Chapter 2
Truth?
It's 4 am in the morning and Fuuko is already awake. She can't fall asleep anymore because of everything that happened. She had a dream she never expected.
"Sigh... I know I should never take that dream so seriously but I just can't help it..." Fuuko whispered to herself.
Fuuko went to the bathroom and took a cold shower. She dressed up and started to wait for the sunrise.
"It's so beautiful," she said while watching the sunrise. But really all she could ever think of is what's happening in her life, what she's feeling right now. All her emotions are so piled up she doesn't know what to feel.
"All my life, I have been these boyish girl everyone teased and since then I started to fear to show who I really am that deep inside my heart I'm still a woman who knows how to love. And that dream made me fear that someone's coming ."
Fuuko went to school alone. The wind started to blew. The leaves all flew around as if showing what Fuuko feels right at the very moment.
She arrived at school with a forced smile pasted on her face. She knew her friends will worry about her if they find out she's sad.
"Hey Fuuko, you look amazing today sort of like uhm...uh..." Recca said.
"You don't really have to compliment me Recca, It's okay" she said.
Fuuko went straight to class leaving all her friends behind.
"Definitely, she has a problem," Recca said. "Huh?" Ana said. "Usually she will either slap me or punch me if I don't compliment her or something like that," Recca said.
As Fuuko was walking down the hallway, she bumped into someone.
"Uh, I'm sorry", without looking into the person.
"Are you okay Fuuko?" the person asked.
Fuuko then looked up and found the least person she expected to meet, Tokiya.
"Oh, hi Tokiya... Uhm... I'm fine. Got to go. Bye." she said and run as fast as she can.
Sigh... She looks especially beautiful today. If only... If only... ughh... no! I know she looks at me as a friend... a buddy... And I know she's not ready to love again. I remember the time I became a shoulder to cry on.
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"Are you okay, Fuuko", Tokiya said.
Fuuko was crying so much. The tears falling like rain in her face. And Tokiya can't help but get hurt.
"Tokiya, I can't help it," she said.
"Recca?" Tokiya asked.
Fuuko loves Recca but she doesn't want to tell and show it. Only Tokiya knows everything.
"Recca and Ana got together. I know I should have expected this but I didn't know it would hurt this much. Now I know how it feels to love someone who doesn't love you," she said.
Yes, I know how it feels greater than you do. Each day I see you cry and get hurt. It hurts me ten times you do. How I wish It was me whom you'll love. How I wish I was Recca.
"I think you know now what to do Fuuko," Tokiya said.
"Yes and it is to forget him and never to love again," she said.
Tokiya was shocked it was like he was stabbed. Never to love again?
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It has been years since that day and I always feel as if it was just like yesterday. Everything is till so clear.. the pain.. Fuuko.. me... everything. Until it was still Fuuko who is engraved in my heart and I don't know when I'll ever suppress this love... I don't know when.
A/N Yes, I know It has been almost three months. I'm really really sorry. I still hope you'll like this chapter. Chapter three will come soon.
Hope you can have some time to review. Thanks.
It's 4 am in the morning and Fuuko is already awake. She can't fall asleep anymore because of everything that happened. She had a dream she never expected.
"Sigh... I know I should never take that dream so seriously but I just can't help it..." Fuuko whispered to herself.
Fuuko went to the bathroom and took a cold shower. She dressed up and started to wait for the sunrise.
"It's so beautiful," she said while watching the sunrise. But really all she could ever think of is what's happening in her life, what she's feeling right now. All her emotions are so piled up she doesn't know what to feel.
"All my life, I have been these boyish girl everyone teased and since then I started to fear to show who I really am that deep inside my heart I'm still a woman who knows how to love. And that dream made me fear that someone's coming ."
Fuuko went to school alone. The wind started to blew. The leaves all flew around as if showing what Fuuko feels right at the very moment.
She arrived at school with a forced smile pasted on her face. She knew her friends will worry about her if they find out she's sad.
"Hey Fuuko, you look amazing today sort of like uhm...uh..." Recca said.
"You don't really have to compliment me Recca, It's okay" she said.
Fuuko went straight to class leaving all her friends behind.
"Definitely, she has a problem," Recca said. "Huh?" Ana said. "Usually she will either slap me or punch me if I don't compliment her or something like that," Recca said.
As Fuuko was walking down the hallway, she bumped into someone.
"Uh, I'm sorry", without looking into the person.
"Are you okay Fuuko?" the person asked.
Fuuko then looked up and found the least person she expected to meet, Tokiya.
"Oh, hi Tokiya... Uhm... I'm fine. Got to go. Bye." she said and run as fast as she can.
Sigh... She looks especially beautiful today. If only... If only... ughh... no! I know she looks at me as a friend... a buddy... And I know she's not ready to love again. I remember the time I became a shoulder to cry on.
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"Are you okay, Fuuko", Tokiya said.
Fuuko was crying so much. The tears falling like rain in her face. And Tokiya can't help but get hurt.
"Tokiya, I can't help it," she said.
"Recca?" Tokiya asked.
Fuuko loves Recca but she doesn't want to tell and show it. Only Tokiya knows everything.
"Recca and Ana got together. I know I should have expected this but I didn't know it would hurt this much. Now I know how it feels to love someone who doesn't love you," she said.
Yes, I know how it feels greater than you do. Each day I see you cry and get hurt. It hurts me ten times you do. How I wish It was me whom you'll love. How I wish I was Recca.
"I think you know now what to do Fuuko," Tokiya said.
"Yes and it is to forget him and never to love again," she said.
Tokiya was shocked it was like he was stabbed. Never to love again?
+++
It has been years since that day and I always feel as if it was just like yesterday. Everything is till so clear.. the pain.. Fuuko.. me... everything. Until it was still Fuuko who is engraved in my heart and I don't know when I'll ever suppress this love... I don't know when.
A/N Yes, I know It has been almost three months. I'm really really sorry. I still hope you'll like this chapter. Chapter three will come soon.
Hope you can have some time to review. Thanks.