Take my hand, and let me be your light.
By SummerHeat
Hi everyone, im really sorry to the people that wanted me to finish writing my other story "can this be love." But I got the biggest writer's block and that story was so boring and was going no where, so I deleted it. Sorry to all the people that liked it, but I hope you guys like this one. Plz R+R
Summery: A boy that was never really loved been by his parents are spent to boarding school. What will become of this boy, that has so much love inside of him but don't have n e one to give it too. His been so hurt that he had closed his heart from the world, a skater/rocker that no one understand, but his bestfriend who gets in to trouble, and lives for the hell of it. But will it all change when he meets a girl with a passion for life. What will happen? Will she change him or will she become like him.
Taking: " ..."
Thinking: '....'
Me talking in the middle of the story (s/h.....)
Take my hand and let me be your light, your hope. The one person that will always be true to you, and never let you fall. Let me in and I'll show you what love really is and how it makes you feel. Let me be that thing that will never let you down, your soldier, your bestfriend, your dreams and your hopes.
Chapter one - Goodbye in a new way
A boy of about 17, with jet-black hair and brown eyes, walked up to his friend, who looked like he could kill someone right about now. " Come on Syaoran it can't be that bad". He said while laughing.
"Hell it can, argh." Syaoran said, his voice with anger and hate. 'I can't believe my mother actually listened to that fag Dave, sending me of to boarding school' he thought to him self. 'So I failed a few subjects and run in to a bit of trouble hasn't she ever heard of a second chances!!!'.
A hand moving in front of his faces brag him bad from the little world he was in. "hey man are you there, those two chicks have been checken you out, I think they want you to come over there." Syaoran looked at where Luke was pointing too.
And he saw two blond. He looked at his friend again and blinked a few times. Then in an angry voice ones more said " if you haven't for gotten im leaving today!! I don't have time for them, and im not like that, geez"
"Alright man, chill. Just because that chick's gone, doesn't mean you have to fucking hell take it out on me, hell if you don't want them ill have them, gladly!." With that Luke let with out even a goodbye.
Syaoran look at his friend leave then turned the other way. Didn't anyone care he was about to leave for boarding school and wont be back for another 3 months. He got on his skate bored and skated out of the underground Skate Park, to his bestfriend's house, she was always there for him. Her older brother Jim answered the door. "O`kid its you, this is your last day, huh." He look Syaoran over, he look angry and sad at the same time. 'Poor kid, I wouldn't like it if my parents pack me up and send me away, and right after what happened, I wonder if Ms Li actually has a heart' he thought to him self shacking his head. Then he turned to Syaoran and said "She's up stairs, she's been waiting for you to come. I think she's really going to miss you, and I'll see you when you get back"
Syaoran looked at him and the smallest smile formed on his lips. "Yeah thanx." and with that he went up stairs to fine his bestfriend Lin. They'd been bestfriends since kindergarten. And she's always been there for him and his always been there for her. He knocked on her door and she opened it and hugged him so tight that he couldn't breath. "Lin air, can't breathe"
"hehehe sorry, I just cant believe im not going to see you for three whole months!! Syao that's to long, what am I going to do with out you" she said in a sad voice, pounding. "So what time is the ferry?"
He laughed at that, he could always count on her "Yeah im going to miss you too, and its at 4:00 pm. Four more hours, why don't you come with me, then you wont miss me so much. lol."
"There in no way in hell am I going to some gay boarding school" she looked at him for a while lying on the bed staring out in to space. He'd change so much since the bingeing of summer, since she was gone. Lin sighed to her self and smiled a sad smile. She didn't know if he'll ever been the same again. Ever since the thing happened, he'd been more closed of from the world and was been more stupider and careless then before. 'Syao Im so worried about you, she wouldn't want you to do this to your self. But I don't know what she wants any more. You still haven't figured out that fact that she wont ever come back, that you'll never have her in your arms. But then again who would ever want to come to turrums with the fact that the only person in the world who loved you more then life is gone. I wish I could help you.'
