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Title: Wufei's Secrets 2/? Author: Liger Wolfe (LigerWolfe@yahoo.com) Category: Drama, angst, Romance, Pairings: 5x2 Implied 5XM, mentioning of 3X4 Rating: NC-17 Spoilers: none Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, angst, OCC, Implied shotacon, Disclaimers: I don't own the GW boys. Note: //\\: Wufei Thinking; /\Duo thinking.
Wufei awoke slightly as the sun glared in his eyes. He placed his head over his face and groaned, "It's too early for sunlight." He rolled over in the bed and placed his arm around the mass of heat that was lying next to him. His eyes popped open, and almost yelled, "Holy shit! Duo's still in here, still asleep!" "Not any more I'm not. Morning Fei-kun. I heard that you are not a morning person when you growled at the sun. I'll have you know neither am I." Duo then curled up close to Wufei and pretended to begin to fall asleep again. "Duo, wait a moment, aren't you even wondering why you slept in here instead of your bed room?" Wufei cried, pushing back from the smaller boy. "No, not really. I probably fell asleep in your chair by time you got home, which I know I wasn't suppose to be sitting in, but it smelled just like you and lulled me to sleep slowly. Anyway, I keep my door lock in my bed room for reasons which will stay untold, and you probably just decided to put me in your bed because you didn't want to wake me." Duo paused for a moment and looked up at the baffled bishonen and smiled for a moment, "Do you mind if I stay here and curl up in the bed? Like I said, I'm not a morning person and want some more sleep. Besides, I like your bed." Duo then curled up into another ball and tried to fall asleep. Wufei sat there for a moment looking at the other boy, smiling gently down at him. Then he shook himself back to reality and replied, "Sure, I'm just going to take a shower." With that he left. Duo sighed in the bed and turn to lay flat against the sheets. / Wufei, why are pushing your self away from me? Don't you see that I love you? And why do you leave almost every night in that coat and returning almost seconds before three in the morning? So many questions but no answers.\ Duo rolled over at let those thoughts lull him back to sleep. Wufei sat on the floor of the shower in content as the water poured over him. // Maybe I should tell him. Maybe he should know. But what if he rejects me because of it? What if he tells me he doesn't love me and never can? \\ Tears began to slowly run down Wufei's face and he slipped a few sobs out. // No I am stronger that this, I can live with just being his friend can't I. He probably sees me only as his friend and nothing more, nothing more because I am so weak. I couldn't even defend myself against Meiran. Oh Meiran, How I loved you! And yet, how I never told you my deepest secret before you died. Maybe if you knew you would not have died. I never told you because I believe I would seem even weaker than I showed to you. \\ Wufei reached behind his head and pulled the small tie from his hair, allowing it to cascade down his face to hide his tears. He then, if possible, sunk lower into the shower and just let the tears flow from his eyes as memories replied through his head.
*Flashback*
"Wufei, get back here! You have to study," Dr. Chang, Wufei's father, yelled as a seven year old boy ran through there house. "You cannot go a play. You're going to be an amazing scholar, and I am going to make sure of it." Dr. Chang grabbed a strong grip on Wufei's shirt, lifted the boy in the air and began to carry him back into the house. "But Father, I don't wanna be a scholar. I don't want to fight for the colony and most of all I don't want to marry Meiran." Wufei screamed as he tried to kick his way out of his fathers grip. "I don't care what you want. You are going to be a scholar and an amazing martial artist," Dr. Chang through Wufei into a large training room, "Now get changed, your instructor has been waiting over an hour." And with that Dr. Chang left slamming the door.
