A week before Christmas a letter was sent to me. I didn't want to open it, but I had to. It read:

Dear DaMaddy,

Hi, dear it's your mother. I just want to tell you I'm find and don't come home for Christmas. Please don't come, I'll try to run away but just stay there. I don't want you to get kill and its best you stay there. Love Your Mother. I started crying for the sake of my mother. I couldn't go because of Lord Voldemont, my father. I went into my dormitory for a while. I didn't want to see anyone epically Draco. I had enough and I wanted to stop.













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I went into the wood and took out a razor sharp knife. I wanted it to end now and forever to not suffer. I touch the cold blade towards my skin. It was cold and sharp as it lay upon my skin. I thought of those who I was leaving, and why I couldn't care. Inch by inch the blade went deep into my skin. I feel my heart beating fast and blood rushing to my arms. The feel of it felt pleasure and I like it. But before I could finish my life I heard a noise. I startle and stand back between the trees forest. "Who's there I called out. And with a quick step I was faced with the most ugliest monster ever. He had the nose of an elephant, the body of a dragon, and the face of a werewolf. His teeth were sharp and dripping with blood, his nose had green sustains coming out. And with a shudder it "Growl" with a big roar. I step backward with still the knife in my hand. I had to do something quick, but never in my life have I face a monster like that. At that moment someone from behind me step in front me. I couldn't tell who it was, or what it was. It had on a dark invisible cloth on and had only ahead sticking out. "Lameuose Loviose" the mysteries head shouted. There was a big red blast and than there was explosion. I fell to the ground and hurt my knees. For a moment I waited until there was quite once again. I looked up and there was a person standing over me. "Are you okay Damaddy, " said the familiar voice. It was Harry and I was sure glad to see him." Oh Harry" I smiled, I leaped to the floor and kissed him to close to his mouth. I stood back and smile bashfully. I was just about to leave when his arm hold me back. He looked into my arms and came close towards my face. I close my eyes until his lips touch to mines. His mouth felt warm and his tongue felt slimy but nice. I let go of him and started at him. "I think I better go I said. He smiled, but before I left him I kissed him longer and ran. As I turn around to see him, he was still standing and smiling. I couldn't believe what I just did. A moment I was about to kill myself, and get kill by an ugly beast. And here comes Harry rescuing me. I went in the castle and went straight to the west wing. Madame Popmfrey was annoyed to what happen to me. She gave me tonic that tasted like peppermint and let me rest there until tomorrow. That night all I could think about Harry until I dozed off. (I woke up n my room, but at my house. I was surprised and confused. I went down stair and my mother was singing while making breakfast. Only when she turn around it was Lord Voldemont. I was shocked and afraid to ask what he wanted. He came closer and whisper in my ear. "Your mother is still alive my child, but all you have to do is bring the boy," he said in a creepy voice. He turn around and walk towards the. And he pulled out something hairy at I first it looked like an animal, but than I realized it was my mother head. I scream and yelled. He laughed with pleasure to see me cried for my mother.) I woke up sweating and tears down my eyes. It was just a bad nightmare. I stood up and realize I was in my dormitory room. After getting dress and brushing my hair, I realized it's the first day of vacation and the last to go home for the week. I went secretly to professor Dumbeldore office and ask if I could leave. He smiled and winked at me and told me to go right ahead.









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