A week later Rainne once again joined Crais on Talyn, in the excitement of
being invited she had forgotten to tell D'Argo where she was going. Crais
watched her as he continued the tour they had never finished the day they
met. He watched Rainne as she trailed her hand along the wall. He was
confused by his own interest. He took her into his quarters and showed her
some of the vid chips. He explained some of what had transpired between
John and himself and the others. He explained to her why he and Talyn had
an uneasy alliance with Moya and her crew. He told her of Talyn's
affection for Aeryn and his growing affection for her. Crais invited her
to stay for a meal. Rainne agreed. He asked her to wait while he went to
retrieve the food. They sat quietly while they ate.
"Well, how was lunch?" Crais asked when they were finished. He was trying to keep her on Talyn. Keep her to himself.
"Good, thank you." Rainne replied, turning to look at him again. "For food cubes." She smiled.
"Any feelings from Talyn today?" He asked taking her hand, he began absentmindedly caressing her palm.
"You would know wouldn't you?"
"Only if you were in the cluster." Crais replied standing. "Would you care to join me?"
"Yes." Rainne was excited. Joining with Talyn had been remarkable. "Do you think I could see the stars the way Talyn sees them?"
"We can try." They walked hand in hand to Command.
Crais led Rainne into the center of the room. Into the direct center of the Neural Cluster. Rainne felt the tingle as Talyn joined her mind. "Rainne. Do not close your eyes." Crais said pulling her closer; he held her arms at her sides, firmly but gently. "Look directly at me. Focus on me. Try to find my consciousness." Rainne stared into his dark eyes, they were like windows to the unknown. She was fully aware of his hands on her arms, the warmth of his breath, the masculine aroma of him. She could feel he was still uneasy yet wanted to share this with her. Rainne tried to concentrate on his face, he was saying something to her and she could feel it in her mind as well as hearing him. Her eyes began to close, Crais shook her softly. "Do not close your eyes. Look at me." He lifted her chin. Rainne, can you hear me? He asked through their temporary bond, it was like a whisper in her head.
Bialar?
Yes. He smiled at her. Let me show you something. Crais and Talyn projected memories of their time alone, hiding from the Peace Keepers, all the beautiful stars. Talyn brought up the surveillance vids loaded in his memory banks. This is the night Pilot found you. Crais explained. Rainne saw the asteroid field. It was Pilot and Moya who first detected your small vessel.
I do not remember.
This is the surveillance vid of Moya netting your small craft. I was asleep however Talyn was monitoring.
I do not remember. Why can't I remember?
Stay calm. Do not worry.
Yes calm, she heard another voice say. It sounded familiar.
"Who is there?" She asked audibly.
Talyn, was the only sound she heard rush through her mind, like a sigh. She could hear her blood pounding in her ears; she could see her own thoughts and as well as catching bits and pieces of Crais' thoughts and memories. It was then that she realized Talyn sounded very much like Crais.
Talyn you can speak? She asked.
Yes, for you I can speak. Is this voice pleasing, I have copied Crais? The young Leviathan replied.
Can Bialar hear you as well? Rainne asked Talyn
Yes I can, was Crais' reply.
This is incredible. Talyn is fantastic. These feelings. I could get lost in these feelings. She moved closer to Crais as she caught a small bit of his memories of their first meeting and her first visit to Talyn. She saw her own modest smile from his point of view. She could sense his growing fondness for her.
Crais released her long enough to surround her in his strong arms, he pulled her tighter to him. She heard him inhale her scent as she did the same. She smelled leather and sweat, mingled with spices and the musky aroma of a male. Crais put his hand behind her head gently stroking her neck. They were nose to nose; both breathing rapidly, Rainne felt herself blush. She saw herself at that moment through Crais' eyes.
Crais kissed her tenderly. Rainne closed her eyes, yielding to his kiss, as a wave of desire washed over both of them. His lips were soft and cool, his tongue gentle, yet probing. The tingling in her arms deepened as her hands grew numb. She could feel herself and Crais at the same time. She tried to push away from him.
"No." She said breathless. She grabbed Crais' hand and pulled him away from the cluster.
"Are you all right?" Crais asked. Rainne could see the concern on his face.
"Yes.now." She kissed him again. She could still feel Talyn but not as strong. "Is there somewhere else we can go, away from the Cluster." Rainne whispered.
Crais led her down the hall. He could hear Talyn speaking to him, asking what was wrong, asking why Rainne had left the neural cluster. He quietly reassured the young leviathan that he would find out what was going on once they arrived in his quarters. He passed his hand over the panel to open the door. Rainne followed him in.
"Bialar, I am sorry." She looked away, ashamed. "This is all so new to me. I could not sort out my feelings from yours or Talyn's."
"I understand. Talyn and I have been joined for so long I often forget." He took her small hands in his as he sat on the edge of the table. He pulled her in tight to his body, he had never had such a strong attraction to a woman so quickly, he had plenty of women in his past. But they were recreation. It was expected of all Peace Keepers. Rainne was different, new, a clean slate to start with.
"Talyn was worried but I have assured him that all is well." He put his hand behind her neck and kissed her again, more forcibly this time. Rainne responded to his urgent kisses. She reached up and pulled the strap from his hair. Crais released her long enough to pull off his jacket. Still holding her with his legs he pulled off his shirt. Rainne unbuttoned her over shirt, exposing the tank underneath. Rainne saw the scars across Crais' chest and arms. She reached out and tenderly touched one.
"Bialar what happened?" She asked.
"Remember a few days ago I told you that my bonding with Talyn had its rough points?"
"Yes."
"These scars are from cybernetic bleedback. During times of stress Talyn could wrest control of my body, resistance was painful and caused lesions which became the scars I now bear."
"Does it still happen?"
"No. There was a time when Talyn and I were not linked due to damage and Aeryn helped us correct it and built in a buffer at the same time."
Rainne said nothing. She was unsure of what to do next. She had never been with any male that she could remember. Crais sensed her apprehension. He kissed her once again, more delicately; he did not want to scare her away. Rainne closed her eyes responding to Crais' gentle kisses.
"Rainne?" She heard D'Argo's voice in the communicator.
"Yes." She replied. Trying to calm her breathing.
Crais pressed his face on her shoulder, annoyed at being interrupted.
"I went looking for you in the cargo bay and you were not there. Stark said you missed your morning visit to have your bandage changed. Where are you?" She heard D'Argo's booming voice and the underlying irritation at finding her gone.
"I'm sorry. I am on Talyn right now. I will return at once."
Crais released her.
"I will be waiting for your return."
Rainne looked at Crais. "Bialar, I am so sorry. I was told I am to follow his orders."
"No you should go." He said breathlessly. "For now." He replied putting his shirt back on. He grabbed his jacket and headed for the door. "I will meet you in the transport pod and will return you to Moya."
Rainne smoothed her hair. Crais said nothing to her as he returned her to Moya. Rainne touched his arm before departing. "I am sorry." She whispered as she left the transport pod. Crais did not reply.
~~~
A few days later John had shown Rainne how to use the DRD's to play music. She started doing some stretching exercises, she did not remember the name but seemed to remember the actions. Rainne was hoping it would help her focus and perhaps remember all she had forgotten. Last night before the nightmare started Rainne remembered the man from her original dreams kissing her as Crais had.
~~~
Rainne had her eyes closed and did not see D'Argo stop at the door. He found himself watching her more and more as days passed. D'Argo stared at Rainne, she was moving in a way he had never seen. Sweat had dampened her tank top and shorts and she was barefoot. D'Argo caught her scent as she moved. She was beginning to smell less disinfected; she was beginning to smell more human. D'Argo watched, to him it seemed she was moving like a warrior, yet he had never seen these forms before. He stepped into the chamber and kicked the DRD on accident.
~~~
All of a sudden the DRD stopped playing, Rainne opened her eyes and turned around. D'Argo was standing there.
"D'Argo?"
"Yes, Rainne."
"Would you like to join me?" She asked her dream a distant memory, she and Crais had discussed it before he went back to Talyn. As much as he disliked D'Argo, Crais assured her that he would never hurt her intentionally.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
"Practicing some stretching exercises, I can not remember the name but I seem to remember the forms." She stooped to move the DRD and slide over so that there was room for D'Argo. He joined her on the mat. Rainne moved into the first position, D'Argo followed suit. Before starting the music again she showed D'Argo the entire set of forms once. Rainne started the DRD again, soon they were moving in synchronized movements. We went through the routine five times before D'Argo stopped and touched her shoulder.
"Can these moves be defensive?"
"I suppose." she smiled. "Want to take me on Luxan?" she taunted, turning her head to smirk at him.
"I shall crush you, Human." He teased back.
Rainne turned and faced D'Argo with a look of defiance in her eyes. He grabbed for one of her arms, she quickly and easily dodged his attack and turned around. He dove for her again and missed. On his fourth attempt he got her arm, or so he thought, until she flipped him over her shoulder, he hit the mat with a resounding thud. However she was unprepared for his counter attack and D'Argo must have noticed because he flailed one arm, caught her behind her knees and brought her down to the mat beside him.
"Do you give up Luxan?" She asked, quickly rolling and placing her arm across his throat. They were both sweating and breathing heavily.
He did not respond verbally; instead he grabbed her and kissed her roughly on the mouth. Rainne looked at D'Argo astonished and confused. She pushed away from him and fled from the room.
~~~
Rainne's head was spinning. D'Argo had kissed her. She ran blindly down the corridor stopping when she reached her chamber. She took a moment to compose herself. She took a few deep breaths and decided to go back to speak with D'Argo. To tell him that she was glad to be his friend but wanted noting more than that. He deserved that much. She realized her actions had probably seemed irrational and she wanted to apologize.
