"Marc, I had a really awesome nite tonite. The picnic on the beach
was a great idea," I said as we drove home.
"I had a great time too. Ya know, we're almost where we used to be in high school with our relationship. I know you don't remember it, but it was a lot like this," he said as he slipped his hand up and down my leg.
"I told my brother about us," I said suddenly.
"You did?" he asked shocked.
"Yeah, he didn't seem too happy and wouldn't tell me why," I said.
"I couldn't tell ya babe," he said as he placed his hand back on the steering wheel.
"Why'd we break up in college?" I asked.
"Ummm.......we grew apart," he said.
"I think you're lying. Cause I also remember you accusing me of breaking your nose. And I don't know about the old T, but I certainly know that this one would never do that unless pushed to it. What happened?" I demanded.
"Well, lookie here, we're at your house already. I'll give you a call babe," he said as he leaned over to kiss me. I put my hand in front of my face and stared at him.
"Marc, we've been together for two months now and I haven't once asked you why you accused me of breaking your nose on the plane. I'd like to know now," I smiled.
"Tiff, I really don't think this is a good idea."
"Oh, but I do. And I wanna know now," I said.
"Fine. When we were together in college, I was also with this other girl Mackenzie. She was aware of you, but you didn't know about her. And you two were massive rivals in high school. So, your brother and his friends were up to New York for you birthday and they saw us at a restaurant. You got there and saw us and were pissed off. I was using you and I told you and you punched me which broke my nose," he answered.
"Oh my God. You were fuckin using me?! You son of a bitch," I exclaimed.
"Yeah, you said that right before you punched me," he said softly.
"I can't believe this," I said slamming my body into the seat.
"I know, I'm sorry," he said putting his hand on mine.
I threw his hand off of me and glared at him. "Don't ever touch me again!"
"Baby, come on. That was years ago," he said.
"I can't trust you. You're probably cheating on me now anyways!" I yelled as I got out of the car. I slammed the door shut and leaned in the window.
"Baby, I've changed."
"Fuck you," I said calmly as I walked into the house.
"T, are you alright?" Alannah asked as I walked up the stairs.
"No. That damn asshole of a boyfriend just informed me that he had been using me before," I answered.
"Oh, I'm sorry. Marc's not the one, huh?" she asked.
"Guess not. Guess I'm never gonna find him," I said as I walked up to my room.
I flopped down on the bed and buried my head in the pillow. I sighed deeply as I feel asleep. I went into a dream land where I looked like I used to, with the colors in my hair. Jeff was with me and we were walking to my car. It was a stormy horrible nite as we drove down the road. I saw us slide off the road and into a tree.
"AAHHHHH!" I screamed as I sat up in a cold sweat. I looked around me and smiled as I realized I was safe in my room. "How the hell did I remember that?"
"Honey? Are you okay?" Alannah asked running into my room.
"I'm okay. I just dreamt about the accident," I said casually.
"You did?!" she exclaimed happily.
"Yeah, but I don't remember anything else."
"Oh, well, maybe that's just the beginning dear."
"I hope so, but I hope I don't ever dream about that again!"
"Dudes, ya wanna just stay at my house this weekend?" Adam asked as he, Jeff, Matt, Jay and Shane walked into the locker room of the arena.
"I don't know if that's such a good idea. I mean T's living with you and I don't want her to feel uncomfortable in her own house," Jeff said.
"She won't."
"Adam, we haven't spoken to each other since she left. I don't really think I'd be welcomed with open arms," Jeff said.
"You're my guests. If she can date that asshole again, then I can have my friends stay the weekend. Besides, it's my house, not hers," Adam explained.
"I still don't think it's a good idea," Jeff sighed.
"Why don't you two just become friends? You guys were so close before," Jay said.
"Yeah, before. When she was T. She's not that same person. We don't have anything in common anymore," Jeff explained.
"When you two first met you never had anything in common, but you still seemed to be pretty damn good friends," Adam laughed.
"We had a lot of things in common. I knew she wanted all those tattoos and piercings. She was just afraid to tell you because she wanted you to be proud of her," Jeff replied.
"Are you serious?" Adam asked skeptically.
"Yeah, man."
"She should have known that I could never not be proud of her. I love her. She's the best thing that ever happened to me," Adam said as he sat down the bench.
"She knows that man, but I think she always felt she had to be more like you," Jay said patting his long time friend on the back.