Four hours later Wufei sat in the tub, relaxing in the tub after a painful training session. He sat back in the tub and laid his on the rail. Just as his eyes began to drift sleep the bathroom door slammed open and his father stood within the arc way. "Wufei, what the hell are you doing still in this tub? I told you to take a quick shower not a long bath." He yelled. "I'm sorry father; I just got wrapped up in the warmth of the water." Wufei pleaded back at his father. "Oh I'll give you something to get wrapped up in!" he bellowed in response grabbing Wufei's arm and pulling him stark naked out of the tub. "Come on now!" He pushed Wufei in front of him, slamming him into certain walls as the crossed the house. When they came to his father's bedroom, Wufei was slammed on the bed and his father went to lock the door for a moment. "Please dad don't, please I'll be good." Wufei pleading trying to make his way to the door, but was shoved back against the floor. "Ever since your mother died all you wanted to do was be like her, a little bitch who cares more about playing around instead of work. Well I'll give you some work damn it!" His father began to undo is belt. "NO father not that No." Wufei begged as he was ripped from the floor and thrown back on the bed. "No dad not that not that!" "What did you call me?" Wufei's father screamed slapping him in the face before climbing on the bed and starting to unbutton his slacks. Tears streamed down Wufei's face as he tried with all his might to get from that bed. But he was just too little. Before long the door was kicked open and Chinese guards walked into the room armed with rifles. "Get him off that boy." A voice echoed around the room. At first Wufei's view was obstructed as the guards pulled his father from on top of him, while his boxers were still on him, his pants hanging from one of his legs. Then Wufei got a good look at the man where the voice came from. "Master O. Thank you." Wufei yelled jumping from the bed and ran into his masters arms. Three hours later Wufei sat in the imperial office with the president of L3 crying his eyes out to his master and the president explaining what has been happening since his mother died five years ago. "Wufei, you don't have to worry about him any longer. He was put to death an hour ago." Master O replied as he held the boy close to him. "Now I have an offer for you. I know how much like your mother you are and I believe that its not that you don't want to be a scholar, it's that you never got to play once. So if you are willing the state will send you to a boarding school on the other side of the colony. I must say it's lovely because I went there." the president added waiting for Wufei's response. Wufei looked up, smiled, giggled and replied, "Yeah, that'll be fun and Master O?" "Yes Wufei?" "Why do you have so much hair growing from your nose?" Wufei asked getting a laugh from both Master O and the president. "Well," he replied rubbing his head, "I have to grow it somewhere, I guess."
*End Flash back*
Wufei wiped his face of the new fallen tears and stood up. He began to wash his body as more thoughts poured into his head. //After that my life was good; I went to school and had fun learning. However once again all that ended when I was to marry Meiran.\\
*Flash back*
"Wufei, look at you, you weakling!" Meiran yelled when she found Wufei lying in the flowers reading and playing with a rabbit. "Why can't you practice martial arts like the rest of the men around the colony?" Wufei looked at her sternly and then returned to what he was doing. He was not willing to defend himself again to her. "Tell me damn it." Meiran yelled again shaking him. "Because, I don't like to fight," Wufei returned, "Meiran why don't we go for a walk to the waterfall and just sit with each other for a while?" "You want to sit. Of all the important things in the world to do you want to sit." Meiran turn and began to walk back to the house. "You are a weakling." Wufei sighed and sat back down in the grass, "Why can't you love me as I love you Meiran? Why can't you see me for who I am?"
*End Flash back*
Wufei stepped out of the shower and dried himself off with a warm towel. He continued to stand deep in thought as he rang the water from his hair. //After she died I was relieved and yet sad at the same time. Relieved because I would here no more taunts that I was weak. Sad because I had loved her and she never realized it.\\ Wufei walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his head and his legs. He walked into his bedroom to noticed Duo still lying there sleeping. "He's so beautiful when he sleeps." Wufei said aloud walking toward the braid boy. He sat causally on the bed and looked closer at Duo, brushing the hair from his eyes. When Duo felt the touch upon his forehead he leaned into it, wanting, hoping for more of the silky fingers that touched his skin. Wufei's two fingers glided down from his forehead over the boy's cheeks and ever so slowly over Duo's lips savoring every motion. "Oh what I give to kiss those beautiful full lips even just once." Wufei spoke aloud again. Duo moaned quietly when he heard those words. Wufei took the moan as a sign that Duo was to awaken in a moment and quickly jumped from the bed to put some clothes on. He glanced down upon himself and noticed how hard he had gotten just by touch the child and decided it was time once again to go and relieve some tension. He went into the closet and put on a pair of boxers and then went back to the bed to pick out some clothes. He figured Duo for sleeping and lifted the board by his bed. /What is he doing? / Duo thought as he glanced out of one eye while Wufei pulled the box from the hole in the floor. Duo watched as he pulled out a pair of black leather jeans, a shirt that read 'You're my Bitch', and then he placed the box back in the hole and the board back on top. Wufei then changed into the clothes, put his trench coat on and left the room. Duo jumped from the bed ran to his room and quickly changed into a pair of jeans and a tight-T and ran to the living room. On the couch were Trowa and Quatre cuddling in front of a movie and fire. "Did Wufei just leave?" he asked franticly "Yeah, he didn't say where he was going." Quatre replied "Thanks Q-man." Duo then ran out of the door just in time to see Wufei Drive out of the driveway. He jumped into his car and took off at the boy. /I'm not going to lose you now.\ Duo thought as he put on the gas and followed Wufei to a club. When Duo saw Wufei park the car, get out, take the coat off and walk into a club Duo said aloud, "He's going clubbing? Perfect Wufei Clubbing?" Duo jumped from the jeep and ran in the club with a sly smile. /Well to can play it that game.\
Title: Wufei's Secrets 2/? Author: Liger Wolfe (LigerWolfe@yahoo.com) Category: Drama, angst, Romance, Pairings: 5x2 Implied 5XM, mentioning of 3X4 Rating: NC-17 Spoilers: none Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, angst, OCC, Implied shotacon, Disclaimers: I don't own the GW boys. Note: //\\: Wufei Thinking; /\Duo thinking.