~~~
D'Argo stood up and straightened his tunic. "What the frell is wrong with you Luxan?" he berated himself. He had seen the way Crais and Rainne looked at each other. He knew Crais and Rainne were spending quite a lot of time together. Yet he persisted. He was reluctant to give up. D'Argo hoped Crais would do something to upset Rainne, and then he could make his move. He quickly left the small chamber, heading for command. He knew it would most likely be empty at this time of day. It was the one place Rainne was not allowed. He could sit and think on his actions without being bothered and without seeing her. Command was empty when he entered, he sat facing the window watching the stars go by.
~~~
Rainne walked back into the small exercise room. It was empty, her heart sank. She had no idea how to find D'Argo. Maybe Pilot could tell her where D'Argo was so she could talk to him. Rainne walked slowly to Pilot's chamber pausing in the doorway. Pilot looked up when she came in.
"Rainne." He said, extending his hand. "Please come in" She walked in and took Pilot's hand. He pulled her to the console. "Please sit down. How are you feeling?" Rainne sat on the edge of the console. "What can I help you with?"
"I need to know where D'Argo is. I want to speak with him, regarding some personal things."
"I have not seen him since the two of you were exercising."
"You saw us?" She asked.
"Yes, the DRD was watching." Pilot pushed a few buttons. Rainne watched the whole encounter. She saw D'Argo looking at her while she had her back to him.
"Oh. Pilot, what have I done?" She asked.
"I do not know?"
"Pilot can you tell me where he went?"
"He is in command, however you are not allowed in there."
'I know." She paused. "I will wait for him to come back to his chamber." She touched Pilot's arm. "Thank you."
"You are most welcome."
~~~
Stark was walking down the corridor when he heard Rainne cry out. The nightmare had started again. She was crying and screaming Pilot's name. Stark ran into the room, he shook Rainne's shoulder.
Rainne woke up confused, for a moment she did not recognize Stark. "Don't touch me." She yelled at him. D'Argo ran into her quarters, as Stark took off his mask. She looked into Stark's face and felt peace. Stark pulled her closer, gently pressing her into his lap. He stroked her face.
"Relax, take some of my thoughts, let me share yours." Stark whispered. After a pause he gave her a sip from a small flask, she did not know what it was but she quickly fell asleep again.
Stark put his mask back on. When he stood up he noticed D'Argo standing by the doorway.
"How is she?" D'Argo asked.
"She will sleep."
"Thank You Stark." D'Argo replied. When Stark left, D'Argo went into Rainne's chamber. She looked peaceful, yet he knew it was the sedative. He picked up her hand and gently kissed her knuckles. "Sleep well Human." D'Argo covered her and sat next to her in the dark.
~~~
"Rainne?" Crais voice emanated from her comm. "Rainne?"
"She is resting. Stark has given her a sleep aid." D'Argo replied as he terminated the communication.
~~~
The next day Aeryn came to the small bay where Rainne was working on dismantling her ship. Pilot had allowed two DRD's to help her as John had said he was busy and would be unable to assist. They were scurrying around to her command. Aeryn cleared her throat. Rainne turned to look at her.
"Rainne. John and I are taking a transport pod down to the planet surface, we need some supplies and John thought you would like to come along."
"Sounds like fun. I need something to occupy my time." She grinned. "Do I need anything warmer to wear?"
"You may." Aeryn knew Rainne was like Crichton and was easily chilled. "I grabbed this from Stark and we can purchase something for you on the planet." She tossed one of Zhaan's old shawls to Rainne.
"I have no currency." Rainne exclaimed.
"John has already picked through the items in the bin that may fetch us a fair price." Aeryn replied.
"Do I need to alert D'Argo?" Rainne asked.
"No. I have already told him. He was not thrilled." Aeryn replied. "However, I thought you might enjoy getting away from him.and Crais."
"I do not think Crais will be around as much." Rainne replied sadly. "I believe he is upset with me because of D'Argo." She dropped the tool she was holding.
"That would explain why he and Talyn suddenly took off last evening. Saying they would be back in a few solar days." Aeryn said more to herself than Rainne. Either way the news was disheartening for Rainne. Aeryn wondered why her former Captain had been on Moya so much more and then suddenly decided to starburst away.
Rainne looked at her dejectedly. "Well when are we leaving?" she asked. Aeryn could see the pain on the younger woman's face. She could tell there were feelings there for the former captain, but she was also aware of D'Argo's feelings for Rainne.
"Right now. John is in the transport pod waiting for us."
Rainne followed Aeryn to the pod. She trailed her hand against the warm wall. She was excited about being able to go with them, yet frightened at what may come. She was also sad that Crais had taken off without even saying goodbye. John looked up when they entered the pod.
"Yo, Stormy Weather, sit down and buckle up." He said comically. "Place your tray tables and seat backs in the upright position." Rainne and Aeryn just stared at him. Rainne could see by the look on Aeryn's face that she was not the only one who could not understand Crichton. "Ahead at warp factor seven, Captain." John said, using his best "Scotty" impression, as he started the pod and headed toward the nearby planet.
~~~
Crais stared out at the stars. Talyn was uncharacteristically quiet as well. Crais needed time to think, to be away from the crew of Moya and their newest passenger. He and Talyn had come to the edge of Peacekeeper territory near a small planet with a dying star. Crais remembered the area from his younger days. He had always been drawn to the area but had never visited the planet. Racial purity had been ingrained in him from the day he was conscripted and the planet was known to be a collection of nonconformists and crossbreeds. Everything the peacekeepers despised, yet he was no longer a Peacekeeper and was beginning to enjoy being away from them. What would Braca and Graza think of him now? Out here on the edge of the universe considering a relationship with Rainne, a human. Racial purity be damned.
"Talyn." Crais began. "We have come a long way, you and I."
Talyn flashed the lights, whistling softly. Crais remembered what Aeryn had said when Talyn once tried to deceive them and leave John in the budong, know it would kill him. She had told Talyn that Peacekeepers were never allowed to have feelings of caring or need, but she had realized that was wrong. Crais was beginning to realize it as well. He smiled slightly, removing his gloves and caressing the wall as he had seen Rainne do many times. The little fire haired human was foremost in his thoughts.
"Many times we have been alone." Crais paused. "Yes it was enjoyable when the others were with us for the short time. However given our tenuous relationship with them I do not think Aeryn and Crichton would join us again."
Crais looked down at his hands. He remembered holding Rainne's small hands in his own. That is what this was all about, why he and Talyn felt they needed to be away for awhile. Crais closed his eyes and thought back to Rainne's last visit. He remembered gazing into her green eyes, seeing her smile, and the way Talyn's internal lighting deepened the red in her hair. He remembered her excitement at joining with Talyn. Her inborn curiosity, and lack of fear. The way she absorbed knowledge and quietly synthesized all the data she took in. The way her small body fit against his as if it was made specifically for him. Talyn whistled again, flashing the lights, bringing him out of his reverie.
"Yes I miss her as well." he paused and looked up at the view screen.
~~~
Rainne followed Aeryn down the steps of the pod. Crichton was rummaging around in the back getting the box of items they were going to barter with. Rainne looked up and saw all manner of crafts flying over head, even another Leviathan transport pod. There were many Sebaceans and other aliens. They seemed to walk by and glance at her hair, or possibly it was her emerald green eyes, they were very rare for a Sebacean as Aeryn had told her. Only the crew of Moya knew she was not as she appeared. Aeryn grabbed her arm and led her toward the bazaar. Crichton followed behind with the box of items from her ship and other items that they had scavenged along the way. The first booth they stopped at was a clothing seller. Aeryn helped Rainne pick out a few items. Their next stop was a junk vendor. Rainne stopped to look at a small item. Aeryn did not notice and stepped away. When Rainne looked up Aeryn was out of sight. Rainne panicked for a moment. Then she saw a flash of movement, it looked like Aeryn. She did not notice the peacekeeper informant trailing her.
~~~
"Captain Braca?"
"Yes."
"An informant in the uncharted territories has just spotted Officer Sun and the human John Crichton."
"And your point is?" he growled. The renegades were not his concern, only one renegade was. Bialar Crais.
"They are with another human, a female." The junior officer replied. Braca took notice of the new information. Another human, possibly this one also traveled here by wormhole as well. He knew he needed something to set him apart, to allow him to reach the top. If he could not have Crais, then wormhole knowledge was the next best thing.
"Bring her in."
"Yes Captain."
~~~
Rainne continued to follow the Sebacean female from a distance. She could hear Crichton bartering in a stall nearby. Rainne stopped when the woman turned and she realized it was not Aeryn. She turned to follow John's voice. As she slipped down a small corridor someone grabbed her and drug her into a small building. She was quickly restrained.
~~~
"Crichton," Aeryn said when she saw him. "Where is Rainne?"
"I thought she was with you."
"No. Why is it you humans always wander off??" Aeryn asked exasperated. Last time this had happened Crichton had been captured by Maldis and almost killed.
"Maybe she needs a collar and a leash." Crichton smirked.
"Maybe you both do." Aeryn replied. "I am going to see if anyone has seen her. Call D'Argo down. He can smell her."
"You call him. He didn't want her to come along in the first place." John looked at her, waving his hands in front of himself protectively. "I'm not gonna tell him we lost her, I would like to stay alive, with all of my own appendages."
"Fine, Crichton." She sighed, shaking her head. "D'Argo?" she spoke into her comm.
"Yes Aeryn." He replied tentatively.
"You need to come to the planet. Rainne is missing."
Aeryn heard D'Argo growl. "I am coming." He snarled. "Every frelling planet." she heard him say before his comm went dead.
"There are you happy Crichton. He is coming. Now I am going to look for Rainne. Try to stay out of trouble. D'Argo will not be happy if he has to rescue both of you."
~~~
"Talyn, move us away from the planet. The solar flares are becoming more active." Crais said, watching the scene unfold before him. "Rainne would like to see this I think." he said aloud surprising himself at the open admission of his feelings.
~~~
"Name." the peacekeeper growled at Rainne.
"Rainne." She whispered frightened.
