He comes to me: The dinosaur (part 2 of 3)
Note: Okay, this is not going to be a forever soap opera triangle because it's going to end in this story. Think of this as an OAV. Pretty pics, and stories that last no longer than 10 eps....something like that. ^_^ Anyways, well Sana will finally choose who she wants and what she wants in this one. And fear not people, this is not the end of the mini series. I don't think I'll be doing a continuation anytime soon after this 3 parter(yes I've decided that it will be in 3 parts). But I do think that if I do, it will mean the end of my little "He comes to me" fic. So in the meantime, it's still alive and well! =D On with the story! Again this is Sana's perspective.
Day 1: Night time
Confused and frustrated are the two key words that keep on tumbling in my brain like a washing machine.
All my life, I thought I knew everything. But one of my most important people in my life told me otherwise.
He told me that I am in love with Naozumi as well. I love Hayama so much that it hurts me to know that I hurt
him both physically and emotionally. On the other hand, I haven't been honest with Naozumi as well. He's
always been there for me during the times I was in need. He loves me too. UGH! What should I do?
It's a good thing that the movie shoot was done this afternoon, or else I don't know how I could deal with
these thoughts by the end of the day. Naozumi wasn't in the studio so I wasn't able to talk to him. I guess that's
good because I wouldn't have known what I would say to him anyways. I promised Hayama that I would tell
him tomorrow. I haven't even figured out what I am going to do yet? Sigh.
My cell phone rings. I pick it up.
"Hello Sana-chan? It's me Naozumi." It's him. My heart skips a bit from the sudden surprise phone call.
"Oh! Naozumi-kun! What's up?"
"Oh I was wondering if you weren't busy tomorrow night, if you wouldn't mind having dinner with me? Unless
Hayama is having plans with you, then I'll try and catch you at a better time."
"No. In fact I need to talk to you about something."
"Alright then, I'll come by to pick you up tomorrow at 8?"
"Okay. Talk to you later!"
I hang up. What am I going to say to him? Do I love him or do I love Hayama more? Who do I want to be with?
I walk into my room to change to some PJs and on my dresser I have a photo of Hayama and I when we were in
highschool. He's so tall now that his body can completely cover me from anything. I've always feel a sense of
warmth when he did that. Next to that picture is a picture of me when I did the movie, Water Palace. Thinking back
when I did that movie makes me think of all the times when Naozumi was there for me during a time of need. He
never forced me into anything and protected me from anything that harmed me. Looking at these pictures makes me
even more mad at myself for doing this. I don't want to lose either of them, but I have and want to find out who I
love more or else it would be just unfair to everyone. I fall on to my bed and cover my face with my hands. AHHHH!
I roll over towards the pillows but I come to a stop when I feel something in my way. It's a stuffed dinosaur. I
remember Hayama got this for me last year during Valentine's day...
"Here."
"Eck, it's a dinosaur! Why couldn't you get that cute doggie doll over there."
"Too ugly" That brought out a nerve. "Besides, the dinosaur will be in my place when I'm not there for you. It represents
me watching over you. And also just in case if there any guys besides me that gets in your bed. "
"What do you mean get in bed? Who said I was going to get in bed with you!?"
"Oh? I thought we were going to do that tonight? It's Valentine's Day. I brought you to DisneyLand. Don't you
think I deserve something? You don't think the chocolate that you gave me today is the only thing that I'm going
to accept tonight are you?"
"What makes you so sure that I will agree to do something like that?"
At that moment, it rained. Hard.
"That." Hayama points his finger towards the sky.
We got a room at a nearby hotel. It was good thing I disguised myself or else there would have been trouble
publicity wise. That night was a memorable night because it was the first time we actually stayed up all night
just holding each other. He had his left arm wrapped around me. It felt so warm and secure to know that he was
there. It was what started his little ritual of staying over at my place every so now and then when we started
going to college. The next morning he complained that he didn't get what he wanted and I started hitting him with
the pillow. But that day, he told me that he would wait because he loved me. It was the first time he used the word
"love". It was always, "I don't hate you" ever since I've known him in sixth grade. From that day on, I've always
brought the dinosaur with me when I went away for long movie projects. That day was very special to me, because
it made me realize how much Hayama has changed and how much more I've learned from him. How much I love him.