She was snapped back from her thoughts, by Syaoran "why did she leave me alone, Lin. Doesn't she know I loved her so much, I still do. Why the fuck does all this shit happen to me."
"I don't know Syao I really don't." she changed the subject quickly, she couldn't talk about her, no never. "did you finish packing?"
His eyes were closed as he answered "yeah I finished packing, are you going to come to the docks?" he asked looking deep in to her misty gray eyes.
"You know I am Syao. So did you say your goodbyes to the guy, they'll miss you too."
"They don't care. I couldn't fined haft of them and the other half were to busy, even Luke didn't, he would rather pick up chick, I cant even remember how many girlfriends he has right now."
Lin looked at him sadly, even since Ying Fa (this isn't Sakura) gone from his life nothing has been going the right way. 'Poor Syao, I wish she would come back to you'
Three and a half hours later
Syaoran walked around his room checking if he has everything, his mother and Lin was waiting down stairs for him to bring his bags down. He walked over to the nightstand, there was a framed picture of a girl and Syaoran. She had beautiful long brownie black hair down to her waist and big brown eyes, and she was cuddled up in Syaoran's arms, they looked so happy and looked so in love. He sighed at the picture and smiled one of his smile, he didn't do that much any more, ever seen' s she was gone.
He ran his finger over her face. 'Why did you leave me here alone. You promised we would be together forever. I loved you so much Ying, and I promise ill never love anyone else like that. You were the only one for me, you were my hole world. You were always there for me and love me" ask he said the things he did to the picture a tear rolled down his cheek and fall on the smiling girl on the picture. "I know will be together again" with that he brag the picture close to him and kissed the picture ever so lightly.
s/h ok I knows kinda gay, but she didn't dump him ok, something else happened. And you'll fined out later in the story. He just cant handle the fact that she's gone forever. But that's the ending to that chapter. Hopefully ill update quickly. And im really sorri about the other story. So ppl tell me what you think of this story, Sakura and the others r going to coming in to the story next chapter. I hoped you liked it plz R&R I want to know what you guys think and how I can make it better. Flames r good too. lol. so peace out till next time. buhbye (^_^)
By SummerHeat
Hi everyone, im really sorry to the people that wanted me to finish writing my other story "can this be love." But I got the biggest writer's block and that story was so boring and was going no where, so I deleted it. Sorry to all the people that liked it, but I hope you guys like this one. Plz R+R
Summery: A boy that was never really loved been by his parents are spent to boarding school. What will become of this boy, that has so much love inside of him but don't have n e one to give it too. His been so hurt that he had closed his heart from the world, a skater/rocker that no one understand, but his bestfriend who gets in to trouble, and lives for the hell of it. But will it all change when he meets a girl with a passion for life. What will happen? Will she change him or will she become like him.
Taking: " ..."
Thinking: '....'
Me talking in the middle of the story (s/h.....)
Take my hand and let me be your light, your hope. The one person that will always be true to you, and never let you fall. Let me in and I'll show you what love really is and how it makes you feel. Let me be that thing that will never let you down, your soldier, your bestfriend, your dreams and your hopes.
Chapter one - Goodbye in a new way
A boy of about 17, with jet-black hair and brown eyes, walked up to his friend, who looked like he could kill someone right about now. " Come on Syaoran it can't be that bad". He said while laughing.
"Hell it can, argh." Syaoran said, his voice with anger and hate. 'I can't believe my mother actually listened to that fag Dave, sending me of to boarding school' he thought to him self. 'So I failed a few subjects and run in to a bit of trouble hasn't she ever heard of a second chances!!!'.
A hand moving in front of his faces brag him bad from the little world he was in. "hey man are you there, those two chicks have been checken you out, I think they want you to come over there." Syaoran looked at where Luke was pointing too.
And he saw two blond. He looked at his friend again and blinked a few times. Then in an angry voice ones more said " if you haven't for gotten im leaving today!! I don't have time for them, and im not like that, geez"
"Alright man, chill. Just because that chick's gone, doesn't mean you have to fucking hell take it out on me, hell if you don't want them ill have them, gladly!." With that Luke let with out even a goodbye.
