Epilogue Everything For The One Thing I Can't Have
Author's Notes: HEYHEY!! Okay..this is a SHORT epilogue…I don't know, but I thought I should put this at the epilogue okie doks? Oks…Gomen nasai Minna-san for the late post!! Sorry.. I haven't been in the mood to write lately, and it was starting to loose my interst…but anyways, here's the VERY VERY LAST piece to this story…My apologies to everyone who was disappointed in this story or have been waiting for this, I have a feeling that this isn't going to get a lot of reviews, but *sighs* here it is. I actually typed it up a long time ago, but never posted it up Sorry BUT I have decided NOT to make a sequel..I'm really really sorry, but I felt that it would lead to nowhere, and the typical rebirth stories are getting on my nerves, so I'm sorry. But I hope that u will tune in on my future stories.
Thank you's list:
aZnDrEaMeR1788- thanks for reading my story, here's the epilogue, hope it won't disappoint u.
Feline Angel Sakura- Sorry I never emailed u, I think I might have missed that until I just checked it out today to type this, but I'm sorry u don't like this ending, but I was getting tired of happy endings..in fact, I never really wanted to end it this way, I wanted it to end in a peaceful way, in a simple realization of letting go, but there's nothing to do now, so I'm really sorry if u didn't liked it, but that's the way it is.
Pink Cherry Blossom- Here's the epilogue, I'm so sorry that I can't make a kawaii chibi Syaoran tenshi..^________^'' but I felt that I couldn't really continue this story with it actually making sense, and apparently I haven't been in the mood at all, I hope u understand, but thanks for reading this story, I hope u weren't disappointed and will think about reading some of my other stories or future ones, anyways, arigato pink cherry blossom-chan ^______^
Jenny- Thanks for reading this story, and I don't mind about the email, I'm glad u liked the story, here's the epilogue.
Anmefreak242- here's the epilogue, and I agree that a sequel wouldn't work well, this is the way it'll be.
Syakura- thanks for reviewing, I'm glad u liked this story.
Agent cloud skimmer- …*hides under the table* I'm so sorry! But I'm not making a happy sequel, n I hope u will forgive me…*sniff* ^_______^''
UR TWIN- hihi twin-chan, I hafn't talked to u in sum time already…*sighs*…newayz, did I ever tell u? Jay scrubbed the windows on the streets bcuz he lost a bet to his crew n rui en after finishing his An hao mv…hehe…newayz, *waves* I'm going away to montreal for 4 days! Yay! Hehe…newayz….cya some time.
Diana@Lineelu2001- *blinks* here's the epilogue, that means u won't eat me, right? ^____^ yay! Hehe…anyways, thanks a lot, here's the epilogue.
Silverwing- …darn it, I'm starting to hate typing the thank you's list now..-_______-'', bcuz I hafta keep feeling guilty and telling ppl I won't be making a sequel..lol, hehe im jk, but I really am sorry if this will disappoint u, but I hope u understand.
Lauren- Thanks for the review, here's the epilogue.
ARCHANGEMON- Hello, I know that this story hasn't been to well…I feel like I've messed up the whole story with this horrible ending, I wanted it to be something nice and simple, sad but the kind that will pull a smile, if u kno wut I mean. But anyways, here's the epilogue.
Sammie- thanks for the review, here's the epilogue.
Aerisakura and Smashfriends- thanks so much for all ur reviews, here's the epilogue I hope u'll like it.
Kotsch- thanks so much! I luv all ur stories so much, ur a much much better writer than me, so keep on updating ur stories! N I'm really happy that u liked it, here's the epilogue.
MistressOFfate- thanks a lot for ur review, here's the epilogue!
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Sakura stood at the airport without moving. Tomoyo ran towards Sakura, first smiling, but later, realizing Sakura was alone and she wasn't smiling at all.
"Sakura-chan, you're back, what happened? Where's Li-kun?" She asked. A single tear rolled down Sakura's cheeks. Tomoyo walked up to her and gently gave her a hug.
"What's wrong?" She asked gently. Sakura just shook her head. No words could escape from her tightly pressed lips. She didn't move.
"Let's go back first," Tomoyo said, taking her bags and pulling her arm, but Sakura remained still. Finally,
"…I can't come back," She whispered in her sore, choked voice. Tomoyo blinked confusedly.
"why?" She asked. ~ "JA NE, MINNA-SAN!" She called. Tomoyo smiled and walked forward.
"IF YOU DON'T COME BACK WITH LI-KUN, I WON'T LET YOU COME BACK!" She called. Sakura smiled.
"DON'T WORRY I WILL!" She called, and got on the plane~. Sakura remembered Tomoyo's words the day before she left.
"….because you said so," she said. Tomoyo continued to look confused.
"You told me I couldn't come back if I didn't have Syaoran-kun with me," she said. Tomoyo looked relieved a bit.
"Sakura-chan, I didn't mean that," She said gently. "Come on, let's go home," she said as Sakura followed slowly behind her.
They sat in silence, Sakura just stared out the window. Tomoyo wanted to ask her what happened, but seeing Sakura's expression then, she knew Sakura didn't want to talk about it yet, so she kept silent. After the arrived at her house, Tomoyo helped get her bags out and told Sakura to call her when she felt like talking about it. Sakura nodded.
"Kaijuu, you're back," Touya greeted, Sakura kept walking upstairs ignoring his presence. Touya blinked.
"What happened to her?" He wondered. He held up his fist. If it's that Baka Chinese gaki, if he broke her heart I'll have his head cut off Touya thought to himself angrily. Kero flew out of his drawer as he saw his Mistress come back, he was about to say something when he realized Sakura wasn't feeling well at all. Sakura sat down on her desk slowly. She realized there was a green envelope addressed to her on the desk.
"what's this, kero-chan?" Sakura asked.
"It's a letter to you, it came in the mail box right after you left, I think it's from Hong Kong," he said. Sakura's eyes widened. She quickly opened the envelope. A tear at the corner of her eye slid down slowly.
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Sakura walked towards the grave, as the wind blew past. In her hands, she held a peony and a cherry blossom. She knelt down as she got in front of the grave. Lightly, she put the peony and the cherry blossom tied together in front of it. She dug a small hole, just enough to put the stem of the flowers into the ground, and she put the dirt back on it, the two flowers stood in front of the stone. She brushed off the dirt on the stone.
"Why….why didn't you wait for just another minute to hear…that I loved you…?" she whispered softly as a strong masculine hand rested on her shoulder.
"Let's go, dear."
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Only will himself, will understand the pain, only himself, could feel the rain and storm in his heart, and only himself, could only remember the forgotten memories…Only himself, did he know the sacrifices he made, he never wanted honor, he never wanted pride or a reward for what he did and gave.
His soul, his body, his spirit has left, he has gone…but the only question he could spit out in his mind before the moment life left his outer shell, was…would his memory, like it died on earth……too, die in Sakura's heart someday as well?
…………Everything For The One Thing I Can't Have…
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The End.
*sighs* at first I thought that this was one of my most successful story, but as I look back, I think I probably messed up my story with the ending, I wanted a sad ending, but not really that way, I'm not sure, but I won't change anything, and I'm still very proud of myself for this story even if I haven't received much reviews or anything, but I just want to give out a big Thank You to all of those who took the time to read this story, I really am, May the best be with you all the time.
-Syaoran's Tenshi Itsumademo