A/N:Thanks to the ppl who think this story is good. I'm not sure how good
this chapter is. I think its kinda corny, but review anyway pleeze.
Lily is becoming darker...I think. Weird dreams and...uhh...you know what u just gotta read it.
I frantically flipped through books in the library. My mind was exhausted. There has been a constant fight with humanity and vampirism. Light and dark. My mind wasn't seeing shades of gray. There was very little on vampires. The books weren't much help, the only section I know I could find what I needed was in the restricted area. Unfortunatley I couldn't get in there without a teachers note. Unless.......I sneeked in. I closed all the books and went to the common room.
No one was in there. The fire was out and the sun shone brightly throught the large glass paned windows. I sheilded by eyes, the sun seemed to burn them. I walked over to the window and stared at the Quidditch field. James was flying on his broom, practicing, even though snow was on the ground. The white crystaline world was peaceful and comforting. I slipped into a daydream. It was James and Me. We were living together in a cozy house with a son. Everything was perfect until everything came crashing down. Cerulius, out of nowhere, came and killed James. He then said, "If this is what it takes, I'll do it Lily." I woke up from that daydream with tears streaming down my face. "Lily are you alright?" I wiped the tears away from my eyes and turned around. It was Erin O'Riely. She had short strawberry blond hair and blue eyes. "I'm fine Erin. Don't worry about it." "Are you sure? You look like you were crying." "No I wasn't crying. I...I'm just haveing an alergic reaction.", I lied horribly. "Are you sure? 'Cuz if your not I could help you....If you want." "No, no, I'm fine. Really." She shrugged her shoulders and walked away. I looked over my shoulder to see if she was gone. I was alone in the common room again. I decided to leave, the calm of the room was creeping me out. My bed was warm and welcoming. I pulled the sheets over my head and curled into a ball. I was comforted from all my problems, until a there was a knock at my door. "Come in", I said pulling down the sheets. James walked through the door. His hair was wet with mealted snow, and his cheeks and nose were red from the cold. A smile spread across my face. "What do you want?", I asked happily. "I wanted to come check on you you.", A smile was on his glowing face. "Oh....well, I'm fine." I replied kind of disappointed. "And I wanted to know if you wanted to go outside." I gave him a small smile and said, "No. But thanks for asking." He nodded his head and left the room. I wrapped myself in the covers again, and fell asleep. I walked down a lengthy corridor, which was dimly lit by candles. I was wearing a long, thight black dress. It was split up the side to my upper thigh, and had very long sleeves that spread out over my hands like bells. My hair was down surrounding my face like a fiery halo. I swung open a door at the end of the hallway to a dark room. There were a handfull of young men cowering in the corner. I laughed at their fear of me, and what was to come of one of them. I searched all their faces for the one I wanted, until I came upon a familiar one. "James Potter", I whispered. "James Potter, stand." I said so it echoed through the room. He slowly made his way to a standing position. "Come here James. I've missed you so much." I said coyly. His face didn't change, but he stepped out of the crowd and moved closer to me. "Aww, Jamie-wamie I've missed you so much. Expeccially all those nights when I'm all alone in my bed." I ran my hand down his face, but he moved his face away from my hand. "It's been very cold under my sheets." I whispered in his ear. He pushed me away hard. I couldn't help but show a look of shock on my face. I quickly hid it, "What's wrong James? Don't you want me anymore?" His eyes looked at me then fell to the floor. "You know, as well as I do, that nither you or me could never resist eachother in life or in death." I lifted his face and kissed him. His hand went to my leg and slid up my thigh. I pulled away from the kiss, "Jamie you know I love you and I always will, but I'm hungry now." He pushed me away, "You fucking whore!" "Jamie, don't be so angry with me. I was going to have some fun with you, but since you don't want me....." I grabbed his head and plunged my fangs into his neck. His sweet, warm blood flowed into my mouth. Some escaped my lips and ran down his neck. I pulled away long enough to lick it away and whisper in his ear, "Your delicious Jamie." He struggled until his heart beat slowed then finally stopped. I dropped his lifeless body to the cold floor, and walked out of the room slamming the door behind me, leaving the remaining men terrified in the dark with his corpse. I shot up from my bed in a cold sweat. Erin, Penelope, and Kelly all looked at me and rushed over. "Lily are you alright?" Kelly asked. "I'm fine. I just had a dream." I replied. "What kind of a dream?" Erin asked with an inquisitive grin on her face. "It was more of a nightmare. I'm gunna go downstairs now." I stood up and headed for the door. "Are you gounna go talk to James?" Penelope said with a girlish grin on her face. I turned to her, "Maybe I will." The common room was full of bubbly Gryffindors laughing, and talking. They hadn't a care in the world, unlike me.