Chapter 3 EVERYTHING FOR THE ONE THING I CAN'T HAVE
By: ~*Angel Of Light*~, or Syaoran's Tenshi Itsumademo (Angel of light waz my old penname, datz why sum of my fics sayz it's written by ~*Angel Of Light*~)
Author's notes: Konnichiwa minna-san!! Arigato to all those who reviewed^_^, n if u haven't already, onegai R&R my other fics too! I might replace this chapter later 'cause i still have some editing to do, but i'm a lil too lazy rite now..ehehe, but newayz
Onegaii review!!
Sakura felt a funny twinkle, as she got up from bed. She got ready, and skated to school. She felt funny, and couldn't describe it. As she entered the school, she felt the strong aura. She entered the classroom, and heard minna-san talk about some new student. The sensai came in, and minna-san quieted down.
" Today we have a new student from Hong Kong, some of you may know him from Tomeoda elementary school," He said, and Syaoran came in. All the girls, stared at him, with hearts in their eyes anime style. But Syaoran's expression was as cold as ever. The Sensai pointed to the seat behind Sakura, and beside Tomoyo. He took his seat, and the class began. Sakura couldn't wait for the class to end, she had to talk to him.
When class finally ended, which seemed like eternity to Sakura. Syaoran stood up, and just walked out the door, as if Sakura didn't exist. She was a little hurt, but he is the one who's mad at her.
" Shaoran-kun, wait up!!" Sakura called. He stopped, but he didn't turn around to face her.
" What is it?" He asked in a monotone.
" I-I need to talk to you…could you and I have a talk at lunch?……At the outside of the school," Sakura said, just as the bell rang for their next class. She sighed and walked onto her next class. Syaoran just kindda froze there. He thought to himself.
The whole class, Syaoran's mind was on Sakura, and whether he should go or not. The next few classes passed by, and it was lunch period. He thought harshly, and walked to the front field of the school. Sakura stood there looking away, as he approached her. Sakura had been thinking of what to say to him, cause she knew she had to say something. " What do you want to talk about?" He asked nervously, but trying so hard to not let that show in his voice. " Umm….well, where were you these last few weeks??" She asked nervously. Syaoran's face hardened.
" Just walking around,….taking a break from pain." Sakura's eyes welled up again.
" G-g-gomen nasai Shaoran-kun…gomen nasai…." She said in a begging tone. He just looked away. " What are you trying to say or do here?" He asked.
"Is that all you're going to say? Gomen? * heh * I've already heard that way too many times to believe it." He said coldly.
"Gomen nasai, but I got to go eat my lunch now," He said and walked away. Tomoyo bumped into Syaoran as she came out to see where Sakura went.
" Daidouji-san," He said, and walked away. Tomoyo walked over to the crying Sakura.
" Sakura,…..daijoubu desu ka?" She asked softly. Sakura just held her head in her hands, and sobbing quietly.
" Sakura……..make yourself clear……do you still love Syaoran? Or are you just feeling guilty? Because it's two different things, and I can imagine how he feels," Tomoyo said. If she was any other friend, Sakura might have gotten real mad at her, but she was her best friend, it was her job to point Sakura's mistakes, and advice her.
" I don't know Tomoyo……" Sakura sobbed.
" Well,……figure it out," Tomoyo said, and led Sakura into the cafeteria, since it was freezing cold outside.
Syaoran wondered, why he even wanted to be mean to Sakura, he wanted to be with her, but he couldn't seem to find the words, or even find it in his heart to let go of it. And maybe Sakura DIDN"T want to be with him, just feeling guilty.
He went home that evening, feeling worst. He opened his door, and suddenly, out of nowhere someone jumped onto him, and put their hands around his neck.
"NANI?!?!?! Wa the heck---?!?!!" Syaoran yelled.
"Konnichiwa, Syaoran!!" The cheerful, annoying voice screeched.
"Oh, kami-sama, mou….you just couldn't STAY there, CAN you?!" He yelled. The person didn't loose their smile.
"Iie!!!" She yelled in his ear, over his own loud voice. He covered his ears.
"Whatever, I'm tired, don't bother me right now," he said, and walked into his room, slamming his door behind him. "Sugoi, what's wrong with Him?" She asked herself.
"Oh, ya!! I gotta call!!!" She said, and walked over to the phone.
"Konnichiwa? AHHH, IT"S You, I missed you!! How's everything with u guys?……….Oh no……..Ok, I'll come over right away!!" She called happily through the phone, and grabbed her coat. Locked the door, and ran down the street.