"Full name." the peacekeeper sneered. The peacekeeper raised a hand as if to strike her.
"Rainne is my full name." She said a bit louder. The peacekeeper did not believe her and backhanded her. Rainne felt her lip split, she struggled in her bonds. The peacekeeper raised his hand again, Rainne closed her eyes, wincing in anticipation of the next blow. She heard another voice.
"Stop. If you touch her again Braca will kill you." Rainne opened her eyes, hoping it was someone who could help her. The first peacekeeper moved away and Rainne saw another. He moved over to her with a wicked smile on his face. "Another human, well, well. You humans keep popping into the Uncharted Territories. Followed Crichton's wormhole?" he asked, moving closer, almost spitting the words at her.
Rainne said nothing as the newest member of the interrogation team smirked. She knew nothing of a wormhole.
"I do not know." She said quietly, "I have lost my memory."
"And you expect me to believe that."
"Yes." Rainne replied, realizing the brutality of the Peacekeepers.
"Well I do not, neither will Captain Braca." He snarled at her, Rainne could tell it was a false bravado, she could tell he was a coward. Wielding the power of being second to the Captain was the only power he had. "You will have your memories soon enough. When the command carrier arrives and Braca puts you in the Aurora chair. There are no memories that can be hidden from the Aurora chair. Ask your friend Crichton. Or if you ever come upon the Renegade Bialar Crais, ask him."
At the mention of Crais' name Rainne flinched. The unnamed peacekeeper picked up on the slight movement.
"You have met Crais."
Rainne blinked trying to keep the emotion from her face. The peacekeeper sneered. He could see the caring in her eyes.
"The bastard is nearby. I should have known. He was never one to leave any stone unturned when it came to women." The figure spat at her. "We shall see soon enough if he has left your stone unturned or not. Braca will delight in killing him."
Rainne glared at him, unsure of what to do. The anger was beginning to build in her chest, her hands were burning. She struggled against the bonds. Afraid and angry she screamed.
"Silence." he said as he slapped her, reopening the wound on her now swollen lip.
~~~
D'Argo caught up with Aeryn quickly. No one in the vicinity claimed to have seen Rainne. They both knew the crowds were lying, a small red-haired Sebacean with green eyes, wearing a Delvian shawl would surely stand out in the crowd. D'Argo closed his eyes and took a deep breath, he picked up Rainne's scent almost immediately. Aeryn watched as the huge warrior pivoted on his heel and headed back to the main part of the bazaar. He paused as he took another breath. Her scent seemed to carry through the center of the bazaar. D'Argo began moving again. Aeryn easily kept up with him as he towered over most of the assembled crowd. As D'Argo approached the small corridor where Rainne disappeared he heard her scream come from inside the building. He ran to the small door and hit it with his shoulder. The door flexed but did not open.
~~~
The peacekeeper heard something hit the door. Rainne screamed again.
"Rainne." Someone called through the door. "Rainne." The peacekeeper recognized the Luxan's voice as did Rainne.
"Damn." He swore. Rainne was still screaming, he wanted to silence her. He quickly struck her in the back of the head, knowing it would knock her unconscious and yet the Aurora chair would still work if he could get her to the command carrier. He began unfastening the straps that held her.
~~~
D'Argo hit the door again with his shoulder. Rainne was suddenly quiet. "Rainne." he cried out again. He charged the door again. Aeryn and Crichton were just rounding the corner. "She's behind this door." He said breathlessly. Aeryn could see the fear in D'Argo's eyes. It was then she realized he cared for Rainne more than he showed.
~~~
The peacekeepers could hear D'Argo pounding on the door. One was rushing to free Rainne from the restraints but the ones on her ankles had gotten stuck. The door was beginning to crack under the constant attack from the Luxan. The peacekeeper knew he was defeated this time, he also knew failure was not an option, however the living death was easier to stomach than being torn apart by a Luxan. He grabbed his pulse rifle and ran from the room out the opposite door.
~~~
The door could no longer hold up to the assault from D'Argo. It cracked and then broke open. In the dim light D'Argo could see Rainne slumped over in a chair. Brandishing his Qualta blade, he moved slowly into the small room. Aeryn followed. Crichton waited by the door to make sure no one attempted to follow them. D'Argo looked at Rainne, she was still restrained at the ankles. As he got closer to her he could see the blood on her lip and chin. "I will get her out of here." He said to Aeryn.
"We will meet you back on Moya. I am going to follow the foot tracks here." Aeryn replied as she pointed to the tracks in the dust. She recognized the sole pattern as Peace Keeper. "This is the work of Peacekeepers."
"Watch your back." D'Argo called out.
"You too." Aeryn replied from the shadows.
D'Argo realized Rainne was unconscious, he could see the bruises forming on her lip and cheek. He pulled his knife from it's sheath and freed her ankles. He carefully lifted Rainne from the chair and carried her back through the broken door.
"Whoa, what happened to her?" Crichton asked.
"Peacekeepers. Aeryn went after them." D'Argo growled. "As usual the cowards were gone by the time I broke through the door."
"Okay, relax big guy." John said. "Get her back to Moya, I will bring Aeryn."
~~~
Rainne awoke in Medical Rejuv. Her head was pounding and her lip was burning. D'Argo was standing over her. She could see the caring in his eyes,. Rainne tried to smile but her lip was too sore. D'Argo pulled a chair up to the cot. He gently rubbed her arm.
"Rainne." D'Argo said quietly. "Just rest."
"What happened?" she looked around, a sigh of relief escaped her lips as she realized she was back on Moya. "How did I get back here." she asked D'Argo, staring into his warm blue eyes, she did not want to be the one that would tell him that his feelings for her were not mutual. She cared a great deal for him, but she knew she could never be the companion he needed.
"I found you. Aeryn was unable to catch your abductors." He said. "Why did you wander away from her?"
"I stopped to look at a piece of clothing, when I looked up Aeryn was out of sight. I thought I spotted her again, but was mistaken. I knew I was not far from John, I could hear him bargaining with someone." she paused. "Then someone grabbed me." She began to tremble as the memory returned. "He hit me. For no reason."
"Who?" D'Argo growled.
"He was a peacekeeper. I could tell by the insignia. It looked like one that I had seen on Talyn."
D'Argo bristled at the mention of Talyn.
"He said something about a chair, and wormholes." She tried to sit up. D'Argo leant his arm. She was still shivering. D'Argo wrapped her in another blanket.
"Crichton came here through a wormhole." D'Argo recalled. "Did he say his name?"
"No, but he mentioned some one named Braca and something about an Aurora Chair." She turned away, knowing what she said next would upset him. "He said Braca was going to put me in the chair and then kill me before he killed Bialar."
"The Aurora Chair. I thought it had been destroyed." his voice trailed off, D'Argo turned away as the enormity of the situation and all of its potential outcomes were realized. Rainne reached down and touched his hand. He tried to shield the look of shock and anger on his face when he turned back to face her. "You will never be subjected to the chair. On that I swear my oath."
"What is it?" she asked, afraid but curious.
"It is an evil peacekeeper tool, it pulls the memories out, causing pain and even at times death.Crichton was in the chair once." D'Argo's voice trailed off.
"So was Crais." Rainne whispered. D'Argo flinched at the sound of Crais' name.
"We will talk about this some other time. I can see the fatigue and fright on your face." He smiled at her, hoping to elicit one in return. Rainne seemed to be staring off into space. "Rainne?"
"Yes.I am sorry." She replied pulling her focus back to him. "I believe I need more rest."
"I will escort you back to your quarters." D'Argo said as he stood, holding out his arm. Rainne accepted his outstretched arm and slowly walked back to her room. As the door slid open Rainne turned to hug D'Argo, to thank him for all he had done for her. D'Argo accepted the affection and wrapped her in his strong arms, as he kissed the top of her head. Neither of them saw Jool in the corridor.
~~~
Crais opened his eyes. "What was that Talyn?"
Moya is concerned. Rainne was injured today. She was abducted while on the commerce planet. They were Peacekeepers. Braca was involved. He threatened to put her in the Aurora Chair.Talyn replied. Before Crais could voice the order Talyn fired up main propulsion to move far enough away from the dying star to be able to starburst. Crais could see what was on the young leviathans mind. It was then he realized Talyn was picking up on his own feelings for Rainne.
"Talyn. Starburst."
~~~
Rainne and Crichton were busy pulling an access panel off the interior of her small craft. John could not keep himself away, a chance to touch Earth was still in the back of his mind, even though he knew now he could never leave Aeryn and he also knew she would never come to Earth with him. They had removed enough interior items from the vessel making it so dark inside that Rainne was holding the flashlight for John. When Rainne flashed the light into the small cubby hole he had just pried open, Crichton saw something he recognized, it was a piece of cellophane. Crichton pulled it out. He laughed out loud. Rainne shined the flashlight on his face.
"I know you are definitely from earth now." Crichton said.
"How can you be sure?"
"There's only one place to get a TWINKIE." He said again holding up the wrapper.
"A Twinkie?" Rainne asked. She had no idea what he was talking about. She turned away and shined the light back into the hole. There was something else. Rainne reached in and pulled it out. It was a brown wrapped object. It looked like food as well. It said H-E-R-S-H-E-Y. "Crichton is this a Twinkie as well?" she asked handing it to him.
"Oh no it is so much better than a Twinkie." he said. Rainne saw a small tear in the corner of his eye. "It's chocolate."
"What?"
"Oh." he ripped open the package. It still looked okay. He broke off a small corner and put it in his mouth. Rainne could see him savoring the flavor. "Some women say this is better than sex."
"Crichton." Rainne exclaimed. John saw her blush.
"Try it." He said handing her a small piece. Rainne took it, she knew he would never hurt her. Before putting it in her mouth she smelled it. It was a pleasant scent. Rainne put the piece in her mouth. Having no recollection of sex, Rainne could not make the comparison but she did like the taste.
"Well, Stormy, what do ya think?"
