He comes to me part 4: Unforseeable
Note: Alrighty, I've finally come up with an idea for a serious one. You figure if your genre is romance/drama.
You gotta have SOME "drama" going on. Anyways, I just thought it would be cool to add our lovely blue-eyed
boy, Naozumi! Personally I think he is a cool character, but personally my preference is the mysterious, cool
looking kind. ^_^ Anyways, hope you guys like it. I think this is going to be a continuing sequence. You know,
I gotta make it soap opera or else how am I supposed to get the "drama" going on? =P On with the story...Oh yeah, this
is going to be in Sana's perspective.
The skies getting darker, nightfall is coming down faster than expected. I never thought time would fly by so fast.
But I guess when you're doing something that you love, time always flies by fast.
"CUT! Good work everyone! The final scene is going to be tomorrow now. I know you guys are all waiting for
this day. I'd just like to say before tomorrow that I've en...HEY! Where are you guys going?!", the director yells
out.
"HOME!" Says the whole entire cast and crew. The lights suddenly go out except for one that shone on top of
the director.
"How lonely..." the director said and walks off, all the lights finally go off.
I am so happy to realize that the movie is almost over. Even though this project is a made for TV movie, it is still
as hard as making a real one. Still...I realize that having this career often makes me think that I'm abandoning the
ones that I love. Especially him...
"Sana!" a person yells from behind as she walks to her room.
"Oh it's you Naozumi! Long time no see. You've been away from Japan so long."
Naozumi seems to have grown up a lot. He has more of a mature look now. But still, that face of his in my own
opinion I think still captures the heart of the many girls & women of all ages. He went abroad to seek chances at
international stardom. I believe he'll succeed. He seems to have already gained a name around the world already.
"I've been around. How are you doing? I heard you decided to go to college! You're pretty cool to choose that
path." he compliments.
I get the feeling that he wishes he could do what I do too. But then again, he can't always follow my life path
forever. I brought him into this world of entertainment he says, but sometimes I think he did it all on his own.
Well, okay, maybe I did give him a little push.
"So where are you going now? I heard that you just finished shooting that new movie today." he asks.
"Ummm...no where in particular, but I do need to go home."
"Oh? Why?" he looks at me with a questionable face.
"Umm..hehe..Hayama might be waiting for me." I answer with a slight blush on my face.
"Oh, well, I guess I shouldn't hold you up then. I don't want him to think that I'm stealing you away from him again.
He might get ideas you know."
"Oh no! He's not like that anymore. I mean, well, uh, he does throw jealous fits here and there, but well, he
understands my relationship with him."
"Oh." he replies.
"Our relationship isn't like that at all! Don't you go thinking ecchi ideas now Naozumi-kun!" I slap him hard
on the head.
"Ow! I see that reflex of your is still there. Hehe...well I gotta go talk to my manager now. We should get
together sometime! Dinner perhaps?"
"Sure! Most definitely! You got my cell number right?"
"Uh huh. How can I forget? Anyways, I gotta go now, I'll see you soon then."
"Okay, bye bye!"
I continue walking down the hall and I think back to the time when Naozumi first confessed to me and I was
aware of his feelings. It gave me a shock. I keep thinking to myself. What went wrong with our relationship
together? The only answer that I keep on telling myself is this. Akito Hayama. What can I say? He always took
my breathe away, which can be interepreted and answered in many ways. Naozumi is a good guy. He just came
into my life at the wrong time. Maybe it might have been you that I would have chosen. Nah...I don't think so.
But I often wonder...was there even a chance between Naozumi and I? He was so nice to me. I...
As I enter in my dressing room and start changing back to my clothes I hear two girls walking passing by.
"I can't believe Naozumi came back. He is so good looking. More than ever in fact" I smirk as I hear this remark.
"I know, I was on the same plane as him when he came back. I couldn't believe it! But it's such a pity when
you also hear that he still loves Sana-chan. I mean, I think they made a great couple. What went wrong?
Who actually dumped who? I think that it was Sana's doing. Poor Naozumi-kun! Maybe they'll get back together.
I don't know. I heard something in the conversation between him and his managaer that the reason why he came
back was because he wanted to see Sana again. Don't you think that's so sweet! I'd be melting if I heard that!"
My heart skipped a beat at what I just heard. I can't believe it. Is this true. I don't know what to say to him
now. Does he still love me? What am I thinking? Why is my heart beating so fast?
