Blinded: Truth to be Told

Thinking to myself

Back to the days in which I was happy

A fluid memory of back then

Rushing through my head

Stimulating my thoughts,

Worsening my pain

That memory, like a blade to my heart

My tears are its blood

It all started like a dream

I was ready to leave this world

But something stopped me

I can't seem to remember

The memory fading away

Ever since then,

I've been in this cocoon

A cocoon of false happiness

As if my whole life was different

Yet pieces of that horrible moment remain

I will never be able to put that behind me

That terrible feeling

Blind, I know I was

Afraid to know the truth,

Scared to ever revisit what I was blinded from

Then, I found that the truth was pain

And pain is like the icing on the cake

To all terrible memories

For a long while,

This pain within my heart

Terrible sorrow, worsened with every beat

Until, it was finally revealed

My secret, my life

Scarred forever

But however, a friend helped

And I learned finally,

That in life,

Friends will always be at your side

No matter what the cause

And that was what I was blinded from

The secret, and the truth of friends.