I love him. I love him. I LOVE HIM?? THAT'S IT! I CAN LIVE WITHOUT NAOZUMI! BUT I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
HAYAMA! I know I've said I love Hayama many times, but this time it's more than I have ever felt in my entire life. I
know my life would be fine without Naozumi or Hayama, but Hayama....he's the one that changed me. Someone that
knew what love was all about. I can't believe it! Who would have known that a dinosaur would help me figure out my
problems! I hug the dinosaur hard. HA HA HA! I can't believe it! My arms fly back as I finally realize the relief that I
feel when I finally figured out my problem! I'm so happy! Yet....I'm sad as well because that will mean that I will have
to tell Naozumi and completely clear things once and for all. Oh Naozumi, how can I be so happy when I know that I
will be crushing your heart? Naozumi...
I eventually fall asleep holding onto the dinosaur stuffed animal. Hayama...
Day 2: 7:50pm
Nightfall has finally come and now I have to prepare myself for tonight's dinner with Naozumi. I feel bad about
doing this, but this is the only way to clear things up. Maybe I should tell him before we go to dinner? I hear a
knock on the door. It must be Naozumi. I open the door and before me is a dozen red roses held by the hands of
Naozumi. He looks so handsome. I can't believe I'm turning a guy down that is this good looking! Sigh. Oh well,
Hayama is good looking too.
"This is for you. I hope you like them."
"I do. Thank you." I set the roses on to the table. "Won't you come in? I'm almost done."
"Oh, alright, thank you." He comes in. I close the door behind me as he walks in to my living room.
"Have a seat Naozumi."
"Thanks." He sits down. I know he can't help but wander his eyes everywhere. I'm nervous and scared to say what
I think I'm going to say to him. Oh what the heck.
"Naozumi-kun! I have something to confess."
He looks at me oddly. "What?"
I take a deep breath. "I love Hayama."
He looks at me with no surprise. "I know that."
"But I also love you." He looks at me in awe then sighs.
"Now that I sorta knew as well, but I never thought you would say that to me."
My eyes start watering up. "But if I were to choose the one whom I want to spend the rest of my life with. I would
choose..."
"Hayama right?" That took me by surprise.
"Yes. Hayama. How did you...?"
"Know? Well let's just say a litle bird told me. A bird name Sana-chan."
"Me?"
"Yes you, you didn't know it, but I know whenever I see you two together I can tell how much you love each other
by the way you react around him and by the way he reacts around you."
Gosh. It's so true when they say the people that love you knows what you think and feel. Naozumi knew all along.
He smiles, "I love you Sana-chan and I'll probably admit to that till the day I die, but I won't interfere with your
relationship with him because through all these years that I've known you, I've always seen you happiest with him.
Even if your relationship with him is kinda violent."
That broke a nerve. "What do you mean violent?!"
He laughs. I couldn't help but laugh with him, but then as the laughter subsided, I got serious on him.
"Naozumi-kun, the reason I wanted to tell you what I said tonight was because I wanted to let you know about how
I feel. Also I needed to clear things up before I step into deeper waters."
"Oh? It's okay. But I'm glad you've cleared things up in your head now. Say, are you ready because I'm really
getting hungry now."
"Okay, give me 5 min and we're off!"
He looks kinda bummed out, but he keeps a smile on his face. I'm glad he understands. I hope his heart isn't
broken over this. No matter what, Naozumi will always be a very close friend to me.
We eat dinner at a nearby Italian restaurant and talk about past projects that we've done during the times that
while we were apart from each other. He is so kind and wonderful that I hope he finds a girl that he will love.
Hearing his stories makes me realize how much I know he's going to be a international star some day. Hehe, I
believe in you Naozumi. He drives me back home at the end of dinner.
"Well this is your home."
"Yep. I want to thank you for tonight and everything Naozumi-kun."
"No problem Sana-chan. Anything for you."
I kiss him on the cheek as a token of thanks for understanding. "You'll always be special to me."
"Same here. Good night."
I get out of the car and he drives off waving a hand of farewell. I hear he
has another movie project coming up so he'll be leaving next week. I wonder what would have happened if I
chose him? Well that doesn't matter. The only thing that matters to me right now is what awaits in front of
my doorstep. Hayama...
to be continued....
End note: Okay so it was rushed! Hey I can't help it! I have trouble writing this kinda of stuff sometimes, but like
I said, I'll fix it and make it look prettier when I feel like it. Yes I'm lazy. Oh yeah, if you review this fic make sure to
add an opinion on whether you want the last part to be somewhat ecchi or not. I'm sure you all have a kinda feel
as to what the last part is going to be about. Hehe...I hope to hear from you all soon! Ja ne!
