Chapter 4 EVERYTHING FOR THE ONE THING I CAN'T HAVE
By: Syaoran's Tenshi Itsumademo
Author's Notes: Konnichiwa minna-san! Here's Chapter 4, I've been working on, and I've decided from now on, I'm making a Thank You section for all the reviewers, even though I don't get a lot L Demo, I'm still very appreciative of all of those who did review~ And, also I'll add a Japanese Translations section, for some of you that don't understand some of the Japanese words, so just to let you all know, and Onegaii REVIEW!!!!
Tin – Arigato for the review, and hai, sumtimes it is getting boring, there might be sum actions here later on too, demo not too much, well, I always like to keep it S&S romance, onegai review this chapter too~!
Sakura Bunnie- arigato for the review, and did I make it seem like Meiling and Syaoran were boyfriend girlfriend? Well it wasn't supposed to be….ehehe, just trying to show the "usual" meiling lol… cya on msn~ n Onegai review~
butterfly_grl4 – ehh….it will be, don't worry, n onegai review~
Emzo – Arigato for the review!! I'm glad u liked my story ^_^ I hope u will like this chapter too, well, onegaii review ~!!
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Meiling
sat across from Syaoran, and studied him for a long
time. Syaoran was emotionless, and seemed as though,
he had forgotten Meiling had came back. Meiling stared at him, with hurt in her eyes. She wasn't
hurt that Syaoran didn't notice her, she was pained,
to see him like that. She knew his reasons, and Syaoran
has meant most to her, even though she knew Syaoran
would never be hers, she wants his happiness.
"Syaoran……something wrong between you and Kinomoto-san?" Meiling asked. Syaoran nodded.
" She doesn't love me anymore, she's got someone else," he said.
"Then why are you still here?" Meiling asked. Syaoran didn't know how to answer.
" would you do anything for her? Would even give up your life for her?" Meiling asked.
"Hai, of course I will, how could I not?" Syaoran replied.
" Then try to sort things out with her!" Meiling said.
" Demo….how do I know, that she would really do the same, she's got a boyfriend, why would she waste what she has, on me?" Syaoran asked. Meiling grew silent. She sighed, and went into her room. And Syaoran continued to stare into space, seeing nothing through his eyes, even though it was open.
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"Tomoyo-Chan…..I think this shouldn't go on….Syaoran's just like a lifeless, hopless, soulless, shell now, and Kinomoto-san seems to be confused and stressed at the same time, it hurts me," Meiling said to Tomoyo, the next day at her house. Tomoyo nodded.
" Hai, Meiling-Chan…I agree, demo, I don't know how to help," Tomoyo said sadly.
"Well, I've thought of something, it may be unfair to them, demo, it will get things straighten out once and for all," Meiling said firmly. Tomoyo looked at her in surprise, and curiosity.
"What is it, Meiling-Chan, I hope it won't hurt Sakura-Chan or Li-Kun," Tomoyo asked.
" It might hurt them, demo it will be controlled, and it's the only way," Meiling Said. Tomoyo sighed, demo nodded.
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would you die for kinomoto-san? Meiling's words stuck in Syaorans head that night, as he lay in his bed, thinking.
Could you really sacrifice all you have, everything that you hav, everything that meant to you, your pride, your hope, your heart, your life?
Syaoran asked himself over and over again. A part of him was angered, raged, another part of it was of Sadness, sorrows, pain, hurt, and then there was the part of him, which felt , lost, and mixed feelings of anger, sadness, love, pain.
Sakura was at her bed, and in her mind, she screamed to stop thinking about Syaoran and the incident, she screamed at herself to let her fall into sleep, and wishing all of it was a dream when she wakes up.
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Meiling called Yelan Li that night, and had the elders help transport her to them, to discuss something (author's notes: Ya, I kno, it doesn't exist the transporting thingy, I just made it up, so if you were wondering, I made it up, ok? Ok…back to the story)
Meiling stood in front of the elders.
" I have a request, it's concerning Xiao Lang," Meiling said.
" What is it?" One of the Elders asked.
" I require the help of your magic, to work out a plan of mine," Meiling said.
"And what is the plan?" The Elders asked.
" It's a plan to get XiaoLang's feelings for the Card Mistress sorted out," Meiling answered.
" well, what does that have to do with us?" The elders asked.
" He is in a bad shape right now, and if his heart is still confused, he won't ever be able to give all his time, and effort and really put his heart into the Li Clan, plus, he might come back earlier if the result makes him," Meiling said, quivering, because the Elders were powerful, and she didn't want to offend them. The elders looked at each other, and discussed it quietly with one another, they finally looked at Meiling.
" Ok, we will help," The elders said.
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Syaoran awoke the next morning, in a cold sweat. I feel a strong aura, mixed, demo, why? Where could it be from? It's not like Clow Reeds, and is definitely not Sakura's….. what could it be?! Syaoran thought to himself. Demo, he just ignored it, hoping everything will go right.
When he got to school, that morning, he saw Sakura sitting at her desk, with a shocked expression. Sakura went over to talk with Tomoyo, and her expression was serious, her expression was like the one, she used to have, when they found a clow card, or when something wrong was happening. Syaoran knew something was wrong.
"Tomoyo-chan!! I can't believe it! Demo, not even Kero knows whats really going on…." Sakura said.
" Oh, that's horrible….you're going to have to find it back soon!" Tomoyo cried. Syaoran turned around.
" Li-Kun! Just the right time, The Windy card, just got freed!" Tomoyo cried. Syaoran stared at her with shock.
"Demo, how could that happen? How did it set free, who did it?!" Syaoran asked. Tomoyo shrugged and shook her head. He looked over to Sakura, and she was just as confused. Syaoran sighed.
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Syaoran was walking home, after school, and he suddenly felt a faint magic zip past. He blinked, and looked all around him. It felt like a card, demo, it was strangely strong. Stronger than it had been before. He ran, trying to sense where it was, demo, suddenly, he felt a pink aura, It was strong, demo, it was weakening, and now it was faint, and he could barely sense it. SAKURA!! Syaoran quickly, ran to the direction. And there, at the park, Tomoyo was unconscious at the tree, and Ceroberus was spread on the ground, Yue was holding his left arm, and trying to get a grip, and stand up. Sakura, was running, and running. Syaoran blinked, it's so strong, so much stronger….demo, why? But he didn't have the time, Sakura was in danger. He ran over to Sakura, and pulled Sakura out of it's way, and Sakura was weak, she huddled in his arms, and her eyes trying to keep open.
" SAKURA!!!" Syaoran yelled, as she fainted in his arms. He looked up and he saw Windy headed his way, Syaoran tried to dodge it, demo, he was feeling weak, lately, he had been terribly weak, and was often drifting off. He covered Sakura with his own body, and prepared to be hit. He gazed back at the windy, it was headed straight at him, She was in her true form, and her eyes were………red? He squeezed his eyes shut…..and……
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Author's notes: Did that make much sense? Gomen ne, if it didn't, and I know this chapter was short, demo, ONEGAII REVIEW!! Any Comments are Welcomed~ JA NE~
Japanese
Translations:::
Sakura Kinomoto = Sakura Avalon
Li Syaoran(Japanese form)/Xiao Lang(chinese form) = Li Showron
Tomoyo Daidouji = Madison
Taylor
Li Meiling = Meilin Rae
Konnichiwa= Hi
Minna-san = Everyone
Hai = Yes/ Ok
Demo = But
Arigato = Thank you
Onegaii = Please