This is my first story so please be nice. I started thinking about this when I was falling asleep. I was too tired to get up and write it out so I decided to try and write it out in school the next day! Anyway, I really wish this would just happen already but the writers aren't exactly that nice..grr.

Disclaimer: No I do not own Friends or the characters. I would like to own Matthew or David....yea. Uh anyway, this story is not made for profit(Ha! I wish)



[Scene: R&R's Apt. After Rachel and Gavin's kiss on the M&C's balcony]

Rachel enters the apartment to find Ross putting away Emma's toys.

Rach: Hey

Ross: (cold) Hello

Rach: (Noticing how he's acting) Uh, is something wrong?

Ross: No, no. Nothing at all.

Rach: (not sure) Ok...

She walks into the kitchen to get something to drink. When she comes back out she sees him sitting on the sofa with his chin resting on his hands. (You know what I'm talking about right?)

Rach: How's Emma?

Ross: (kind of ignoring her) She's fine.

Rach: Are you ok?

Ross: (jumping up not able to hold it in anymore) Did you "accidentally" forget that my apartment has a clear view of Monica and Chandler's balcony? Or were you trying to shove it in my face!

Rach: (taken aback) What are you talk-...Oh my god, you saw us?

Ross: Uh yea!

Rach: I'm sorry ok? It just happe-Wait a minute! Why do you even care?

Ross: (acting as though he doesn't but not hiding it too well) I don't!

Rach: Then what's the whole point of this conversation?!

Ross: I don't know...

Rach: Look Ross, you're the one who hasn't giving me any hints that you want to talk about us.

Ross: That's because I'm not sure if you even want to!

Rach: What?

Ross: Why did you say yes to him?

Rach: Oh my god! This is about the "proposal"? (Ross just stares at her) I already told you! My hormones were going crazy that day! I would have said yes to anyone.

Ross: But why? Just because of your hormones?!

Rach: Well earlier I was talking to Janice and she told me that you wouldn't be around forever and you'd leave Emma and me. I was afraid that I would be all alone to raise Emma.

Ross: You know I would nev- Janice? You listened to Janice?

Rach: (like it just hit her) I listened to Janice?

Ross: Rach, you know I would never leave you and Emma.

Rach: How? How do I know that? How do I know that you won't meet someone tomorrow and-and fall in love? Then you'll wanna live together and get married and then have kids of your own! (softly) Where would that leave me?

Ross: (not knowing what to say) What about Gavin?

Rach: Ugh, I don't know. That was just a spur of the moment thing. I guess it's that I haven't had anybody in such a long time. I told him that. Hm, I wonder if I hurt his feelings?

Ross: What about the guy at the bar? You gave him your number!

Rach: (looking at him suspiciously) Wait, how do you know that? He never even called!

Ross: (noticing his slip) Uh...

Rach: He called didn't he?

Ross: (looking down) While you were paying Phoebe for the drinks.

Rach: Why didn't you tell me?!

Ross: Because!

Rach: Oh, good answer.

Ross: Because...because I didn't want you seeing anyone.

Rach: (putting her hands on her hips) So what Ross, you don't want to date me but no one else can?!

Ross: That's not what I said.

Rach: Sure as hell sounds like it! You haven't said anything to me except when you complimented me on my dress that night. Other than that nothing!

Rachel is pretty mad and Ross is just looking down at the floor. They're both standing behind the couch not really knowing what to say. Finally, after a moment, Ross speaks.

Ross: I'm afraid.

Rach: (softening) Afraid of what?

Ross: Afraid of hurting Emma if we didn't work out. Afraid of hurting you or losing you...again. The day we broke up was the worst day of my life. I wouldn't be able to take it if I lost you again.

Rach: Ross, you'll never lose me.

When he looks up at her you can see tears glistening in his eyes. Seeing that makes Rachel teary-eyed. She walks up to him and wipes away a tear that rolled down his cheek. They look into each other's eyes and suddenly it's like time stands still. Nothing else in the world mattered. Ross brings his hand up to her cheek.

Ross: You're so beautiful, Rach.

Rach: (smiling shyly) Well I try.

Ross smiles and lowers his face. Right when their lips are about to touch he stops making sure she wants this. Rachel closes the distance between them. They're suddenly locked in wave of passion. Ross wraps his arms around her waist to pull her closer. Rachel puts her hands on the back of his head, running her hands through his hair. Things start to heat up when they hear a cry from the room. Ross and Rachel break apart breathless.

Rach: (clears her throat) Hmm...