"You know, I think Sana has a boyfriend already. I heard from people that she and her boyfriend live together!"
"No way!" I got irked by that comment.
"HEY! He's not living with me. I don't have such a relationship with that guy!" the two girls are shocked at the
sudden pop of my head into their little gossip.
"Sana-chan! I didn't know you're room was here. Oh my gosh. I'm so sorry. But if you don't mind me asking.
What kind of relationship are you having with this guy of yours?" I was in a lost of words.
I know that I love him. But how much do I love him? I want to see Hayama. I'm confused. I want to see his face. He'll
give me the answer. I run out of the studio and run all the way back to my place. There he was as usual, waiting
outside in front of the door for me to come home. He has the keys, but he prefers to wait outside. The weird guy.
He looks at me with a look of relief and wonder.
"Wha..." I go up to him and kiss him. He seems quite shocked at the sudden gesture that I give to him, but he soon
follows into my act and returns my kiss. We embrace for the longest time until he lets go and looks at me with a
sadden stare.
"Kamura is back isn't he?" He asks in a slightly cold tone.
How did he know? I didn't even say anything about it? He points his hand at one of the gifts that was given to me
today and was left at my doorstep. It was a single red rose with a card attached to it. I could see that the card says,
'Hi Sana, just wanted to give you a gift and let you know that I'm home. Dinner sometime? Love, Naozumi.'
I look at Hayama with tears coming from my eyes. What's going on with me? I don't understand myself.
"You don't need to cry you know." He says. "I know that you still love him, but you also love me too."
I thought I was completely in love with Hayama. Why am I feeling this way? Hayama is making it sound so easy
to figure out.
"I have an advantage since I'm always near you. But he has a job to do and a career to make of himself." He says.
"You don't understand Hayama. How can you be so calm over this?"
"Because I love you. You've changed me in a way that I never thought I could ever see if I were on my own. I want
you to be happy. And if you end up choosing Kamura over me. I'll be fine."
I can't believe how easy he's taking this situation so easily! But that's when I notice the side of my door. It had
red smudge marks on it. It's blood! I look at Hayama's hands. He was so angry that he started punching the wall.
My heart is in so much pain at that very moment. What am I doing to him? How can he understand me more
than myself? I try walking closer to hold his hand, but he pulls away his hand. I feel slightly offended
by this action.
"Until you figure out who you truly want to be with. I guess I won't be coming by anymore. I'll still see you in class.
It's not like I will ignore you. But I won't express my feelings for you until I get a response from you. You need to
figure out who you really want. I know Naozumi has always been on your mind, but since our relationship has
strengthened so much that you and I seemed to have forgotten that he never stopped loving you. I know that. I'm a guy
so I know what that guy is thinking."
"Hayama, I..."I don't know what to say, but I decide to say this. "I'll tell you two days from tonight."
He looks at me with a surprised face and then it turns poker on me, "I'll be waiting right here then. In the meantime,
I gotta get some sleep."
"You're welcome to stay over tonight you know."
He looks at me hesistantly then answers, "Okay, but I'm sleeping on the couch."
"Okay. I sometimes wonder why you know me so well Hayama."
"Easy, because I...nevermind. I just do." I smile at that comment. I know what he was about to say and I know why
he decided not to. What will I do? Who will I choose? For some reason, I feel like I've already made my decision.
But first, I need to explain things so when it does come the time to give my response, I know I'll be giving it to that
one person wholeheartedly. Just wait for me please....
Ending comments: Okay, so it's all mixed up! Sue me! No really don't! I'm poor! Anyways, I tried to incoporate a
confused Sana because that is how she's like most of the time in my opinion. Doesn't really know what she wants
but the people around her that really know her know what's up with her. Though when it all comes down to
knowing what she really wants by herself, it takes an eternity. So since this is a mini series afterall, I'm going to cut down the
eternity to two days. I think this is either going to be a two parter or three parter. Sorry if this is not a good story,
but I'm trying to be serious here! =P Hehe...anyways, she'll eventually straighten out her problems if you guys are
wondering. I think in the series, they didn't really close that book too well about Naozumi and Sana. Oh and just for the
record I'd like to add, I haven't seen those NY eps yet. I've heard about it though. So this storyline that I have here
has a lot of what-ifs going on. I know OCC, but who cares, this is my story, just not my characters...*sigh*. Miho
Obana, you could give me Hayama right? ^_^ Anyways, once again, I'll just have to see how things turn out during
this week. How fast can I work? I have no idea.