Note: Okay, this is not going to be a forever soap opera triangle because it's going to end in this story. Think of this as an OAV. Pretty pics, and stories that last no longer than 10 eps....something like that. ^_^ Anyways, well Sana will finally choose who she wants and what she wants in this one. And fear not people, this is not the end of the mini series. I don't think I'll be doing a continuation anytime soon after this 3 parter(yes I've decided that it will be in 3 parts). But I do think that if I do, it will mean the end of my little "He comes to me" fic. So in the meantime, it's still alive and well! =D On with the story! Again this is Sana's perspective.
Day 1: Night time
Confused and frustrated are the two key words that keep on tumbling in my brain like a washing machine.
All my life, I thought I knew everything. But one of my most important people in my life told me otherwise.
He told me that I am in love with Naozumi as well. I love Hayama so much that it hurts me to know that I hurt
him both physically and emotionally. On the other hand, I haven't been honest with Naozumi as well. He's
always been there for me during the times I was in need. He loves me too. UGH! What should I do?
It's a good thing that the movie shoot was done this afternoon, or else I don't know how I could deal with
these thoughts by the end of the day. Naozumi wasn't in the studio so I wasn't able to talk to him. I guess that's
good because I wouldn't have known what I would say to him anyways. I promised Hayama that I would tell
him tomorrow. I haven't even figured out what I am going to do yet? Sigh.
My cell phone rings. I pick it up.
"Hello Sana-chan? It's me Naozumi." It's him. My heart skips a bit from the sudden surprise phone call.
"Oh! Naozumi-kun! What's up?"
"Oh I was wondering if you weren't busy tomorrow night, if you wouldn't mind having dinner with me? Unless
Hayama is having plans with you, then I'll try and catch you at a better time."
"No. In fact I need to talk to you about something."
"Alright then, I'll come by to pick you up tomorrow at 8?"
"Okay. Talk to you later!"
I hang up. What am I going to say to him? Do I love him or do I love Hayama more? Who do I want to be with?
I walk into my room to change to some PJs and on my dresser I have a photo of Hayama and I when we were in
highschool. He's so tall now that his body can completely cover me from anything. I've always feel a sense of
warmth when he did that. Next to that picture is a picture of me when I did the movie, Water Palace. Thinking back
when I did that movie makes me think of all the times when Naozumi was there for me during a time of need. He
never forced me into anything and protected me from anything that harmed me. Looking at these pictures makes me
even more mad at myself for doing this. I don't want to lose either of them, but I have and want to find out who I
love more or else it would be just unfair to everyone. I fall on to my bed and cover my face with my hands. AHHHH!
I roll over towards the pillows but I come to a stop when I feel something in my way. It's a stuffed dinosaur. I
remember Hayama got this for me last year during Valentine's day...
"Here."
"Eck, it's a dinosaur! Why couldn't you get that cute doggie doll over there."
"Too ugly" That brought out a nerve. "Besides, the dinosaur will be in my place when I'm not there for you. It represents
me watching over you. And also just in case if there any guys besides me that gets in your bed. "
"What do you mean get in bed? Who said I was going to get in bed with you!?"
"Oh? I thought we were going to do that tonight? It's Valentine's Day. I brought you to DisneyLand. Don't you
think I deserve something? You don't think the chocolate that you gave me today is the only thing that I'm going
to accept tonight are you?"
"What makes you so sure that I will agree to do something like that?"
At that moment, it rained. Hard.
"That." Hayama points his finger towards the sky.
We got a room at a nearby hotel. It was good thing I disguised myself or else there would have been trouble
publicity wise. That night was a memorable night because it was the first time we actually stayed up all night
just holding each other. He had his left arm wrapped around me. It felt so warm and secure to know that he was
there. It was what started his little ritual of staying over at my place every so now and then when we started
going to college. The next morning he complained that he didn't get what he wanted and I started hitting him with
the pillow. But that day, he told me that he would wait because he loved me. It was the first time he used the word
"love". It was always, "I don't hate you" ever since I've known him in sixth grade. From that day on, I've always
brought the dinosaur with me when I went away for long movie projects. That day was very special to me, because
it made me realize how much Hayama has changed and how much more I've learned from him. How much I love him.
