Chapter 6 EVERYTHING FOR THE ONE THING I CAN'T
HAVE
Author's Notes: Konnichiwa minna-san!! Sugoi..i'm actually starting this so soon..i'm usually very lazy, as you can see…^^ Well, I didn't get any complaints on my last chapter, tho I guess, when I re-read it myself, I did find a lotta constant ~~~~ borders/dividers always skipping scenes…but I dunno..i like to skip around, I hope this chapter will be good…..*hopes*
Legend:
Italics- Thoughts of a character
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*author's notes* - Author's notes (my notes)
((….)) – Extra Info.
Thank yous:
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SAKURA LOVER- Yep, u did read this be4, But I'm so glad u reviewed! It's ok bout saying my chapter was short, cuz I guess, it can be short, compared to other stories, like my friend, Chibi Kawaii Tomoyo-Chan's chapters r like TEN pages!! @.@ o wel.. N as for the eyes, looking at nuthin through open eyes, well it sorta means, he's not really thinking about nething, he's jus sorta…blank..if u kno wut I mean.. sorry if its confusing!
As for setting Syaoran up with Shiko, well I've surely thought of that, and maybe yes, maybe not, I won't really say it now, or it will ruin everything.Well, thankies, n plz review this too!! ^^
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Author's notes: Okie dokie…well I surely hope everyone will enjoy this chapter like the last one, if there's anything that I could change in, feel free to let me kno, it's readers like you that makes me a better writer! ^^
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Syaoran wandered around the streets of Tomoeda, it was a school day, but he didn't care, he didn't feel like going to school. It's been weeks, he's tired of this all. He wasn't sure what the dream meant. To let go of what she did wrong, or to let go her to Tasaoran? Well, whatever it meant, he was sure it wasn't something easy to do, or sumthing he wanted to do neither. Broken promises are so painful, especially when he did his part, but she didn't.
Today, he felt like the day he'd felt, when he wandered around, almost killing himself, and…….meeting Shiko. He suddenly remembered about Shiko. I wonder what's up with her now…. I want advice, I need advice now, I don't know what to do, maybe I should go and visit Shiko…but she's probably at school right now, *sighs* Syaoran thought. He was so tired of being alone, he was so tired of leaning on himself, he wanted to lean on somebody's shoulders for once, wanted to be comforted for once. He walked past a craft shop, and saw a Teddy bear making set. He leaned on the glass case, and peered in. It was a Light Brown coloured Teddy bear on the box. He didn't know why, but he went inside, and shoved his hands in his pocket, fetching for money. He found enough money, and Put it on the counter. He pointed at the teddy bear kit to the Clerk, and he bought it.
He stared at it. It looked like the one he made for Sakura so many years ago, when he was so deeply in love, when everywhere seems to be heaven, whenever she's around. Now, it seems so painful just to look at her. A tear rolled onto his cheek. Why does it have to be like this?? Ugggghhh He thought angrily.
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Sakura glanced nervously around her seat, not spotting Syaoran, she was worried. Where could he be now?? She asked herself worriedly. Suddenly Tasaoran came into the class room, with a sad smile.
"Tasaoran Jun, welcome back," the sensai greeted Tasaoran. Tasaoran bowed politely, and came up to his seat beside Sakura. He smiled at Sakura.
"You're back! Daijoubo desu ka?" Sakura whispered.
"It's still rather upsetting, but I'll be ok, I missed," he whispered in her ear, sending chills down her back. She smiled weakly. Tasaoran kissed her hand lightly, and went to work. Sakura sighed heavily. She couldn't say she didn't love Tasaoran, because she does. But she definitely couldn't say she doesn't love Syaoran neither. She loved both of them, she knows it's not fair to them, and she wished she could make an answer, but she couldn't. They both meant so much to her, she couldn't possibly choose. Tasaoran didn't feel too well in the middle of class, so he had to go home, even though he didn't want to. *Author's notes: Don't worry, he's not evil and is not trying to harm Sakura or Syaoran*
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Meiling hid behind the school. Meiling smiled evilly, and chanted something. Suddenly, a tornado appeared, it swirled towards the school.
Sakura suddenly looked around her, feeling a strong sense of magic, it was nothing she'd ever felt before, not like a clow card, it was an aura, but it didn't belong to anyone she knew. It was a red aura, it was strange, there was no evilness in it, yet it had such a tricky sensation. *author's notes: does dat make sense? I'm sorry if it doesn't* She looked out the window. She froze in horror. There was a humongous tornado headed her way, with a strong aura within it. She looked around the classroom, there were tons of students, it could be dangerous, she got up, and got permission to the washroom. She transformed her wand, and released the sleep card. Everyone went to sleep. She expected the card was looking after her, so it shouldn't be harmful to the school, if she led it the other way. So she took out the fly card, and flew out of the school.