"It is good, this chocolate." She smiled at him, before she shined the light into the hole once more. It was now empty. "There is no more." She said dejectedly.
"No more what?" Crais asked as he came into the small craft. Rainne shined the light at him. Crichton saw her eyes light up in the reflection of the beam. The green seemed to deepen when she saw that it was Bialar.
"Nothing." Chricton said. "It is a human thing. Ya probably wouldn't like it anyhow."
Crais raised one eyebrow and flexed his jaw, no emotion detectible on his face. "I wish to speak with Rainne alone."
"Okey Dokey, I can see I am not needed here anymore." John quipped as he backed out of the craft. Something was different about Crais and Crichton had the distinct feeling it was actually something good and it had something to do with Rainne.
When Crichton was gone Crais grabbed Rainne's hand and pulled her out of the darkened vessel. Moya had told him she was injured, he wanted to see for himself. When he saw the bruises on her face and her split lip, he gasped. What was it about this young woman that drew him in and made him want to protect her, to care for her, to keep her with him always? Rainne tried to look away, embarrassed by her current appearance. Crais took off his gloves before turning her face to his. He stroked her unblemished cheek, afraid to touch the damaged side and cause her more pain. Rainne said nothing, closing her eyes and reveling in the contact, his scent. She was sure he was gone from them for good. Now he was back. Rainne felt the bristle of Crais' beard when he kissed her forehead.
"I am sorry I was not here." He whispered against her skin, his voice raspy with emotion.
"I am sorry you felt the need to be away." She replied, keeping her eyes closed yet moving her body closer to his. Crais wrapped her in his strong embrace, resting his cheek on the top of her head. A warm feeling washed over her.
"Talyn was concerned for you as well."
"I know. Moya has told me."
"You speak with Moya?"
"Through Pilot." Rainne said as she opened her eyes and looked up at him. "Bialar, is it true? What that peacekeeper said about you."
"What did he say?"
"You were in the Aurora Chair once."
"Yes." He bristled at the memory and moved away from her. "It was a long time ago. I was a very different person then. It is in the past as many things are." He said, pulling on his gloves and beginning to pace. Rainne saw the mask rise on his face, where there was once caring now was only a clenched jaw. Rainne tried to touch his arm, he skirted away from her.
"I am sorry." She replied. "He said Braca was going to put me in the chair." She closed her eyes as the tears began to flow. The memory was still fresh, still frightening. "And he said he was going to kill you." her voice trailed off. Crais could hear the dismay in the timbre of her voice. His heart softened at her pain. Now he knew that she cared deeply for him. He held her again, cradling her in his arms.
"Do not cry, Rainne. Braca does not scare me. He is a coward." Crais growled as he spoke his former second-in-command's name. "I will see to it you never have to fear the peacekeepers again." He smiled down on her, losing himself for a moment in her smoky green eyes. "You will never be subjected to the violence of the Aurora chair." He released her, still holding her hands in his. "Would you like to go back to Talyn with me, for a short visit?" he asked hopeful. "We have something we wish to show you."
"Yes, but I must let someone know." She said quietly. She felt Crais' arms stiffen. "Aeryn and John require it."
~~~
Rainne went in search of D'Argo. Crais waited for her in the transport pod. As Rainne walked down the corridor she let her hand brush the wall. It was comforting to know Moya was there to service them. To care for them like they were all children in need of shelter. Rainne was not an escaped prisoner or exiled peacekeeper but she fit in well with most of the others. She enjoyed the time she spent with Crichton, hearing him speak of Earth. She had a feeling that things were soon to change. It frightened her and excited her at the same time. Rainne continued down the corridor toward the galley. Pilot had said D'Argo was sharing a meal with Jool. When Rainne entered the galley, Jool shot her a look that Rainne was sure was jealousy. Rainne stopped near the door and cleared her throat.
"I am sorry to disturb your meal Ka D'Argo." she began.
"You never disturb me." He smiled as he turned to face her. Rainne saw the hurt look on Jool's face. Jool definitely felt more for the Luxan than she allowed the others to know. "Come and join us."
"No thank you. I wish to speak with you for a microt." Rainne said quietly. "Alone."
D'Argo stood and crossed to the door way. He smiled at Rainne. "Would you care to go somewhere more private than this." He asked, the hope that she had somehow broken with Crais plainly on his face.
"No this is private enough." She paused, unsure whether to phrase her next sentence as a question or a plain statement. She decided a statement was more appropriate. Either way D'Argo would not be pleased at what she had to say to him. "I am going to Talyn for a little while. They wish to show me something."
"I forbid it." He snarled at hearing Talyn's name. "You do remember what the peacekeepers did to you?" He reached for her arm, she backed away from him, clearly upset. "He is a peacekeeper, Braca's commanding officer in fact." D'Argo spat.
"He is no longer a peacekeeper and I am going whether you like it or not!" Rainne replied, the irritation at his clear hostility toward Crais, evident in her tone. Why could he not see that Crais had changed? "I have spoken to Aeryn. She has released me from my restrictions and only asked that I tell you so you would not be concerned if you could not find me." D'Argo grabbed her shoulder. Rainne glared at him and pushed his hand away. "Good day, Ka D'Argo."
Rainne walked out of the room and hurried down the corridor. She did not see D'Argo as he hurried down the opposite way determined to stop her, even if he had to kill Crais to do it.
~~~
As Rainne rounded the corner into the hangar bay she saw D'Argo charge Crais. The rage evident on D'Argo face. Crais stood his ground, clearly not afraid of the Luxan. Though D'Argo was taller, due to Crais' Sebacean physiology, he was just as strong. As D'Argo hit him with his shoulder, Crais pivoted on his heel and was able to stay standing; though Rainne saw him wince from the blow. D'Argo caught off balance hit a stack of crates with a loud crash. He quickly was on his feet, heading for Crais again. Crais tried the same maneuver again, but D'Argo was ready for him, and hit him square in the chest with his shoulder. They crashed to the floor, D'Argo landed on top. D'Argo struck Crais with his fist, Rainne cried out.
"Stop it." she yelled. "Both of you." She began to feel the burning in her palms.
D'Argo ignored Rainne. He was growling something to Crais.
"You will leave this vessel and not return." D'Argo spat, his hands on Crais' throat. "Rainne is staying with me on Moya."
"I believe that is Rainne's choice." Crais replied calmly, though the seething anger was evident in his tone and demeanor. He roughly shoved D'Argo away, rolling to avoid the next blow. As D'Argo recovered from striking the floor, Crais kicked him once, sending him sprawling. Crais stood and grabbed a tool from the workbench. D'Argo stood and began taunting Crais.
"Go ahead, try to kill me, peacekeeper." D'Argo snapped. "Show Rainne how easy it is for a peacekeeper to kill. Tell her how you ordered the murder of Moya's original pilot."
"Rainne knows who I am, that includes anything I may or may not have done. She is aware Luxan that yours would not be the first blood upon my hands and it is you that attacked me." Crais countered, dismissing D'Argo, further angering him.
"I am a warrior not a murderer..." D'Argo spat. "For this reason I am.and shall be forever superior to you."
"Who are you trying to convince Luxan, yourself or Rainne?" Crais threw the tool on the floor disgusted.
Aeryn and Crichton reached the room at the same time. Pilot had alerted them to the violence happening in the hangar.
"Whoa boys. May be you should take this outside." Crichton yelled. He turned and noticed Rainne standing near the table, a mixture of fear and anger crossed her normally serene features. "I think there is a storm brewin'." he whispered to himself. "Auntie Em.it's a twister.".
"What?" Aeryn asked, he had forgotten she was standing next to him.
Crichton motioned with his head toward Rainne. "She's about to blow." he whispered.
"Enough!" Rainne yelled, the emotion flowing through her seemed to enhance her volume. D'Argo even turned to look at her. Rainne turned on her heel and stormed out of the room.
"I'll go after her." Crichton began.
"I'll deal with them." Aeryn finished the sentence.
Aeryn looked at her former captain and her friend. All the anger was startled out of them by Rainne's scream. D'Argo frowned at Aeryn and walked away. Crais picked the tool he discarded, angrily placing it back on the shelf. He glared at Aeryn and D'Argo as he straightened his jacket.
"Officer Sun?"
"What happened?" Aeryn asked.
"I was waiting for Rainne." Crais replied. "She was to meet me here."
D'Argo hissed, "You were attempting to deceive her."
"Good day, Officer Sun." Crais turned on his heel and boarded the transport pod.
D'Argo growled in frustration at the obvious rejection and stormed out of the hangar.
~~~
"Pilot," John called out as he jogged down the corridor. "Where is Stormy?"
"Who?"
"Rainne, Pilot, I am looking for Rainne."
"She is on tier 7, she appears to be headed for the Solar Terrace."
"Thank you."
"You are quite welcome."
~~~
John walked on to the Solar Terrace. Rainne had her back to him. "Go away." She snapped when she heard the door.
"It's me." Crichton replied. He walked over and put his hand on her shoulder. Rainne shrugged it away. "Rainne.what happened."
"I don't know. I told D'Argo I was going to Talyn, as you and Aeryn suggested." She turned to face him. "He told me I could not." Rainne shook her head, "why does he not accept the fact that I am free? As free as the rest of you."
"He wears his heart on his sleeve..." John said, tentatively touching her arm. "He also does not accept rejection well. He has found a scapegoat in Crais."
"But why does he hate him so much. Bialar has told me he shares an un-easy bond with all of you."
"D'Argo's wife LoLaan was killed by a peacekeeper, her own brother." Crichton replied. "Crais was captain of Moya while Zhaan and D'Argo were being held here. He has many reasons to dislike Crais."
"I know and now I am one of those reasons." her voice trailed off as she turned away from him. Her shoulders began to shake as the tears began.
Crichton turned her to face him again. He wiped a tear from her cheek. "Rain, rain go away." he said softly. "What is it that draws you to Talyn? Is it Crais?" Crichton asked.
