This chappie contains romance and SHOUENEN-AI (kissing and hugging
between two men). If this isn't your thing, scroll down until you see the
line of "****************************************". The
shouenen-ai is between the line of "*********************". Do not flame me for this. The majority
of my reviewers wanted a romance kissy-huggy scene between Ryou and Bakura, so
here it is (the last chappie also has one).
I put ABSOLUTELY NO GRAPHIC
SEX in this fic for its rating.
Once again, this scene has SHOUENEN-AI!!! Two men
kissing--No likey, Scroll down to the line of
"*************************".
Meaghan: I really would like it into a romance, I'm not sure how to do a family romance. Like R/B will be like brothers kind of romancy? Thanks for the review! I'm glad you like it. Keep reading!
lady of faith : I love that card and I use it all the time in my deck. I update regularly and I love this fic, too.
Tenshi no Miko : I read your review and Malik and Marik will be in the next chappie. It's my favorite pairing, yaoi and shouenen-ai.
Yami Bakura Kia: MY 100TH REVIEWER!! You deserve the biggest wowwypop I have!!! Your wish with the elephants is my command!!!
ShadowFire: That's fine if you don't like yaoi, I'm not offended. I didn't make this a yaoi story because I didn't want to offend anyone and the rating doesn't cater itself too much to hard yaoi anyway. I like the stuff, but I can always write a separate story "deleted scenes from nanny bakura". I wonder how that will fly. Hmmm…. I wanted to keep it clean for the kiddies anyway.
kaoru : You wanted romance, you got it!
Dclick: As I said to Shadowfire, I'm not offended if you said no yaoi. I like the stuff, but that doesn't mean I have to include it. I kept the rating for the kiddies and impressionable youths.
invader mya and her yami's : I know Chappie 12 was a little rough on everyone. Me, too. Chappie 13 has some romance and some more light violence, but not much more.
tuulikki :
I cried so bad in my room typing that chappie.
I had to post it before I went to bed.
It came out so good I almost cried again reading it to my mom this
morning.
Aurora the Anime Nut: Every morning I wake and read my reviews and you made my day. Keep reading.
Anigirl15: his conscience gives him a real bad turn this chappie, but it was necessary. I won't let anything happen to him.
Leev: Anzu is a clown already without the makeup and silly outfit. I will have her do something with a clown involving selzer or something.
Firedraygon97: * gives her smelling salts * You O.K.? I know I was almost unconscious, too.\
Poke, Neko Oni: Go romance!!!!
Yami Tsuki Tenshi: You've been with me from the beginning and I really love you for it. I never even thought about putting angst as a warning. Here's your romance!!!
Caro: I can't do the sex thing because of the rating PG13. I also don't want to chase my fans away *crickets chirp * ….Anyway, glad you like the fic. You can write if it comes from what you believe in and if you put (as Yugi said in evil spirit of the ring) a piece of your heart in whatever you do".
I'm 24 years old and I've been writing fiction stories since I was 14. I published my first poem at 14. I'm sure you could do the same.
Random Rockstar: I love Bakura and Ryou romances, too. I'm also glad you want me to keep going. I can do that,too.
Errie Wyvern : You'll like 12 and 13.
Cheesepuff: I LOVE YOU and BAKURA LOVES YOU AND RYOU LOVES YOU!!! Did you get me email? I would love for you to do a fanart on my story! I would love to see it. Tell me if you got my email in your review.
100 REVIEWS!!! I love you guys soooo much! This means so much to me!! I've been replying to your authored stories every free minute I have.
Bakura: Any trauma you experience is not Bakuragirl's fault.
You have been warned.....Say it one more time, Ryou.
Ryou: SHOUENEN-AI!!!!
Aishiteru (I love you)
Bakura found himself in the living room in Ryou's
home. He heard a clang in the kitchen and a shuffling of metal
pans. "Ryou's back!!!" Bakura ran into the kitchen and
found Ryou back to normal. He wasn't sick, his cheeks were no longer
flushed. Bakura grabbed Ryou's shoulders tightly as he looked at him from
head to toe. "Ryou, you're back!!"
Ryou narrowed his eyes and lightly touched Bakura's face. A
look of concern crossed his face. "Are you feeling alright?
Maybe I should make you soup."
Bakura put his hand up to Ryou's on his cheek and closed his eyes,
tears dropping down again. With a quick motion, he pulled Ryou close to
his chest and wrapped his arms around him. The familiar heartbeat pulsed
between the two of them, slow and steady. Ryou returned the gesture
nuzzling his cheek into Bakura's neck.
"I thought you were going to leave me, Ryou!" he sniffed
holding back his gut wrenching sobs. "Promise me you will never
leave me! Please!"
"I-I will never leave you, yami."
Bakura pulled back and looked into those sweet, forgiving,
familiar chocolate orbs once again. Ryou's lip trembled as his eyes
glassed over. "I-I thought you didn't care about me, yami. I
thought you wanted me to die...that you wanted to be free of me forever."
Bakura clenched his eyes shut letting the tears fall.
"I always want you by my side. You are my other half. You are
my light. You are my all, Ryou. If I didn't have you, I would be
nothing. My existence would be meaningless."
"Aishiteru, Bakura. Forever."