Wufei awoke slightly as the sun glared in his eyes. He placed his head over his face and groaned, "It's too early for sunlight." He rolled over in the bed and placed his arm around the mass of heat that was lying next to him. His eyes popped open, and almost yelled, "Holy shit! Duo's still in here, still asleep!" "Not any more I'm not. Morning Fei-kun. I heard that you are not a morning person when you growled at the sun. I'll have you know neither am I." Duo then curled up close to Wufei and pretended to begin to fall asleep again. "Duo, wait a moment, aren't you even wondering why you slept in here instead of your bed room?" Wufei cried, pushing back from the smaller boy. "No, not really. I probably fell asleep in your chair by time you got home, which I know I wasn't suppose to be sitting in, but it smelled just like you and lulled me to sleep slowly. Anyway, I keep my door lock in my bed room for reasons which will stay untold, and you probably just decided to put me in your bed because you didn't want to wake me." Duo paused for a moment and looked up at the baffled bishonen and smiled for a moment, "Do you mind if I stay here and curl up in the bed? Like I said, I'm not a morning person and want some more sleep. Besides, I like your bed." Duo then curled up into another ball and tried to fall asleep. Wufei sat there for a moment looking at the other boy, smiling gently down at him. Then he shook himself back to reality and replied, "Sure, I'm just going to take a shower." With that he left. Duo sighed in the bed and turn to lay flat against the sheets. / Wufei, why are pushing your self away from me? Don't you see that I love you? And why do you leave almost every night in that coat and returning almost seconds before three in the morning? So many questions but no answers.\ Duo rolled over at let those thoughts lull him back to sleep. Wufei sat on the floor of the shower in content as the water poured over him. // Maybe I should tell him. Maybe he should know. But what if he rejects me because of it? What if he tells me he doesn't love me and never can? \\ Tears began to slowly run down Wufei's face and he slipped a few sobs out. // No I am stronger that this, I can live with just being his friend can't I. He probably sees me only as his friend and nothing more, nothing more because I am so weak. I couldn't even defend myself against Meiran. Oh Meiran, How I loved you! And yet, how I never told you my deepest secret before you died. Maybe if you knew you would not have died. I never told you because I believe I would seem even weaker than I showed to you. \\ Wufei reached behind his head and pulled the small tie from his hair, allowing it to cascade down his face to hide his tears. He then, if possible, sunk lower into the shower and just let the tears flow from his eyes as memories replied through his head.
*Flashback*
"Wufei, get back here! You have to study," Dr. Chang, Wufei's father, yelled as a seven year old boy ran through there house. "You cannot go a play. You're going to be an amazing scholar, and I am going to make sure of it." Dr. Chang grabbed a strong grip on Wufei's shirt, lifted the boy in the air and began to carry him back into the house. "But Father, I don't wanna be a scholar. I don't want to fight for the colony and most of all I don't want to marry Meiran." Wufei screamed as he tried to kick his way out of his fathers grip. "I don't care what you want. You are going to be a scholar and an amazing martial artist," Dr. Chang through Wufei into a large training room, "Now get changed, your instructor has been waiting over an hour." And with that Dr. Chang left slamming the door.
