Likes me, likes me not.
Disclaimer : I dont own CCS. that's it.
Syaoran's POV
I could only hear the sound of the phone ringing in my ears after Sakura put down. She is always like that. Of course she wouldn't like me, even if I told her but at that time, I wanted to tell her how much i liked her, and taht i wrote her name on the whiteboard, etc.But of course she wouldn't like me, and that will forever remain a dream. I kind of miss the video-taping-kawaii-saying Tomoyo. If she was the old Tomoyo, she would at least make and effort to hook us up, or at least do somthing for that matter.I wish Sakura would tell me she likes me, well, not that she would really like me but I guess that's the main reason for staying in Japan and not going back to my family.But she was all nervous when she called me, and it means something, right?
So she does like me, right?
Yeah right.
The next day at school.
Sometimes, I kind of wished that I was in the same class as Sakura. I mean, her life is really sad. She doesnt have frens in her class and no one ever talks to her. Everyone is so self absorbed. While me, in another class, just sits down and notice that no one is talking to her as she sits down in the assembly area, cleecting dust. Oh ya, sure, I have friends, but not for long, I guess. I don't know why I am making friends with all the freaks in my class. Wait... all the people in my class are freaks, except for Tomoyo, but well, Tomoyo is becoming a freak. Meling isn't in the same class as me,but you can see she is also having problems socializing as well. Now that I'm officially a student counsellor, also classed as a goody-goody in school, i get endless remarks about how "good" or good I am. Not that I care. I don't know why but I keep doing all these extra stuff. It's insnae. But I just do.And now, I am currently torturing myself by trying hard not to look at her as i am way in front of her but i know she is constantly looking in front but not at me, but still.
"Today, i will cane a student by the name of Oyungi Chinyi. He has violated the rules way too far. He has stolen people's wallets, valdalized school walls and played with the fire extinguisher. I will not, and the school will not tolerate such insolence!" Mr Tereda said. That guy changed, too. That's why the girl in our 4th Grade class dumped him. I've forgotten her name, but I still see her around.He used to be a nice teacher, and then he changed, for no other reason, and became the Disciplinary Master.
It also make me think about Sakura. She changed, too. No longer the sweet and so called weakling that some people called ger. She had toughened up, and didn't let anyone push her around. One thing that never changed about her, was that we could hear her blading into school, putting her blades into her locker and changing into the proper school shoes.She would not cringe when people mentioned ghost, but rew excited instead.She faced up to her fears. I knew that if Mr Tereda caned Oyungi, she wouldn't even bat an eye.
Mr Tereda was putting a white diaper on Oyungi's bum. He took the long, oblong wooden stick and tested it with the air.
"whap, whap, whap." the noise could only be heard if you werew sitting at the front.
"PIAK!" Mr Tereda held the cane up high and whapped it down on a very sorry Oyungi. which had his hands on the table. Some of the sluts or gentle girls in school like Tomoyo gasped. I turned to glance at Sakura. She just watched as if it was an everyday thing to see a student get caned. The white thing on Oyungi's bum snapped, with pieces of styrofoam showering the students in the front.
"let's hope he didnt fart," Yamazaki said to me. The rest giggled.
"Silence!" Mr Tereda said and all of us shuffled back to class. I could see Sakura balance something on her head as she headed back to class. I wish i could put on smiling face all the time, just like her.