"I never wanted her to be like me. She was always her own person, or at least that's what I thought," Adam said.
"She was always her own person, but not around you," Jeff laughed.
"Well, what do you say? Stay at my place?" Adam asked once again. They all nodded and got ready for the show.
"Honey, what's goin through that mind of yours right now?" Alannah asked me as she sat on the couch next to me to watch RAW.
"Nothing really. I just, I don't know," I answered as I took a handful of popcorn.
"Adam's gonna be home Friday," Alannah said happily.
"Is he really?" I asked almost as excited.
"Yeah, he is. It's gonna be great," she said with a dreamy look in her eyes.
"Is ummm.......are the guys gonna be with him?" I asked curiously.
"I think so. Is that a problem?" she asked.
"Umm, no. Not at all," I answered as I focused my attention on the tv to see the Hurricane sporting a new haircut. I smiled as I thought about the late nite phone calls we had started having after I arrived in Florida.
"You like him," Alannah smiled.
"Like who?" I asked.
"Shane. You have a crush on Shane Helms!" she laughed.
"No I don't," I smiled.
"Oh, don't think I don't know about you and him having those phone calls. I can hear your giggles all the way down the hall in my room."
"So we're friends," I said.
"I see that look in your eyes every time you see him on tv. It's a look of 'Come here Baby. I want you!'" she laughed.
"It is not!" I exclaimed hitting her with a couch pillow.
"Just admit it T! You like him."
"Alright! So I do! He's so totally my type. He's sweet, funny, cute! He's definitely my type," I smiled.
"And what's stopping you from goin after him?" she asked.
"The fact that he has a girlfriend just might do it," I laughed.
"Okay, if he didn't, would you go for him?" she asked.
"I don't know. Probably not because he's friends with Jeff and Adam," I answered.
"Screw them! I say if you like the guy you should go for him," she smiled.
"I wish," I said as Shane won his match.
"Shane!" I exclaimed as I ran down the stairs into his arms.
"Hey T!" he smiled as he hugged me tightly.
"Since when do I get pushed aside by my sister for Shane Helms?!" Adam exclaimed folding his arms over his chest.
"She has a crush on him," Alannah whispered to him as he leaned down to take her into his arms.
"Oh Jesus," he whispered back.
"How you been girl?" Shane asked as he gripped my hands in his.
"Alright," I said as I leaned in towards his face and whispered, "Marc and I broke up."
"Wow, why?" he asked curiously.
"I found out that when we dated in college he used me," I answered.
"Did I just hear you right?!" Matt exclaimed. "You dated that asshole again?!"
"Shh, Jesus Matt. I didn't want Adam to know that we broke up," I said.
"I knew you two would eventually. T, I told you to stop the relationship before something bad happened," Adam said.
"I know, but I thought he could have been the guy I've been searchin for," I said as I hugged him tightly. "I missed you."
"I missed you too, T-Bird," he smiled as he kissed the top of my head.
"Okay, do I get a hug, or what?" Jay asked sounding slightly offended.
"Of course you do!" I laughed as I walked towards him. As I hugged him, I looked over his shoulder and saw Jeff. "Hi Jeff."
"Hey Tiff," he said uncomfortably.
"How have you been?" I asked.
"I've been better. You?" he asked forming a half smile on his face.
"I suppose I could say the same," I answered looking at the floor.
"Well, is it just me or has there been some sudden tension in this room?!" Matt laughed.
"Maybe this isn't such a good idea. I'm gonna go see if I can find a hotel," Jeff said as he picked up his bags and started for the door.
"Wait! Jeff, don't go. Stay. We'll just have to get over this bizarreness," I said. He sighed as he looked at me. He nodded and Adam showed them to where they'd be staying.
"Things are a little rough between you and Jeff, huh?" Shane asked as he sat next to me on the porch.
"Yeah, just a little," I answered. "So, how are you and.......what was her name? Casey?"
"Yeah, we're good. I really love her," Shane smiled happily.
"That's good. When am I gonna be meeting her?" I asked.
"Soon, I hope. I asked her to come down here, but I'm not sure if she's going to or not," he replied. "She said she'll call."
"Oh, that'll be good. She's close to my age right?" I asked.
"Actually, she's only 18," he replied sheepishly.
"Holy shit! Boy, what are you doin with an 18 year old?!" I exclaimed with a laugh.
