She had my heart the first time I saw her. She was only 23 at the time, and fresh out of college. All of us wrestlers wondered what Paul was doing putting a 'baby' on the writing team, but we soon found out that Paul knew what he was doing. She was absolutely brilliant. Taking any time out to work with the other guys and myself instead of just letting Paul handle all the wrestlers. She really wanted to get involved and loved the business just as much as we did, and it showed. Most of the guys protected her, and regarded like she was a younger sister, I never saw her that way.

I overheard her and Dawn Marie talking one day before a pay per view. Glory was telling Dawn about how she didn't know if she could just approach this guy, who at the time was nameless, and tell him how she felt. Glory said that she was afraid he'd reject her. I thought nobody would be stupid enough to reject such a beautiful smart woman, but then I heard what Dawn told her.

" Stevie likes you too, don't worry about it. It's obvious."

I remember walking away with my heart beating a million miles a minuet. A week or two after that we went out on our first date. We had so much in common that it was like we had known each other all our lives.

We had been dating for a little over a year when she found out that she was pregnant. We were both ecstatic with the news. I proposed, and we had even begun to start planning the wedding. She was about 5 months along when the car accident happened. A drunk ran a stoplight and crashed into the driver's side of her car. To this day I still remember the look on Raven's face when he had to come and tell me. Glory lost the baby, and almost died that night.

She left ECW a few months later. She told me that every time she looked in my eyes all she could see was how disappointed I was that she lost our little boy. She thought the whole accident was her fault, no matter how many times I, or anyone else told her that it wasn't. The wedding and engagement was called off, and she left.

That was almost 5 years ago. Now she's back, and I realize how much I still care for her. I still love her, hell, I never stopped loving her. I can't help but wonder how things would be if the accident never happened. What our baby would be like, how she'd be as a mom, how I'd be as a dad.

I look over at Victoria sleeping beside me. I sit up and I look around the hotel room. I throw some clothes on and gather all my stuff together. I put my room key down on the nightstand beside Victoria and walked out the door. I knew she wouldn't understand, so I left then. She would find me I'm sure, but right now I just wanted to find Glory.


(Author's note: Thanks to DreamLover684 and Bianca for the reviews. I really appreciate them and keep 'em coming. I may not have time to write too much for a while, but I'll try I promise. TTFN, Heather.)