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Bakura assailed Ryou with his kiss. Bakura could feel Ryou's
breath quickening against his cheek. Bakura roamed his hands over Ryou's
soft hair trailing down to the warm flesh of Ryou's neck. Bakura's hands
rubbed his back through the heavy fabric of his sweater.
Both boys ended the tight kiss for a breath. Bakura smiled
as he gently wiped a tear from Ryou's cheek.
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Bakura and Ryou smiled at each other lost in each other's
glistening eyes until they heard a soft knock on the door. "I'll get
that, Bakura. I invited Yugi and his yami over for dinner. Can you
get the plates out of the dishwasher. Coming!" Ryou skipped
outside and opened the door. "BAKURA!!!!" Bakura dropped
the plates and ran to the living room finding a man dressed in black hovering
over Ryou cowering on the ground.
"What do you want?" Bakura asked trying to run to
Ryou, but he was so afraid, he couldn't get his legs to move.
"Bring me all the valuables in this house!" The
man pulled up Ryou by the scuff of the neck facing Bakura.
"Put him down!"
"You want him?" He held Ryou at arms' length from
him. Ryou's tears returned again. "Come and get him, big guy."
Ryou whimpered in the man's tough grasp.
"I thought so. We're going for a little trip up the
stairs. There's no reason for there to be an audience while I do
this."
Ryou tried to pull away from the man, but he brought out a sharp
blade and held it to his back. "Bakura, he has a weapon," Ryou
whispered.
"Quiet, you, or we'll be finished before we get
started!"
The robber took them to Ryou's dad's bedroom. Bakura had to
bring out Ryou's mom's gold jewelery and her wedding band.
"No, Bakura! That's my mom's! You can't have
it!" Ryou began to struggle with the robber. Bakura couldn't
move he was so afraid of what the robber would do to Ryou. He didn't want
to further jeopardize his hikari. Bakura froze as he watched Ryou try to
free himself. "Help me, Bakura!!! No, you can't have my
mother's-AHH!"
Ryou stopped struggling and the robber pulled his blade out of
Ryou's side. Ryou fell to the ground holding his side gasping for breath.
"Bak-kur-ra," came out of Ryou as a mere whisper.
The robber ran out of the house.
Bakura took Ryou in his arms. "You're going to be
alright, Ryou. Hold on," Bakura pleaded.
"Can't..."
"Ryou? RYOU!!" Bakura's tears fell in
streams. Behind him, he could feel another presence.
He turned around and he saw a duplicate of himself grinning.
"Why are you so upset?"
"Ryou is gone...my hikari...my light...is..gone."
"He is mortal and expendable."
Bakura looked at the Ryou's body. "He was not
expendable!"
"Are you sure?" The woman from Bakura's previous
dream had returned. Bakura dropped to his knees. "Please save
Ryou's life! Give him back to me! He's all I have in this
world. Don't take him away from me!"
"You still have alot to learn, Bakura. He cannot be
returned to you yet. You have learned to protect him and care for him,
but true compassion, true love requires something much more important."
"I'll give anything to save my Hikari. Tell me what I
have to do to prove to you that I have changed!"
"Sacrifice."
"Sacrifice? I would give anything to see him
unharmed!"
The woman walked to Ryou on the ground and kneeled beside him
smoothing out his white hair. "You must be willing to sacrifice
yourself for him."
"I will do so!"
"What stopped you this time? Ryou would be alive if you
had moved to help him. You say you would help him, but when the time
came, you failed to act."
"I said before I couldn't change. I thought it was
impossible. Now look at me! I'm crying like a child! I can't
stop from shaking! All I want is...I want him back. I don't want
him to suffer anymore because of me." Bakura glared at his double
beside him.
"That spirit is what I was. Cruel and unkind."
"You must still prove yourself."
"This isn't fair! You said nothing about this! I learned how to be loving and compassionate, now give Ryou back to me or-."
The woman stretched her arms and clenched her fists again. Bakura collapsed on Ryou's fallen body, intense pain jarring his senses.
"You have learned nothing, Yami Bakura!"
Bakura opened his eyes quickly, his tears dropping on Ryou's cheek beside him. Ryou was still his cute chibi self. The dream felt so real, it terrified him. Him! His hands shook profusely as he touched Ryou's face gently. He held his breath and listened. Ryou was still breathing.
"If I could have stopped myself, I would have."
Bakura watched the baby sleep. Bakura touched his rosy little cheeks and his cotton-like hair. His chocolate brown orbs which glowed at him during the day were now closed and periodically fluttering. Ryou slept with his thumb in his mouth and snuggled so close to him, he could hear and feel the baby's heartbeat. A smile found his way to Bakura's lips. He didn't know why or how, but he realized he would do anything to protect this little life in his arms. He kissed little Ryou on the forehead gently. "I love you, Ryou. My sweet little hikari."
Ryou: That was so sweet, Bakurasgirl!
Bakura: I love you, too, Bakurasgirl!
I have received a request from one nanny Bakura Fan (I love you cheesepuff!) who wanted to do a fanart from my story. I would love it! If you choose to do one, but please send me the URL in your review so I can see it. I don't mind if the picture is yaoi or not. I love Ryou x Bakura fanart anyway whatever its content. Please cite my story as a source or put a link to the story on ff.net. Please give credit where credit is do and I will do the same to you and mention pics from the story in my reader response section of my chappies.
Next Chappie: Bakura's Lullaby.