I love him. I love him. I LOVE HIM?? THAT'S IT! I CAN LIVE WITHOUT NAOZUMI! BUT I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
HAYAMA! I know I've said I love Hayama many times, but this time it's more than I have ever felt in my entire life. I
know my life would be fine without Naozumi or Hayama, but Hayama....he's the one that changed me. Someone that
knew what love was all about. I can't believe it! Who would have known that a dinosaur would help me figure out my
problems! I hug the dinosaur hard. HA HA HA! I can't believe it! My arms fly back as I finally realize the relief that I
feel when I finally figured out my problem! I'm so happy! Yet....I'm sad as well because that will mean that I will have
to tell Naozumi and completely clear things once and for all. Oh Naozumi, how can I be so happy when I know that I
will be crushing your heart? Naozumi...
I eventually fall asleep holding onto the dinosaur stuffed animal. Hayama...
Day 2: 7:50pm
Nightfall has finally come and now I have to prepare myself for tonight's dinner with Naozumi. I feel bad about
doing this, but this is the only way to clear things up. Maybe I should tell him before we go to dinner? I hear a
knock on the door. It must be Naozumi. I open the door and before me is a dozen red roses held by the hands of
Naozumi. He looks so handsome. I can't believe I'm turning a guy down that is this good looking! Sigh. Oh well,
Hayama is good looking too.
"This is for you. I hope you like them."
"I do. Thank you." I set the roses on to the table. "Won't you come in? I'm almost done."
"Oh, alright, thank you." He comes in. I close the door behind me as he walks in to my living room.
"Have a seat Naozumi."
"Thanks." He sits down. I know he can't help but wander his eyes everywhere. I'm nervous and scared to say what
I think I'm going to say to him. Oh what the heck.
"Naozumi-kun! I have something to confess."
He looks at me oddly. "What?"
I take a deep breath. "I love Hayama."
He looks at me with no surprise. "I know that."
"But I also love you." He looks at me in awe then sighs.
"Now that I sorta knew as well, but I never thought you would say that to me."
My eyes start watering up. "But if I were to choose the one whom I want to spend the rest of my life with. I would
choose..."
"Hayama right?" That took me by surprise.
"Yes. Hayama. How did you...?"
"Know? Well let's just say a litle bird told me. A bird name Sana-chan."
"Me?"
"Yes you, you didn't know it, but I know whenever I see you two together I can tell how much you love each other
by the way you react around him and by the way he reacts around you."
Gosh. It's so true when they say the people that love you knows what you think and feel. Naozumi knew all along.
He smiles, "I love you Sana-chan and I'll probably admit to that till the day I die, but I won't interfere with your
relationship with him because through all these years that I've known you, I've always seen you happiest with him.
Even if your relationship with him is kinda violent."
That broke a nerve. "What do you mean violent?!"
He laughs. I couldn't help but laugh with him, but then as the laughter subsided, I got serious on him.
"Naozumi-kun, the reason I wanted to tell you what I said tonight was because I wanted to let you know about how
I feel. Also I needed to clear things up before I step into deeper waters."
"Oh? It's okay. But I'm glad you've cleared things up in your head now. Say, are you ready because I'm really
getting hungry now."
"Okay, give me 5 min and we're off!"
He looks kinda bummed out, but he keeps a smile on his face. I'm glad he understands. I hope his heart isn't
broken over this. No matter what, Naozumi will always be a very close friend to me.
We eat dinner at a nearby Italian restaurant and talk about past projects that we've done during the times that
while we were apart from each other. He is so kind and wonderful that I hope he finds a girl that he will love.
Hearing his stories makes me realize how much I know he's going to be a international star some day. Hehe, I
believe in you Naozumi. He drives me back home at the end of dinner.
"Well this is your home."
"Yep. I want to thank you for tonight and everything Naozumi-kun."
"No problem Sana-chan. Anything for you."
I kiss him on the cheek as a token of thanks for understanding. "You'll always be special to me."
"Same here. Good night."
I get out of the car and he drives off waving a hand of farewell. I hear he
has another movie project coming up so he'll be leaving next week. I wonder what would have happened if I
chose him? Well that doesn't matter. The only thing that matters to me right now is what awaits in front of
my doorstep. Hayama...
to be continued....
End note: Okay so it was rushed! Hey I can't help it! I have trouble writing this kinda of stuff sometimes, but like
I said, I'll fix it and make it look prettier when I feel like it. Yes I'm lazy. Oh yeah, if you review this fic make sure to
add an opinion on whether you want the last part to be somewhat ecchi or not. I'm sure you all have a kinda feel
as to what the last part is going to be about. Hehe...I hope to hear from you all soon! Ja ne!