October 5 2001,
Today was the first Quidditch match of the season. I would have caught the snitch if it wasn't for that blasted bludger. It hit me in the stomach and I was thrown off of my broom. The pain was excorticating, and no one, not even my own father came to see if I was alright, or even alive. I'm sure it was obvious that I was alive, but the fact that no one came to see me was almost to much to handle. I was jealous but sad at the same time. Why does everyone care so much about Potter and not me? They all rush to him, ask him if he's alright, but no one cares for me.
November 2 2001,
The image of Hogwarts on the first day has never left my mind. I asked Potter to be my friend, but he refused and made a fool of me. Crabbe and Goyle appear to be my friends, but I have no other choice. My father is a Death Eater along with Crabbe and Goyle's fathers, though I haven't told a soul. If I ever did tell someone, or refuse to be Crabbe and Goyle's friends, I would be tortured by my father. I wish I was somewhere else, somewhere where kids didn't fear to speak to me.
November 22 2001,
Today after potions I ran into Ron Weasley. It's hard to believe that even though the Ron's parents, so poor, can afford to love their family with all their heart, soul, and mind. I wish I had someone that cared for me as much as Ron's parents.
December 7 2001,
There's a girl in Slytherin, she keeps following me like I'm some sort of delicious candy. I don't mind if she likes me, but she's like a annoying bee that keeps coming back. Why can't I have anyone, no one that I like, likes me back.
December 11 2001,
Today Dumbledore announced that a new student was coming to Hogwarts. I wonder, could she be the one I've been waiting for?
December 17 2001,
The new girl arrived today. She could be the hottest girl I've ever seen. She isn't to be placed in her house until the Christmas feast. I hope with all my heart that she will be in Slytherin. She has long strawberry blonde hair and the greenest eyes I've ever seen. She's tall, maybe taller than me but I've haven't been close enough to know for sure.
December 25 2001,
Today is Christmas, I ran to the Slytherin common room to see if I had any gifts. I rummaged around in the presents for five minutes looking for a gift that had my name on it. There was two for me. One from my father and one from that Pansy Parkinson I was telling you about. My father got me a book on the dark arts. I don't want to be bad, but I know my father will force me to read it. From Pansy I got a single chocolate and a card with a stupid romantic poem. The good news is that the new girl (who's name is Eridanus) was sorted into her house. Unfortunately she was sorted in Gryffindor. I hope I can still get her to notice me.
January 4 2002,
I can't get Eridanus to notice me! She's another Potter fan and now she's even Grangers best friend. I can't stand it, Potter told her all about me. Now I'll never have a chance! She's Canadian and gets teased a lot. It's nothing compared to what I feel though.
January 17 2002,
I did it! I got Eridanus to notice me. Some of my fellow Slytherins were teasing her and I made them stop. She even talked to me and thanked me. Actually all she said was thank you. She went back to see Potter and he told her again how bad I was. I wish he would stop. He doesn't know what it's like living like me. If my father ever found out that I like Eridanus I'm sure he would find a way to stop me from seeing her. Even if it meant doing something wrong.
To be continued…