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Meanwhile, Sakura and Tasaoran:
DING DONG the doorbell rung. Sakura ran to the door, and opened it. "Sy-o, Tasaoran,…"Sakura said. Tasaoran smiled faintly. He knew he heard her say "Sy-" but he wasnt in the mood.
" Sakura,......" he whispered faintly.
" Daijoubo desu ka?" Sakura asked gently.
"M-my..... Otou-san just called me...... Okaa-san was seriously ill, and she d-died yesterday," Tasaoran said with tears in his eyes. Sakura leaned in and gave him a hug.
" She wouldn't be happy if she saw you cry right now........ and she's not really gone, she'll always be up there," Sakura pointed to the sky, " looking over you." She led Tasaoran to the living room, and gave him a cup of tea. Suddenly , the phone rang.
" Moshi Moshi, Kinomoto's residence," Sakura said into the phone. Syaoran was on the other end, he wanted to talk, but words couldn't come out of his mouth. He opened his mouth to say something, but then he heard,
" Sakura, who is it?" Tasaoran asked. Sakura shrugged. Syaoran slowly put the reciever down.
CLICK, the phone connection was disconnected.
" Gomen for taking up your time, and i better go now, i still have to fly to New York tomorrow to Okaa-san's funeral," Tasaoran said.
" It's Ok, I hope you feel better, Sayonara!" Sakura said as he left. She wanted to go and talk to Syaoran right then, but she couldn't, she felt guilty, Tasaoran is still her boyfriend.
Tasaoran needs her support at a time like this, but she's got so much worries on her hands already. She couldn't think straight, and this question still lingers in her mind. Was Syaoran her everything, or Tasaoran?
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Meanwhile, at Tomoyo's house:
" TOMOYO DAIDOUJI!!!!!"
Tomoyo turned around, and gasped, "MEI-LING-CHAN!!!!!!!!"
Author's notes:HAHA, Meiling is baaaaaaaaccccccccccccckkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!HEHHEHEHEHE,.....gomen, newayz, i got one word 4 minna-san,...REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai!!!!!!!!!! *drops on her knees, n cries till her house floods* pwwwweeeeeeeeeezzzzz!!!
By: ~*Angel Of Light*~, or Syaoran's Tenshi Itsumademo (Angel of light waz my old penname, datz why sum of my fics sayz it's written by ~*Angel Of Light*~)
Author's notes: Konnichiwa minna-san!! Arigato to all those who reviewed^_^, n if u haven't already, onegai R&R my other fics too! I might replace this chapter later 'cause i still have some editing to do, but i'm a lil too lazy rite now..ehehe, but newayz
Onegaii review!!
Sakura felt a funny twinkle, as she got up from bed. She got ready, and skated to school. She felt funny, and couldn't describe it. As she entered the school, she felt the strong aura. She entered the classroom, and heard minna-san talk about some new student. The sensai came in, and minna-san quieted down.
" Today we have a new student from Hong Kong, some of you may know him from Tomeoda elementary school," He said, and Syaoran came in. All the girls, stared at him, with hearts in their eyes anime style. But Syaoran's expression was as cold as ever. The Sensai pointed to the seat behind Sakura, and beside Tomoyo. He took his seat, and the class began. Sakura couldn't wait for the class to end, she had to talk to him.
When class finally ended, which seemed like eternity to Sakura. Syaoran stood up, and just walked out the door, as if Sakura didn't exist. She was a little hurt, but he is the one who's mad at her.
" Shaoran-kun, wait up!!" Sakura called. He stopped, but he didn't turn around to face her.
" What is it?" He asked in a monotone.
" I-I need to talk to you…could you and I have a talk at lunch?……At the outside of the school," Sakura said, just as the bell rang for their next class. She sighed and walked onto her next class. Syaoran just kindda froze there. He thought to himself.
The whole class, Syaoran's mind was on Sakura, and whether he should go or not. The next few classes passed by, and it was lunch period. He thought harshly, and walked to the front field of the school. Sakura stood there looking away, as he approached her. Sakura had been thinking of what to say to him, cause she knew she had to say something. " What do you want to talk about?" He asked nervously, but trying so hard to not let that show in his voice. " Umm….well, where were you these last few weeks??" She asked nervously. Syaoran's face hardened.
" Just walking around,….taking a break from pain." Sakura's eyes welled up again.
