I kept sipping my pop, and we were just silent, like you know, silent by choice, not one of those awkward moments when you're looking for the right thing to say to like break the ice or anything. It was just...nice. You know, Jackie didn't open her trap, and she was just listening to the radio and the sounds coming from the forest. Or something like that, maybe some people doing it in the woods. Whatever. So Jackie is just looking at the sky, her face turned to the sky giving me a chance to check out her face.
Man, that chick is... yeah, I used stunning before. Yeah, she was stunning. She had a little upturned nose, these great clear eyes. I never noticed until today how clear they were. Like, a color between blue, green, gray and brown. Something like that. It was pretty dark, so I couldn't really see the color well. All I know is that they're clear. A fine chin, great-looking cheekbones and these great lips. Man, maybe that lip smacker does do a difference. Let's not even start talking about her body, or maybe I should, you know, to remember the good times. She's not mature yet, so you know but for now her chest is pretty decent. She has these great great legs. It's weird because I never looked at someone's legs before. Except, of course, when Kelso slipped in the cafeteria and had to take of his pants, staying in gym shorts, which kinda proved us he shaved his legs. Hehehe, good times man, Kelso shaving his legs!
Man, I keep digressing! Let's stay in focus. So yeah, after like maybe a half hour of silence, Jackie looks at me in that "I'm in love" look she uses and says that this is the best date ever. I pointed out that we didn't talk for half an hour. And what does she do? She says I don't have to talk because she understands me. Okay, the one thing that bugs me a lot, no, I mean it fucking pisses me off is little rich unicorn-lovin', mansion-livin', spoiled little midgets telling me they understand me. What do they understand? They don't understand what's in my mind. You know, we just don't have the same fucking standards. So, I fight back to not get down and just go home because what can she understand? Her life's been perfect, and for her, the stuff that happened in my life only happens in movies, you know? And of course the movie's ending has the poor guy becoming a heir to a whole lot of money. So in a way, they're still movies about the rich. So, I control my urge to tell her to fuck off. No one knows what's inside me. So, I tell her sarcastically:
"Oh, you do, do you?"
I knew I should've gotten down and in the car.
She started blabbering again. And she says:
"Sure. Ok, so you're probably sitting there thinking, "I'm on this date with this girl who really, really likes me... and, and she's so beautiful that - "
Man, she started on the whole fairy tale crap again, and I had to stop her.
"Jackie."
And what does she do? She puts her finger on my lips. Man, did you know that she uses perfume even on her fingers? Or is that some sort of cream she uses? Or maybe, she uses the same kind of lip smacker, but for fingers. Anyway, it's something girly, but her finger smelled great. I thought she was gonna try to kiss me or something, 'cause I've seen this move in movies before, not like I wanted her to, but she kept blabbering. God, can't she ever shut up. So, I decided to make her regret the crap she was saying. Of course, some of it was true, and it went something like this:
"Shhh.... And you're wondering, "How can I open up to her, when everyone I have ever loved have abandoned me. Am I even worthy of love?" Well...you are, Steven. You are."
So, I figure that's the perfect moment to start my burn, so I look down, and I reach with both hands under my glasses, like I was crying or something. Man, she fell for it! I start acting like I'm crying, and Jackie, she puts her arm around me and starts with the
"It's ok, just let it out, let it all out" crap. I reply with a muffled ok. Man, it was muffled because I was trying so hard not to laugh.
She keeps telling me it's okay, and I can't stand it anymore. Even thought I couldn't see it, I could feel her pitying look. So, burn time!
I look at her and blow raspberries in her face. Man, a little bit of spit even lands on her cheek. She calmly, I was actually surprised by this, I thought she was gonna be furious, she reaches up and wipes off the spit. Then, she gets off the car and says she wants to go home. But man, she acted so coolly, not screaming or whining, or something, that I told her to come back, that I was joking. She sat back down beside me, and I offered her some of my pop. She took it, and then, she took my arm and put it on her shoulders, and she got closer. She was so frail, that I just said ok, and kinda gave up. Plus, you know, it was nice.
After a while, Jackie said we should go sit in the front because of the better view. I agree, and we get off the car's tail. We got to the front, and she puts in some crappy romantic song station. I'm already sitting on the hood of the car, and she comes over and sits down. After a while, we got back to looking at the sky, and I notice she's shivering. Man, it was getting cold, and she was dressed in this flimsy little blouse. So, I take off my jacket, and I put it over her shoulders, and again she looks at me like I'm a god or something. She puts it on fully, and she's happy again. Man, she's like a kid, totally naive. Anyways, it's getting pretty dark and late, so she looks at me and says that our first date was almost over. I say: "Yep." And she asks me what I thought of it. Just to piss her off I say:
"It was no worse than bowling." she looked so confused, I almost laughed out loud, but a shadow of pain flickered on her face, and my stupid mouth had to continue the sentence.
"I, I don't hate bowling."
