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Vaughn (laying on his bed): I have held her, comforted her, now all was ruined, she had met Alice. she just had to meet Alice. It wasn't like he and Alice were actually going out. We had met at a friend's house and it had been a disaster. He didn't love her anymore. He loved Sydney. She certainly didn't love him now.

Sydney (laying on her bed crying): I still love him, I have no idea why or how. At least I think I still love him. But it doesn't matter weather or not I love him, it's weather or not he loves me. I wish Will or Francie were here right now.

I mean the only reason that she introduced herself as my girlfriend is because. well actually I don't really know. I wish I would have changed my emergency list to say to call my mom. Then none of this would ever have happened.

Or maybe it does matter if I love him. I think I do, I mean he's so strong the man said he was sorry for being so tired. But is strength what I really value most? Or do I value honesty above all? What about all the times he comforted me? I know he wasn't really lying to me, not telling me about his girlfriend, but I would have told him in an instant if I had a boyfriend, just so he could know what was happening. like a friend. I am second- guessing everything he did for me.

I wish I would have realized when we went to Taipei that I should change the emergency card. I should go talk to her. But I can't because she probably thinks I hate her.

And what about the picture frame? He didn't give a present to anyone else. What about when he said he would always be my allay? He seemed so sincere. like he would tell me anything, but apparently he wouldn't. All the things he did for me? He would have to love me, wouldn't he? I should have let him explain, then at least I'd know for sure. I wish he would come over. I'm not sure if I have the strength to go to his home. I can't believe for all this time I've been living in a blissful ignorance!

I am going over to her house. Even if she doesn't love me I still have to make it so she doesn't hate me. We do have to work together.

He is not my allay. He broke my trust. Maybe I value trust the most. I think I will still love him though until I know for sure they are going out. I hope they're not.

I am in the car on my way to her house. What the heck should I say to her? Hi Sydney, please let me explain, and even if you don't believe me we still have to work together. We have to get this worked out. yeah that should work. perfectly calm sounding.

He doesn't love me; if he loved me he would come.

Okay, her I go, I'm at her door. "Ding-Dong"