(A/N:That was corny) I searched to room for Remus, but unfortunately I didn't find him, all I found was James. I figured he'd know where Remus was. "James, do you know where Remus is?" James looked up from his potions book. "Why do you want to know where Remus is?" "Because him and me are doing something and I want to talk to him about something I want to do tonight.", I replied before I realized what I was even saying. He raised an eyebrow at me and I gave him a weak smile. "Well in that case.", he said in a downbeat voice. "He's not going to be available until tomarrow. He's feeling a little....under the weather." I looked out the window and noticed a full moon. I had no other choice than to tell James and make him promise not to tell anybody. "James I need to talk to you then.", I said quickly. "So I'm your second choice?" He replied going back to his book. "Come on James. Give me a break!", I replied. "What do you want to talk about?" "I'm not going to tell you here! Meet me in...the...library in about fifteen minutes, alright. I'll tell you everything there. Bring Sirius. I'm going to need him too." Kill two birds with one stone I thought. "Fine.", he closed his book and walked past me. "James...." I said quickly. "What is it Lily?" He said without turning to face me. "Nevermind", My eyes dropped to the floor. I hated the way he was acting towards me, but then I remembered Serenity and turned my attention to the cold gray eyes across the room. Where the hell did she come from?! I walked into the brightly lit library and saw very few people. I sat in the open hoping James and Sirius would make an apperence soon. A large grandfather clock on the far wall read eight o'clock. I inhaled deeply and sighed. I glaced over to the forbidden section. The books were old but looked like they were in good condition from not being used often. "So Lily what did you need to talk to us about?" I jumped and turned to look at James and Sirius. "Don't do that to me!" "Sorry Lil's", Sirius replied. "So what did you need to talk to us about?", James repeated. "Follow me.", I said. "I don't want anybody eles to know about this." James rolled his eyes and Sirius elbowed him in the ribs. I walked to a secluded corner in the library and sat down at a round table. "Alright since Remus isn't here I'm gunna need your help." "What were Remus and you supposed to do?" James asked suspiciously. "We weren't supposed to do anything, but I just can't wait until the full moon is over so I can ask for his help." James and Sirius both had a shocked look on their face. "How do you know about that?" Sirius asked cautiously. "He told me after I told him something about me." "What did you tell him?" James questioned. "I was just getting to that. The night of the Yule ball, after I left, I ran into a vampire. He bit me, but didn't make me a full fledged vampire. Cerulius is his name, and he's going to come back for me and kill anybody whose close to me. I need to find a way out of this, and I think I can get the information I need in the forbidden section of the library. So I needed Remus, but he's feeling...under the weather. So I ask you two for your help." I took a deep breath. There was a silence between us. "Did you breath at all when you said that?" Sirius replied to my plea and breaking the silence. "No" "Well Lily...thats a lot to put on us just like that." James said leaning back in the chair "It was harder on Remus. I asked him not to tell you two, and I know you tried to get what I was talking to him about out of him." Both of them looked to the floor and I gave them a satisfied smile. "So how can we help?", Sirius inquired. "I need to get into the resricted area and find the book I need." "I can help you", James replied. "Really? How?" "I have an invisability cloak. We can sneak in tonight...if you want." "Of course. The sooner the better. Now don't tell anybody about this, not that you would." "We won't tell anybody", Sirius replied. "Thanks. I'll meet you in your room at midnight be ready." They nodded their head and Sirius stood up. "We'll see you later Lils." But I never made it to the library that night.
A/N: Review. Come on you know you want to. You can do it. Just push the long button that says review. Well....newayz wadda ya think??? Corny right? I don't know what happened to the one huge paragraph. Theres supposed to be spaces and things!
