A/N:I'm sorry if there is spelling mistakes I don't have spell check. I should really get it, but for now just bare with me. Please. Anyway, to the story!

Everyday I looked at my classmates hungrily. I had new found urges to taste their blood. I knew why, which made it worse. Serenity watched me like a hawk. Approving everytime I did something vampiric with a broad smile and, "Cereulius is comming. Then you will live for eternity with him." As if it was a motive. My canines grew slightly longer and became sharper. Cerulius started to haunt my dreams. At times I just wanted to scream, or just kill myself, and get out of Cerulius's grasp.

I continued with my classes. I had to try and hold to my humananity. The little vampire blood that is in me becomes stronger by the day. It's spreading through my veins, but I don't think I can last too much longer. Urges are becoming stronger, and lust is taking the place of most of my emotions. Remus is making me paranoid. He keeps looking at me strangly. Observing me. Seems to be searching for something. Maybe he knows. I have to find out.

After dinner in the Great Hall I went to look for Remus. I entered the warm Gryffindor common room. He was sitting with James and Sirius by the fire. Peter had his arm wrapped around some girl in a chair across the room. I suppose his new girlfriend. I quietly walked over to an empty chair by the fire. I stared at the flickering flames, until I could feel eyes on me. Six to exact. A small smile appered on my face. I looked up at the three of them. James and Sirius had the same look on. Confusion and surprise. Remus, on the other hand, looked at me curiosly. I stared back at him. His stone gray eyes stared into my emerald green ones. It seemed at electricty went through us. We knew what the other was thinking. Remus stood up and across the room, and I followed him. "Remus where ya' goin'?" Sirus called out from behind us, but Remus didn't respond.

"Lily what happened to you?"

"What do you mean?"

"Don't play dumb. You know excatly what I mean. I sence something from you that's....dark."

I hesitated for a minute "It happened in the woods...after the yule ball. I left early, for reasons you know, and went to the forbidden forest. I ran into a vampire he tried to change me, but didn't follow all the way through."

"That explains alot."

"That's all your going to say?!"

"What did you expect me to say? That I'm sorry for you? That I'll search for a cure?! I can't do anything Lily. The most I can do is be here for you, and maybe protect you."

"Protect me from a vampire? How do you plan on doing that?"

Remus's face became solem.

"Promise me you won't tell anyone?"

"Yes. I promise."

"Very few people know about this. You tell anyone I'll be put in a lot of danger. This isn't a joke!"

"I promise on my Mother's grave I won't tell a soul."

He mumbled something I couldn't hear.

"Excuse me?"

"I'm a werewolf." He whispered.

"Is that why you sence something dark about me?"

"Yes. Also in Serenity, but hers is cold. Makes my hair stand on end."

"So I'm not the only one."

"Apparently."

"Can you not tell James and Sirius about this. Please?"

"I won't lie to them, but I won't tell them either. That's the best I can do."

"Can't you just tell them a white lie if they guess it?"

"It's either what I said or nothing."

"Fine. It's a comprimise."

"I guess it is."

"I have one more thing to ask of you."

"And that is?"

"Do you feel any other dark auras around anywhere?"

Remus went into some kind of meditation. A light radiated off his body. Undetecable by normal human eyes.

"Well can you sence any other dark auras?"

"Give me your hands?"

"What? Why?"

"If this dark aura you speak of, is the vampire who was changing you, then you and him have a blood bond and I'll be able to sence him through you."

I slowly gave him my hand. His hands were strong and gripped my hands tightly. I stepped closer to him. I heard a comotion from where Sirius and Remus were sitting. I looked over. James was hanging off the couch and Sirius was holding him by his shirt.

"Lily consentrate!" Remus said sternly.

I closed my eyes and consentrated on Cerulius. I saw a small cottage in the Forbidden Forest. Not too far off from the Hogwarts grounds. The silver gait of Cerulius stood at the window. Then everything went black.

"What happened?"

"We were blocked out."

"By who?"

"I'm guessing your friend Serenity." He said nodding in her direction.

Her face had a twisted look on it.

"Remus! You have to help me Cerulius is going to be coming for me soon and Serenity I think is plotting to kill me. Would it be too much for your help when I need it?"

"No it wouldn't be too much, but it would be easier to protect you with James and Sirius involved."

"NO! Please only you can know about this. I'm not ready to tell anyone yet. I'll tell them when I'm ready."

"I just hope you'll be ready to tell them before someone gets hurt."

Remus walked away towards James and Sirius, but my gaze went slowly across the room to Serenity who looked at me as if I was poison. I did the only thing I could think of doing and that was return the look. Deathly cold air surrounded my body. Her glare was icy. I shoke her off and walked to my dorm room. James watched me cross the room and disappear from the stairs before he asked Remus questions.

I flopped onto my crimson four poster bed. Slowly tears swelled up in my eyes. Serenity threw the door open and let it hit the wall. I remained lieing face first on my bed.

"Lily. What were you saying to Lupin?" She said in a sickeningly sweet voice.

"What I was saying to Remus is only my concern."

"You better watch your tone with me."

"Or what? Are you going to hurt me?" I mocked.

"I may not be able to hurt you, but I could hurt your friends. Hmm... maybe I'll start with Sirius."

"You wouldn't dare!", I shot up from my bed.

"Oh wouldn't I?"

"Fine! Go suck Sirius!"

Serenity shot me an evil look. I returned it with a smirk.

"I hope Cerulius sees how much of a bitch you are."

"Well he isn't going to be here anytime soon. Now is he."

"He's going to be here when your old enough. Your only sixteen."

"I'll find a way out of it by then."

"There is no way out. Once your changed thats it."

"We'll see."

I left the room and leaned against the door. All I kept saying in my head was "We'll see. I'll find a way out."

A/N: So what did you think. Is it still good? Or is it becoming crappy? Please review. Thanx.