to bring up the other matter that had been on her mind.

"Umm, Yuna are you all right now?" She asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Well first when you here you had that, well. breakdown on the beach, then one Blitzball game sends you into hibernation for two weeks and all the while you've been distant and quiet. I mean I swear today is the first time I seen you laugh in ages and well, I'm worried about you Yuna I really am. I don't know about Lulu or Wakka but I am."

"Don't worry about me Rikku. I'm Fine I just need to sort a few things out." : Yeah right: said that nasty little voice of reason inside Yuna's head :If you're fine I'd hate to see what a screwed up person looks like:

Yuna shook the voice off. :I'm not going to listen to you any more: She told it. :I'm just fine, really, really.: :Yeah, yeah just keep telling you're self that: It said again.

Yuna became more annoyed :Oh great: She thought :Now not only do I have voices in my head but I'm talking to them: :God you're weird Yuna: :No I'm not, crap I'm doing it again! Okay now Yuna don't panic you're not going nuts: :Yes you are: : No shut up I'm not, la la la la la la I can't hear you: :Yes you can stop being such a baby: : Go awaaaaaay!: :Well fine then: :Yay!!!!!!!! The voice is gone:

"Umm Yuna are you alright?" inquired Rikku. Who had just seen Yuna's expression change rapidly from annoyance, to panic, to joy.

"Oh ah yeah I'm fine I just need to think." Yuna replied hastily. She had forgotten Rikku was there.

"Okay. Bye!" said Rikku and she walked down to the village.

Yuna turned to look at the sunset again, only to find that the sun had already set. Not wanting to think and with no sunset to look at Yuna wandered down to the beach to listen to the sound of the waves. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~* A large house in Bevelle

Ani sighed. He was gone. He was really gone. After blabbering on and on about some hair-brained scheme to make all the world bow to him (or something equally crazy) for weeks he had finally left in the dead of the night, a few days ago.

:What's going to happen now?: she wondered. She tried to tell herself that it was all mindless blabber. That he would be found in two days in a ditch some where completely mad and put in a psychiatric ward, but all those books he had been reading, they were all from the non-fiction section of the library so the had to have been true. They all spoke of what he said. Of some great force.

:What should I do? Should I go and tell some one? Who would believe me?: Ani was worried, there was no doubt about that. What of she still wasn't sure, but perhaps there was someone who could help, someone who would listen.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~* Late that night, back in Besaid

Yuna awoke with a start. Sweat drenched her bed sheets, covered her forehead and soaked her hair. On top of that she was panting like a dog.

She had been having a terrible dream.

She and Tidus had been walking down a beach holding hands and it had felt like heaven just to be standing next to him again. Then all of a sudden he started choking and blood came out of his mouth, he dropped to his knees and out of nowhere a big bloody hole appeared in his chest. The dream ended with his eyes glazing over and him falling onto the sand. Dead.

She felt herself shaking violently, and for some reason she couldn't really stop. Yuna looked around at her sleeping friends, they all looked so peaceful and she didn't want to burden them with her troubles. She was a mess, there was no denying that and no matter how hard she tried she couldn't get Tidus out of her mind. He was her chief thought during the day, and now it seemed he would conquer her dreams as well, for she had a felling that this wouldn't be the last dream. A hunch you could call it.

Yuna lay back down in bed, trying to go back to sleep. She lay there for several hours until finally the sun's rays peaked over the hills in the east and carried her off to sleep.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~* Some where out in the wilderness

Jinan felt like his legs were about to drop off, he had been walking all day and all night, but he shook he weariness off. Nothing would come between him and his goal, nothing. She would try and stop him. She would go to them, he knew she would. She was so predictable. Well even though she knew what he did, she and her little friends wouldn't be enough. Oh no, they were but drops in the ocean.

So he continued on and on and on. Never ceasing, never pausing. On and on until he collapsed out of weariness, But even then he would only rest for and hour or two, before resuming his endless march to a place only he and one other knew.

On and on..

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~* A/N: Hi! Sorry this and the last chapter have been so short but writers block is evil, evil evil evil!!! And yes I will eventually get on with unfolding the plot maybe soon... I just hate those stories that are so short!! I like things to be long, VERY long. Also I'm sorry if I take ages to get chapters up from now on but we just realize that our $15 am month Internet costs more than $15 a month. So Internet time is limited and I can't upload as regularly as I would like to.