"Who's out there, I can sense your red aura, WHO IS IT?!" Sakura yelled in the raging wind. The sky was grey, and the wind was blowing crazily. She could hardly see anything, with her hair blown all over her face. Meiling chanted something, to make the wind more powerful, she couldn't let Sakura concentrate and sense her, or her plans would be completely ruined. Meiling kept Sakura busy with the raging wind, while she concentrated, and talked to Syaoran telepathically.
"Little wolf…Little wolf..Little wolf," a meiling whispered in a different voice, the voices reaching Syaoran only. Syaoran looked around him and couldn't find anyone, he looked around, nobody seemed to have heard anything.
"Little wolf…Little wolf…If you want your little Card mistress not to die, better go find her now, or it'll be too late," she whispered hauntingly.
Syaoran looked around frantically, he quickly, took out his pendant, not caring if there was anyone looking at him or not, he called out his wind element, and carried himself to the school, the raging wind, blew against him, he could hardly stand still, he landed on the ground, but could hardly walk. He sensed the aura then, it felt so familiar to him, but he was too busy looking around, trying to find Sakura, he concentrated himself, even though it was so hard to, when the wind blew against him heavily. He couldn't live without her, he needed her, he was starting to be scared, he couldn't sense her aura, he couldn't find her aura. Then he finally located her aura, it was from the back of the school. He ran over, with difficulties, because the wind was blowing so massively.
When he finally managed to get around the corner to the back of the School, he saw something that made him so pained, yet felt so strange. Tasaoran was holding onto Sakura, to keep her from flying away since the wind was so strong, Sakura was shivering in the cold, and Tasaoran embraced her. She wanted to find where the aura was, but she couldn't leave his arms.
"SAKURA!! AISHITERU!!" Tasaoran yelled in the loud background, Sakura looked at him painfully, and leaned her head on his shoulders. She felt so secure, she couldn't leave his arms. Tasaoran came back to the school because he'd forgotten something, and found Sakura in the raging winds. Meiling looked at her unbelievably, she chanted something in Chinese softly, and the wind and everything disappeared. Syaoran hid behind the wall, looking at the couple, with tears in his eyes. He shook his head violently, and leaned back on the wall. He turned around once more, and saw Sakura safely in Tasaoran's arms, smiling. Syaoran quickly ran away, He didn't see where he was headed, and bumped into someone.
"Gomen Nasai," Syaoran bowed. He looked up to see a smiling Shiko. His eyes widened.
"It's ok Syaoran-kun," Shiko said cheerfully. She titled her head to the side, and glanced at Syaoran. She sighed.
"You don't look so good, what's wrong?" She asked lightly. He swallowed, and shook his head.
"Is it your Sakura you've told me so much about?" She asked. He nodded slowly.
"You want to come over to my house and have a talk?" He asked quietly, he wanted to tell somebody about how he felt then, it was so painful, he was tired of being alone, he've had enough. Shiko shrugged, and followed him.
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Syaoran got some tea to serve her, and they sat down. He explained everything that's happened, Shiko didn't make a comment, she didn't say what he did was right or wrong, or tell him what he should do or should've done. She just sat there, and listened to every word he said. He felt better after sharing with someone his problems, but it didn't give him a solution. Syaoran finished, and waited for Shiko to comment. She just sipped on her tea, and smiled casually.
"Don't look at things so complicated sometimes, just look at it the simple way. Listen to your heart, listen to yourself," She said, and did not say more. He didn't understand what she really meant, but he felt better.
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The next day, Syaoran showed up at school, and pretended nothing happened the day before, he went on with his usual behavior. Meiling stayed at home, because she wasn't staying that long, and she decided she'd rather stay home.
Sakura walked through the hallways at lunch, and she accidentally dropped her books, as she bent down to collect her books, a slender hand reached for her book, and passed it to her. Sakura looked up, and saw a smiling girl, with Dark brown hair, and kind grayish blue eyes.
"Arigato…ano..what's your name?" Sakura asked, after she bowed politely.
"I'm Shiko Kio, and you are Sakura Kinomoto?" She said kindly. Sakura looked surprised.
"Hai…how'd you know my name?" She asked.
"Oh..lucky guess," She said smiling. Sakura smiled back. They walked out to the field outside of the school. They found similarities in each other, and they made friends quickly. Sakura could've never guessed Shiko knew Syaoran.
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Author's Notes: Oh…Gomen Nasai if this was too short!! Sorry for the lack of S&S, ehe..don't kill me!!! Hmm..I don't think I've ever updated so fast!! Well..newayz, plz feel free to comment however u want, PLZ PLZ PLZ REVIEW!!!! *sobs* I beeegggg u…REVIEW!!!!! If you got ne kind of comments, if you want to point out my mistakes, plz do so, I'd be glad to change it. *bows* Ja Ne!
Japanese Translations:
Sakura Kinomoto- Sakura Avalon
Li Syaoran – Li Showron
Tomoyo Daidouji – Madison Taylor
Daijoubo desu ka? – Are you Ok?
Ano- Umm.
Sensai – Teacher
Gomen Nasai- So sorry
Aishiteru- I love you * tho I've seen lots of other forms, I'm not too sure if this is correct*
Minna-san - Everyone