"I feel Talyn holds the key to unlocking my memories." she paused turning to stare out at the stars and Talyn who was floating near his mother. "I can sense his consciousness when I am in the Neural Cluster." Rainne reached out to toward Talyn. "I want my memories back, but the thought of the things I may have done terrifies me."
"Well, how was lunch?" Crais asked when they were finished. He was trying to keep her on Talyn. Keep her to himself.
"Good, thank you." Rainne replied, turning to look at him again. "For food cubes." She smiled.
"Any feelings from Talyn today?" He asked taking her hand, he began absentmindedly caressing her palm.
"You would know wouldn't you?"
"Only if you were in the cluster." Crais replied standing. "Would you care to join me?"
"Yes." Rainne was excited. Joining with Talyn had been remarkable. "Do you think I could see the stars the way Talyn sees them?"
"We can try." They walked hand in hand to Command.
Crais led Rainne into the center of the room. Into the direct center of the Neural Cluster. Rainne felt the tingle as Talyn joined her mind. "Rainne. Do not close your eyes." Crais said pulling her closer; he held her arms at her sides, firmly but gently. "Look directly at me. Focus on me. Try to find my consciousness." Rainne stared into his dark eyes, they were like windows to the unknown. She was fully aware of his hands on her arms, the warmth of his breath, the masculine aroma of him. She could feel he was still uneasy yet wanted to share this with her. Rainne tried to concentrate on his face, he was saying something to her and she could feel it in her mind as well as hearing him. Her eyes began to close, Crais shook her softly. "Do not close your eyes. Look at me." He lifted her chin. Rainne, can you hear me? He asked through their temporary bond, it was like a whisper in her head.
Bialar?
Yes. He smiled at her. Let me show you something. Crais and Talyn projected memories of their time alone, hiding from the Peace Keepers, all the beautiful stars. Talyn brought up the surveillance vids loaded in his memory banks. This is the night Pilot found you. Crais explained. Rainne saw the asteroid field. It was Pilot and Moya who first detected your small vessel.
I do not remember.
This is the surveillance vid of Moya netting your small craft. I was asleep however Talyn was monitoring.
I do not remember. Why can't I remember?
Stay calm. Do not worry.
Yes calm, she heard another voice say. It sounded familiar.
"Who is there?" She asked audibly.
Talyn, was the only sound she heard rush through her mind, like a sigh. She could hear her blood pounding in her ears; she could see her own thoughts and as well as catching bits and pieces of Crais' thoughts and memories. It was then that she realized Talyn sounded very much like Crais.
Talyn you can speak? She asked.
Yes, for you I can speak. Is this voice pleasing, I have copied Crais? The young Leviathan replied.
Can Bialar hear you as well? Rainne asked Talyn
Yes I can, was Crais' reply.
This is incredible. Talyn is fantastic. These feelings. I could get lost in these feelings. She moved closer to Crais as she caught a small bit of his memories of their first meeting and her first visit to Talyn. She saw her own modest smile from his point of view. She could sense his growing fondness for her.
Crais released her long enough to surround her in his strong arms, he pulled her tighter to him. She heard him inhale her scent as she did the same. She smelled leather and sweat, mingled with spices and the musky aroma of a male. Crais put his hand behind her head gently stroking her neck. They were nose to nose; both breathing rapidly, Rainne felt herself blush. She saw herself at that moment through Crais' eyes.
Crais kissed her tenderly. Rainne closed her eyes, yielding to his kiss, as a wave of desire washed over both of them. His lips were soft and cool, his tongue gentle, yet probing. The tingling in her arms deepened as her hands grew numb. She could feel herself and Crais at the same time. She tried to push away from him.
"No." She said breathless. She grabbed Crais' hand and pulled him away from the cluster.
"Are you all right?" Crais asked. Rainne could see the concern on his face.
"Yes.now." She kissed him again. She could still feel Talyn but not as strong. "Is there somewhere else we can go, away from the Cluster." Rainne whispered.
Crais led her down the hall. He could hear Talyn speaking to him, asking what was wrong, asking why Rainne had left the neural cluster. He quietly reassured the young leviathan that he would find out what was going on once they arrived in his quarters. He passed his hand over the panel to open the door. Rainne followed him in.
"Bialar, I am sorry." She looked away, ashamed. "This is all so new to me. I could not sort out my feelings from yours or Talyn's."
"I understand. Talyn and I have been joined for so long I often forget." He took her small hands in his as he sat on the edge of the table. He pulled her in tight to his body, he had never had such a strong attraction to a woman so quickly, he had plenty of women in his past. But they were recreation. It was expected of all Peace Keepers. Rainne was different, new, a clean slate to start with.
"Talyn was worried but I have assured him that all is well." He put his hand behind her neck and kissed her again, more forcibly this time. Rainne responded to his urgent kisses. She reached up and pulled the strap from his hair. Crais released her long enough to pull off his jacket. Still holding her with his legs he pulled off his shirt. Rainne unbuttoned her over shirt, exposing the tank underneath. Rainne saw the scars across Crais' chest and arms. She reached out and tenderly touched one.
"Bialar what happened?" She asked.
"Remember a few days ago I told you that my bonding with Talyn had its rough points?"
"Yes."
"These scars are from cybernetic bleedback. During times of stress Talyn could wrest control of my body, resistance was painful and caused lesions which became the scars I now bear."
"Does it still happen?"
"No. There was a time when Talyn and I were not linked due to damage and Aeryn helped us correct it and built in a buffer at the same time."
Rainne said nothing. She was unsure of what to do next. She had never been with any male that she could remember. Crais sensed her apprehension. He kissed her once again, more delicately; he did not want to scare her away. Rainne closed her eyes responding to Crais' gentle kisses.
"Rainne?" She heard D'Argo's voice in the communicator.
"Yes." She replied. Trying to calm her breathing.
Crais pressed his face on her shoulder, annoyed at being interrupted.
"I went looking for you in the cargo bay and you were not there. Stark said you missed your morning visit to have your bandage changed. Where are you?" She heard D'Argo's booming voice and the underlying irritation at finding her gone.
"I'm sorry. I am on Talyn right now. I will return at once."
Crais released her.
"I will be waiting for your return."
Rainne looked at Crais. "Bialar, I am so sorry. I was told I am to follow his orders."
"No you should go." He said breathlessly. "For now." He replied putting his shirt back on. He grabbed his jacket and headed for the door. "I will meet you in the transport pod and will return you to Moya."
Rainne smoothed her hair. Crais said nothing to her as he returned her to Moya. Rainne touched his arm before departing. "I am sorry." She whispered as she left the transport pod. Crais did not reply.
~~~
A few days later John had shown Rainne how to use the DRD's to play music. She started doing some stretching exercises, she did not remember the name but seemed to remember the actions. Rainne was hoping it would help her focus and perhaps remember all she had forgotten. Last night before the nightmare started Rainne remembered the man from her original dreams kissing her as Crais had.
~~~
Rainne had her eyes closed and did not see D'Argo stop at the door. He found himself watching her more and more as days passed. D'Argo stared at Rainne, she was moving in a way he had never seen. Sweat had dampened her tank top and shorts and she was barefoot. D'Argo caught her scent as she moved. She was beginning to smell less disinfected; she was beginning to smell more human. D'Argo watched, to him it seemed she was moving like a warrior, yet he had never seen these forms before. He stepped into the chamber and kicked the DRD on accident.
~~~
All of a sudden the DRD stopped playing, Rainne opened her eyes and turned around. D'Argo was standing there.
"D'Argo?"
"Yes, Rainne."
"Would you like to join me?" She asked her dream a distant memory, she and Crais had discussed it before he went back to Talyn. As much as he disliked D'Argo, Crais assured her that he would never hurt her intentionally.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
"Practicing some stretching exercises, I can not remember the name but I seem to remember the forms." She stooped to move the DRD and slide over so that there was room for D'Argo. He joined her on the mat. Rainne moved into the first position, D'Argo followed suit. Before starting the music again she showed D'Argo the entire set of forms once. Rainne started the DRD again, soon they were moving in synchronized movements. We went through the routine five times before D'Argo stopped and touched her shoulder.
"Can these moves be defensive?"
"I suppose." she smiled. "Want to take me on Luxan?" she taunted, turning her head to smirk at him.
"I shall crush you, Human." He teased back.
Rainne turned and faced D'Argo with a look of defiance in her eyes. He grabbed for one of her arms, she quickly and easily dodged his attack and turned around. He dove for her again and missed. On his fourth attempt he got her arm, or so he thought, until she flipped him over her shoulder, he hit the mat with a resounding thud. However she was unprepared for his counter attack and D'Argo must have noticed because he flailed one arm, caught her behind her knees and brought her down to the mat beside him.
"Do you give up Luxan?" She asked, quickly rolling and placing her arm across his throat. They were both sweating and breathing heavily.
He did not respond verbally; instead he grabbed her and kissed her roughly on the mouth. Rainne looked at D'Argo astonished and confused. She pushed away from him and fled from the room.
~~~
Rainne's head was spinning. D'Argo had kissed her. She ran blindly down the corridor stopping when she reached her chamber. She took a moment to compose herself. She took a few deep breaths and decided to go back to speak with D'Argo. To tell him that she was glad to be his friend but wanted noting more than that. He deserved that much. She realized her actions had probably seemed irrational and she wanted to apologize.
~~~
D'Argo stood up and straightened his tunic. "What the frell is wrong with you Luxan?" he berated himself. He had seen the way Crais and Rainne looked at each other. He knew Crais and Rainne were spending quite a lot of time together. Yet he persisted. He was reluctant to give up. D'Argo hoped Crais would do something to upset Rainne, and then he could make his move. He quickly left the small chamber, heading for command. He knew it would most likely be empty at this time of day. It was the one place Rainne was not allowed. He could sit and think on his actions without being bothered and without seeing her. Command was empty when he entered, he sat facing the window watching the stars go by.