Lily is becoming darker...I think. Weird dreams and...uhh...you know what u just gotta read it.
I frantically flipped through books in the library. My mind was exhausted. There has been a constant fight with humanity and vampirism. Light and dark. My mind wasn't seeing shades of gray. There was very little on vampires. The books weren't much help, the only section I know I could find what I needed was in the restricted area. Unfortunatley I couldn't get in there without a teachers note. Unless.......I sneeked in. I closed all the books and went to the common room.
No one was in there. The fire was out and the sun shone brightly throught the large glass paned windows. I sheilded by eyes, the sun seemed to burn them. I walked over to the window and stared at the Quidditch field. James was flying on his broom, practicing, even though snow was on the ground. The white crystaline world was peaceful and comforting. I slipped into a daydream. It was James and Me. We were living together in a cozy house with a son. Everything was perfect until everything came crashing down. Cerulius, out of nowhere, came and killed James. He then said, "If this is what it takes, I'll do it Lily." I woke up from that daydream with tears streaming down my face. "Lily are you alright?" I wiped the tears away from my eyes and turned around. It was Erin O'Riely. She had short strawberry blond hair and blue eyes. "I'm fine Erin. Don't worry about it." "Are you sure? You look like you were crying." "No I wasn't crying. I...I'm just haveing an alergic reaction.", I lied horribly. "Are you sure? 'Cuz if your not I could help you....If you want." "No, no, I'm fine. Really." She shrugged her shoulders and walked away. I looked over my shoulder to see if she was gone. I was alone in the common room again. I decided to leave, the calm of the room was creeping me out. My bed was warm and welcoming. I pulled the sheets over my head and curled into a ball. I was comforted from all my problems, until a there was a knock at my door. "Come in", I said pulling down the sheets. James walked through the door. His hair was wet with mealted snow, and his cheeks and nose were red from the cold. A smile spread across my face. "What do you want?", I asked happily. "I wanted to come check on you you.", A smile was on his glowing face. "Oh....well, I'm fine." I replied kind of disappointed. "And I wanted to know if you wanted to go outside." I gave him a small smile and said, "No. But thanks for asking." He nodded his head and left the room. I wrapped myself in the covers again, and fell asleep. I walked down a lengthy corridor, which was dimly lit by candles. I was wearing a long, thight black dress. It was split up the side to my upper thigh, and had very long sleeves that spread out over my hands like bells. My hair was down surrounding my face like a fiery halo. I swung open a door at the end of the hallway to a dark room. There were a handfull of young men cowering in the corner. I laughed at their fear of me, and what was to come of one of them. I searched all their faces for the one I wanted, until I came upon a familiar one. "James Potter", I whispered. "James Potter, stand." I said so it echoed through the room. He slowly made his way to a standing position. "Come here James. I've missed you so much." I said coyly. His face didn't change, but he stepped out of the crowd and moved closer to me. "Aww, Jamie-wamie I've missed you so much. Expeccially all those nights when I'm all alone in my bed." I ran my hand down his face, but he moved his face away from my hand. "It's been very cold under my sheets." I whispered in his ear. He pushed me away hard. I couldn't help but show a look of shock on my face. I quickly hid it, "What's wrong James? Don't you want me anymore?" His eyes looked at me then fell to the floor. "You know, as well as I do, that nither you or me could never resist eachother in life or in death." I lifted his face and kissed him. His hand went to my leg and slid up my thigh. I pulled away from the kiss, "Jamie you know I love you and I always will, but I'm hungry now." He pushed me away, "You fucking whore!" "Jamie, don't be so angry with me. I was going to have some fun with you, but since you don't want me....." I grabbed his head and plunged my fangs into his neck. His sweet, warm blood flowed into my mouth. Some escaped my lips and ran down his neck. I pulled away long enough to lick it away and whisper in his ear, "Your delicious Jamie." He struggled until his heart beat slowed then finally stopped. I dropped his lifeless body to the cold floor, and walked out of the room slamming the door behind me, leaving the remaining men terrified in the dark with his corpse. I shot up from my bed in a cold sweat. Erin, Penelope, and Kelly all looked at me and rushed over. "Lily are you alright?" Kelly asked. "I'm fine. I just had a dream." I replied. "What kind of a dream?" Erin asked with an inquisitive grin on her face. "It was more of a nightmare. I'm gunna go downstairs now." I stood up and headed for the door. "Are you gounna go talk to James?" Penelope said with a girlish grin on her face. I turned to her, "Maybe I will." The common room was full of bubbly Gryffindors laughing, and talking. They hadn't a care in the world, unlike me.