Satine awoke early in the morning, Christian was still sleeping soundly.
Satine just laid there next to Christian for a while and wondered.
' How could God give me such a beautiful angel, I've done nothing to deserve him. And yet Christian wants no one else but me.'
She checked the time, 10:30a.m. Harry would be coming over to check on her at 11:30. She got up to get dressed, but she felt a warm hand on her arm, so she stopped.
" Leaving so soon?" Christian asked sleepily.
" Harry will be checking on me soon, I have to go."
"Please stay, don't go. When you see Harry you can just tell him you went into town or something."
" Christian I'm sorry, as much as I want to stay I can't, but I'll see you tonight no matter what might want to stop me, I'll be here."
Christian gave her a peck on the lips before she left.
" I love you." He told her for what seemed the hundredth time, but was still not enough for him to show his emotions toward her.
" I love you too."
She shut the door, but for a while couldn't let go of the handle. She didn't want to see anyone today but Christian, but it seems that if Satine didn't go to her house she knew Harry would search everywhere for her, and would also find out about Christian and her.
Christian, how good that name sounded to her. Before him love meant nothing to her. But for the first time in her life she was glad to have a love in her life.
" Finally I have someone in my life who's loving me for me."
"People ask if I'm in love with you,
Because I'm sitting here with your picture,
And smiling to myself,
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you,
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through,
And I blush as I say yes,"
Yes she was in love with Christian and wanted nothing else in the world but him. And she was lucky enough to have the one thing she wanted. Just thinking about him gave her a rush of emotions.
"What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me,
And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak,
Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being,
With abilities to set me free,
Free, make me be me,
Makes me want to say,
Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss, I must admit it's a part of me, You please me, complete me, believe me, Like a melody,
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof,
We were meant to be,
But the best quality thats hookin' me,
Is that you're loving me for me,
Is that you're loving me for me," As she walked down the street to her house she wanted Christian next to her listening to the song that was just for him.
"People ask why I'm in love with you, Well, let me start by saying, You got my heart by just being who you are, And what we got is between me and you, It doesn't matter about the money I make, Or what I do, or that I'm a, huh, a star Unconditionally you're there for me, Undeniably you inspire me, spiritually, so sweet, This is meaningful, is incredible, pleasurable, unforgettable, The way I feel, so sweet, Makes me want to say," She thought about his face, how when he smiled she would go weak in the knees, how his eyes twinkled whenever he saw her, how his hair would always fall into his face but it looked adorable. And how whenever he kissed her she would just feel a rush of love flow through her body. Every time she thought about him she just wanted to sing about love.
"Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss, I must admit it's a part of me, You please me, complete me, believe me, Like a melody, Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof, We were meant to be, But the best quality thats hookin' me, Is that you're loving me for me, Is that you're loving me for me, Its so amazing how something so sweet, Has come and rearranged my life, I've been kissed by destiny, Oh, heaven came and saved me, An angel was placed at my feet, This isn't ordinary, he's loving me for me," As she walked into her house she thought how she never had to hide anything from Christian. How she could tell Christian anything and be completely comfortable with it. How she felt complete by just being in his arms.
"Stripped of all make up, no need for fancy clothes, No cover-ups push ups, With him, I don't have to put on a show, He loves every freckle, every curve, every inch of my skin, Fulfilling me entirely, taking all of me in, He's real, he's honest, he's loving me for me, Yeah," She fixed herself breakfast and called Christian since Harry wouldn't be there for half an hour. Half an hour later Harry came. " How was your night chickpea?"
How badly did she want to tell Harry it was the best night ever, never before had she slept so well. But then she knew he would figure out that something was up and would just stay around her house all day and night. So instead she just said.
" It was ok, pretty much my normal night."
" Really, looks here like you never touched YOUR bed, so where did you sleep?"
" Oh, on the couch, I got really tired and just slumped over to the couch and slept like a baby."
" Oh, well get dressed we need to go and see Tim, he wants to have lunch with you today."
" Oh, what time?"
" Sweet pea, what time is lunch usually, look you got only ten minutes to change so get your ass in gear."
" Fine."
Ten minutes later Satine came out in a brown tank top, a tan jacket, blue jeans, and black boots. Her hair was done up in a messy bun, and she had a light bit of make-up on.
" So how do I look?"
" I'll never understand fashion, but you look great."
They got into Harry's new silver T-bird. Harry put the hood down and they were on their way.
When they got to the restaurant Satine noticed it was the same one that her and Christian had been at on their first date.
" Oh shit." She breathed.
They walked in and Harry sat her down by this ugly man that was in his 20's but looked like he was still 16. He had acne on both sides of his cheeks that looked like they were developing an army, there were so many. He had these huge black-rimmed glasses. And skin that was whiter than Satine's, brown eyes and bleached blonde hair. And when he touched her, his skin was so rough it was like it was made of scales.
" My darling it's so nice to finally meet you again."
' Oh God, I don't ever remember seeing you, and God damn brush your teeth.' She wanted to say that so bad to his grody face.
" The feeling is mutual."
" How have you been my dear, it's been so long."
" Great, just fine, and you?"
" I've been so lonely without you."
" Oh."
This went on for a while. Satine would also get up every fifteen minutes to use the restroom, just to get away from Tim. Then finally around 1:00p.m. Tim had to leave for a meeting. Satine started walking back to Christian's apartment.