Note: Alrighty, I've finally come up with an idea for a serious one. You figure if your genre is romance/drama.
You gotta have SOME "drama" going on. Anyways, I just thought it would be cool to add our lovely blue-eyed
boy, Naozumi! Personally I think he is a cool character, but personally my preference is the mysterious, cool
looking kind. ^_^ Anyways, hope you guys like it. I think this is going to be a continuing sequence. You know,
I gotta make it soap opera or else how am I supposed to get the "drama" going on? =P On with the story...Oh yeah, this
is going to be in Sana's perspective.
The skies getting darker, nightfall is coming down faster than expected. I never thought time would fly by so fast.
But I guess when you're doing something that you love, time always flies by fast.
"CUT! Good work everyone! The final scene is going to be tomorrow now. I know you guys are all waiting for
this day. I'd just like to say before tomorrow that I've en...HEY! Where are you guys going?!", the director yells
out.
"HOME!" Says the whole entire cast and crew. The lights suddenly go out except for one that shone on top of
the director.
"How lonely..." the director said and walks off, all the lights finally go off.
I am so happy to realize that the movie is almost over. Even though this project is a made for TV movie, it is still
as hard as making a real one. Still...I realize that having this career often makes me think that I'm abandoning the
ones that I love. Especially him...
"Sana!" a person yells from behind as she walks to her room.
"Oh it's you Naozumi! Long time no see. You've been away from Japan so long."
Naozumi seems to have grown up a lot. He has more of a mature look now. But still, that face of his in my own
opinion I think still captures the heart of the many girls & women of all ages. He went abroad to seek chances at
international stardom. I believe he'll succeed. He seems to have already gained a name around the world already.
"I've been around. How are you doing? I heard you decided to go to college! You're pretty cool to choose that
path." he compliments.
I get the feeling that he wishes he could do what I do too. But then again, he can't always follow my life path
forever. I brought him into this world of entertainment he says, but sometimes I think he did it all on his own.
Well, okay, maybe I did give him a little push.
"So where are you going now? I heard that you just finished shooting that new movie today." he asks.
"Ummm...no where in particular, but I do need to go home."
"Oh? Why?" he looks at me with a questionable face.
"Umm..hehe..Hayama might be waiting for me." I answer with a slight blush on my face.
"Oh, well, I guess I shouldn't hold you up then. I don't want him to think that I'm stealing you away from him again.
He might get ideas you know."
"Oh no! He's not like that anymore. I mean, well, uh, he does throw jealous fits here and there, but well, he
understands my relationship with him."
"Oh." he replies.
"Our relationship isn't like that at all! Don't you go thinking ecchi ideas now Naozumi-kun!" I slap him hard
on the head.
"Ow! I see that reflex of your is still there. Hehe...well I gotta go talk to my manager now. We should get
together sometime! Dinner perhaps?"
"Sure! Most definitely! You got my cell number right?"
"Uh huh. How can I forget? Anyways, I gotta go now, I'll see you soon then."
"Okay, bye bye!"
I continue walking down the hall and I think back to the time when Naozumi first confessed to me and I was
aware of his feelings. It gave me a shock. I keep thinking to myself. What went wrong with our relationship
together? The only answer that I keep on telling myself is this. Akito Hayama. What can I say? He always took
my breathe away, which can be interepreted and answered in many ways. Naozumi is a good guy. He just came
into my life at the wrong time. Maybe it might have been you that I would have chosen. Nah...I don't think so.
But I often wonder...was there even a chance between Naozumi and I? He was so nice to me. I...
As I enter in my dressing room and start changing back to my clothes I hear two girls walking passing by.
"I can't believe Naozumi came back. He is so good looking. More than ever in fact" I smirk as I hear this remark.
"I know, I was on the same plane as him when he came back. I couldn't believe it! But it's such a pity when
you also hear that he still loves Sana-chan. I mean, I think they made a great couple. What went wrong?
Who actually dumped who? I think that it was Sana's doing. Poor Naozumi-kun! Maybe they'll get back together.
I don't know. I heard something in the conversation between him and his managaer that the reason why he came
back was because he wanted to see Sana again. Don't you think that's so sweet! I'd be melting if I heard that!"
My heart skipped a beat at what I just heard. I can't believe it. Is this true. I don't know what to say to him
now. Does he still love me? What am I thinking? Why is my heart beating so fast?
"You know, I think Sana has a boyfriend already. I heard from people that she and her boyfriend live together!"