~~~
Rainne walked back into the small exercise room. It was empty, her heart sank. She had no idea how to find D'Argo. Maybe Pilot could tell her where D'Argo was so she could talk to him. Rainne walked slowly to Pilot's chamber pausing in the doorway. Pilot looked up when she came in.
"Rainne." He said, extending his hand. "Please come in" She walked in and took Pilot's hand. He pulled her to the console. "Please sit down. How are you feeling?" Rainne sat on the edge of the console. "What can I help you with?"
"I need to know where D'Argo is. I want to speak with him, regarding some personal things."
"I have not seen him since the two of you were exercising."
"You saw us?" She asked.
"Yes, the DRD was watching." Pilot pushed a few buttons. Rainne watched the whole encounter. She saw D'Argo looking at her while she had her back to him.
"Oh. Pilot, what have I done?" She asked.
"I do not know?"
"Pilot can you tell me where he went?"
"He is in command, however you are not allowed in there."
'I know." She paused. "I will wait for him to come back to his chamber." She touched Pilot's arm. "Thank you."
"You are most welcome."
~~~
Stark was walking down the corridor when he heard Rainne cry out. The nightmare had started again. She was crying and screaming Pilot's name. Stark ran into the room, he shook Rainne's shoulder.
Rainne woke up confused, for a moment she did not recognize Stark. "Don't touch me." She yelled at him. D'Argo ran into her quarters, as Stark took off his mask. She looked into Stark's face and felt peace. Stark pulled her closer, gently pressing her into his lap. He stroked her face.
"Relax, take some of my thoughts, let me share yours." Stark whispered. After a pause he gave her a sip from a small flask, she did not know what it was but she quickly fell asleep again.
Stark put his mask back on. When he stood up he noticed D'Argo standing by the doorway.
"How is she?" D'Argo asked.
"She will sleep."
"Thank You Stark." D'Argo replied. When Stark left, D'Argo went into Rainne's chamber. She looked peaceful, yet he knew it was the sedative. He picked up her hand and gently kissed her knuckles. "Sleep well Human." D'Argo covered her and sat next to her in the dark.
~~~
"Rainne?" Crais voice emanated from her comm. "Rainne?"
"She is resting. Stark has given her a sleep aid." D'Argo replied as he terminated the communication.
~~~
The next day Aeryn came to the small bay where Rainne was working on dismantling her ship. Pilot had allowed two DRD's to help her as John had said he was busy and would be unable to assist. They were scurrying around to her command. Aeryn cleared her throat. Rainne turned to look at her.
"Rainne. John and I are taking a transport pod down to the planet surface, we need some supplies and John thought you would like to come along."
"Sounds like fun. I need something to occupy my time." She grinned. "Do I need anything warmer to wear?"
"You may." Aeryn knew Rainne was like Crichton and was easily chilled. "I grabbed this from Stark and we can purchase something for you on the planet." She tossed one of Zhaan's old shawls to Rainne.
"I have no currency." Rainne exclaimed.
"John has already picked through the items in the bin that may fetch us a fair price." Aeryn replied.
"Do I need to alert D'Argo?" Rainne asked.
"No. I have already told him. He was not thrilled." Aeryn replied. "However, I thought you might enjoy getting away from him.and Crais."
"I do not think Crais will be around as much." Rainne replied sadly. "I believe he is upset with me because of D'Argo." She dropped the tool she was holding.
"That would explain why he and Talyn suddenly took off last evening. Saying they would be back in a few solar days." Aeryn said more to herself than Rainne. Either way the news was disheartening for Rainne. Aeryn wondered why her former Captain had been on Moya so much more and then suddenly decided to starburst away.
Rainne looked at her dejectedly. "Well when are we leaving?" she asked. Aeryn could see the pain on the younger woman's face. She could tell there were feelings there for the former captain, but she was also aware of D'Argo's feelings for Rainne.
"Right now. John is in the transport pod waiting for us."
Rainne followed Aeryn to the pod. She trailed her hand against the warm wall. She was excited about being able to go with them, yet frightened at what may come. She was also sad that Crais had taken off without even saying goodbye. John looked up when they entered the pod.
"Yo, Stormy Weather, sit down and buckle up." He said comically. "Place your tray tables and seat backs in the upright position." Rainne and Aeryn just stared at him. Rainne could see by the look on Aeryn's face that she was not the only one who could not understand Crichton. "Ahead at warp factor seven, Captain." John said, using his best "Scotty" impression, as he started the pod and headed toward the nearby planet.
~~~
Crais stared out at the stars. Talyn was uncharacteristically quiet as well. Crais needed time to think, to be away from the crew of Moya and their newest passenger. He and Talyn had come to the edge of Peacekeeper territory near a small planet with a dying star. Crais remembered the area from his younger days. He had always been drawn to the area but had never visited the planet. Racial purity had been ingrained in him from the day he was conscripted and the planet was known to be a collection of nonconformists and crossbreeds. Everything the peacekeepers despised, yet he was no longer a Peacekeeper and was beginning to enjoy being away from them. What would Braca and Graza think of him now? Out here on the edge of the universe considering a relationship with Rainne, a human. Racial purity be damned.
"Talyn." Crais began. "We have come a long way, you and I."
Talyn flashed the lights, whistling softly. Crais remembered what Aeryn had said when Talyn once tried to deceive them and leave John in the budong, know it would kill him. She had told Talyn that Peacekeepers were never allowed to have feelings of caring or need, but she had realized that was wrong. Crais was beginning to realize it as well. He smiled slightly, removing his gloves and caressing the wall as he had seen Rainne do many times. The little fire haired human was foremost in his thoughts.
"Many times we have been alone." Crais paused. "Yes it was enjoyable when the others were with us for the short time. However given our tenuous relationship with them I do not think Aeryn and Crichton would join us again."
Crais looked down at his hands. He remembered holding Rainne's small hands in his own. That is what this was all about, why he and Talyn felt they needed to be away for awhile. Crais closed his eyes and thought back to Rainne's last visit. He remembered gazing into her green eyes, seeing her smile, and the way Talyn's internal lighting deepened the red in her hair. He remembered her excitement at joining with Talyn. Her inborn curiosity, and lack of fear. The way she absorbed knowledge and quietly synthesized all the data she took in. The way her small body fit against his as if it was made specifically for him. Talyn whistled again, flashing the lights, bringing him out of his reverie.
"Yes I miss her as well." he paused and looked up at the view screen.
~~~
Rainne followed Aeryn down the steps of the pod. Crichton was rummaging around in the back getting the box of items they were going to barter with. Rainne looked up and saw all manner of crafts flying over head, even another Leviathan transport pod. There were many Sebaceans and other aliens. They seemed to walk by and glance at her hair, or possibly it was her emerald green eyes, they were very rare for a Sebacean as Aeryn had told her. Only the crew of Moya knew she was not as she appeared. Aeryn grabbed her arm and led her toward the bazaar. Crichton followed behind with the box of items from her ship and other items that they had scavenged along the way. The first booth they stopped at was a clothing seller. Aeryn helped Rainne pick out a few items. Their next stop was a junk vendor. Rainne stopped to look at a small item. Aeryn did not notice and stepped away. When Rainne looked up Aeryn was out of sight. Rainne panicked for a moment. Then she saw a flash of movement, it looked like Aeryn. She did not notice the peacekeeper informant trailing her.
~~~
"Captain Braca?"
"Yes."
"An informant in the uncharted territories has just spotted Officer Sun and the human John Crichton."
"And your point is?" he growled. The renegades were not his concern, only one renegade was. Bialar Crais.
"They are with another human, a female." The junior officer replied. Braca took notice of the new information. Another human, possibly this one also traveled here by wormhole as well. He knew he needed something to set him apart, to allow him to reach the top. If he could not have Crais, then wormhole knowledge was the next best thing.
"Bring her in."
"Yes Captain."
~~~
Rainne continued to follow the Sebacean female from a distance. She could hear Crichton bartering in a stall nearby. Rainne stopped when the woman turned and she realized it was not Aeryn. She turned to follow John's voice. As she slipped down a small corridor someone grabbed her and drug her into a small building. She was quickly restrained.
~~~
"Crichton," Aeryn said when she saw him. "Where is Rainne?"
"I thought she was with you."
"No. Why is it you humans always wander off??" Aeryn asked exasperated. Last time this had happened Crichton had been captured by Maldis and almost killed.
"Maybe she needs a collar and a leash." Crichton smirked.
"Maybe you both do." Aeryn replied. "I am going to see if anyone has seen her. Call D'Argo down. He can smell her."
"You call him. He didn't want her to come along in the first place." John looked at her, waving his hands in front of himself protectively. "I'm not gonna tell him we lost her, I would like to stay alive, with all of my own appendages."
"Fine, Crichton." She sighed, shaking her head. "D'Argo?" she spoke into her comm.
"Yes Aeryn." He replied tentatively.
"You need to come to the planet. Rainne is missing."
Aeryn heard D'Argo growl. "I am coming." He snarled. "Every frelling planet." she heard him say before his comm went dead.
"There are you happy Crichton. He is coming. Now I am going to look for Rainne. Try to stay out of trouble. D'Argo will not be happy if he has to rescue both of you."
~~~
"Talyn, move us away from the planet. The solar flares are becoming more active." Crais said, watching the scene unfold before him. "Rainne would like to see this I think." he said aloud surprising himself at the open admission of his feelings.
~~~
"Name." the peacekeeper growled at Rainne.
"Rainne." She whispered frightened.
"Full name." the peacekeeper sneered. The peacekeeper raised a hand as if to strike her.
"Rainne is my full name." She said a bit louder. The peacekeeper did not believe her and backhanded her. Rainne felt her lip split, she struggled in her bonds. The peacekeeper raised his hand again, Rainne closed her eyes, wincing in anticipation of the next blow. She heard another voice.
