Chapter 2 EVERYTHING FOR THE ONE THING I CAN'T HAVE
By: ~*Angel of light *~
Author's notes: Konnichiwa minna-san! Umm…..this chapter's kindda……weird. It felt so long when I was typing it. But onegaii read it too!! I worked soooo hard on it. * sighs * flame if you must. But onegaii be a little nice.
Syaoran walked down the street slowly. The Sun was setting, making the sky an orange red color. He stopped and leaned against a pole. He looked up at the sky. It's so Sugoi……. If only I could see it with Sakura. He thought sadly. Subconciously he started to walk across the road, it was still a red light for pedestrians. But he didn't seem to notice the world around him. Cars horned him. But he didn't notice…anything at all. His head hung low. Suddenly he heard a loud horn. He looked up slowly to see a truck headed his way. It was going to hit him, a few more inches, and it would've touched him. He could easily blow it away, with a touch of magic, so light that nobody would even notice….but he didn't want to do it. If what happened was fate…..Then, let this be fate too. He thought. He shut eyes, and waited for it to hit him……..
Suddenly, he felt being pulled away, and nothing hit him. He opened his eyes slowly. He turned his head slowly to face the person,…..he wanted it so much to be Sakura. But it wasn't. He saw a long dark brown haired, kind bluish grey eyed, tall slender girl smiling at him. " That was close……why did you just froze? You could've been killed!" She said concernedly.
He chuckled. She blinked, not believing that he could be chuckling about something so serious. His expression turned into a sad expression….that showed that he wanted to be cut off from the world. She stared into his amber eyes. That showed such….mysterious emotions. She smiled a little smile. He shut her eyes closed for a little while, and then opened her eyes. " I understand," she said softly. He blinked, and looked into her eyes. She seemed to have understood him without him saying a single word to her. She grabbed his arm softly, and led him to a direction. He didn't go against it. He let her take him.
She dragged him into a little restaurant. She took a table outside, facing the sunset. He reluctantly sat down across to her. The waiter came over. Syaoran didn't feel like eating. He just wanted to get a water. He was going to say so, when the girl ordered two waters already. " You don't mind do you?" she asked. " Mind what?" He asked, kind of expecting her to say about dragging him to the restaurant without asking. But to his surprise, she didn't. " Mind me pulling you away, from your chance to let your sorrow go?" She replied. He looked up. " H-how d-did y-you know?" He asked. She didn't answer his question. " Isn't life fragile?" She asked. He didn't answer. " Isn't sorrows so much easier to get, than to let go?" She asked again. " Sometimes…….you can't just…let it …go," he said sadly. " Oh, yes, you'd think that wouldn't you?" She simply said. Tears felt like threatening to pour down his face. " I know that feeling very well," she said. Then she told him about her story, a chapter of life, and love of her life. He didn't know why, and how. But he told her everything. Except the Clow cards. But he even felt like telling her. He couldn't believe he was pouring everything to a stranger. But it felt like warmth….a person to turn to. And he couldn't stop. She listened carefully. After he was finished. He expected her to give him pity, and say comforting words. But she didn't. She didn't say anything. Just like he didn't. They just kind of sat there. (Author's Notes: Ok, this is getting nowhere,…rite? * Sighs * it seemed sooo long when I was typing it…. )
Suddenly. They stared at their glass of water. Which wasn't even touched yet. Then they stared at each other. Then they smirked at each other, everything in union. Nobody could've guessed what they were going to do. They grabbed the glass In their hands. Then for no reason……………………SPLASH!! They splashed their water at each other. They laughed loudly. As minna-san around them stared at them oddly. And moved farther away from them, staring at them like they were insane. Syaoran gave them his death glare, and they quickly turned around and continued on whatever they were doing. " Let's go," She whispered, and dragged him out of there. They walked down the dark road laughing. " Umm,,,,……I still haven't asked you,….What's your name?" He asked. She smiled. " Shiko," She replied. " Oh……Konnichiwa Shiko-chan," he said playfully. She smiled. Then gave him a look. He blinked. " Heh, Li Syaoran, most of my friends call me Li-Kun, except…." He stopped right there. His playful expression turned into a sad one once more. He stared at the ground. Then he felt her warm hand on his chin, and softly bringing his head up facing her. " Li-Kun……it's the miracle of life." He was a little confused. ,Miracle of life? " Do you go to Tomeoda high?" She asked. " Well, not yet….i don't know how to face her," He said quietly. " Well….go." She simply said. She smiled, and turned around , walking away to the other direction, he just stood there staring. Then, he saw something shiny drop out of her bag. He ran and picked it up. He was going to call after her, but she was too far away. He looked at it. It was a cd case. In side was a cd. And a title on the case. 'Everything for the one thing I can't have' it said.
When he got home. He took some time deciding whether it would be appropiate, to listen to it. Finally he popped it into his cd player. And a soft rhythm came on.
Everything I gave
for the one thing
I couldn't have. But the question I
Have lingering my mind is, was it
Worth it all?
Everything I did, I tried, I gave,
I owned, I had, I gave to you.
I did the impossible for the one thing I couldn't have.
Did you know? What I sacrificed for a love I thought I
had?
Was it not enough? For you from me?
Was it worth it?
Let me know…………….
Stop me from living lies.
Say the four words if you mean it, bring the truth to me
I want to live in the truth, not a lie.
Everything I did, I tried, I gave, I owned,
I had, I gave to you. I did the impossible for the one
thing
I couldn't have.
Love means you. And when I couldn't have you
The warmth in love, the sensation of warmth, the light of
hope
And the……..miracle of life died out on me.
Why did I do everything just to get torn into half?
Everything I did, I tried, I gave, I owned, I had
I gave to you. I did the impossible for the one
Thing I couldn't have.
I gave up ,my life, my family, my home my love, my heart
for you. Somethings
I thought was worth everything may not be. You
Couldn't give me what I would die for, so can't you at
least
Give me the truth? Nothing is worth anything anymore.
Love is destined, a destiny. Something worth it. But this
ain't love. Don't
Promises mean anything to you?
Everything I did, I tried,I gave, I owned, I had I gave for
you.
I did the impossible for the one thing I couldn't have.
Tell me was it worth it? Should I keep giving,
Still giving, and forever giving?
Love isn't easy, but it's even harder just to find a
love. A love without lovers, is not a love. A
Relationship with out love, is not a relationship.
I wanna know what we had, what we're having, and
What we're going to have forever. Do we have it?
Everything I did, was for the one thing I couldn't have……
I'll give a thousand million times everything for a
love………I can have, and worth having
A tear dropped down his cheeks. He felt like he did exactly as the song said. It seemed to be a reflection. But from meeting Shiko today,…..he decided to give it a shot. At least to get things clear, if she loves him or not.
Author's notes: This chapter was really boring…..wasn't it? It was a little weird too. I mean…..Suddenly he meets a crazy girl??? LOL, ( I'm so pathetic, I'm making fun of my own story) ……now minna-san thinks I'm weird too. -.- anywayz, hope next chapter's gonna be better. Onegaii Review. Like I said, flame if you must. I don't care what you say in it, just review please…..pretty please?? I want…10 reviews…….9?……8?……7?…6?…5?…errr…4!!!! at least 4 please???? * drops on knees, and begs * I mean, there's no fun in writing a fic, without the reader's opinions. All suggestions are welcome. Remember, please, please,please, at least 4….
I know I'm a little hyper there….crazy@_@, but ummm…can't blame me…I've been typing nonstop for the last 3, 4 hours. It's a LOT for me. I dunno for other author's but that's very much for me.