Chapter 7
Everything
For The One Thing I can't Have
Author's Notes: Konnichiwa minna-san!!
Was it really THAT long since I updated?..^^' cuz Evil Emzo has been
complaining. *rubs my head* owwieee…arigato for ur whack!
Lol.
Newayz…I usually get pretty lost when its time to
update. But I always finish typing my chapter in a day,
or two if I started late. Unfortunately, my mom limited my time on the computer
to 1 and a half hour on weekends, n 1 hour in weekdays. *sighs* it'll take me a
much longer time to get this finished that way. It's a little PG-13 at the near end of the story for horror, and
blood graphic scenes. I hope minna-san will
enjoy this chapter!!
Legend:
Italics – Thoughts of a character.
~~~~~~~ - Scene Changes/divider.
*author's notes* - author's notes/my notes.
((….)) – Extra Info.
Thank you's-
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Author's notes:…*counts* hmm…11 ppl reviewed this time! I kno I don't get too much reviews, but I'm pretty happy already…n once again, Thank you everybody who reviewed, and I'm glad I didn't get any flames this time. But remember, always feel free to point out my mistakes, criticize if u please. I'm sorry if there's any grammar mistakes, I'm not the best English writer in the world, in fact I'm pretty stupid,…so…ehehe…^^'
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Syaoran was heading to school. It has been 3 days since, he
last talked to Sakura. He questioned himself over, and over again, about why he
should stay. That dream he had last time, kept jumping back into his brain. He
couldn't get it out of his head. As he turned around the corner in the hall, he
saw Tasaoran and Sakura holding hands walking down
the stairs. Syaoran couldn't help, but notice the
smile placed on Sakura's lips…The smile that had once only showed for him, and him alone. There was no anger left in Syaoran, because he was tired of being angry, and he
couldn't be angry when he saw Sakura's genki
expression on her angelic face. His heart seemed to have turned into stone, but
it wasn't. Every touch of pain was sensed by him, and tears couldn't help, but
flow down his rough skin. He didn't realize he had 5 minutes before the bell
rang, and he hadn't gotten his books out yet.
"WAI!!"
Meiling tapped on Syaoran's
shoulder. Syaoran jumped, and snapped back into
reality.
"Meiling,
what are you doing here? I thought you said you were going to stay home," Syaoran asked tiredly. Meiling
pouted.
"Well I'm bored, and I
want to see how my favorite cousin is doing with his chibi
ying fa," Meiling said, with a w ink. Syaoran's
cheeks grew red.
" I'm
going to be late, Ja ne,"
he waved, and ran to his class.
"Mr.Li, you're late, please take your seat, and never let
this happen again," the sensai said strictly. Syaoran walked back to his seat, annoyed. Sakura side-glanced Syaoran in curiosity.
He was always punctual, but today he was late. Syaoran
stared at the back of Sakura's head, and tears welled up in his eyes again, but
he fought his tears, and refused to let it fall. He was strong, and he
shouldn't let weakness show.
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After
school, Sakura bumped into Syaoran in the hallway.
Sakura bit her lip nervously, and asked to talk to him for a few minutes.
"…What is it, kinomoto-san?" Syaoran asked, as
if she was a stranger. Sakura winced at the sound of the unfamiliar name "kinomoto-san".
"Li-kun….I'm still
very confused about my feelings, and please understand, that I'm really sorry,"
Sakura said quietly.
"…do I have a place in
your heart…Sakura?" Syaoran said, sounding hopeful,
as his anger disappears a little.
"I don't know…. I
haven't seen you in such a long time, I don't know." She said.
"Are you happy being
with me?" he asked.
"I…."
"Are you happy with
him?" he asked.
"hai…"
"Then there's the
answer," he said angrily, and ran away. Sakura stood in the middle of the hall,
looking down.
What
did I just do?! Sakura screamed to herself in her head. Images of Tasaoran embracing her tightly appeared in her mind. Images
of Syaoran smiling to her flashed in her mind. She
looked up again, and saw Shiko coming up the stairs.
"Konnichiwa Shiko-Chan!" Sakura smiled weakly. Shiko
looked up, and waved cheerfully.
"Konnichiwa
Sakura-Chan," she replied. They walked out to the park, and Sakura suddenly
popped a question out of nowhere.
"Who are
you?" she asked. Shiko looked at Sakura strangely.
"Who am I? I'm Shiko Kio, you already know that,"
She said confusedly. Sakura blushed in embarrassment.
"Gomen
Nasai, I didn't know where that came from, it's just
that sometimes you're so mysterious, but you seem to know everything, as if you've
known me for a lifetime," Sakura explained. Shiko
chuckled.