"Stop. If you touch her again Braca will kill you." Rainne opened her eyes, hoping it was someone who could help her. The first peacekeeper moved away and Rainne saw another. He moved over to her with a wicked smile on his face. "Another human, well, well. You humans keep popping into the Uncharted Territories. Followed Crichton's wormhole?" he asked, moving closer, almost spitting the words at her.
Rainne said nothing as the newest member of the interrogation team smirked. She knew nothing of a wormhole.
"I do not know." She said quietly, "I have lost my memory."
"And you expect me to believe that."
"Yes." Rainne replied, realizing the brutality of the Peacekeepers.
"Well I do not, neither will Captain Braca." He snarled at her, Rainne could tell it was a false bravado, she could tell he was a coward. Wielding the power of being second to the Captain was the only power he had. "You will have your memories soon enough. When the command carrier arrives and Braca puts you in the Aurora chair. There are no memories that can be hidden from the Aurora chair. Ask your friend Crichton. Or if you ever come upon the Renegade Bialar Crais, ask him."
At the mention of Crais' name Rainne flinched. The unnamed peacekeeper picked up on the slight movement.
"You have met Crais."
Rainne blinked trying to keep the emotion from her face. The peacekeeper sneered. He could see the caring in her eyes.
"The bastard is nearby. I should have known. He was never one to leave any stone unturned when it came to women." The figure spat at her. "We shall see soon enough if he has left your stone unturned or not. Braca will delight in killing him."
Rainne glared at him, unsure of what to do. The anger was beginning to build in her chest, her hands were burning. She struggled against the bonds. Afraid and angry she screamed.
"Silence." he said as he slapped her, reopening the wound on her now swollen lip.
~~~
D'Argo caught up with Aeryn quickly. No one in the vicinity claimed to have seen Rainne. They both knew the crowds were lying, a small red-haired Sebacean with green eyes, wearing a Delvian shawl would surely stand out in the crowd. D'Argo closed his eyes and took a deep breath, he picked up Rainne's scent almost immediately. Aeryn watched as the huge warrior pivoted on his heel and headed back to the main part of the bazaar. He paused as he took another breath. Her scent seemed to carry through the center of the bazaar. D'Argo began moving again. Aeryn easily kept up with him as he towered over most of the assembled crowd. As D'Argo approached the small corridor where Rainne disappeared he heard her scream come from inside the building. He ran to the small door and hit it with his shoulder. The door flexed but did not open.
~~~
The peacekeeper heard something hit the door. Rainne screamed again.
"Rainne." Someone called through the door. "Rainne." The peacekeeper recognized the Luxan's voice as did Rainne.
"Damn." He swore. Rainne was still screaming, he wanted to silence her. He quickly struck her in the back of the head, knowing it would knock her unconscious and yet the Aurora chair would still work if he could get her to the command carrier. He began unfastening the straps that held her.
~~~
D'Argo hit the door again with his shoulder. Rainne was suddenly quiet. "Rainne." he cried out again. He charged the door again. Aeryn and Crichton were just rounding the corner. "She's behind this door." He said breathlessly. Aeryn could see the fear in D'Argo's eyes. It was then she realized he cared for Rainne more than he showed.
~~~
The peacekeepers could hear D'Argo pounding on the door. One was rushing to free Rainne from the restraints but the ones on her ankles had gotten stuck. The door was beginning to crack under the constant attack from the Luxan. The peacekeeper knew he was defeated this time, he also knew failure was not an option, however the living death was easier to stomach than being torn apart by a Luxan. He grabbed his pulse rifle and ran from the room out the opposite door.
~~~
The door could no longer hold up to the assault from D'Argo. It cracked and then broke open. In the dim light D'Argo could see Rainne slumped over in a chair. Brandishing his Qualta blade, he moved slowly into the small room. Aeryn followed. Crichton waited by the door to make sure no one attempted to follow them. D'Argo looked at Rainne, she was still restrained at the ankles. As he got closer to her he could see the blood on her lip and chin. "I will get her out of here." He said to Aeryn.
"We will meet you back on Moya. I am going to follow the foot tracks here." Aeryn replied as she pointed to the tracks in the dust. She recognized the sole pattern as Peace Keeper. "This is the work of Peacekeepers."
"Watch your back." D'Argo called out.
"You too." Aeryn replied from the shadows.
D'Argo realized Rainne was unconscious, he could see the bruises forming on her lip and cheek. He pulled his knife from it's sheath and freed her ankles. He carefully lifted Rainne from the chair and carried her back through the broken door.
"Whoa, what happened to her?" Crichton asked.
"Peacekeepers. Aeryn went after them." D'Argo growled. "As usual the cowards were gone by the time I broke through the door."
"Okay, relax big guy." John said. "Get her back to Moya, I will bring Aeryn."
~~~
Rainne awoke in Medical Rejuv. Her head was pounding and her lip was burning. D'Argo was standing over her. She could see the caring in his eyes,. Rainne tried to smile but her lip was too sore. D'Argo pulled a chair up to the cot. He gently rubbed her arm.
"Rainne." D'Argo said quietly. "Just rest."
"What happened?" she looked around, a sigh of relief escaped her lips as she realized she was back on Moya. "How did I get back here." she asked D'Argo, staring into his warm blue eyes, she did not want to be the one that would tell him that his feelings for her were not mutual. She cared a great deal for him, but she knew she could never be the companion he needed.
"I found you. Aeryn was unable to catch your abductors." He said. "Why did you wander away from her?"
"I stopped to look at a piece of clothing, when I looked up Aeryn was out of sight. I thought I spotted her again, but was mistaken. I knew I was not far from John, I could hear him bargaining with someone." she paused. "Then someone grabbed me." She began to tremble as the memory returned. "He hit me. For no reason."
"Who?" D'Argo growled.
"He was a peacekeeper. I could tell by the insignia. It looked like one that I had seen on Talyn."
D'Argo bristled at the mention of Talyn.
"He said something about a chair, and wormholes." She tried to sit up. D'Argo leant his arm. She was still shivering. D'Argo wrapped her in another blanket.
"Crichton came here through a wormhole." D'Argo recalled. "Did he say his name?"
"No, but he mentioned some one named Braca and something about an Aurora Chair." She turned away, knowing what she said next would upset him. "He said Braca was going to put me in the chair and then kill me before he killed Bialar."
"The Aurora Chair. I thought it had been destroyed." his voice trailed off, D'Argo turned away as the enormity of the situation and all of its potential outcomes were realized. Rainne reached down and touched his hand. He tried to shield the look of shock and anger on his face when he turned back to face her. "You will never be subjected to the chair. On that I swear my oath."
"What is it?" she asked, afraid but curious.
"It is an evil peacekeeper tool, it pulls the memories out, causing pain and even at times death.Crichton was in the chair once." D'Argo's voice trailed off.
"So was Crais." Rainne whispered. D'Argo flinched at the sound of Crais' name.
"We will talk about this some other time. I can see the fatigue and fright on your face." He smiled at her, hoping to elicit one in return. Rainne seemed to be staring off into space. "Rainne?"
"Yes.I am sorry." She replied pulling her focus back to him. "I believe I need more rest."
"I will escort you back to your quarters." D'Argo said as he stood, holding out his arm. Rainne accepted his outstretched arm and slowly walked back to her room. As the door slid open Rainne turned to hug D'Argo, to thank him for all he had done for her. D'Argo accepted the affection and wrapped her in his strong arms, as he kissed the top of her head. Neither of them saw Jool in the corridor.
~~~
Crais opened his eyes. "What was that Talyn?"
Moya is concerned. Rainne was injured today. She was abducted while on the commerce planet. They were Peacekeepers. Braca was involved. He threatened to put her in the Aurora Chair.Talyn replied. Before Crais could voice the order Talyn fired up main propulsion to move far enough away from the dying star to be able to starburst. Crais could see what was on the young leviathans mind. It was then he realized Talyn was picking up on his own feelings for Rainne.
"Talyn. Starburst."
~~~
Rainne and Crichton were busy pulling an access panel off the interior of her small craft. John could not keep himself away, a chance to touch Earth was still in the back of his mind, even though he knew now he could never leave Aeryn and he also knew she would never come to Earth with him. They had removed enough interior items from the vessel making it so dark inside that Rainne was holding the flashlight for John. When Rainne flashed the light into the small cubby hole he had just pried open, Crichton saw something he recognized, it was a piece of cellophane. Crichton pulled it out. He laughed out loud. Rainne shined the flashlight on his face.
"I know you are definitely from earth now." Crichton said.
"How can you be sure?"
"There's only one place to get a TWINKIE." He said again holding up the wrapper.
"A Twinkie?" Rainne asked. She had no idea what he was talking about. She turned away and shined the light back into the hole. There was something else. Rainne reached in and pulled it out. It was a brown wrapped object. It looked like food as well. It said H-E-R-S-H-E-Y. "Crichton is this a Twinkie as well?" she asked handing it to him.
"Oh no it is so much better than a Twinkie." he said. Rainne saw a small tear in the corner of his eye. "It's chocolate."
"What?"
"Oh." he ripped open the package. It still looked okay. He broke off a small corner and put it in his mouth. Rainne could see him savoring the flavor. "Some women say this is better than sex."
"Crichton." Rainne exclaimed. John saw her blush.
"Try it." He said handing her a small piece. Rainne took it, she knew he would never hurt her. Before putting it in her mouth she smelled it. It was a pleasant scent. Rainne put the piece in her mouth. Having no recollection of sex, Rainne could not make the comparison but she did like the taste.
"Well, Stormy, what do ya think?"
"It is good, this chocolate." She smiled at him, before she shined the light into the hole once more. It was now empty. "There is no more." She said dejectedly.
"No more what?" Crais asked as he came into the small craft. Rainne shined the light at him. Crichton saw her eyes light up in the reflection of the beam. The green seemed to deepen when she saw that it was Bialar.