"I really don't know. All I know is that I love her and that's all that matters," he replied with a laugh of his own.
"Well, good luck to ya!" I said nudging his shoulder.
"Thanks," he said softly.
"Where'd the guys go?" I asked as I walked into the kitchen.
"They went gym to work out. Are you okay?" she asked as she looked at the pale color my face had taken.
"No, I'm not. I feel horrible," I said with a sniffle.
"Don't take this the wrong way, but you LOOK horrible," she said as she tilted her head to the side.
"I probably look as bad as I feel," I replied. "I'm gonna go take a nap. Maybe I'll feel better."
"Yeah, you do that. I'll tell them when they get back," she said as I retreated up the stairs.
I no sooner had laid down on my bed when I fell asleep. I shortly began to dream, hearing voices, but not really seeing anyone. "When are you gonna get back into your life?" I heard myself say. "You need to get back to normal Tiffany. You lost a great guy because of this. Get him back!" Myself demanded. "I can't. I don't know how," I replied. "Girl, of course you do. Just wake up. That's all you have to do is wake up." What was I supposed to do? Believe myself and wake up or do nothing? "If I wake up, will that make everything better?" I asked myself. "Yeah, it will. Just do it. Trust me. TRUST YOURSELF!" I shot up in bed and instantly felt better. I looked around the room and had no clue where I was. I walked into the bathroom that was connected to the bedroom and washed my face.
"Where's T?" Adam asked as he and the other guys walked into the house. He kissed Alannah's cheek and grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge.
"She's taking a nap. She didn't look OR feel good," she answered.
"Is she okay?" Shane asked curiously.
"She's probably just getting a cold or something. I wouldn't really worry about her," Alannah replied. Adam looked up the stairs and sighed.
"Good God! Why am I at Adam's?" I asked myself as I looked around. I looked into the mirror and gasped at the reflection I saw.
"HOLY FUCKIN SHIT!!!!" I screamed as loud as possible.
A/N: Well, I think there's gonna be one more chapter. I just really don't have anyplace to take this story anymore. There's only so far you can go with a girl that has amnesia! Lol So, I hope ya'll enjoyed it and for those of you reading Questioning Midnite and Runaway, please continue! Reviews are greatly appreciated!!!
"I had a great time too. Ya know, we're almost where we used to be in high school with our relationship. I know you don't remember it, but it was a lot like this," he said as he slipped his hand up and down my leg.
"I told my brother about us," I said suddenly.
"You did?" he asked shocked.
"Yeah, he didn't seem too happy and wouldn't tell me why," I said.
"I couldn't tell ya babe," he said as he placed his hand back on the steering wheel.
"Why'd we break up in college?" I asked.
"Ummm.......we grew apart," he said.
"I think you're lying. Cause I also remember you accusing me of breaking your nose. And I don't know about the old T, but I certainly know that this one would never do that unless pushed to it. What happened?" I demanded.
"Well, lookie here, we're at your house already. I'll give you a call babe," he said as he leaned over to kiss me. I put my hand in front of my face and stared at him.
"Marc, we've been together for two months now and I haven't once asked you why you accused me of breaking your nose on the plane. I'd like to know now," I smiled.
"Tiff, I really don't think this is a good idea."
"Oh, but I do. And I wanna know now," I said.
"Fine. When we were together in college, I was also with this other girl Mackenzie. She was aware of you, but you didn't know about her. And you two were massive rivals in high school. So, your brother and his friends were up to New York for you birthday and they saw us at a restaurant. You got there and saw us and were pissed off. I was using you and I told you and you punched me which broke my nose," he answered.
"Oh my God. You were fuckin using me?! You son of a bitch," I exclaimed.
"Yeah, you said that right before you punched me," he said softly.
"I can't believe this," I said slamming my body into the seat.
"I know, I'm sorry," he said putting his hand on mine.
I threw his hand off of me and glared at him. "Don't ever touch me again!"
"Baby, come on. That was years ago," he said.
"I can't trust you. You're probably cheating on me now anyways!" I yelled as I got out of the car. I slammed the door shut and leaned in the window.
"Baby, I've changed."
"Fuck you," I said calmly as I walked into the house.
"T, are you alright?" Alannah asked as I walked up the stairs.
"No. That damn asshole of a boyfriend just informed me that he had been using me before," I answered.
"Oh, I'm sorry. Marc's not the one, huh?" she asked.
