Chapter 8 Everything For The One Thing I Can't Have
Author's Notes: HIYA!!...how long has it been since I updated? I duno….well I'll start n type my butt off….i hafent been very happy these days, depressed bou life, friends, love….but I'm feeling better now, so I'm going start working on this…..well it's not like anyone carez, but ya….=S…Plz Review!
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Italics- A Character's thoughts
~~~~~- Scene Changers/dividers
*author's notes*- author's notes/my notes
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Authors' notes:…la la….huh? o… newayz…I duno, I suck, n dis mite suck too….so I apologize now, if derz ne mistakes or nonsense in da story..plz do forgive me, and any critizes are welcomed. ^-^
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Syaoran closed his eyes shut, and his sword came down to his heart.
Ruby red eyes opened wide in surprise. I knew he loved her….but he's so serious… she was going to let go of the spell, but she suddenly lost her balance in her hiding place, and slipped. She rubbed her back. Owww…. She looked up instantly when she realized he was still in the spell…oh NO…she panicked. The sword jabbed into his flesh. She immediately took off the spell. She bit her lip hard. What have I done?!
"SHAORAN-KUN!!!!" Sakura screamed. Syaoran suddenly opened his eyes, and realized he has control again…he dropped his sword to the ground, and he fell to his knees. His chest was bleeding, the cut hasn't reached to the heart, but he was loosing blood. Sakura ran to him, and held him. His eyelids fluttered open and shut. He was loosing consciousness.
"You can't leave me…don't…" Sakura begged, and tears fell down her cheeks, and touched his cheeks, his head was on her lap, and he laid there bleeding. Sakura sobbed. She opened her mouth to say the words Syaoran's ever desired to hear. I Love You. She opened her mouth, but no sound came out. She couldn't make out a sound. Syaoran looked into her emerald eyes, Sakura….can I hear those words? I can die happy….peacefully knowing you do……his heart pleaded. He winced in pain, as blood oozed out of his wound. Sakura wanted to say those words….but she couldn't. Syaoran looked at her in pain…he gritted his teeth. Sakura opened her mouth to say sumthin, Syaoran slowly lifted his trembling finger to her lip, telling her not to say anything.
"If you don't love me, It's ok…..I hope Tasaoran takes good care of you,…..I…Love …You, Sakura-chan" He forced those words out of his mouth, and he fell unconscious. Sakura hugged him close. She shook in fear. The Ambulance came, and took Syaoran to the Hospital. Sakura didn't call the ambulance, so she wondered how they knew.
"Syaoran…onegaii be ok, I didn't mean for this to happen," Meiling whispered.
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RIIING RIING
"Moshimoshi, Tomoyo speaking," Tomoyo said into the phone.
"Tomoyo-Chan? It's Sakura-chan…." Sakura said.
"Hiya…what's wrong?" Tomoyo asked, hearing by the tone of Sakura's voice, something was wrong.
"It's…It's…Shaoran-kun…" Sakura said
"nani?" Tomoyo asked.
"It's too long to explain here..he's in the hospital, Tomoeda Hospital," Sakura said
"I'll be right there," Tomoyo said.
"And tell Eriol-kun and Meiling-chan, ja" Sakura said, still shaken, she hung up. Tomoyo frowned.
"…Eriol-kun?" Tomoyo said into the phone after she dialed his number.
"Konnichiwa Tomoyo-Chan," Eriol said sweetly and politely.
"..Sakura-chan just called, she said Li-kun's in the hospital, she didn't say any other details, I'm going right now," Tomoyo said. Eriol Frowned.
"well…ja I got to tell Meiling" Tomoyo hung up.
*author's notes: aww…so tired of writing phone convos! O well….*
"wai" Meiling said into the phone.
"MEiling –chan!!! Li-kun's in the hospital!!" Tomoyo said worriedly.
"Yah…I know.." Meiling said, a bit ashamed.
"…Meiling-chan…is this part of your 'plan'" Tomoyo asked.
"I didn't mean for him to be hurt, but he's strong, he'll be fine," Meiling said a little scared herself. Tomoyo nodded..
"I hope so…well ja" Tomoyo said, and hung up.
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Sakura sat beside Syaoran's bed. Tears streamed down her face. Meiling went to get some water for them, as Tomoyo and Eriol ran into the room.