And the little vixen is happy again. She nods, and starts getting closer to me, and by the way she licked her half parted lips, I knew she was going to kiss me, so I zoom in for it. At first, it was a totally gentle kiss, I didn't wanna scare her or anything. Her lips were so smooth, and I could taste the lip smacker on my own lips. I could even smell her perfume.
But to Jackie, a small peck on the lips wasn't enough. She opened her mouth, and she urged my tongue in. That's when I felt it. I felt a flicker of something deep inside, something woke up, and it wasn't that rabbit that pops out of the hat, because he was already up. No, something else, I don't know how to call it, it's not love or anything, more like a thud. My heart beat faster. But whatever it was, it was there, I didn't imagine it, but I don't know how to call it. So, this incredibly hot kiss is making me nuts, and it gets soo deep. Jackie even caresses my cheek, something that felt great. But then, abruptly, it stopped. Our lips remain locked for a fleeting instant before we completely broke the kiss. I was dying to kiss her again. But she looked at me and said she didn't feel anything. Man, did that fuck up my mind. She told me the kiss was hot and everything, but she didn't feel anything, and then, she asked me if I felt something. What was I gonna say?
"Yeah, I felt something, and maybe, if we try again, you'll feel it too?"
I would be the only one to loose in this deal. So I looked at her and said:
"Uh, no. Well... no."
But, in my head, I'm screaming:
"What? That kiss was soo good! How can you not feel anything?"
She looks down, and I look down too, and for some weird reason, I touch my lips with my fingers, I keep telling myself that it's because of that lip smacker she left on my lips, but come on, no one will read this, it wasn't just that, I was trying to feel something on my lips again. Man, my lips were tingling. Anyway, she looks at me, and she says that I was right about us all along. She asks me what we're gonna do then, and my imagination runs wild. Man, I gotta stop the Playboys for a while, they really mess with your mind. I look her up and down, and I tell her that I wasn't opposed to doing it, but you know, not in a serious tone, more like in a jokingly one, so that if I got rebuffed, I could tell myself it was a joke. Her eyes widen and she swaps my arm saying :
"Take me home you pig!"
I start chuckling, 'cause Jackie's reaction to my proposition was the one of an 20 year old virgin. Or a nun. Hehehe, she can be so naive sometimes. I agree and we both get in the car. And, I take her home.
When I got here, Forman told me that Bargain Bob's was closing and that they forfeited the barbecue for Bob, for him to have one final bash, you know. He also told me that Donna made it up to him. I threw him out my room, 'cause I don't wanna hear any sex talk from him, and because I needed to clear my thoughts, and write this. SO, now, I'm done, so, yeah.
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Man, that chick is... yeah, I used stunning before. Yeah, she was stunning. She had a little upturned nose, these great clear eyes. I never noticed until today how clear they were. Like, a color between blue, green, gray and brown. Something like that. It was pretty dark, so I couldn't really see the color well. All I know is that they're clear. A fine chin, great-looking cheekbones and these great lips. Man, maybe that lip smacker does do a difference. Let's not even start talking about her body, or maybe I should, you know, to remember the good times. She's not mature yet, so you know but for now her chest is pretty decent. She has these great great legs. It's weird because I never looked at someone's legs before. Except, of course, when Kelso slipped in the cafeteria and had to take of his pants, staying in gym shorts, which kinda proved us he shaved his legs. Hehehe, good times man, Kelso shaving his legs!
Man, I keep digressing! Let's stay in focus. So yeah, after like maybe a half hour of silence, Jackie looks at me in that "I'm in love" look she uses and says that this is the best date ever. I pointed out that we didn't talk for half an hour. And what does she do? She says I don't have to talk because she understands me. Okay, the one thing that bugs me a lot, no, I mean it fucking pisses me off is little rich unicorn-lovin', mansion-livin', spoiled little midgets telling me they understand me. What do they understand? They don't understand what's in my mind. You know, we just don't have the same fucking standards. So, I fight back to not get down and just go home because what can she understand? Her life's been perfect, and for her, the stuff that happened in my life only happens in movies, you know? And of course the movie's ending has the poor guy becoming a heir to a whole lot of money. So in a way, they're still movies about the rich. So, I control my urge to tell her to fuck off. No one knows what's inside me. So, I tell her sarcastically:
"Oh, you do, do you?"
I knew I should've gotten down and in the car.
She started blabbering again. And she says:
"Sure. Ok, so you're probably sitting there thinking, "I'm on this date with this girl who really, really likes me... and, and she's so beautiful that - "
Man, she started on the whole fairy tale crap again, and I had to stop her.
"Jackie."