" I'm just a person that likes to make friends…perhaps
because I feel surprisingly attached to you, it feels like what I did before
too," Shiko said. For the first time, she looked down
in regret and depression. Sakura blinked.
"You mean, my situation with Syaoran?"
Sakura asked. She had talked to Shiko about Syaoran before. Shiko shrugged
carelessly. She smiled sadly at Sakura. I
know more about you, than you can guess... Shiko
thought, not especially intended for Sakura to hear, but for some reason,
Sakura looked around curiously. What was
that voice?I could've swore I
heard something! Sakura thought.
"What's the matter?"
Shiko asked confusedly.
"N-nothing…I think I
should go now, Oni-chan will get angry I'm late
again," Sakura said, and went home.
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Syaoran was at his desk finishing up his homework, but suddenly….. "AHHHHHHH"
"Kaijuu, I left
something at the office, I need it for tomorrow, so I'm going now, Otou-san's coming back tonight later," Touya
told Sakura that night. Sakura rolled her eyes.
"I'm not a little
girl, I can take care of myself," Sakura complained, and Touya
muttered "kaijuu" on his way out. Sakura held up her
fist angrily. She went to her room, and plopped down on her bed tiredly.
Suddenly the door bell rang. Oni-Chan must have
forgotten something again. She went downstairs. Suddenly, she sensed a
strange aura. She looked around a bit panicked. She opened the door.
"Oni-….Li-Kun! What are you doing here at this time?"
Sakura asked. Her eyes widened, as she saw a sword wound on his chest, and
blood dripping on the floor. He leaned on the door, and coughed. Sakura quickly
brought him upstairs to the living room. She called for Kero,
but there was no answer. That's Strange…where's
kero? But she had no time to think. She ran to
get a wet towel, and soaked up some blood. She panicked, and ran for the phone.
She took up the phone, but it had no dialing tone. She looked at the phone in
her hands. What's going on?! She thought,
scared. If I don't call for help now, Shaoran-kun will die! She thought scared. She turned
around. Her mouth fell open. The blood was gone, and the sword wound
disappeared. She backed away slowly, in horror, she glanced at Syaoran. He stood up and his hair covered his face. He walked
closer to her. Sakura trembled.
"Sh-sh-sh-Shaoran….what are you doing?" Sakura quivered. Suddenly
he reached behind him, and pulled out his sword.
"You…you
hurt me, you broke my heart, and lied to me. You will pay." He said, edging closer
to her step by step.
"…Shaoran-kun…" she trembled more. Her hand grabbed her key
around her neck. She released her wand. She took out her sword card. She shook
her head.
"Shaoran..onegaii don't do this,"
she said. He didn't listen, he kept walking towards her. He looked up, and his eyes snapped open…they
were blood-red coloured. He flung his sword to her, Sakura blocked it using her sword. His strength was
surprisingly strong. Sakura's strength suddenly became no match to his. He
swung his sword furiously. Finally, Sakura was cornered.
"KERO-CHAN!!!" Sakura screamed, but there was no respond. She was too weak, and she collapse to the ground. She looked up at Syaoran's blood-red eyes. A red aura surrounded him. Sakura hugged her knees close to her chest. Syaoran was about to slice into Sakura's flesh, when he started to tremble. Sakura looked up. Syaoran was trembling, and he seemed to be struggling with something. He held his head in his hands, and he started to shout.
" I WILL NOT LET YOU HARM SAKURA" he screamed at himself. Sakura looked confused. What was going on?! Syaoran seemed to be trying to break through something. The red aura had gotten into Syaoran, and it took over him. The strength he had before, hadn't belonged to the red aura though, it was the strength released from his anger. Syaoran wasn't going to kill Sakura with his own hands, he struggled to get control. But it was too strong. He couldn't get out of it's control. He got one glance of Sakura in his warm amber eyes, before it turned to blood-red again. Sakura had tears streamed down her face. Syaoran grew angry that this force used him to hurt Sakura. He was angry Sakura was hurt. But he was helpless. So he took all his strength, to get a little control, he took his sword up. It wasn't aimed at Sakura…it was aimed at himself. If I can't recover my control, I'll kill this body….Sakura…I won't let anything hurt you…aishiteru.
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Author's Notes: Hoooeee…. I scared myself typing the last few paragraphs. Newayz…Gomen nasai
if it was a little too short!! I'll try to make the next chapter longer.. Plz remember to review!! Ja ne!
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Japanese Translations:
Chibi – Little/Small
Sensai – Teacher
Gomen Nasai – So Sorry
Kaijuu – Monster
Onegaii – Please
Otou-san – Father
Oni-chan – Older Brother
Minna-san – Everyone
Ja ne – Later/see you later