"Guess not. Guess I'm never gonna find him," I said as I walked up to my room.
I flopped down on the bed and buried my head in the pillow. I sighed deeply as I feel asleep. I went into a dream land where I looked like I used to, with the colors in my hair. Jeff was with me and we were walking to my car. It was a stormy horrible nite as we drove down the road. I saw us slide off the road and into a tree.
"AAHHHHH!" I screamed as I sat up in a cold sweat. I looked around me and smiled as I realized I was safe in my room. "How the hell did I remember that?"
"Honey? Are you okay?" Alannah asked running into my room.
"I'm okay. I just dreamt about the accident," I said casually.
"You did?!" she exclaimed happily.
"Yeah, but I don't remember anything else."
"Oh, well, maybe that's just the beginning dear."
"I hope so, but I hope I don't ever dream about that again!"
"Dudes, ya wanna just stay at my house this weekend?" Adam asked as he, Jeff, Matt, Jay and Shane walked into the locker room of the arena.
"I don't know if that's such a good idea. I mean T's living with you and I don't want her to feel uncomfortable in her own house," Jeff said.
"She won't."
"Adam, we haven't spoken to each other since she left. I don't really think I'd be welcomed with open arms," Jeff said.
"You're my guests. If she can date that asshole again, then I can have my friends stay the weekend. Besides, it's my house, not hers," Adam explained.
"I still don't think it's a good idea," Jeff sighed.
"Why don't you two just become friends? You guys were so close before," Jay said.
"Yeah, before. When she was T. She's not that same person. We don't have anything in common anymore," Jeff explained.
"When you two first met you never had anything in common, but you still seemed to be pretty damn good friends," Adam laughed.
"We had a lot of things in common. I knew she wanted all those tattoos and piercings. She was just afraid to tell you because she wanted you to be proud of her," Jeff replied.
"Are you serious?" Adam asked skeptically.
"Yeah, man."
"She should have known that I could never not be proud of her. I love her. She's the best thing that ever happened to me," Adam said as he sat down the bench.
"She knows that man, but I think she always felt she had to be more like you," Jay said patting his long time friend on the back.
"I never wanted her to be like me. She was always her own person, or at least that's what I thought," Adam said.
"She was always her own person, but not around you," Jeff laughed.
"Well, what do you say? Stay at my place?" Adam asked once again. They all nodded and got ready for the show.
"Honey, what's goin through that mind of yours right now?" Alannah asked me as she sat on the couch next to me to watch RAW.
"Nothing really. I just, I don't know," I answered as I took a handful of popcorn.
"Adam's gonna be home Friday," Alannah said happily.
"Is he really?" I asked almost as excited.
"Yeah, he is. It's gonna be great," she said with a dreamy look in her eyes.
"Is ummm.......are the guys gonna be with him?" I asked curiously.
"I think so. Is that a problem?" she asked.
"Umm, no. Not at all," I answered as I focused my attention on the tv to see the Hurricane sporting a new haircut. I smiled as I thought about the late nite phone calls we had started having after I arrived in Florida.
"You like him," Alannah smiled.
"Like who?" I asked.
"Shane. You have a crush on Shane Helms!" she laughed.
"No I don't," I smiled.
"Oh, don't think I don't know about you and him having those phone calls. I can hear your giggles all the way down the hall in my room."
"So we're friends," I said.
"I see that look in your eyes every time you see him on tv. It's a look of 'Come here Baby. I want you!'" she laughed.
"It is not!" I exclaimed hitting her with a couch pillow.
"Just admit it T! You like him."
"Alright! So I do! He's so totally my type. He's sweet, funny, cute! He's definitely my type," I smiled.
"And what's stopping you from goin after him?" she asked.
"The fact that he has a girlfriend just might do it," I laughed.
"Okay, if he didn't, would you go for him?" she asked.
"I don't know. Probably not because he's friends with Jeff and Adam," I answered.
"Screw them! I say if you like the guy you should go for him," she smiled.
"I wish," I said as Shane won his match.
"Shane!" I exclaimed as I ran down the stairs into his arms.
"Hey T!" he smiled as he hugged me tightly.
"Since when do I get pushed aside by my sister for Shane Helms?!" Adam exclaimed folding his arms over his chest.
"She has a crush on him," Alannah whispered to him as he leaned down to take her into his arms.