Four hours later Wufei sat in the tub, relaxing in the tub after a painful training session. He sat back in the tub and laid his on the rail. Just as his eyes began to drift sleep the bathroom door slammed open and his father stood within the arc way. "Wufei, what the hell are you doing still in this tub? I told you to take a quick shower not a long bath." He yelled. "I'm sorry father; I just got wrapped up in the warmth of the water." Wufei pleaded back at his father. "Oh I'll give you something to get wrapped up in!" he bellowed in response grabbing Wufei's arm and pulling him stark naked out of the tub. "Come on now!" He pushed Wufei in front of him, slamming him into certain walls as the crossed the house. When they came to his father's bedroom, Wufei was slammed on the bed and his father went to lock the door for a moment. "Please dad don't, please I'll be good." Wufei pleading trying to make his way to the door, but was shoved back against the floor. "Ever since your mother died all you wanted to do was be like her, a little bitch who cares more about playing around instead of work. Well I'll give you some work damn it!" His father began to undo is belt. "NO father not that No." Wufei begged as he was ripped from the floor and thrown back on the bed. "No dad not that not that!" "What did you call me?" Wufei's father screamed slapping him in the face before climbing on the bed and starting to unbutton his slacks. Tears streamed down Wufei's face as he tried with all his might to get from that bed. But he was just too little. Before long the door was kicked open and Chinese guards walked into the room armed with rifles. "Get him off that boy." A voice echoed around the room. At first Wufei's view was obstructed as the guards pulled his father from on top of him, while his boxers were still on him, his pants hanging from one of his legs. Then Wufei got a good look at the man where the voice came from. "Master O. Thank you." Wufei yelled jumping from the bed and ran into his masters arms. Three hours later Wufei sat in the imperial office with the president of L3 crying his eyes out to his master and the president explaining what has been happening since his mother died five years ago. "Wufei, you don't have to worry about him any longer. He was put to death an hour ago." Master O replied as he held the boy close to him. "Now I have an offer for you. I know how much like your mother you are and I believe that its not that you don't want to be a scholar, it's that you never got to play once. So if you are willing the state will send you to a boarding school on the other side of the colony. I must say it's lovely because I went there." the president added waiting for Wufei's response. Wufei looked up, smiled, giggled and replied, "Yeah, that'll be fun and Master O?" "Yes Wufei?" "Why do you have so much hair growing from your nose?" Wufei asked getting a laugh from both Master O and the president. "Well," he replied rubbing his head, "I have to grow it somewhere, I guess."
*End Flash back*
Wufei wiped his face of the new fallen tears and stood up. He began to wash his body as more thoughts poured into his head. //After that my life was good; I went to school and had fun learning. However once again all that ended when I was to marry Meiran.\\
*Flash back*
"Wufei, look at you, you weakling!" Meiran yelled when she found Wufei lying in the flowers reading and playing with a rabbit. "Why can't you practice martial arts like the rest of the men around the colony?" Wufei looked at her sternly and then returned to what he was doing. He was not willing to defend himself again to her. "Tell me damn it." Meiran yelled again shaking him. "Because, I don't like to fight," Wufei returned, "Meiran why don't we go for a walk to the waterfall and just sit with each other for a while?" "You want to sit. Of all the important things in the world to do you want to sit." Meiran turn and began to walk back to the house. "You are a weakling." Wufei sighed and sat back down in the grass, "Why can't you love me as I love you Meiran? Why can't you see me for who I am?"
*End Flash back*
Wufei stepped out of the shower and dried himself off with a warm towel. He continued to stand deep in thought as he rang the water from his hair. //After she died I was relieved and yet sad at the same time. Relieved because I would here no more taunts that I was weak. Sad because I had loved her and she never realized it.\\ Wufei walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his head and his legs. He walked into his bedroom to noticed Duo still lying there sleeping. "He's so beautiful when he sleeps." Wufei said aloud walking toward the braid boy. He sat causally on the bed and looked closer at Duo, brushing the hair from his eyes. When Duo felt the touch upon his forehead he leaned into it, wanting, hoping for more of the silky fingers that touched his skin. Wufei's two fingers glided down from his forehead over the boy's cheeks and ever so slowly over Duo's lips savoring every motion. "Oh what I give to kiss those beautiful full lips even just once." Wufei spoke aloud again. Duo moaned quietly when he heard those words. Wufei took the moan as a sign that Duo was to awaken in a moment and quickly jumped from the bed to put some clothes on. He glanced down upon himself and noticed how hard he had gotten just by touch the child and decided it was time once again to go and relieve some tension. He went into the closet and put on a pair of boxers and then went back to the bed to pick out some clothes. He figured Duo for sleeping and lifted the board by his bed. /What is he doing? / Duo thought as he glanced out of one eye while Wufei pulled the box from the hole in the floor. Duo watched as he pulled out a pair of black leather jeans, a shirt that read 'You're my Bitch', and then he placed the box back in the hole and the board back on top. Wufei then changed into the clothes, put his trench coat on and left the room. Duo jumped from the bed ran to his room and quickly changed into a pair of jeans and a tight-T and ran to the living room. On the couch were Trowa and Quatre cuddling in front of a movie and fire. "Did Wufei just leave?" he asked franticly "Yeah, he didn't say where he was going." Quatre replied "Thanks Q-man." Duo then ran out of the door just in time to see Wufei Drive out of the driveway. He jumped into his car and took off at the boy. /I'm not going to lose you now.\ Duo thought as he put on the gas and followed Wufei to a club. When Duo saw Wufei park the car, get out, take the coat off and walk into a club Duo said aloud, "He's going clubbing? Perfect Wufei Clubbing?" Duo jumped from the jeep and ran in the club with a sly smile. /Well to can play it that game.\