" G-g-gomen nasai Shaoran-kun…gomen nasai…." She said in a begging tone. He just looked away. " What are you trying to say or do here?" He asked.
"Is that all you're going to say? Gomen? * heh * I've already heard that way too many times to believe it." He said coldly.
"Gomen nasai, but I got to go eat my lunch now," He said and walked away. Tomoyo bumped into Syaoran as she came out to see where Sakura went.
" Daidouji-san," He said, and walked away. Tomoyo walked over to the crying Sakura.
" Sakura,…..daijoubu desu ka?" She asked softly. Sakura just held her head in her hands, and sobbing quietly.
" Sakura……..make yourself clear……do you still love Syaoran? Or are you just feeling guilty? Because it's two different things, and I can imagine how he feels," Tomoyo said. If she was any other friend, Sakura might have gotten real mad at her, but she was her best friend, it was her job to point Sakura's mistakes, and advice her.
" I don't know Tomoyo……" Sakura sobbed.
" Well,……figure it out," Tomoyo said, and led Sakura into the cafeteria, since it was freezing cold outside.
Syaoran wondered, why he even wanted to be mean to Sakura, he wanted to be with her, but he couldn't seem to find the words, or even find it in his heart to let go of it. And maybe Sakura DIDN"T want to be with him, just feeling guilty.
He went home that evening, feeling worst. He opened his door, and suddenly, out of nowhere someone jumped onto him, and put their hands around his neck.
"NANI?!?!?! Wa the heck---?!?!!" Syaoran yelled.
"Konnichiwa, Syaoran!!" The cheerful, annoying voice screeched.
"Oh, kami-sama, mou….you just couldn't STAY there, CAN you?!" He yelled. The person didn't loose their smile.
"Iie!!!" She yelled in his ear, over his own loud voice. He covered his ears.
"Whatever, I'm tired, don't bother me right now," he said, and walked into his room, slamming his door behind him. "Sugoi, what's wrong with Him?" She asked herself.
"Oh, ya!! I gotta call!!!" She said, and walked over to the phone.
"Konnichiwa? AHHH, IT"S You, I missed you!! How's everything with u guys?……….Oh no……..Ok, I'll come over right away!!" She called happily through the phone, and grabbed her coat. Locked the door, and ran down the street.
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Meanwhile, Sakura and Tasaoran:
DING DONG the doorbell rung. Sakura ran to the door, and opened it. "Sy-o, Tasaoran,…"Sakura said. Tasaoran smiled faintly. He knew he heard her say "Sy-" but he wasnt in the mood.
" Sakura,......" he whispered faintly.
" Daijoubo desu ka?" Sakura asked gently.
"M-my..... Otou-san just called me...... Okaa-san was seriously ill, and she d-died yesterday," Tasaoran said with tears in his eyes. Sakura leaned in and gave him a hug.
" She wouldn't be happy if she saw you cry right now........ and she's not really gone, she'll always be up there," Sakura pointed to the sky, " looking over you." She led Tasaoran to the living room, and gave him a cup of tea. Suddenly , the phone rang.
" Moshi Moshi, Kinomoto's residence," Sakura said into the phone. Syaoran was on the other end, he wanted to talk, but words couldn't come out of his mouth. He opened his mouth to say something, but then he heard,
" Sakura, who is it?" Tasaoran asked. Sakura shrugged. Syaoran slowly put the reciever down.
CLICK, the phone connection was disconnected.
" Gomen for taking up your time, and i better go now, i still have to fly to New York tomorrow to Okaa-san's funeral," Tasaoran said.
" It's Ok, I hope you feel better, Sayonara!" Sakura said as he left. She wanted to go and talk to Syaoran right then, but she couldn't, she felt guilty, Tasaoran is still her boyfriend.
Tasaoran needs her support at a time like this, but she's got so much worries on her hands already. She couldn't think straight, and this question still lingers in her mind. Was Syaoran her everything, or Tasaoran?
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Meanwhile, at Tomoyo's house:
" TOMOYO DAIDOUJI!!!!!"
Tomoyo turned around, and gasped, "MEI-LING-CHAN!!!!!!!!"
Author's notes:HAHA, Meiling is baaaaaaaaccccccccccccckkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!HEHHEHEHEHE,.....gomen, newayz, i got one word 4 minna-san,...REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai, onegai!!!!!!!!!! *drops on her knees, n cries till her house floods* pwwwweeeeeeeeeezzzzz!!!