"Sakura-Chan..what happened?!" Tomoyo asked worriedly. Sakura slowly explained everything. Syaoran didn't die, but he was really weak, and he had to stay in the hospital for a period of time.
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A slender hand placed flowers beside Syaoran's bed. She smiled, and went to open the windows. Syaoran hadn't woken up from last time yet. The sunlight hit his face, and his eyes fluttered. He slowly opened his eyes.
"S-Shiko-chan…" he said weakly. Shiko smiled.
"I heard from kinomoto-san that you came to the hospital, how are you feeling?" shiko asked. Syaoran sighed..he wanted to see Sakura the first thing, but she wasn't there. I guess….this proves it..she really doesn't love me… He sat up slowly.
"so, how are you feeling?" Shiko asked.
"I'm fine…" Syaoran said bitterly. She didn't ask him about how he got hurt, so he didn't mention it.
"Well…I got to go, when you come out, we can find some time and have a drink or something…." Shiko said with a smile. *author's notes: it's not as in a DATE, It's jus normal friends going out..ok? ok..* Syaoran tried to smile, but couldn't.
"I thought you got hurt, but I didn't know it hurts when you smile," she said with a chuckle. He forced a tiny smile on his lips. She waved good bye, and she went out.
Syaoran's eyes slowly fell closed, and he went to sleep. He tossed and turned. A Hand with the softest skin he's ever felt, it slowly cupped his cheek. Syaoran's eyes opened, and saw Sakura. Sakura quickly took her hand back, and smiled embarrassed.
"K-konnichiwa Shaoran-kun," she said, blushing all kinds of red.
"Konnichiwa Sakura-san," he said.
"…I don't know what to say, because…." Sakura stammered.
"because….there's nothing for you to say. If you want to thank me for what happened, then your welcomed, if you're not, there's nothing you need to say," he snapped. Sakura winced at his tone.
"Shaoran…I just wanted to say, that you're one of the friend I'll never forget, I didn't know you can give away so much for me," she said, and leaned forward to give him a hug. His hand laid on his side, he didn't return her hug. He looked into her eyes. She…didn't know? I LOVE her, and…..i'm her FRIEND? He yelled at himself inside. I'M SO STUPID….. those words stung him bad. He had wanted to see her so much, to see her angelic face, and her cheerful self, the smile that was brighter than the stars in the sky. But now he didn't want to see her face, everytime he looks at her, into her eyes, he drowns into the pool of emerald pain. He's afraid he'll burst in front of her.
"I'm tired…I'm going to sleep now," he said, and he turned to the other side. Sakura smiled weakly.
"…ano..ok.." she said, and turned to the door. When she got to the door, she turned around again. A tear rolled down his cheek, as he tried so hard to forget her.
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A Week Later:
Shiko and Syaoran came to the same restaurant they went the first time they met. Syaoran remembered the stupid things he did, and couldn't help but mentally whack himself.
"so, how's it been?" Shiko asked. Syaoran shrugged.
"nothing…'cept that I'm sick of the hospital beds, and the big fat nurses," he said, disgust in his expression. Shiko laughed.
Meanwhile:
"Kaijuu, go get the stuff for dinner tonight," Touya said to Sakura. Sakura turned red in anger. She held her fist up.
"I AM NOT A KAIJUU!!!!" She screamed, and stomped on his foot hard.
"OWWW" Touya yelled, grabbing his food. Sakura went out the door, to the store.
"…Aww it's closed today…well where am I going to get the groceries now? Oh, I think I remember a store at the other side," Sakura said. She roller skated to the other side, which she doesn't always go to.
After she finished her groceries, she was skating back home, but she past by a restaurant on the way. She accidentally dropped a can, she stopped to pick up, as she looked up…..she saw inside the restaurant….
A table….with …Shiko….and……..Syaoran.
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Author's Notes: hiya! Soo..how was this chapter? Is it too short? I'm SO SORRY If it's too SHORT, but well….ok, if it is then I'll really hafta try harder next time. =P newayz, PLZ REVIEW!!! And same thing for readers. IF YOU WANT ME TO EMAIL YOU WHEN I UPDATE, PLZ TELL ME IN YOUR REVIEW! Okie dokie, SEE YA!!!