I was watching reruns from season 2 and got the idea for this AU fic.

This is an AU fic. It starts right around TOW Heckles Dies. There never was a Julie so Ross and Rachel are dating. Chandler did date Janice but he doesn't get back together with her and he never dates Kathy . Monica never dates Pete or Richard. (I'm a die hard C/M fan and hated seeing them with other people! LOL) Chandler and Joey live together as do Monica and Rachel.


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Title: Secret Love

Chapter 4: How Do I Feel


Chandler wandered around the city. It was late so it was pretty quiet. He stopped at Central Perk but he saw Joey and Phoebe inside so he turned and walked away. He kept hearing Monica's voice telling him she loved him. He knew he had hurt her by taking off like he did and the last thing he wanted to do was hurt her. Monica was so special. She was different from any other woman he'd ever gone out with. She's beautiful, sweet, and caring and when he had been with her tonight it wasn't like the few other women he had been with. With them it was just sex but with Monica it was making love.


He sighed softly as he sat down on a bench in Central Park. All he could think about was Monica. Her beautiful smile, her stunning blue eyes, her warm soft skin. She had taken over his mind and his heart. "Could I be more in love" he mumbled to his self. He was in love with Monica Geller. Him the commitment afraid Chandler Bing was in love. He had to fix things with her. He had to tell her how he felt. He got up and started to head back to Monica's apartment. He pulled out his cell phone and dialed a number as he walked.


Monica sighed sadly as she stood on her balcony looking out at the night sky. She started to think about Chandler. She wished he was there with her. His arms wrapped around her waist as they gazed the stars. She began to cry again. She heard the phone ringing. She climbed back into the apartment and answered it.
As soon as Chandler heard her voice he could tell she'd been crying. "Mon" he whispered "Turn on your stereo" he told her. "Why Chandler" she cried "Why should I do anything you say" she whispered. "Please Mon" he whispered. She sighed "Fine" she said as she walked over to the stereo and turned it on.

She recognized the D.J he was the host of Love Notes on Windy 100 FM. "Hello New York you've just tuned in to Love Notes on Windy 100, our next request goes out to Monica" She gasped when she heard her name. "This song is from Chandler he says you're his everything." Monica began to cry as she listened to the words.

I never felt alone
I was happy on my own
And who would ever know there was something missing
I guess I didn't see the possibility
It was waiting all the time
But it never crossed my mind
Till you opened up my eyes
Now all I think about is you

You in my life
In my dreams
In my heart I know it's true
That I belong with you
Because of you in my world
In my arms
I have everything and now
I can't imagine what I'd do
Without you

Chandler could hear her crying. "Mon" he whispered. She put the phone back to her ear. "Huh" she whispered still listening to the song. "Go open the door" he instructed her. She wondered why he was asking her to do that but she walked over to the door and opened it. She dropped the phone when she saw him standing there. He walked in and wrapped his arms around her. "Chandler" she started. He put his finger to her lips. "Shh there's something I want to say." He whispered. "I love you Monica Geller" he said as he leaned in and kissed her softly.


She smiled as silent tears ran down her face. "You...you do" she asked. He smiled and nodded. "Yes" he whispered "I love you." The song was still playing. He looked in to her eyes "Dance with me" he said softly. She smiled "Okay" she replied as she laid her head on his shoulder. They slowly danced together. Swaying gently to the music.


I never thought that love could be
Such a curiosity
But what attracted you to me
Was so unexpected
But it was waiting all the time
And it never crossed my mind
Til you opened up my eyes
Now all I think about is

You in my life
In my dreams
In my heart I know it's true
That I belong with you
Because of you in my world
In my arms
I have everything and now
I can't imagine what I'd do
I can't imagine what I'd do
Without you.

The song ended but their dancing didn't they continued to hold each swaying to silence. With out warning Chandler picked Monica up. She giggled as he kissed her. He carried her to the bedroom. After making love for the second time that night they fell asleep laying in each others arms.


Chapter 5: Not All Is Right....Someone Else finds out about Chandler and Monica and aren't so happy about it....Who is it...and Chandler and Monica convince them of their love? Coming Soon!!


Author's Note: The song in this fic wasn't really out then. Its called You and its sung by this girl from Ally McBeal (Sorry I don't remember her name) So I just pretended it was out then. Also Windy 100 is a station in Chicago and some other states do get it but I'm not sure if New York is one of them so again I just pretended it was! Hope you enjoy this chapter! Happy reading and as always please review! Thanx!