"Nothing." Chricton said. "It is a human thing. Ya probably wouldn't like it anyhow."
Crais raised one eyebrow and flexed his jaw, no emotion detectible on his face. "I wish to speak with Rainne alone."
"Okey Dokey, I can see I am not needed here anymore." John quipped as he backed out of the craft. Something was different about Crais and Crichton had the distinct feeling it was actually something good and it had something to do with Rainne.
When Crichton was gone Crais grabbed Rainne's hand and pulled her out of the darkened vessel. Moya had told him she was injured, he wanted to see for himself. When he saw the bruises on her face and her split lip, he gasped. What was it about this young woman that drew him in and made him want to protect her, to care for her, to keep her with him always? Rainne tried to look away, embarrassed by her current appearance. Crais took off his gloves before turning her face to his. He stroked her unblemished cheek, afraid to touch the damaged side and cause her more pain. Rainne said nothing, closing her eyes and reveling in the contact, his scent. She was sure he was gone from them for good. Now he was back. Rainne felt the bristle of Crais' beard when he kissed her forehead.
"I am sorry I was not here." He whispered against her skin, his voice raspy with emotion.
"I am sorry you felt the need to be away." She replied, keeping her eyes closed yet moving her body closer to his. Crais wrapped her in his strong embrace, resting his cheek on the top of her head. A warm feeling washed over her.
"Talyn was concerned for you as well."
"I know. Moya has told me."
"You speak with Moya?"
"Through Pilot." Rainne said as she opened her eyes and looked up at him. "Bialar, is it true? What that peacekeeper said about you."
"What did he say?"
"You were in the Aurora Chair once."
"Yes." He bristled at the memory and moved away from her. "It was a long time ago. I was a very different person then. It is in the past as many things are." He said, pulling on his gloves and beginning to pace. Rainne saw the mask rise on his face, where there was once caring now was only a clenched jaw. Rainne tried to touch his arm, he skirted away from her.
"I am sorry." She replied. "He said Braca was going to put me in the chair." She closed her eyes as the tears began to flow. The memory was still fresh, still frightening. "And he said he was going to kill you." her voice trailed off. Crais could hear the dismay in the timbre of her voice. His heart softened at her pain. Now he knew that she cared deeply for him. He held her again, cradling her in his arms.
"Do not cry, Rainne. Braca does not scare me. He is a coward." Crais growled as he spoke his former second-in-command's name. "I will see to it you never have to fear the peacekeepers again." He smiled down on her, losing himself for a moment in her smoky green eyes. "You will never be subjected to the violence of the Aurora chair." He released her, still holding her hands in his. "Would you like to go back to Talyn with me, for a short visit?" he asked hopeful. "We have something we wish to show you."
"Yes, but I must let someone know." She said quietly. She felt Crais' arms stiffen. "Aeryn and John require it."
~~~
Rainne went in search of D'Argo. Crais waited for her in the transport pod. As Rainne walked down the corridor she let her hand brush the wall. It was comforting to know Moya was there to service them. To care for them like they were all children in need of shelter. Rainne was not an escaped prisoner or exiled peacekeeper but she fit in well with most of the others. She enjoyed the time she spent with Crichton, hearing him speak of Earth. She had a feeling that things were soon to change. It frightened her and excited her at the same time. Rainne continued down the corridor toward the galley. Pilot had said D'Argo was sharing a meal with Jool. When Rainne entered the galley, Jool shot her a look that Rainne was sure was jealousy. Rainne stopped near the door and cleared her throat.
"I am sorry to disturb your meal Ka D'Argo." she began.
"You never disturb me." He smiled as he turned to face her. Rainne saw the hurt look on Jool's face. Jool definitely felt more for the Luxan than she allowed the others to know. "Come and join us."
"No thank you. I wish to speak with you for a microt." Rainne said quietly. "Alone."
D'Argo stood and crossed to the door way. He smiled at Rainne. "Would you care to go somewhere more private than this." He asked, the hope that she had somehow broken with Crais plainly on his face.
"No this is private enough." She paused, unsure whether to phrase her next sentence as a question or a plain statement. She decided a statement was more appropriate. Either way D'Argo would not be pleased at what she had to say to him. "I am going to Talyn for a little while. They wish to show me something."
"I forbid it." He snarled at hearing Talyn's name. "You do remember what the peacekeepers did to you?" He reached for her arm, she backed away from him, clearly upset. "He is a peacekeeper, Braca's commanding officer in fact." D'Argo spat.
"He is no longer a peacekeeper and I am going whether you like it or not!" Rainne replied, the irritation at his clear hostility toward Crais, evident in her tone. Why could he not see that Crais had changed? "I have spoken to Aeryn. She has released me from my restrictions and only asked that I tell you so you would not be concerned if you could not find me." D'Argo grabbed her shoulder. Rainne glared at him and pushed his hand away. "Good day, Ka D'Argo."
Rainne walked out of the room and hurried down the corridor. She did not see D'Argo as he hurried down the opposite way determined to stop her, even if he had to kill Crais to do it.
~~~
As Rainne rounded the corner into the hangar bay she saw D'Argo charge Crais. The rage evident on D'Argo face. Crais stood his ground, clearly not afraid of the Luxan. Though D'Argo was taller, due to Crais' Sebacean physiology, he was just as strong. As D'Argo hit him with his shoulder, Crais pivoted on his heel and was able to stay standing; though Rainne saw him wince from the blow. D'Argo caught off balance hit a stack of crates with a loud crash. He quickly was on his feet, heading for Crais again. Crais tried the same maneuver again, but D'Argo was ready for him, and hit him square in the chest with his shoulder. They crashed to the floor, D'Argo landed on top. D'Argo struck Crais with his fist, Rainne cried out.
"Stop it." she yelled. "Both of you." She began to feel the burning in her palms.
D'Argo ignored Rainne. He was growling something to Crais.
"You will leave this vessel and not return." D'Argo spat, his hands on Crais' throat. "Rainne is staying with me on Moya."
"I believe that is Rainne's choice." Crais replied calmly, though the seething anger was evident in his tone and demeanor. He roughly shoved D'Argo away, rolling to avoid the next blow. As D'Argo recovered from striking the floor, Crais kicked him once, sending him sprawling. Crais stood and grabbed a tool from the workbench. D'Argo stood and began taunting Crais.
"Go ahead, try to kill me, peacekeeper." D'Argo snapped. "Show Rainne how easy it is for a peacekeeper to kill. Tell her how you ordered the murder of Moya's original pilot."
"Rainne knows who I am, that includes anything I may or may not have done. She is aware Luxan that yours would not be the first blood upon my hands and it is you that attacked me." Crais countered, dismissing D'Argo, further angering him.
"I am a warrior not a murderer..." D'Argo spat. "For this reason I am.and shall be forever superior to you."
"Who are you trying to convince Luxan, yourself or Rainne?" Crais threw the tool on the floor disgusted.
Aeryn and Crichton reached the room at the same time. Pilot had alerted them to the violence happening in the hangar.
"Whoa boys. May be you should take this outside." Crichton yelled. He turned and noticed Rainne standing near the table, a mixture of fear and anger crossed her normally serene features. "I think there is a storm brewin'." he whispered to himself. "Auntie Em.it's a twister.".
"What?" Aeryn asked, he had forgotten she was standing next to him.
Crichton motioned with his head toward Rainne. "She's about to blow." he whispered.
"Enough!" Rainne yelled, the emotion flowing through her seemed to enhance her volume. D'Argo even turned to look at her. Rainne turned on her heel and stormed out of the room.
"I'll go after her." Crichton began.
"I'll deal with them." Aeryn finished the sentence.
Aeryn looked at her former captain and her friend. All the anger was startled out of them by Rainne's scream. D'Argo frowned at Aeryn and walked away. Crais picked the tool he discarded, angrily placing it back on the shelf. He glared at Aeryn and D'Argo as he straightened his jacket.
"Officer Sun?"
"What happened?" Aeryn asked.
"I was waiting for Rainne." Crais replied. "She was to meet me here."
D'Argo hissed, "You were attempting to deceive her."
"Good day, Officer Sun." Crais turned on his heel and boarded the transport pod.
D'Argo growled in frustration at the obvious rejection and stormed out of the hangar.
~~~
"Pilot," John called out as he jogged down the corridor. "Where is Stormy?"
"Who?"
"Rainne, Pilot, I am looking for Rainne."
"She is on tier 7, she appears to be headed for the Solar Terrace."
"Thank you."
"You are quite welcome."
~~~
John walked on to the Solar Terrace. Rainne had her back to him. "Go away." She snapped when she heard the door.
"It's me." Crichton replied. He walked over and put his hand on her shoulder. Rainne shrugged it away. "Rainne.what happened."
"I don't know. I told D'Argo I was going to Talyn, as you and Aeryn suggested." She turned to face him. "He told me I could not." Rainne shook her head, "why does he not accept the fact that I am free? As free as the rest of you."
"He wears his heart on his sleeve..." John said, tentatively touching her arm. "He also does not accept rejection well. He has found a scapegoat in Crais."
"But why does he hate him so much. Bialar has told me he shares an un-easy bond with all of you."
"D'Argo's wife LoLaan was killed by a peacekeeper, her own brother." Crichton replied. "Crais was captain of Moya while Zhaan and D'Argo were being held here. He has many reasons to dislike Crais."
"I know and now I am one of those reasons." her voice trailed off as she turned away from him. Her shoulders began to shake as the tears began.
Crichton turned her to face him again. He wiped a tear from her cheek. "Rain, rain go away." he said softly. "What is it that draws you to Talyn? Is it Crais?" Crichton asked.
"I feel Talyn holds the key to unlocking my memories." she paused turning to stare out at the stars and Talyn who was floating near his mother. "I can sense his consciousness when I am in the Neural Cluster." Rainne reached out to toward Talyn. "I want my memories back, but the thought of the things I may have done terrifies me."