Things are changing
Slow like the season
Yet fast as hindsight
You don't notice
The things
That I
Used to love
Used to like
Hobbies
People
Starry nights
But those are nothing
Changing quickly
I only see one thing
Now
And I don't see
How
I could like this
Simple addiction
With Complications
Not a 'normal' hobby
And hurts me to say this
But I wish you'd of saw me
For what I was
For what I am
I try hard now
But I can't stand
All those fake smiles
High pitch laughs
The mechanical nodding
They some how distract
You
Everyone
They don't notice
What
I've done
To my self
These unhealed wounds
Some how help
A distraction for me
So I can
Be free
Of all this
And I know
You won't miss
Me
Because you never saw
Me...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Ginny looked down at her parchment. How could she finish? It was getting late and the candle was
almost burnt down completely.
*snap*
It sounded like a branch snapping behind her, she whirled around only to find nothing. A few more
minutes and she was ready to go back inside. But she'd only gotten a few steps when she heard a
boys' voice.
"Weasley! Wait a minute will ya?"
She turned around to find one of the last people she'd expected to want her to wait for them.
Draco Malfoy walked briskly towards her. Ginny stayed silent, waiting to hear what ferret boy had
to say. When he reached her, he just stood. Looking into her eyes, she could get nothing from him,
and she shivered.it felt cold all of a sudden.
"I just wanted to know if you'd like to walk back to the castle together. You know, just for a bit
of company." He gave a slight smile.
Startled, Gin answered, "oh..um.sure." and so they walked.
Talking about a few tings here and there. No insults, nothing about each others' families.
Just here and now, together. That last thought scared Ginny a bit.but pushed it away shivering again.
"Are you cold? Here", He took off his cloak and draped it around her shoulders.
She felt so warm, and actually secure walking beside him, her arm brushing against his slightly.
What she was going to do and her poem, hadn't entered her mind in what seemed like forever.
It wasn't until they'd reach the steps by the great hall did she 'wake up' out of the state she
was in. She starting to take off the cloak, but Draco stopped her.
"It's alright, you can keep it if you want", she said a small thank you, and a good night.
"Good night." they both turned to walk to their common rooms.
"Virginia?", she turned, hearing her name from him. He looked as if he was debating something,
then, "I would miss you because I've always seen you."
And some how she knew that after that night, she would not need to write about what she's wanted
to do for the longest of times. And she also had a feeling that this wouldn't be the last time
her and Draco would spend time together.
(A/N): Why is he being nice? Why the change? Why is she letting him be nice to her? *Dimi shrugs*
I have /no/ idea, but I guess I just got tired of being mean to Ginny! I swear, I'm so cruel to
her and Draco, why not have them happy /this once/. Lets see.last time she left him taking their
kid, the time before that not only does Ginny get hit but Draco offs him self...and once on a
demented plot bunny I actually let Ginny pick Harry over Draco .when will the suffering end?!
Speaking of suffering *Dimi brightens*
Damn the time difference I was /so/ happy because I'd written 4 fics/poems today.and now I find
out that the time difference has ruined my record. *pouts*
Slow like the season
Yet fast as hindsight
You don't notice
The things
That I
Used to love
Used to like
Hobbies
People
Starry nights
But those are nothing
Changing quickly
I only see one thing
Now
And I don't see
How
I could like this
Simple addiction
With Complications
Not a 'normal' hobby
And hurts me to say this
But I wish you'd of saw me
For what I was
For what I am
I try hard now
But I can't stand
All those fake smiles
High pitch laughs
The mechanical nodding
They some how distract
You
Everyone
They don't notice
What
I've done
To my self
These unhealed wounds
Some how help
A distraction for me
So I can
Be free
Of all this
And I know
You won't miss
Me
Because you never saw
Me...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Ginny looked down at her parchment. How could she finish? It was getting late and the candle was
almost burnt down completely.
*snap*
It sounded like a branch snapping behind her, she whirled around only to find nothing. A few more
minutes and she was ready to go back inside. But she'd only gotten a few steps when she heard a
boys' voice.
"Weasley! Wait a minute will ya?"
She turned around to find one of the last people she'd expected to want her to wait for them.
Draco Malfoy walked briskly towards her. Ginny stayed silent, waiting to hear what ferret boy had
to say. When he reached her, he just stood. Looking into her eyes, she could get nothing from him,
and she shivered.it felt cold all of a sudden.
"I just wanted to know if you'd like to walk back to the castle together. You know, just for a bit
of company." He gave a slight smile.
Startled, Gin answered, "oh..um.sure." and so they walked.
Talking about a few tings here and there. No insults, nothing about each others' families.
Just here and now, together. That last thought scared Ginny a bit.but pushed it away shivering again.
"Are you cold? Here", He took off his cloak and draped it around her shoulders.
She felt so warm, and actually secure walking beside him, her arm brushing against his slightly.
What she was going to do and her poem, hadn't entered her mind in what seemed like forever.
It wasn't until they'd reach the steps by the great hall did she 'wake up' out of the state she
was in. She starting to take off the cloak, but Draco stopped her.
"It's alright, you can keep it if you want", she said a small thank you, and a good night.
"Good night." they both turned to walk to their common rooms.
"Virginia?", she turned, hearing her name from him. He looked as if he was debating something,
then, "I would miss you because I've always seen you."
And some how she knew that after that night, she would not need to write about what she's wanted
to do for the longest of times. And she also had a feeling that this wouldn't be the last time
her and Draco would spend time together.
(A/N): Why is he being nice? Why the change? Why is she letting him be nice to her? *Dimi shrugs*
I have /no/ idea, but I guess I just got tired of being mean to Ginny! I swear, I'm so cruel to
her and Draco, why not have them happy /this once/. Lets see.last time she left him taking their
kid, the time before that not only does Ginny get hit but Draco offs him self...and once on a
demented plot bunny I actually let Ginny pick Harry over Draco .when will the suffering end?!
Speaking of suffering *Dimi brightens*
Damn the time difference I was /so/ happy because I'd written 4 fics/poems today.and now I find
out that the time difference has ruined my record. *pouts*