A/N: Oh you guys are gonna love me for what I'm about to do to you...



Psychosis




Well, I can't say I feel normal. I can never say I feel normal, of course. But still... it feels like we've come to the end of something. Yes, we. You and me, me and you. We've had some great times, even though you're never there for other people. You're only there for me. You're my big sister. You're my best friend.

The end. This feels like the end. But I can't seem to work out whether it's the end of the beginning or... the beginning of the end. Or maybe it's the end of the end. I never thought it was going to end like this. I was a dreamer, what can I say? All these years of staring into space led me to believe that there's another place I can escape to.

Maybe what I haven't realised is that I've been going there too much over the last year, that I've neglected to think about my real family anymore. And this is where it's taken me. Alone. Phoebe's gone. Paige is almost as crazy as I am. I don't even know where she is. Leo's keeping his distance to the point that he rarely even comes if I call him unless it's an emergency... not that I ever call him.

Our powers are gone and we're off the demon radar. Maybe.

Is this it? Is this me? Is this who we're supposed to be? It sounds like a song. It sounds like a movie... a sad movie. Without the happy ending. This doesn't have a happy ending. I can't see myself ever smiling again. I can't see a lot of things.

People can't see a lot of things. They walk around, set on things, minds made up, never giving the chance of consideration to new experiences, fresh ideas, difference. I used to be like that and now I have the opposite problem: my mind's too open.

Well, I'm supposed to think that... but in honesty I believe that I have no other choice.

People wonder why I wander around oblivious to what's going on around me.

Perhaps now you know why.




The End



A/N: Keep 'em peeled on fanfiction over the next couple of days. This isn't over.