Disclaimer: None of the characters belong to me, and the song "Love at First Sight" sung by Kylie Mongue, where I got the title from. Just thought I'd clear it up so that no one came after me…that would be bad (okay, my sucky attempt at humor…)

A/N: A story in Anya's POV about Xander, after he left her at the altar in "Hells Bells" –so it contains spoilers up until that episode, if you care- about him and their relationship.


"Love At First
Sight."
By SparkingDiamond




I hate you, Alexander LeValle Harris. I hate you, I've always hated you, I never loved you.
I thought you loved me, I don't understand what happened between us; I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. I knew you were something special, something different than any of the thousands of men that I had cursed since I became a vengeance demon. What went wrong between us, Xander? What did I do wrong?
You told me once that you believed in love at first sight, but I never realized I did too until I realized that you didn't. When the Mayor was going to bring about an Apocalypse, I'm sorry I left you but I worried about you every day; I've never thought about someone like that before. I left you before I realized that I was in love with you.
When you proposed to me, I don't think I'd ever been so happy before in my life; love at first sight was turning into something greater. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, I wanted to grow old and die with you.
But now, love at first sight….ha, what a laugh. I hate you and I don't care what happens to you now. I know you feel the same way, so it makes it easier to hate you.
Almost easier.




~ Okay sorry, that story was really bad but I was just listening to that song and felt the urge to write about Anya and Xander. Which, by the way, I hope they get back together. Anyway, thanks for reading the story and I hope that you're not scared for life. (Another sucky attempt at humor?)