And what does she do? She puts her finger on my lips. Man, did you know that she uses perfume even on her fingers? Or is that some sort of cream she uses? Or maybe, she uses the same kind of lip smacker, but for fingers. Anyway, it's something girly, but her finger smelled great. I thought she was gonna try to kiss me or something, 'cause I've seen this move in movies before, not like I wanted her to, but she kept blabbering. God, can't she ever shut up. So, I decided to make her regret the crap she was saying. Of course, some of it was true, and it went something like this:
"Shhh.... And you're wondering, "How can I open up to her, when everyone I have ever loved have abandoned me. Am I even worthy of love?" Well...you are, Steven. You are."
So, I figure that's the perfect moment to start my burn, so I look down, and I reach with both hands under my glasses, like I was crying or something. Man, she fell for it! I start acting like I'm crying, and Jackie, she puts her arm around me and starts with the
"It's ok, just let it out, let it all out" crap. I reply with a muffled ok. Man, it was muffled because I was trying so hard not to laugh.
She keeps telling me it's okay, and I can't stand it anymore. Even thought I couldn't see it, I could feel her pitying look. So, burn time!
I look at her and blow raspberries in her face. Man, a little bit of spit even lands on her cheek. She calmly, I was actually surprised by this, I thought she was gonna be furious, she reaches up and wipes off the spit. Then, she gets off the car and says she wants to go home. But man, she acted so coolly, not screaming or whining, or something, that I told her to come back, that I was joking. She sat back down beside me, and I offered her some of my pop. She took it, and then, she took my arm and put it on her shoulders, and she got closer. She was so frail, that I just said ok, and kinda gave up. Plus, you know, it was nice.
After a while, Jackie said we should go sit in the front because of the better view. I agree, and we get off the car's tail. We got to the front, and she puts in some crappy romantic song station. I'm already sitting on the hood of the car, and she comes over and sits down. After a while, we got back to looking at the sky, and I notice she's shivering. Man, it was getting cold, and she was dressed in this flimsy little blouse. So, I take off my jacket, and I put it over her shoulders, and again she looks at me like I'm a god or something. She puts it on fully, and she's happy again. Man, she's like a kid, totally naive. Anyways, it's getting pretty dark and late, so she looks at me and says that our first date was almost over. I say: "Yep." And she asks me what I thought of it. Just to piss her off I say:
"It was no worse than bowling." she looked so confused, I almost laughed out loud, but a shadow of pain flickered on her face, and my stupid mouth had to continue the sentence.
"I, I don't hate bowling."
And the little vixen is happy again. She nods, and starts getting closer to me, and by the way she licked her half parted lips, I knew she was going to kiss me, so I zoom in for it. At first, it was a totally gentle kiss, I didn't wanna scare her or anything. Her lips were so smooth, and I could taste the lip smacker on my own lips. I could even smell her perfume.
But to Jackie, a small peck on the lips wasn't enough. She opened her mouth, and she urged my tongue in. That's when I felt it. I felt a flicker of something deep inside, something woke up, and it wasn't that rabbit that pops out of the hat, because he was already up. No, something else, I don't know how to call it, it's not love or anything, more like a thud. My heart beat faster. But whatever it was, it was there, I didn't imagine it, but I don't know how to call it. So, this incredibly hot kiss is making me nuts, and it gets soo deep. Jackie even caresses my cheek, something that felt great. But then, abruptly, it stopped. Our lips remain locked for a fleeting instant before we completely broke the kiss. I was dying to kiss her again. But she looked at me and said she didn't feel anything. Man, did that fuck up my mind. She told me the kiss was hot and everything, but she didn't feel anything, and then, she asked me if I felt something. What was I gonna say?
"Yeah, I felt something, and maybe, if we try again, you'll feel it too?"
I would be the only one to loose in this deal. So I looked at her and said:
"Uh, no. Well... no."
But, in my head, I'm screaming:
"What? That kiss was soo good! How can you not feel anything?"
She looks down, and I look down too, and for some weird reason, I touch my lips with my fingers, I keep telling myself that it's because of that lip smacker she left on my lips, but come on, no one will read this, it wasn't just that, I was trying to feel something on my lips again. Man, my lips were tingling. Anyway, she looks at me, and she says that I was right about us all along. She asks me what we're gonna do then, and my imagination runs wild. Man, I gotta stop the Playboys for a while, they really mess with your mind. I look her up and down, and I tell her that I wasn't opposed to doing it, but you know, not in a serious tone, more like in a jokingly one, so that if I got rebuffed, I could tell myself it was a joke. Her eyes widen and she swaps my arm saying :
"Take me home you pig!"
I start chuckling, 'cause Jackie's reaction to my proposition was the one of an 20 year old virgin. Or a nun. Hehehe, she can be so naive sometimes. I agree and we both get in the car. And, I take her home.
When I got here, Forman told me that Bargain Bob's was closing and that they forfeited the barbecue for Bob, for him to have one final bash, you know. He also told me that Donna made it up to him. I threw him out my room, 'cause I don't wanna hear any sex talk from him, and because I needed to clear my thoughts, and write this. SO, now, I'm done, so, yeah.
Hyde