"Oh Jesus," he whispered back.
"How you been girl?" Shane asked as he gripped my hands in his.
"Alright," I said as I leaned in towards his face and whispered, "Marc and I broke up."
"Wow, why?" he asked curiously.
"I found out that when we dated in college he used me," I answered.
"Did I just hear you right?!" Matt exclaimed. "You dated that asshole again?!"
"Shh, Jesus Matt. I didn't want Adam to know that we broke up," I said.
"I knew you two would eventually. T, I told you to stop the relationship before something bad happened," Adam said.
"I know, but I thought he could have been the guy I've been searchin for," I said as I hugged him tightly. "I missed you."
"I missed you too, T-Bird," he smiled as he kissed the top of my head.
"Okay, do I get a hug, or what?" Jay asked sounding slightly offended.
"Of course you do!" I laughed as I walked towards him. As I hugged him, I looked over his shoulder and saw Jeff. "Hi Jeff."
"Hey Tiff," he said uncomfortably.
"How have you been?" I asked.
"I've been better. You?" he asked forming a half smile on his face.
"I suppose I could say the same," I answered looking at the floor.
"Well, is it just me or has there been some sudden tension in this room?!" Matt laughed.
"Maybe this isn't such a good idea. I'm gonna go see if I can find a hotel," Jeff said as he picked up his bags and started for the door.
"Wait! Jeff, don't go. Stay. We'll just have to get over this bizarreness," I said. He sighed as he looked at me. He nodded and Adam showed them to where they'd be staying.
"Things are a little rough between you and Jeff, huh?" Shane asked as he sat next to me on the porch.
"Yeah, just a little," I answered. "So, how are you and.......what was her name? Casey?"
"Yeah, we're good. I really love her," Shane smiled happily.
"That's good. When am I gonna be meeting her?" I asked.
"Soon, I hope. I asked her to come down here, but I'm not sure if she's going to or not," he replied. "She said she'll call."
"Oh, that'll be good. She's close to my age right?" I asked.
"Actually, she's only 18," he replied sheepishly.
"Holy shit! Boy, what are you doin with an 18 year old?!" I exclaimed with a laugh.
"I really don't know. All I know is that I love her and that's all that matters," he replied with a laugh of his own.
"Well, good luck to ya!" I said nudging his shoulder.
"Thanks," he said softly.
"Where'd the guys go?" I asked as I walked into the kitchen.
"They went gym to work out. Are you okay?" she asked as she looked at the pale color my face had taken.
"No, I'm not. I feel horrible," I said with a sniffle.
"Don't take this the wrong way, but you LOOK horrible," she said as she tilted her head to the side.
"I probably look as bad as I feel," I replied. "I'm gonna go take a nap. Maybe I'll feel better."
"Yeah, you do that. I'll tell them when they get back," she said as I retreated up the stairs.
I no sooner had laid down on my bed when I fell asleep. I shortly began to dream, hearing voices, but not really seeing anyone. "When are you gonna get back into your life?" I heard myself say. "You need to get back to normal Tiffany. You lost a great guy because of this. Get him back!" Myself demanded. "I can't. I don't know how," I replied. "Girl, of course you do. Just wake up. That's all you have to do is wake up." What was I supposed to do? Believe myself and wake up or do nothing? "If I wake up, will that make everything better?" I asked myself. "Yeah, it will. Just do it. Trust me. TRUST YOURSELF!" I shot up in bed and instantly felt better. I looked around the room and had no clue where I was. I walked into the bathroom that was connected to the bedroom and washed my face.
"Where's T?" Adam asked as he and the other guys walked into the house. He kissed Alannah's cheek and grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge.
"She's taking a nap. She didn't look OR feel good," she answered.
"Is she okay?" Shane asked curiously.
"She's probably just getting a cold or something. I wouldn't really worry about her," Alannah replied. Adam looked up the stairs and sighed.
"Good God! Why am I at Adam's?" I asked myself as I looked around. I looked into the mirror and gasped at the reflection I saw.
"HOLY FUCKIN SHIT!!!!" I screamed as loud as possible.
A/N: Well, I think there's gonna be one more chapter. I just really don't have anyplace to take this story anymore. There's only so far you can go with a girl that has amnesia! Lol So, I hope ya'll enjoyed it and for those of you reading Questioning Midnite and Runaway, please continue! Reviews are greatly appreciated!!!