p.s. i dun own CCS. ok? and this chapter is a bit boring. so sory! argh~! dun throw rotten eggs at me! noooo!!!!!!! u can do anything except that. argh!!!!!!! dun throw rotten eggs at me! argh!

Sakura's POV

I had absolutely no idea on what Tomoyo and Meiling had been talking about. They have been quarreling like a bunch of blithering idiots ever since they enrolled into the school. I just don't get them. Thank goodness school is over. Well, not really because another bunch of blithering idiots have decided to hold a music project meeting after school, which, I, of course, will not have a say in. Syaoran can't be found anywhere! Urgh. I have to stop thinking about a guy who can't make up his mind on whether he likes a girl a not. If not he will take over my mind and go crazy! Even though I hate to be treated like a little kid, it was pretty good to receive the Ferrero Rochers from Mrs Shizuki. It seemed to me that it was a sign that my life wasn't so bad at all. But right now, it did seem that my life sucked.

I plonked down my bag on one of the silver, metal chairs and dumped my books in my locker, squeezing it with my rollerblades. All of my classmates then proceeded to eat lunch or do their own things. While eating, they talked. They are so stupid to not discuss about the project when they were eating and went to dilly dally like go to the toilet and stuff. by the time all of us gathered round to talk about the project, it had been an hour since we plonked out bags down on the chairs.

"what kind of songs do you suggest?" Janey asked.

"Chinese songs! duh!" everyone chorused but i rolled my eyes.

"But the school is constantly encouraging us to speak English and besides, there are Malay exchange students here." Harriet piped in.

"Why not, we do a mix of Korean, Chinese and English?" Sammi asks

Everyone sweatdrops but Janey agrees but nodding her head enthusiastically. I just did the stupid thing. Roll my eyes.The song Sammi suggested was called Perfect Man by the band Shinhwa. I squealed, letting a bit of my girlie self show. But just kept my mouth in a straight line after that. I had agreed to go along with Sammi.

"Hey chicks," said a guy by the name of Donnie.

"We ain't got no group." another fat ass named Jonnie said.

"Okay," Janey was taking things into her own hands."Who wants them in?"

"Me."Sonja says

"Me." Elly says

"Er... me?" I say. After that, we accepted the boys and we had to settle for a new idea. I groaned. Hanging out with them is just plain torture.

"Okay... so what do we do now?"

"How about something by Britney?"

"You're insane!"

"Not her character, you idiot, I mean her songs!"

"We'll think about that, Sakura." Janey said. " I gotta go." Everyone left.

I picked up my slingbag from my chair and went to grab my blades.

"This thing won't come....... OUT!" I heard an all to familiar voice and something, or someone, bumped into her.

"Hey! Hey... Meiling."I was so shocked but prepared to make a witty remark. "Didn't know that taking something out of your locker was that hard." (u tot it was Syaoran rite? blea!)

"Sakura. Don't give me that I'm-so-happy-and-you're-not attitude.You've changed, Tomoyo changed, Syaoran changed, everyone changed. It's all you fault. Why can't we be what we used to be?"She now wore her hair in one french braid, and looked different.

"But Meiling. Some things change. "

"But what is the use of changing when you are not happy? I know I'm not, I know Syaoran isn't but I don't know if you are!"

"Meiling." I said and paused. "I thought you were happy.Or at least fine..."

"That's because you don't even know me! I may appear okay, but I'm not! We just got separated when we got here, damn school."

That was all she said and left. That got me all weird and thinking. Why did we separate in the first place? Why aren't we close anymore? Were we really happy together, as a crowd of friends? What happened when we got here? Why did Tomoyo stop video taping us? Why did Meiling stop saying that she was the best at everything? How come she stopped clinging onto Syaoran? Am I really happy with Ginger and gang? Why did Syaoran stop hanging out with us? What happened to Rika, Naoko, Chiharu, ans Yamazaki? Why did Syaoran say he did not like me? Does he like me? Should I tell him?What is wrong with us?Why did all of his happen?