~* SONGS USED*~
CHRISTINA AGUILERA- LOVING ME FOR ME
' How could God give me such a beautiful angel, I've done nothing to deserve him. And yet Christian wants no one else but me.'
She checked the time, 10:30a.m. Harry would be coming over to check on her at 11:30. She got up to get dressed, but she felt a warm hand on her arm, so she stopped.
" Leaving so soon?" Christian asked sleepily.
" Harry will be checking on me soon, I have to go."
"Please stay, don't go. When you see Harry you can just tell him you went into town or something."
" Christian I'm sorry, as much as I want to stay I can't, but I'll see you tonight no matter what might want to stop me, I'll be here."
Christian gave her a peck on the lips before she left.
" I love you." He told her for what seemed the hundredth time, but was still not enough for him to show his emotions toward her.
" I love you too."
She shut the door, but for a while couldn't let go of the handle. She didn't want to see anyone today but Christian, but it seems that if Satine didn't go to her house she knew Harry would search everywhere for her, and would also find out about Christian and her.
Christian, how good that name sounded to her. Before him love meant nothing to her. But for the first time in her life she was glad to have a love in her life.
" Finally I have someone in my life who's loving me for me."
"People ask if I'm in love with you,
Because I'm sitting here with your picture,
And smiling to myself,
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you,
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through,
And I blush as I say yes,"
Yes she was in love with Christian and wanted nothing else in the world but him. And she was lucky enough to have the one thing she wanted. Just thinking about him gave her a rush of emotions.
"What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me,
And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak,
Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being,
With abilities to set me free,
Free, make me be me,
Makes me want to say,
Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss, I must admit it's a part of me, You please me, complete me, believe me, Like a melody,
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof,
We were meant to be,
But the best quality thats hookin' me,
Is that you're loving me for me,
Is that you're loving me for me," As she walked down the street to her house she wanted Christian next to her listening to the song that was just for him.
"People ask why I'm in love with you, Well, let me start by saying, You got my heart by just being who you are, And what we got is between me and you, It doesn't matter about the money I make, Or what I do, or that I'm a, huh, a star Unconditionally you're there for me, Undeniably you inspire me, spiritually, so sweet, This is meaningful, is incredible, pleasurable, unforgettable, The way I feel, so sweet, Makes me want to say," She thought about his face, how when he smiled she would go weak in the knees, how his eyes twinkled whenever he saw her, how his hair would always fall into his face but it looked adorable. And how whenever he kissed her she would just feel a rush of love flow through her body. Every time she thought about him she just wanted to sing about love.
"Your lips, your love, your smile, your kiss, I must admit it's a part of me, You please me, complete me, believe me, Like a melody, Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof, We were meant to be, But the best quality thats hookin' me, Is that you're loving me for me, Is that you're loving me for me, Its so amazing how something so sweet, Has come and rearranged my life, I've been kissed by destiny, Oh, heaven came and saved me, An angel was placed at my feet, This isn't ordinary, he's loving me for me," As she walked into her house she thought how she never had to hide anything from Christian. How she could tell Christian anything and be completely comfortable with it. How she felt complete by just being in his arms.
"Stripped of all make up, no need for fancy clothes, No cover-ups push ups, With him, I don't have to put on a show, He loves every freckle, every curve, every inch of my skin, Fulfilling me entirely, taking all of me in, He's real, he's honest, he's loving me for me, Yeah," She fixed herself breakfast and called Christian since Harry wouldn't be there for half an hour. Half an hour later Harry came. " How was your night chickpea?"
How badly did she want to tell Harry it was the best night ever, never before had she slept so well. But then she knew he would figure out that something was up and would just stay around her house all day and night. So instead she just said.
" It was ok, pretty much my normal night."
" Really, looks here like you never touched YOUR bed, so where did you sleep?"
" Oh, on the couch, I got really tired and just slumped over to the couch and slept like a baby."
" Oh, well get dressed we need to go and see Tim, he wants to have lunch with you today."
" Oh, what time?"
" Sweet pea, what time is lunch usually, look you got only ten minutes to change so get your ass in gear."
" Fine."
Ten minutes later Satine came out in a brown tank top, a tan jacket, blue jeans, and black boots. Her hair was done up in a messy bun, and she had a light bit of make-up on.
" So how do I look?"
" I'll never understand fashion, but you look great."
They got into Harry's new silver T-bird. Harry put the hood down and they were on their way.
When they got to the restaurant Satine noticed it was the same one that her and Christian had been at on their first date.
" Oh shit." She breathed.
They walked in and Harry sat her down by this ugly man that was in his 20's but looked like he was still 16. He had acne on both sides of his cheeks that looked like they were developing an army, there were so many. He had these huge black-rimmed glasses. And skin that was whiter than Satine's, brown eyes and bleached blonde hair. And when he touched her, his skin was so rough it was like it was made of scales.
" My darling it's so nice to finally meet you again."
' Oh God, I don't ever remember seeing you, and God damn brush your teeth.' She wanted to say that so bad to his grody face.
" The feeling is mutual."
" How have you been my dear, it's been so long."
" Great, just fine, and you?"
" I've been so lonely without you."
" Oh."
This went on for a while. Satine would also get up every fifteen minutes to use the restroom, just to get away from Tim. Then finally around 1:00p.m. Tim had to leave for a meeting. Satine started walking back to Christian's apartment.
~* SONGS USED*~
CHRISTINA AGUILERA- LOVING ME FOR ME