(A/N:That was corny) I searched to room for Remus, but unfortunately I didn't find him, all I found was James. I figured he'd know where Remus was. "James, do you know where Remus is?" James looked up from his potions book. "Why do you want to know where Remus is?" "Because him and me are doing something and I want to talk to him about something I want to do tonight.", I replied before I realized what I was even saying. He raised an eyebrow at me and I gave him a weak smile. "Well in that case.", he said in a downbeat voice. "He's not going to be available until tomarrow. He's feeling a little....under the weather." I looked out the window and noticed a full moon. I had no other choice than to tell James and make him promise not to tell anybody. "James I need to talk to you then.", I said quickly. "So I'm your second choice?" He replied going back to his book. "Come on James. Give me a break!", I replied. "What do you want to talk about?" "I'm not going to tell you here! Meet me in...the...library in about fifteen minutes, alright. I'll tell you everything there. Bring Sirius. I'm going to need him too." Kill two birds with one stone I thought. "Fine.", he closed his book and walked past me. "James...." I said quickly. "What is it Lily?" He said without turning to face me. "Nevermind", My eyes dropped to the floor. I hated the way he was acting towards me, but then I remembered Serenity and turned my attention to the cold gray eyes across the room. Where the hell did she come from?! I walked into the brightly lit library and saw very few people. I sat in the open hoping James and Sirius would make an apperence soon. A large grandfather clock on the far wall read eight o'clock. I inhaled deeply and sighed. I glaced over to the forbidden section. The books were old but looked like they were in good condition from not being used often. "So Lily what did you need to talk to us about?" I jumped and turned to look at James and Sirius. "Don't do that to me!" "Sorry Lil's", Sirius replied. "So what did you need to talk to us about?", James repeated. "Follow me.", I said. "I don't want anybody eles to know about this." James rolled his eyes and Sirius elbowed him in the ribs. I walked to a secluded corner in the library and sat down at a round table. "Alright since Remus isn't here I'm gunna need your help." "What were Remus and you supposed to do?" James asked suspiciously. "We weren't supposed to do anything, but I just can't wait until the full moon is over so I can ask for his help." James and Sirius both had a shocked look on their face. "How do you know about that?" Sirius asked cautiously. "He told me after I told him something about me." "What did you tell him?" James questioned. "I was just getting to that. The night of the Yule ball, after I left, I ran into a vampire. He bit me, but didn't make me a full fledged vampire. Cerulius is his name, and he's going to come back for me and kill anybody whose close to me. I need to find a way out of this, and I think I can get the information I need in the forbidden section of the library. So I needed Remus, but he's feeling...under the weather. So I ask you two for your help." I took a deep breath. There was a silence between us. "Did you breath at all when you said that?" Sirius replied to my plea and breaking the silence. "No" "Well Lily...thats a lot to put on us just like that." James said leaning back in the chair "It was harder on Remus. I asked him not to tell you two, and I know you tried to get what I was talking to him about out of him." Both of them looked to the floor and I gave them a satisfied smile. "So how can we help?", Sirius inquired. "I need to get into the resricted area and find the book I need." "I can help you", James replied. "Really? How?" "I have an invisability cloak. We can sneak in tonight...if you want." "Of course. The sooner the better. Now don't tell anybody about this, not that you would." "We won't tell anybody", Sirius replied. "Thanks. I'll meet you in your room at midnight be ready." They nodded their head and Sirius stood up. "We'll see you later Lils." But I never made it to the library that night.
A/N: Review. Come on you know you want to. You can do it. Just push the long button that says review. Well....newayz wadda ya think??? Corny right? I don't know what happened to the one huge paragraph. Theres supposed to be spaces and things!