Syaoran look at his friend leave then turned the other way. Didn't anyone care he was about to leave for boarding school and wont be back for another 3 months. He got on his skate bored and skated out of the underground Skate Park, to his bestfriend's house, she was always there for him. Her older brother Jim answered the door. "O`kid its you, this is your last day, huh." He look Syaoran over, he look angry and sad at the same time. 'Poor kid, I wouldn't like it if my parents pack me up and send me away, and right after what happened, I wonder if Ms Li actually has a heart' he thought to him self shacking his head. Then he turned to Syaoran and said "She's up stairs, she's been waiting for you to come. I think she's really going to miss you, and I'll see you when you get back"
Syaoran looked at him and the smallest smile formed on his lips. "Yeah thanx." and with that he went up stairs to fine his bestfriend Lin. They'd been bestfriends since kindergarten. And she's always been there for him and his always been there for her. He knocked on her door and she opened it and hugged him so tight that he couldn't breath. "Lin air, can't breathe"
"hehehe sorry, I just cant believe im not going to see you for three whole months!! Syao that's to long, what am I going to do with out you" she said in a sad voice, pounding. "So what time is the ferry?"
He laughed at that, he could always count on her "Yeah im going to miss you too, and its at 4:00 pm. Four more hours, why don't you come with me, then you wont miss me so much. lol."
"There in no way in hell am I going to some gay boarding school" she looked at him for a while lying on the bed staring out in to space. He'd change so much since the bingeing of summer, since she was gone. Lin sighed to her self and smiled a sad smile. She didn't know if he'll ever been the same again. Ever since the thing happened, he'd been more closed of from the world and was been more stupider and careless then before. 'Syao Im so worried about you, she wouldn't want you to do this to your self. But I don't know what she wants any more. You still haven't figured out that fact that she wont ever come back, that you'll never have her in your arms. But then again who would ever want to come to turrums with the fact that the only person in the world who loved you more then life is gone. I wish I could help you.'
She was snapped back from her thoughts, by Syaoran "why did she leave me alone, Lin. Doesn't she know I loved her so much, I still do. Why the fuck does all this shit happen to me."
"I don't know Syao I really don't." she changed the subject quickly, she couldn't talk about her, no never. "did you finish packing?"
His eyes were closed as he answered "yeah I finished packing, are you going to come to the docks?" he asked looking deep in to her misty gray eyes.
"You know I am Syao. So did you say your goodbyes to the guy, they'll miss you too."
"They don't care. I couldn't fined haft of them and the other half were to busy, even Luke didn't, he would rather pick up chick, I cant even remember how many girlfriends he has right now."
Lin looked at him sadly, even since Ying Fa (this isn't Sakura) gone from his life nothing has been going the right way. 'Poor Syao, I wish she would come back to you'
Three and a half hours later
Syaoran walked around his room checking if he has everything, his mother and Lin was waiting down stairs for him to bring his bags down. He walked over to the nightstand, there was a framed picture of a girl and Syaoran. She had beautiful long brownie black hair down to her waist and big brown eyes, and she was cuddled up in Syaoran's arms, they looked so happy and looked so in love. He sighed at the picture and smiled one of his smile, he didn't do that much any more, ever seen' s she was gone.
He ran his finger over her face. 'Why did you leave me here alone. You promised we would be together forever. I loved you so much Ying, and I promise ill never love anyone else like that. You were the only one for me, you were my hole world. You were always there for me and love me" ask he said the things he did to the picture a tear rolled down his cheek and fall on the smiling girl on the picture. "I know will be together again" with that he brag the picture close to him and kissed the picture ever so lightly.
s/h ok I knows kinda gay, but she didn't dump him ok, something else happened. And you'll fined out later in the story. He just cant handle the fact that she's gone forever. But that's the ending to that chapter. Hopefully ill update quickly. And im really sorri about the other story. So ppl tell me what you think of this story, Sakura and the others r going to coming in to the story next chapter. I hoped you liked it plz R&R I want to know what you guys think and how I can make it better. Flames r good too. lol. so peace out till next time. buhbye (^_^)