"No way!" I got irked by that comment.
"HEY! He's not living with me. I don't have such a relationship with that guy!" the two girls are shocked at the
sudden pop of my head into their little gossip.
"Sana-chan! I didn't know you're room was here. Oh my gosh. I'm so sorry. But if you don't mind me asking.
What kind of relationship are you having with this guy of yours?" I was in a lost of words.
I know that I love him. But how much do I love him? I want to see Hayama. I'm confused. I want to see his face. He'll
give me the answer. I run out of the studio and run all the way back to my place. There he was as usual, waiting
outside in front of the door for me to come home. He has the keys, but he prefers to wait outside. The weird guy.
He looks at me with a look of relief and wonder.
"Wha..." I go up to him and kiss him. He seems quite shocked at the sudden gesture that I give to him, but he soon
follows into my act and returns my kiss. We embrace for the longest time until he lets go and looks at me with a
sadden stare.
"Kamura is back isn't he?" He asks in a slightly cold tone.
How did he know? I didn't even say anything about it? He points his hand at one of the gifts that was given to me
today and was left at my doorstep. It was a single red rose with a card attached to it. I could see that the card says,
'Hi Sana, just wanted to give you a gift and let you know that I'm home. Dinner sometime? Love, Naozumi.'
I look at Hayama with tears coming from my eyes. What's going on with me? I don't understand myself.
"You don't need to cry you know." He says. "I know that you still love him, but you also love me too."
I thought I was completely in love with Hayama. Why am I feeling this way? Hayama is making it sound so easy
to figure out.
"I have an advantage since I'm always near you. But he has a job to do and a career to make of himself." He says.
"You don't understand Hayama. How can you be so calm over this?"
"Because I love you. You've changed me in a way that I never thought I could ever see if I were on my own. I want
you to be happy. And if you end up choosing Kamura over me. I'll be fine."
I can't believe how easy he's taking this situation so easily! But that's when I notice the side of my door. It had
red smudge marks on it. It's blood! I look at Hayama's hands. He was so angry that he started punching the wall.
My heart is in so much pain at that very moment. What am I doing to him? How can he understand me more
than myself? I try walking closer to hold his hand, but he pulls away his hand. I feel slightly offended
by this action.
"Until you figure out who you truly want to be with. I guess I won't be coming by anymore. I'll still see you in class.
It's not like I will ignore you. But I won't express my feelings for you until I get a response from you. You need to
figure out who you really want. I know Naozumi has always been on your mind, but since our relationship has
strengthened so much that you and I seemed to have forgotten that he never stopped loving you. I know that. I'm a guy
so I know what that guy is thinking."
"Hayama, I..."I don't know what to say, but I decide to say this. "I'll tell you two days from tonight."
He looks at me with a surprised face and then it turns poker on me, "I'll be waiting right here then. In the meantime,
I gotta get some sleep."
"You're welcome to stay over tonight you know."
He looks at me hesistantly then answers, "Okay, but I'm sleeping on the couch."
"Okay. I sometimes wonder why you know me so well Hayama."
"Easy, because I...nevermind. I just do." I smile at that comment. I know what he was about to say and I know why
he decided not to. What will I do? Who will I choose? For some reason, I feel like I've already made my decision.
But first, I need to explain things so when it does come the time to give my response, I know I'll be giving it to that
one person wholeheartedly. Just wait for me please....
Ending comments: Okay, so it's all mixed up! Sue me! No really don't! I'm poor! Anyways, I tried to incoporate a
confused Sana because that is how she's like most of the time in my opinion. Doesn't really know what she wants
but the people around her that really know her know what's up with her. Though when it all comes down to
knowing what she really wants by herself, it takes an eternity. So since this is a mini series afterall, I'm going to cut down the
eternity to two days. I think this is either going to be a two parter or three parter. Sorry if this is not a good story,
but I'm trying to be serious here! =P Hehe...anyways, she'll eventually straighten out her problems if you guys are
wondering. I think in the series, they didn't really close that book too well about Naozumi and Sana. Oh and just for the
record I'd like to add, I haven't seen those NY eps yet. I've heard about it though. So this storyline that I have here
has a lot of what-ifs going on. I know OCC, but who cares, this is my story, just not my characters...*sigh*. Miho
Obana, you could give me Hayama right? ^_^ Anyways, once again, I'll just have to see how things turn out during
this week. How fast can I work? I have no idea.